Ok....rcenye bru kjap je anne tgglkn blog..upenye da 15 hari.. Itz X'mas today,25Dec2012.. Orite...here wut happened for the previous 15days.. Pnye la aritu(10-13dec) pulun prepare brg utk g Indonesia n FESTARI.. 13Dec finally arrived... Sakit badan mmg blkg cite la..stunt yg xpnh dibuat,dibuat jugak akhirnye..dr pnakut,jd kurg takut..hehe.. On 13dec mlm,stil we'r on training with Zapin Berangan yg x ciap lg stepnye.. Kdg2 rce cam special lak cz zapin yg ni mmg zapin bru..xpnh ade org wat lg..so...we are the PIONEER! Hppy kn? Hehe...(ignore me)... So...on that nite gak bru abs step kul 4.30am (oredy 14dec)... 5.30am bru naik bus n btolak ke Perlis.. 14Dec2012...Cmpi da ptg.g dftr trus kt Dewan 2020... Then mlmnye lak ade taklimat for dancers from 8-10pm..aftr taklimat,kiteorg g mkn....n then training ngn en.ezad til 3am..mmg serah je la diri... Alek uma yg kiteorg dduk tu (Kolej Kediaman Ghafar Baba,KKF) da kul 4am..
15Dec2012...Kul 5am katenye nk trening..tp laz2 5.30am bru trening..6am mndi n ciap2... 7am nk gerak ke Dewan2020..but.......driver bus x cmpi2.. 9am ade stage blocking but 8.40am bru gerak ke dwn..wut the heck..ncb x miss blocking. Abs blocking continue trening.. Then gerak alek UMT n ciap2...7.30pm gerak ke dwn cmule n the show begin...we'r the 1st to perform.. Pheww~ Alhamdulillah done utk asli...prepare utk esk lak..tarian kreatif..
16Dec2012... The final day..event starts at 2.30pm... tp kiteorg cmpi kt ctu lmbt...kiteorg turn ke-8...time cmpi,grup turn ke-5 bru abs perform.. Heee.. Aftr show,rushing alek... N then rushing gak ciap.. Mlmtu event started at 8pm..tp kiteorg cmpi 8.30pm.. Haha... Mlm penentuan cpe yg menang... Unfortunately,xdpt mng pape pn....jz dpt 6th place out of 16universities. It was ok..=) aftr that g mam....tukar bju sume lam bus..(one thing that we'r expert enuff.. haha)...n trus jln alek ke UMT..It was 2.++am....
17Dec2012..10.30am cmpi UMT... Bersihkan diri sume n finally landing atas katil kul 11lbh pagi..on9 for awhile n then memengsankn diri until 5pm... N aftr mndi (again) start packing brg utk ke Indonesia...katenye mlmni btolak ke UMP tp xtau kul bpe. Ptg kul 6pm kuar ngn annie n nad...kononnye nk g tukar duit...tp money changer da ttup...g la airport...common place yg ade mone changer...but u noe wut? Tganu dun hev money changer at their airport.. Gosh! Nta pape la tganu ni.. Kuno cgt.. Hmm...bile da xde tu,g la ke mcD..mknan..n then alek UMT.. Waiting....n waiting...itz 12am...no news...bile tnye en.ezad he said "bakal dimaklumkan"..
18Dec2012...itz 1am...no news....2am...no news... kiteorg pn mule la tertido2..set jam every one hour...until 8am...no news..2.30pm annie n nad ajk kuar lg..g tuka duit from RM to Rupiah.. We finally did...got back at UMT...waiting...n waiting...til the nite arrived again.. N again..the thing like laz nite happened...we waited..slept..woke up again.. That kinda of feeling was sux..
19Dec2012...10am nad sent me en.bad pnye number...big boss utk pusat kbudayaan.. Finally...ade pn org yg mnjawab..tnye yg lain sumenye xtau...tnye en.ezad cndiri die ley matikan diri.. Haih la...ckalinye en..bad ckp pnyertaan wakil UMT dibatalkn laz minit... Mmg F*CK!!!! !@#$%^&*&^!@#$!%^&*(! (puas la mencarut)... So...no Indonesia for us...
20Dec2012..melanguk je la kjenye...jz g lab for FYP... Stress ngn duit xde...
21Dec2012....aftr lab, kuar g bndr with nad...Abg Daus jd driver kiteorg..ahahahaha...die la yg bwk kiteorg g tukar duit...die jugak yg blnje PizzaHut yg bru tu...n die bg 1 beg lg choc Hershey's...cz choc yg die bg aritu time kt Perlis....sumenye dibolot org lain... Cherlaque...org lain yg mntk,org lain lak yg dpt lbh..hmm... Today was one of the happiest day of my life ^_~ Thanx a lot to abg daus...mmg la abg yg baik n comel..cgt cam budak kcik cz abg tu mmg kcik..haha...risau cgt die takut kiteorg xde duit...ciap nk offer bg pnjam duit die lak tu... Tau la die byk duit...lg la cgan kiteorg dibuatnye.. Pape pn...i am hppy today ^_^hehe..
N mybe today is the happiest day to my friends jugak...rmai yg tunang n khwn...esk pn cme...(22dec2012)...masing2 kjar tarikh cntik2...=) im hppy for u frens...
22Dec2012......itz a very cold day...tganu started raining.. I juz cant wait for tomorrow.. Keep on stdying for my test at 24dec...ptutnye test 18dec..tp KONONnye nk g Indonesia...x g la amik test on that date...lewatkn jd 24dec...
23Dec2012....pagi g lab...abs lab ibu amik..^_~around 11am.. Hppynye!!!!!!!!!! N itz raining heavily.. Ptgnye around 5pm dpt brite UMT bnjir...tgk pic yg deorg upadate..i was like o.O... da 1thn xbnjr..ley lak bnjir kalini.. Even x dlm cm mce 1st year dlu...but da ckup truk gak tu.. Mlm bru surut airnye.. But stil itz raining renyai2..
24Dec2012... Kuar kul 8am...g sarap n then ujan start lebat...9.30am cmpi UMT...test at 10am.. Ujan lebat gile..start test 10.15am...tp 10.30am da abs jwb.. Haha.. 10.45am kuar dr bilik test.. Tggu ibu amik...ujan lbt non stop..11.15am oredy in car with my fmly... Heading to the city.. 2.30pm dpt brite UMT bnjir.. Haih...da la kul 5pm ptut ade discussion cz laz nite pn cancel cbb bnjir.. 5pm..stil bnjir n lbh teruk dr cmlm..again canceled.... Laz2 gerak g mam A&W..pantai batu burok nmpk cgt creepy ngn ombak bsr yg bgulung2...i juz hate the way the waves crashing the shore..makes me nervous.. Mm...aftr mam trus alek hotel.. Mce kuar dr pntu A&W tu,ade sekor ank kucing yg cgt comel..warne die cam 'Maru the Cat'...bulu die cgt soft..n die menggigil kcjukkan...n tgn die sakit..xtau la terkehel ke ape..die x jejakkn tgn kiri die kt lantai pn.. comel cgt2...lau la kt JB,msti da angkut bwk alek uma... (n for the 1st time,ibu agreed with my words!!!! means kucing tu mmg comel pd pndangn ibu jugak).. But unfortunately we'r at tganu.. Ah!!tension tgk ank kucing tu..cyez xsggup nk tgk lg..rce nk ngs cz xley nk tolong die..Cian cgt2..trus lari mcuk kete n gerak.. N ujan nonstop cmpi tgh mlm..
25Dec2012...da subuh pn...stil ujan.. But when i woke up at 7.30am,ujan da stop..smbung tido..kul 8.45am bru angun..mndi n ciap2...9.30am checked out... Then g sarapan...pstu my fmly trus anta anne alek hostel... Cmpi hostel 11am.. Hmm..bratnye ht nk say gudbye..rce cam xnk bpisah lak.. Hurmm....trying to ignore d feelings...trus on9 n wt kje..cmpi ke ptg.. N 8.30pm g mam ngn nad bdue..abg syhr kate nk join..tp ade kje katenye.. Really dun have nothing to do cz da abs my part utk esaimen tu...thatz y TER-rajin lak nk update entry..heee..^_~
Hmm...anne lam dilemma ni...ade jmpe sorg ni..jual GP breed mixed peru.. Mahal jgak breed tu..tp anne dpt hrgr rm40..haish~nk amik ke x..nk amik ke x... Hmm...tp yg btinenye x secantik yg jntan...tp da ckup nice gak la cz bulu peru is awesome.. Urmmmmmm~~~nk amik ke x..nk amik ke x??????????????? *will be continued*
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Wednesday, 26 December 2012
Monday, 10 December 2012
Waiting~~ Can't Wait! ^_~
Wow~~~lmenye la haih x wat entry...ttbe mood nk mnaip tu ilang... Pdhl byk cite...tp thp kmalasan mnggunung lak.. hehe... Byk yg anne lalui cpnjg kemalasan utk update blog ni.. Ade yg cdey...ade yg 'sakit'..ade yg hppy gak.. biace la kn roda kehidupan..=)
Itz 10dec oredy... Kelmarin anne mmpi arwah atok,mak n abg... Ya Allah...rindunye kt atok..tp mmpi tu x bpe nk besh...cz sumenye wat muke yg x bpe nk hppy... Ape silapnye..anne pn xtau.. Cmge mereke tenang di sane.. Al-Fatihah...
Mmm....tggl 1 mmgu je lagi...nk fly da...leaving Malaysia for 5days.. nk ke Indonesia..xtau la ape yg mnanti kt sane..g cz ade prgram kebudayaan anjuran UMP n KPT...hmm.....org jarang g oversea cam anne ni,msti la excited jugak kn..even Indonesia je pn~ (kate org).. hehe... mm...12dec ni ade test..haish..hope ley la wat... then 13dec mlm akn btolak ke Unimap..ni pn xsure la anne g ke x...rce brat ht utk g..hope x kne g... Ade ptandingan FESTARI actually..14-17dec... lau g jugak..mmg azab la dkat 2 mggu x g clas.. cz 18-22dec kt indonesia lak..hurmm... Pape pn...cmge dipermudahkn urusan..=)
Today i've learnt something about me.. X cgke lak yg diri cndiri ni pnakut nk wat stunt.. baru suro rolling frontward..tu pn anne pnye takut cmpi cjuk jari2 sume..n mggigil (yg ni mmg xley blah...pehal la menggigil...aigo~)...tp pe ley wat...mmg takut.. heee...tp laz2 ley wat da...alhmdulillah..^_~ hehe.. psni kne blaja rolling backward lak... jgn patah riuk da la..>_<hee...
Hm...k la...not much yg anne nk share kalini...juz dun feel like sharing at d moment...peace! ^_~v hehe.. Nk tido dlu..letih... Nite2....sleep tite n cwtdreamz.... (im wondering ape yg sush cgt nk wish sleep tite n cwtdreamz for some people??? hm....biarla..).. Thatz all for now.. Wil keep my fingers dancing on this keyboard again whenever i feel like..=) hikhik.. Adios~
Itz 10dec oredy... Kelmarin anne mmpi arwah atok,mak n abg... Ya Allah...rindunye kt atok..tp mmpi tu x bpe nk besh...cz sumenye wat muke yg x bpe nk hppy... Ape silapnye..anne pn xtau.. Cmge mereke tenang di sane.. Al-Fatihah...
Mmm....tggl 1 mmgu je lagi...nk fly da...leaving Malaysia for 5days.. nk ke Indonesia..xtau la ape yg mnanti kt sane..g cz ade prgram kebudayaan anjuran UMP n KPT...hmm.....org jarang g oversea cam anne ni,msti la excited jugak kn..even Indonesia je pn~ (kate org).. hehe... mm...12dec ni ade test..haish..hope ley la wat... then 13dec mlm akn btolak ke Unimap..ni pn xsure la anne g ke x...rce brat ht utk g..hope x kne g... Ade ptandingan FESTARI actually..14-17dec... lau g jugak..mmg azab la dkat 2 mggu x g clas.. cz 18-22dec kt indonesia lak..hurmm... Pape pn...cmge dipermudahkn urusan..=)
Today i've learnt something about me.. X cgke lak yg diri cndiri ni pnakut nk wat stunt.. baru suro rolling frontward..tu pn anne pnye takut cmpi cjuk jari2 sume..n mggigil (yg ni mmg xley blah...pehal la menggigil...aigo~)...tp pe ley wat...mmg takut.. heee...tp laz2 ley wat da...alhmdulillah..^_~ hehe.. psni kne blaja rolling backward lak... jgn patah riuk da la..>_<hee...
Hm...k la...not much yg anne nk share kalini...juz dun feel like sharing at d moment...peace! ^_~v hehe.. Nk tido dlu..letih... Nite2....sleep tite n cwtdreamz.... (im wondering ape yg sush cgt nk wish sleep tite n cwtdreamz for some people??? hm....biarla..).. Thatz all for now.. Wil keep my fingers dancing on this keyboard again whenever i feel like..=) hikhik.. Adios~
Monday, 29 October 2012
AidilAdha 1433H
23Oct12(Tue)....mengharapkan yg roposal tu da di-check oleh SV2 tercyg...malangnye.... Nada(in spanish means xde).. Mm... Mlmni g studio ag utk conduct audition.. Balik dr studio bru check email.. Dr.wahi bg feedback..which im really satisfied wit my hardwork^_~ Dr.wahi xbyk complaint..jz ade yg die btulkn ckit2 typo...n my grammar mistakes.. Hmm.....dr.wahi said its gud..now waiting for feedback from my 'mama'(dr.hazlina) lak...
24Oct12(Wed)....itz d day!!!!! Arini bus alek JB 9.30pm..^_^ N..........arini gak bru dpt feedback from Dr.hazlina... Quite frustrating bile tgk dr. duk nyonteng hardcopy proposal tu...=_= My problem ckrg ni, i hev 2 SVs yg nk ikut pale deorg... Yg A kate cmni.. Yg B kate cmni.. Bile nk puaskn ht due2 org ckali gus, kite yg pening...=_= Aigoooo~~~~ Byk pulak nk kne edit lau ikut pe yg Dr.hazlina nk ni... Cls arin 1-2pm....n 3-5pm...tp yg 3-5pm tu dr.cha cancel cls cz half of us da x mcuk cls da.. So...anne g bookgarden..cje nk wish rye kt boss2...n nk g print borg final proposal..niat nk jmpe boss2 jap je...ckalinye deorg ajk borak... Laz2 kul 4.30pm gak bru ley g print.. Cmpi bilik kul 5pm... Mandi..solat...packing dlu mne brg yg ley dipacking... Agk terhad pncahayaan cz roomates tido..xcdap lak nk bukk lmpu... So...tggu cmpi 6.30pm bru angun n continue kemas-ing.. 7.45pm gerak trun.. Cz my junior jnji nk amik b4 8pm.. But....dak kecik tu muncul 8.08pm... Then die bwk g mam mcD yg btwn mydin n giant.. abs mam sume kul 9.10pm... Ok~~~~anne da start cuak cz tiket kul 9.30pm! Zal lak asyik call da..=_= kalut.. Cmpi kt MBKT kul 9.32pm.. Alhamdlillah bus xcmpi ag... My lucky day i guess... 10.15pm bru bus muncul.. Lege hati..finally...JB...im coming!
25Oct12(Thurs)... On the way to JB...lam bus tu,anne kemabukan..=_= Stop kt Chendor,trun bus je anne cari toilet dlu...muntah terus.. Then stil pning n rce mlayang..elak ter-pengsan je kang..cpt2 g cari asam kecut..n then trus naik bus.. Mcuk lam bus,anne pn sumbat asam lam mulut n shut my eyes.. Nta bile zal dduk cmule kt cblh..nta bile bus start gerak cmule..anne xcdar.. Tau2 bus da cmpi kat Mersing! Haha... Then tido ag...ttbe dgr zal pggil...we'r at Saujana..kote tinggi.. N anne mule alert..bile bus da nk cmpi area johor jaye,tny ngn pkck bus..die ade stop skudai or larkin ke x cz ade je bus yg akk stop ctu gak..tp......jwpn pkck bus tu ''sorry la..majoriti bus ni p.gudang..sy mls nk stop tmpt lain..direct p.gudang terus..'' I was like =_=....ley lak mls2.. Hish.. Jd..trun kt p.gudang 6.30am.. Zal suro lak anne naik bus tambang utk ke Larkin..bile anne nk naik,die ckp ''da cmpi uma t mcg tau..'' Hmm...he stil cares though.. Sikap ke-abang-an die xprnh ilang.. Thank you for ur concern... 7.15am bus mule grak... 8.10am gak bru cmpi larkin cz bus tu stop kt bandar la..ceruk2 mne nta die lau.. Bazir mce... Xpe la..yg penting im here at JB!.. 8.15am abah,ibu n adk amik... Then straight g kubur mak.. pstu g bngunan ape nta..ibu amik brg dr UPM kt ctu.. Pstu deorg anta anne alek uma...cz anne nk wat kje...EDIT PROPOSAL & SUBMIT TO ARFA BEFORE 2PM!!!!!!! So...alek uma..x mndi pn ag...trus start edit proposal dr 9.45am..ibu lak kuar g beli brg utk masak.. Kul 12pm ibu suro tukar bju cz ibu nk laundry.. So,tnpe mndi, anne tuka bju trus..(ibu yg ckp xya mndi..da ciap kje bru mndi..so...ok!..hehe)...Kul 1.15pm sumenye bru setel..sent to arfa... Alhmdulillah...setel jugak mndenye... 1.30pm bru anne mndi.. Lol.. Then melepak ngn sng ht kt uma.. Beshnye...paling besh buli Winter yg mengong.. hikhik...The sengal-est cat ever!! M-Br the gorgeous... N Pyrate the demok! ^_~ Dkat kul 6pm bru abah alek..n ibu pn mule start nk wat lakse johor...(FIRST TIME EVER!).... So..anne tolong ibu.... It was fun.. Hehe.. Rindu mak..lau mak ade ni, msti anne n ibu asyik kne bebel.. Mm...kul 9pm setel everything.. Puas ht la jugak even ni cubaan kali pertame wat lakse johor.. Wish mak is here to enjoy it too..=') Mlmni...cik N dtg tido uma..so..anne xley la tido bilik mak.. Anne ckp ngn ibu..anne ok je tido kt bilik blkg(bilik anne)...t anne alas katil sume.. But..nnt jgn ttup lampu dapur..anne xnk gelap.. Then ibu ckp..''xpaya la..tido je kt bilik ibu..bentang toto kt tpi katil ibu..agk2 sempit x? tp awk tido pn static je.. tido bilik ibu je la yang..'' So...nk xnk tpkc la tido bilik ibu bile ibu da mule amik table fan dr bilik mak..basuh sume..jz to get me sleeping with her.. Mgkin mengalas katil bilik anne ag mudah dr ibu duk bsuh kipas tu..bersungguh btul.. Im wondering...ade pape ke?? cz siang td pn ibu bgi minum air yg ibu da bce2 ape nta..n aftr mnum air tu,die uro raup kt muke ckit.. then ade lebihan tu,utk bilas time mndi lak.. Mmm...ape yg ibu wat?? Nta la... Mybe tu air plindung..cz mce alek utk kematian abg wen,anne ade cite kt tok andak yg anne rce sakit2 bdn..n rce x tenteram..czm ade org follow..ble tido pn cam ade gangguan... So,tok andak ade suro ibu wat ape nta..mybe ni la airnye.. hmm....
26Oct12(Fri).. Itz AidilAdha.... Woke up at 8.15am.. Quite lenguh bdn ni.. Mybe pnat naik bus x ilang...pstu kne lak tido kt ceruk yg luasnye juz half dr tilam single..(agk 3 jengkal je)... Mm... 10lbh bru nk gerak g uma nenek...singgah jap uma mak ngah anta lakse..then bru g uma nenek.. 1pm bru gerak g uma mak nga cmule.. Mlm...anne g uma mama... 5 bersaudara dipanggil mama mlmni.. Abg Han..Abg Wan.. Me... Ijan n Pipit.. 9.40pm abg han dtg jemput utk g uma mama.. Tggu pipit..munculnye kul 10.15pm.. Abg wan lak cmpi kul 10.30pm... Ijan xde cz ijan dmm.. Anne da mule cuak cz ingt nk wat mnde mistik2 ag.. Ncb baik x.. Pheeww~~ Start 'muqadimah' kul 11pm... Overall,mama jz nk bg duit...n then nshtkn anne utk tgk2 ibu.. Cz abah,nenek nga pulun nk wat ibu tunduk habis kt deorg.. Mama kate die nk tolong ubtkn ibu...tp sush cz brg dlm uma kiteorg tu da abs sumenye dijampi.. dr pakaian,minuman,makanan..cgale rencah yg ade kt dapur tu...perfume n everything...sumenye da dijampi abah n nenek...jd lau nk tolong ibu,nk get rid of all those things mcm impossible.. Ttbe anne jd marah lak ngn abah n nenek...kurg ajar!! Then mama ckp anne kne start tegas..clap2 haribulan nenek n atok akn pndah mcuk lak uma kiteorg utk take over everything... Lau btul uma tu atas nme anne, lgkah mayat ni dlu! Ade jgak manusie cmni.. X sudah2 ngn bomoh.. Cian ibu.. Anne nk tolong tp xley..='( Pape pn..abg han ckp..anne kne hormat abah,nenek sume...cz bdose lau anne kurg ajar ngn deorg.. Mm.....capish.. 12.40am anne alek uma..
27Oct12(Sat)... Woke up at 9.15am.. Kejut bubu angun..=) Arini nk kuar cari cage utk Pyrate ngn si die.. 11.30am si die cmpi uma.. Kuar jln2..si die tunjuk kilang die....then bwk g mam ABC yg anne pnh g ngn Aied,Snow dlu.. Then g JJTC...tgk Sinister..^_~ hehe... x cgke die pilih cite ni...(tpkce ke??)... Aftr abs Sinister...gerak g kdai bundle...cari kot die.. Pstu bru g cari cage utk Pyrate.. Finally...dpt jugak! ^_^ Pstu g Jusco Tman U..mam McD.. Then g cari pet shop..nk cari jaring kcik utk cover cage pyrate...cz tkut winter gile mcukkn tgn die lam cage.. Xjmpe..so direct alek uma.. Cmpi uma,ibu suro cari jaring tu kt kdai blkg uma.. Ncb baik jmpe.. Alek uma..start project renovate cage pyrate..Itz around 8pm... Thanx sayang for helping.. Then si die ley lak stay kt uma til 10.30pm gare2 cite Lord of The Ring... Hehe.. Abs cite bru die grak alek uma die.. Mmm....kelainan pd date kalini.. I enjoyed it ^_^ I was a great day..<3
11.30pm..anne btolak ngn fmly ke Tganu.. Hmm.. Gudbye JB...see u again in 2 weeks...!
24Oct12(Wed)....itz d day!!!!! Arini bus alek JB 9.30pm..^_^ N..........arini gak bru dpt feedback from Dr.hazlina... Quite frustrating bile tgk dr. duk nyonteng hardcopy proposal tu...=_= My problem ckrg ni, i hev 2 SVs yg nk ikut pale deorg... Yg A kate cmni.. Yg B kate cmni.. Bile nk puaskn ht due2 org ckali gus, kite yg pening...=_= Aigoooo~~~~ Byk pulak nk kne edit lau ikut pe yg Dr.hazlina nk ni... Cls arin 1-2pm....n 3-5pm...tp yg 3-5pm tu dr.cha cancel cls cz half of us da x mcuk cls da.. So...anne g bookgarden..cje nk wish rye kt boss2...n nk g print borg final proposal..niat nk jmpe boss2 jap je...ckalinye deorg ajk borak... Laz2 kul 4.30pm gak bru ley g print.. Cmpi bilik kul 5pm... Mandi..solat...packing dlu mne brg yg ley dipacking... Agk terhad pncahayaan cz roomates tido..xcdap lak nk bukk lmpu... So...tggu cmpi 6.30pm bru angun n continue kemas-ing.. 7.45pm gerak trun.. Cz my junior jnji nk amik b4 8pm.. But....dak kecik tu muncul 8.08pm... Then die bwk g mam mcD yg btwn mydin n giant.. abs mam sume kul 9.10pm... Ok~~~~anne da start cuak cz tiket kul 9.30pm! Zal lak asyik call da..=_= kalut.. Cmpi kt MBKT kul 9.32pm.. Alhamdlillah bus xcmpi ag... My lucky day i guess... 10.15pm bru bus muncul.. Lege hati..finally...JB...im coming!
25Oct12(Thurs)... On the way to JB...lam bus tu,anne kemabukan..=_= Stop kt Chendor,trun bus je anne cari toilet dlu...muntah terus.. Then stil pning n rce mlayang..elak ter-pengsan je kang..cpt2 g cari asam kecut..n then trus naik bus.. Mcuk lam bus,anne pn sumbat asam lam mulut n shut my eyes.. Nta bile zal dduk cmule kt cblh..nta bile bus start gerak cmule..anne xcdar.. Tau2 bus da cmpi kat Mersing! Haha... Then tido ag...ttbe dgr zal pggil...we'r at Saujana..kote tinggi.. N anne mule alert..bile bus da nk cmpi area johor jaye,tny ngn pkck bus..die ade stop skudai or larkin ke x cz ade je bus yg akk stop ctu gak..tp......jwpn pkck bus tu ''sorry la..majoriti bus ni p.gudang..sy mls nk stop tmpt lain..direct p.gudang terus..'' I was like =_=....ley lak mls2.. Hish.. Jd..trun kt p.gudang 6.30am.. Zal suro lak anne naik bus tambang utk ke Larkin..bile anne nk naik,die ckp ''da cmpi uma t mcg tau..'' Hmm...he stil cares though.. Sikap ke-abang-an die xprnh ilang.. Thank you for ur concern... 7.15am bus mule grak... 8.10am gak bru cmpi larkin cz bus tu stop kt bandar la..ceruk2 mne nta die lau.. Bazir mce... Xpe la..yg penting im here at JB!.. 8.15am abah,ibu n adk amik... Then straight g kubur mak.. pstu g bngunan ape nta..ibu amik brg dr UPM kt ctu.. Pstu deorg anta anne alek uma...cz anne nk wat kje...EDIT PROPOSAL & SUBMIT TO ARFA BEFORE 2PM!!!!!!! So...alek uma..x mndi pn ag...trus start edit proposal dr 9.45am..ibu lak kuar g beli brg utk masak.. Kul 12pm ibu suro tukar bju cz ibu nk laundry.. So,tnpe mndi, anne tuka bju trus..(ibu yg ckp xya mndi..da ciap kje bru mndi..so...ok!..hehe)...Kul 1.15pm sumenye bru setel..sent to arfa... Alhmdulillah...setel jugak mndenye... 1.30pm bru anne mndi.. Lol.. Then melepak ngn sng ht kt uma.. Beshnye...paling besh buli Winter yg mengong.. hikhik...The sengal-est cat ever!! M-Br the gorgeous... N Pyrate the demok! ^_~ Dkat kul 6pm bru abah alek..n ibu pn mule start nk wat lakse johor...(FIRST TIME EVER!).... So..anne tolong ibu.... It was fun.. Hehe.. Rindu mak..lau mak ade ni, msti anne n ibu asyik kne bebel.. Mm...kul 9pm setel everything.. Puas ht la jugak even ni cubaan kali pertame wat lakse johor.. Wish mak is here to enjoy it too..=') Mlmni...cik N dtg tido uma..so..anne xley la tido bilik mak.. Anne ckp ngn ibu..anne ok je tido kt bilik blkg(bilik anne)...t anne alas katil sume.. But..nnt jgn ttup lampu dapur..anne xnk gelap.. Then ibu ckp..''xpaya la..tido je kt bilik ibu..bentang toto kt tpi katil ibu..agk2 sempit x? tp awk tido pn static je.. tido bilik ibu je la yang..'' So...nk xnk tpkc la tido bilik ibu bile ibu da mule amik table fan dr bilik mak..basuh sume..jz to get me sleeping with her.. Mgkin mengalas katil bilik anne ag mudah dr ibu duk bsuh kipas tu..bersungguh btul.. Im wondering...ade pape ke?? cz siang td pn ibu bgi minum air yg ibu da bce2 ape nta..n aftr mnum air tu,die uro raup kt muke ckit.. then ade lebihan tu,utk bilas time mndi lak.. Mmm...ape yg ibu wat?? Nta la... Mybe tu air plindung..cz mce alek utk kematian abg wen,anne ade cite kt tok andak yg anne rce sakit2 bdn..n rce x tenteram..czm ade org follow..ble tido pn cam ade gangguan... So,tok andak ade suro ibu wat ape nta..mybe ni la airnye.. hmm....
26Oct12(Fri).. Itz AidilAdha.... Woke up at 8.15am.. Quite lenguh bdn ni.. Mybe pnat naik bus x ilang...pstu kne lak tido kt ceruk yg luasnye juz half dr tilam single..(agk 3 jengkal je)... Mm... 10lbh bru nk gerak g uma nenek...singgah jap uma mak ngah anta lakse..then bru g uma nenek.. 1pm bru gerak g uma mak nga cmule.. Mlm...anne g uma mama... 5 bersaudara dipanggil mama mlmni.. Abg Han..Abg Wan.. Me... Ijan n Pipit.. 9.40pm abg han dtg jemput utk g uma mama.. Tggu pipit..munculnye kul 10.15pm.. Abg wan lak cmpi kul 10.30pm... Ijan xde cz ijan dmm.. Anne da mule cuak cz ingt nk wat mnde mistik2 ag.. Ncb baik x.. Pheeww~~ Start 'muqadimah' kul 11pm... Overall,mama jz nk bg duit...n then nshtkn anne utk tgk2 ibu.. Cz abah,nenek nga pulun nk wat ibu tunduk habis kt deorg.. Mama kate die nk tolong ubtkn ibu...tp sush cz brg dlm uma kiteorg tu da abs sumenye dijampi.. dr pakaian,minuman,makanan..cgale rencah yg ade kt dapur tu...perfume n everything...sumenye da dijampi abah n nenek...jd lau nk tolong ibu,nk get rid of all those things mcm impossible.. Ttbe anne jd marah lak ngn abah n nenek...kurg ajar!! Then mama ckp anne kne start tegas..clap2 haribulan nenek n atok akn pndah mcuk lak uma kiteorg utk take over everything... Lau btul uma tu atas nme anne, lgkah mayat ni dlu! Ade jgak manusie cmni.. X sudah2 ngn bomoh.. Cian ibu.. Anne nk tolong tp xley..='( Pape pn..abg han ckp..anne kne hormat abah,nenek sume...cz bdose lau anne kurg ajar ngn deorg.. Mm.....capish.. 12.40am anne alek uma..
27Oct12(Sat)... Woke up at 9.15am.. Kejut bubu angun..=) Arini nk kuar cari cage utk Pyrate ngn si die.. 11.30am si die cmpi uma.. Kuar jln2..si die tunjuk kilang die....then bwk g mam ABC yg anne pnh g ngn Aied,Snow dlu.. Then g JJTC...tgk Sinister..^_~ hehe... x cgke die pilih cite ni...(tpkce ke??)... Aftr abs Sinister...gerak g kdai bundle...cari kot die.. Pstu bru g cari cage utk Pyrate.. Finally...dpt jugak! ^_^ Pstu g Jusco Tman U..mam McD.. Then g cari pet shop..nk cari jaring kcik utk cover cage pyrate...cz tkut winter gile mcukkn tgn die lam cage.. Xjmpe..so direct alek uma.. Cmpi uma,ibu suro cari jaring tu kt kdai blkg uma.. Ncb baik jmpe.. Alek uma..start project renovate cage pyrate..Itz around 8pm... Thanx sayang for helping.. Then si die ley lak stay kt uma til 10.30pm gare2 cite Lord of The Ring... Hehe.. Abs cite bru die grak alek uma die.. Mmm....kelainan pd date kalini.. I enjoyed it ^_^ I was a great day..<3
11.30pm..anne btolak ngn fmly ke Tganu.. Hmm.. Gudbye JB...see u again in 2 weeks...!
Monday, 22 October 2012
Barely Catch My Breath!
15Oct12(Mon)....Ok...we'r ~:: T.W.E.N.T.Y-O.N.E ~ N.I.N.E.T.E.E.N ::~ Dlm cdar x cdar..hmpir 2thn da knal ngn cik abg sorg ni... Mm...jz hppy cz sume fmly anne da knal n jmpe die..from A-Z yg rapat2 sume da jmpe da..cume belah abah anne je xsume.. Ermm..anne lak? Bru je knal n jmpe ibu,ayah n adik die..lain2....mm...ade la sorg kazen die tu..tu pn tserempak gtu2 je time kiteorg mrayap..=) hehe.. N yes! I am officially sick today..(yeay???).. Adeyh la...batuk seseme...da bzaman x batuk seseme,nta virus mne lak tsangkut ni..>_< Hmm...mlm...mngemaskini slide..btulkn mne yg ptut..baiki sane sini..
16Oct12(Tue)...Rutin cam biace... Mule start dmm..Hmm...i really do miss mak n abg..rce cam bru mggu lps g rye cme2 kt uma tok busu..Mm.. Cjak due2nye pergi..tiap mlm anne rce tkut nk tido..kdg2 tu rce mcm tu la mlm trakhir bg anne...seolah-olah..once anne ttup mate utk tido,there will be no tomorrow for me.. N mmpi yg da lme tu mule jd fresh bg anne.. Xclap,lam 3 bulan before anne start kai tudung,anne ade mmpi..n mmpi tu mmg anne xcke.. Lam mmpi tu,anne nga wat ape nta...ttbe dtg sumone dr blkg n kelar leher anne..so..mati on d spot la cmtu.. 1st rce cam leher pedih..tp lam mce 3saat pstu anne mule rce terawang-awang... Soon later,anne nmpk jasad anne..anne mule takut.. Then anne cube peluk ibu,mak..sentuh adik..tp sumenye xley... In fact,they can walk through me! (mmg cam lam cite kt tv la..).. Anne nmpk sume org ngs kt cblh jasad anne...n anne nmpk si die pn cdey.. Anne cube jerit...tp deorg sume xdgr anne pn.. Lam mmpi tu,anne geram cgt ngn org bunuh anne ttbe tu..anne xcmpt nk wat pape pn...mati saje je cmtu.. Hancur terus hrpn nk bahagiekn ibu n mak..nk bine life cndiri..ade fmly cndiri..nk bsrkn ank2 cndiri... Abs lebur cmtu je angan2 cz im dead.. Bile org nk tanam anne...tu la saat yg paling anne takut..cz i knew...once they left, akan mule khidupan alam barzakh...pahala dose sume diamik kire.. kesenangan n siksa sumenye bgantung pd amalan.. Mce tu mmg takut cgt2.. Lam mce ketakutan tu,terus anne tjage.. hmm...agknye cmtu la prcaan org yg ninggal kn?? Cmtu ke arwah abg rce rite after accident? tpinge2..bingung..xterkilan?? N bile tringat sume ni,mmg sush la anne nk lelap pstu..hnye akn tido bile terlelap cndiri..xtau pn bile ttido..tau2 alarm pagi da bunyi.. Alhamulillah...masih diberi nafas utk teruskn hari yg sterusnye..
17Oct12(Wed)...arini submit draft slide proposal pd due2 SV.. Pheww...FYP..u really got me..xley nk bnafas ngn tenang rce.. Mm..arini dmm ag..tekak pahit... yek! >_< =p Hm...tp yg bgusnye...dmm kalini,nafsu mkn x ilang pn..hehe..
18Oct12(Thurs)...Mm..arini bru dpt feedback from both SV...ade ag ckit yg nk kne perbetulkn.. Haish >_<makin nervous!! Luse kne present!! Org ptame tu...aduyai~ Mm...arini Nad g kem kebudayaan.. Hmm...jeleshnye xpat ikut..=/ cbbnye esk ade test...luse present..(kekalutan mule trce).. Duk stdy Marine Natural Product cmpi kul bpe nta...
19Oct12(Friday)..test MNP kul 10am...alhmdulillah..boley la kot agknye..heee... Yg pntg,test da lpas...now fokus slide! Mm...rcenye arini da kurg da dmm...tp xbesh cz tkak rce pahit...means..dmm x baik ag... Mmm.....
20Oct12(Sat)....OK!!!! Presentation at 8.45am..started from the 1st presenter...that is me! Abs je present,mule la sesi tembak mnembak dr panel..adeyh la..mls la nk fkir cgt..mmg otak anne nga kosong pagi tu..main amik endah x endah je ngn soalan panel..jwb pn men jwb ape yg anne tau..yg anne xtau...pedulik la.. Yg pntg,lege cz da abs present..YEAY!!! But not so yeay la kan..cz kne fokus on written proposal yg x wat satu patah perkataan pn ag...jgnkn satu pkataan..satu huruf pn xde ag...Haih~ So..staying up utk wat written proposal... (Mm...bgus gak stay up cz ade kje...atleast anne xde la takut cgt bile tiap kali mlm..cz takut nk tido..hmm..)..
21Oct12(Sun)...Anne angun kul 10am..haha..tu la...tido ag ls subuh..Mm...well..actually a bit tkilan utk arini.. cz every sunday nite je,ade je mnde yg spoilkn mood..ade je yg ruining my sunday nite...watkn rce cam cgt mls nk wat ape2 in the nex morning..same feeling i got here..arini rce xde mood nk wat mnde..tp...esaimen ttp esaimen..they nvr wait...ttbe dpt lak mcg dr dr.hazlina(my FYP mama)...die kate die nk written proposal slewat2nye esk before 5pm...aduyai!! o.O!!?!!WHAT?!??!! >_< X tido la jwbnye mlmni... So...pulun la anne wat mnde alah ni..cmpi 1.45am anne stop...22Oct12(Mon)...2.15am anne nk tido jap..set jam kul 4am..tp xcdar..celik mate tgk2 da kul 5.45am..terus solat subuh..n then smbung kje...niat nk poce arini...tp...nta cane anne tlupe...kul 7lbh pgi anne g ngap kurma salut choc wit almond.. Kul 10am bru tringat! Tbaik kn?? Tp anne teruskn poce.. Mm..abg Faiz ckp...lau kite nga poce...but then tlupe n g mkn,means Allah mmg nk bg rezeki kt kite.. Poce..tp free2 je dpt mkn.. hehe.. NEway..anne tetap truskn poce.. Mm..arini anne ngadap written proposal ag..kul 2pm bru sumenye complete.. Anne ponteng cls 2-3pm arini...haha.. 2pm bru ciap proposal..then 2.40pm anne grak g print n g anta kt mama FYP.. Alhmdulillah..selesai gak akhirnye..tggu feedback lak..
Mm...dan malam pn mnjelma cmule....ktakutan yg ade tiap mlm tu xpnh ilang.. Hmm...anne juz hrp...if pape jd kt anne suatu hr nnt,lau ditakdirkn umur ni xbpe nk pnjg...anne hrp cpe2 yg mngenali diri ni maafknlah slh n clap anne.. Anne cyg sume kwn2 anne...especially my guardian(thnx for everything..awk la Orion sy yg cntiace bg cmngt tnpe jemu bile sy down)..my bestfrenz...my twin...my SNSS Fmly...n x lupe gak my abg (zal)(thnx cz bnyk jg anne cpnjg kite jd kosm8 ni)...n etc2... maafkn anne ye? Ingtlah anne dlm doa korg jugak... Then...tolong cmpikn pd keluarge anne,especially ibu,gtau die yg anne cyg die cgt2..maafkn anne lau xpat jd anak yg baik spt yg diharapkn..atleast anne da cube.. I love my fmly so much..<3 N lau ditkdrkn anne pergi dlu,tolong gtau ibu anne yg anne nk papa anne ade bcme before anne turun tanah.. N pd kwn2 yg ade pic anne freehair,mohon diberikan pd family anne..n jgn cmpn gmba anne yg x tutup aurat ngn sempurne.. (anne nk mntk tolong korg ringankn dose anne)..(anne tau anne x baik mne..but anne cube utk brubah ke arah kbaikan..).. N pd si die,cmpn la amanat tu baik2...u know wut to do lau pape jd pd diri ni..promiz me u wont forget... Juz takut..mne la tau..sumenye xdpt nk dijgkekn.. Hrpnye sempatla anne dirikn mahligai dlu n merase nikmat dikelilingi anak2 cndiri yg soleh n solehah(insyaAllah)...yg akn mendoakn diri ni if diri ni kembali kepadaNYA... n nk gak tgk my cweethearts menceriekn their granny, granpa..uncles..unties..n everyone in my fmly..<3 Lau mak x cmpt nk merase,hrpnye atleast ibu dpt merase bg pihak arwah mak...Mm..^_~
Well..ckup la tntg tu kot..da cite pn,rce gusar tu x ilang.. Mlmni ke studio lak..ade 2nd audition..=) Psni,kiteorg pulun utk Festkum lak..^_^ <3
16Oct12(Tue)...Rutin cam biace... Mule start dmm..Hmm...i really do miss mak n abg..rce cam bru mggu lps g rye cme2 kt uma tok busu..Mm.. Cjak due2nye pergi..tiap mlm anne rce tkut nk tido..kdg2 tu rce mcm tu la mlm trakhir bg anne...seolah-olah..once anne ttup mate utk tido,there will be no tomorrow for me.. N mmpi yg da lme tu mule jd fresh bg anne.. Xclap,lam 3 bulan before anne start kai tudung,anne ade mmpi..n mmpi tu mmg anne xcke.. Lam mmpi tu,anne nga wat ape nta...ttbe dtg sumone dr blkg n kelar leher anne..so..mati on d spot la cmtu.. 1st rce cam leher pedih..tp lam mce 3saat pstu anne mule rce terawang-awang... Soon later,anne nmpk jasad anne..anne mule takut.. Then anne cube peluk ibu,mak..sentuh adik..tp sumenye xley... In fact,they can walk through me! (mmg cam lam cite kt tv la..).. Anne nmpk sume org ngs kt cblh jasad anne...n anne nmpk si die pn cdey.. Anne cube jerit...tp deorg sume xdgr anne pn.. Lam mmpi tu,anne geram cgt ngn org bunuh anne ttbe tu..anne xcmpt nk wat pape pn...mati saje je cmtu.. Hancur terus hrpn nk bahagiekn ibu n mak..nk bine life cndiri..ade fmly cndiri..nk bsrkn ank2 cndiri... Abs lebur cmtu je angan2 cz im dead.. Bile org nk tanam anne...tu la saat yg paling anne takut..cz i knew...once they left, akan mule khidupan alam barzakh...pahala dose sume diamik kire.. kesenangan n siksa sumenye bgantung pd amalan.. Mce tu mmg takut cgt2.. Lam mce ketakutan tu,terus anne tjage.. hmm...agknye cmtu la prcaan org yg ninggal kn?? Cmtu ke arwah abg rce rite after accident? tpinge2..bingung..xterkilan?? N bile tringat sume ni,mmg sush la anne nk lelap pstu..hnye akn tido bile terlelap cndiri..xtau pn bile ttido..tau2 alarm pagi da bunyi.. Alhamulillah...masih diberi nafas utk teruskn hari yg sterusnye..
17Oct12(Wed)...arini submit draft slide proposal pd due2 SV.. Pheww...FYP..u really got me..xley nk bnafas ngn tenang rce.. Mm..arini dmm ag..tekak pahit... yek! >_< =p Hm...tp yg bgusnye...dmm kalini,nafsu mkn x ilang pn..hehe..
18Oct12(Thurs)...Mm..arini bru dpt feedback from both SV...ade ag ckit yg nk kne perbetulkn.. Haish >_<makin nervous!! Luse kne present!! Org ptame tu...aduyai~ Mm...arini Nad g kem kebudayaan.. Hmm...jeleshnye xpat ikut..=/ cbbnye esk ade test...luse present..(kekalutan mule trce).. Duk stdy Marine Natural Product cmpi kul bpe nta...
19Oct12(Friday)..test MNP kul 10am...alhmdulillah..boley la kot agknye..heee... Yg pntg,test da lpas...now fokus slide! Mm...rcenye arini da kurg da dmm...tp xbesh cz tkak rce pahit...means..dmm x baik ag... Mmm.....
20Oct12(Sat)....OK!!!! Presentation at 8.45am..started from the 1st presenter...that is me! Abs je present,mule la sesi tembak mnembak dr panel..adeyh la..mls la nk fkir cgt..mmg otak anne nga kosong pagi tu..main amik endah x endah je ngn soalan panel..jwb pn men jwb ape yg anne tau..yg anne xtau...pedulik la.. Yg pntg,lege cz da abs present..YEAY!!! But not so yeay la kan..cz kne fokus on written proposal yg x wat satu patah perkataan pn ag...jgnkn satu pkataan..satu huruf pn xde ag...Haih~ So..staying up utk wat written proposal... (Mm...bgus gak stay up cz ade kje...atleast anne xde la takut cgt bile tiap kali mlm..cz takut nk tido..hmm..)..
21Oct12(Sun)...Anne angun kul 10am..haha..tu la...tido ag ls subuh..Mm...well..actually a bit tkilan utk arini.. cz every sunday nite je,ade je mnde yg spoilkn mood..ade je yg ruining my sunday nite...watkn rce cam cgt mls nk wat ape2 in the nex morning..same feeling i got here..arini rce xde mood nk wat mnde..tp...esaimen ttp esaimen..they nvr wait...ttbe dpt lak mcg dr dr.hazlina(my FYP mama)...die kate die nk written proposal slewat2nye esk before 5pm...aduyai!! o.O!!?!!WHAT?!??!! >_< X tido la jwbnye mlmni... So...pulun la anne wat mnde alah ni..cmpi 1.45am anne stop...22Oct12(Mon)...2.15am anne nk tido jap..set jam kul 4am..tp xcdar..celik mate tgk2 da kul 5.45am..terus solat subuh..n then smbung kje...niat nk poce arini...tp...nta cane anne tlupe...kul 7lbh pgi anne g ngap kurma salut choc wit almond.. Kul 10am bru tringat! Tbaik kn?? Tp anne teruskn poce.. Mm..abg Faiz ckp...lau kite nga poce...but then tlupe n g mkn,means Allah mmg nk bg rezeki kt kite.. Poce..tp free2 je dpt mkn.. hehe.. NEway..anne tetap truskn poce.. Mm..arini anne ngadap written proposal ag..kul 2pm bru sumenye complete.. Anne ponteng cls 2-3pm arini...haha.. 2pm bru ciap proposal..then 2.40pm anne grak g print n g anta kt mama FYP.. Alhmdulillah..selesai gak akhirnye..tggu feedback lak..
Mm...dan malam pn mnjelma cmule....ktakutan yg ade tiap mlm tu xpnh ilang.. Hmm...anne juz hrp...if pape jd kt anne suatu hr nnt,lau ditakdirkn umur ni xbpe nk pnjg...anne hrp cpe2 yg mngenali diri ni maafknlah slh n clap anne.. Anne cyg sume kwn2 anne...especially my guardian(thnx for everything..awk la Orion sy yg cntiace bg cmngt tnpe jemu bile sy down)..my bestfrenz...my twin...my SNSS Fmly...n x lupe gak my abg (zal)(thnx cz bnyk jg anne cpnjg kite jd kosm8 ni)...n etc2... maafkn anne ye? Ingtlah anne dlm doa korg jugak... Then...tolong cmpikn pd keluarge anne,especially ibu,gtau die yg anne cyg die cgt2..maafkn anne lau xpat jd anak yg baik spt yg diharapkn..atleast anne da cube.. I love my fmly so much..<3 N lau ditkdrkn anne pergi dlu,tolong gtau ibu anne yg anne nk papa anne ade bcme before anne turun tanah.. N pd kwn2 yg ade pic anne freehair,mohon diberikan pd family anne..n jgn cmpn gmba anne yg x tutup aurat ngn sempurne.. (anne nk mntk tolong korg ringankn dose anne)..(anne tau anne x baik mne..but anne cube utk brubah ke arah kbaikan..).. N pd si die,cmpn la amanat tu baik2...u know wut to do lau pape jd pd diri ni..promiz me u wont forget... Juz takut..mne la tau..sumenye xdpt nk dijgkekn.. Hrpnye sempatla anne dirikn mahligai dlu n merase nikmat dikelilingi anak2 cndiri yg soleh n solehah(insyaAllah)...yg akn mendoakn diri ni if diri ni kembali kepadaNYA... n nk gak tgk my cweethearts menceriekn their granny, granpa..uncles..unties..n everyone in my fmly..<3 Lau mak x cmpt nk merase,hrpnye atleast ibu dpt merase bg pihak arwah mak...Mm..^_~
Well..ckup la tntg tu kot..da cite pn,rce gusar tu x ilang.. Mlmni ke studio lak..ade 2nd audition..=) Psni,kiteorg pulun utk Festkum lak..^_^ <3
Wednesday, 17 October 2012
Dugaan Demi Dugaan ='(
10Oct12(Wed).. Rutin sperti biace... juz dinner je berubah ckit.. Nad bz mlmni..so, me n arfa kuar ngn akk senior kiteorg yg da grad.. Tman akk tu g mydin.. N then for dinner,kiteorg mkn burger bakar.. Sloppy Joe... cdap..^_~ Nex time pergi nk try yg lain lak.. hehe.. Arini bjaye anta draft slide proposal pd dr.wahi..harap ok la.. Esk nk kne amik cmule..
11Oct12(Thurs).. Lab TDR 9am-12pm.. MNP 1-2pm.. But unexpected thing hppned today.. 11.10am...dpt call dr ibu..:
Ibu : Yang,wtpe?
Me: Lam lab ni..wat report..npe bu?
Ibu : Yang,dgr ni..dgr baik2..
Me : Ok...ape die?
Ibu : Abg Wen...abg wen accident pagi td..
Me : Laa..pulak? da tu?? cane?
Ibu : Abg Wen accdnt..abg wen ninggal..abg da xde tau..
Me : !!?!! haa? btul ke? *start nk ngs*
Ibu : Ha'ah..acdnt pagi td kt Singapore..ni ibu nk g uma m.ngah..then nk g setel urusan Singapore..*sobbing*
Me : *speechless n crying*
*ibu end call terus*
Lemah kaki anne jdnye...prsaan yg ade bile dgr cmtu,anne pn xtau nk describe.. Hanye mmpu ngs..n xpat nk caye.. Niat anne nk alek uma..tp bile fkirkn yg deorg mgkin da kbumi abg before anne cmpi uma,baik anne xya balik... But then lecturer anne (Dr.Cha) ckp..
Dr. Cha : U balik la...u boleh balik skrg if u want..pergi beli tiket.. Kalau kebumi arini pn x apa..yg penting u balik n be with ur fmly..tolong kenduri sume..
Hmm...trus anne call ibu n gtau yg anne nk alek.. After cls MNP,punye la sush nk mntk tolong kt org utk bwkkn g terminal..laz2 kak lyn gak yg nk tolong..tu pn lewat..kul 3lbh bru grak g terminal.. Cmpi terminal,tiket bus byk yg da abs...yg tggl jz kul 11.30pm.. nk x nk,naik je la bus tu..
So...i reached JB kul 8++am on 12Oct12(Friday)..Terus ke uma mama..tolong stndby air bunge utk kubur abg.. Then g uma mak long..tolong masak utk lunch sesame family.. Katenye jnzh bru postmoterm 12pm.. So..mybe kuar dr Singapore kul 4pm... Then g uma mama cmule..amik brg2 utk bwk g uma mak ngah.. Ttbe kul 3pm dpt call ckp yg jnzh otw back home..so...rushing g uma mak ngah..3.20pm da cmpi uma m.ngah.. Tggu jnzh cmpi..3.30pm ibu,abah,mak ngah,cik N n cik farid cmpi uma..ibu bwk bju abg...masih penuh ngn darah..n ibu tunjuk barang2 abg..sayu nye ht..phne abg hancur..jam putus..n cincin..cincin abg n ika(gf abg).. Btmbh sayu bile tgk ika selongkar barang abg utk cari cincin n sarung kt jari die... Mm..anne pn ley jd sasau lau berade kt tmpt ika.. 3.45pm...jnzh abg cmpi uma.. Ciannye abg sy...bru 22thn..lum khwn pn ag..cdey.. hanye bhgian mate n dahi abg je yg dibukak..tgk tulang pp kiri abg,terkeluk ke dlm.. Ya Allah... Sbb kematian ''severe head injuries''.. abah tolong mndikn jnzh..abah ckp mulut dibukak cz rahang abg not in position..jd mulut die herot.. postmoterm lak,result tulang blkg abg patah..n rusuk kiri pn patah..msti efek jantung ckali.. Kuatnye hentaman lori cmpi muke kiri ag cmtu.. Mm...4.30pm kebumi abg kt Mahmoodiah.. Abg...npe la abg pergi...tgglkn ain utk lead adik2 cdare kite lak..abg partner ain bile ade fmly gathering..abg han n abg wan jarang ade..kite la yg ke-3 n ke-4 aftr deorg..drpd 20org kazens (tmasuk adik). Now that u'r gone,ain sorg2...pe nk geng ngn ain ag? ='( Abg nk ain tolong wat gubahan brg hantaran abg bile abg khwn ngn ika...n ain nk abg setkn theme yg cntik2 utk wedd ain ngn si die..tp sume tu x cmpt.. Hmm..xpe la abg..mgkin mse abg di dunie ni stakat ni je... Imam ckp abg syahid kerana kembalinya abg kepadaNYA time abg kuar dr uma nk mncari rezeki.. Mudah2an...abg tenang di sisiNYA...msti hppy abg ditemani bidadari syurga.. =') Mm...
Mlm..kenduri abg...masing2 masih dm kesedihan...kwn2 abg rmai btul..mcm2 geng..ape x..abg dulu geng basikal..pstu geng skateboard..then geng motor..geng gig..geng karok..n latest abg nga nk involve ngn geng kete kelisa.. Abg pergi on d same day kete kelisa abg kuar..hm.. Bile tgk si die kt kenduri abg..anne tringat gurau senda korg time kenduri arwah mak dlu.. Korg bru nk baik n get along..tp..sygnye..
13Oct12(Sat).....3pm kenduri kt uma cik anan..utk 40hari arwah mak..n 3hari abg.. Then kul 6pm alek uma.. Si die cmpi kt uma time mgrb.. Alang2 trus suro die solat n mam jap.. Mlm aftr isyak wat kduri uma mak ngah lak.. Hmm....mmg si die da well accepted in my family nmpknye..cmpikn suar jeans abah yg abah da xmuat, ibu bagi kt si die.. Hehe...
Kat uma m.ngah yassin llaki.. Time si die duk bce yassin kt dlm,die tgglkn phne die kat anne.. Cik N lak duk blh anne,n cik N usha phne si die... ttbe cik N ckp ''jge die baik2 tau..sush nk dpt llaki cmni ckrg..''... Mm...insyaAllah cik..lau jodoh kami panjang..=) Abs yassin tahlil sume,tggl fmly2..mak ngah bg anne duit lak.. Serbaslh nk amik..da la die bru kehilangan ank..msti byk nk kai duit..tp die bkeras nk bg gak duit tu kt anne..jd anne ley byr hutang anne.. Mm...thnx mak =')
14Oct12(Sun)....bus ke ganu 10am...naik bus..n i feel like wana cry..tp anne tahan..aftr tgk ibu gerak alek bru la anne ngs... Beratnye ht nk tgglkn uma..aftr macam2 cite yg anne dgr lak tu.. Cian ibu...tp ape ley wat..tggjwb anne s student lum abs ag.. Bus lak geral lmbt..dkat 11am bru grak =_=.. all d way long anne ngs..da la kt sblh anne laki2..lantak la pe mamat tu nk fkir.. Stop kt Restoran Nusantara....mcm2 kenangn family kt tmpt rehat ni.. Knangn ngn arwah mak..arwah abg..n sumenye... Ag sayu la anne...ngs ag..laz2 ttido...cdar2 da cmpi Chendor..bru la stop ngs.. N ttbe mamat cblh anne ni ajk borak..die kate die nk tgur..tp tkut cz anne asyik ngs.. Borak pnye borak,bru tau mamat ni 22thn.. Yg die lak xcye anne da 21thn...cmpi nk tgk ic cgale..=_= Mamat tu turun kt Kemaman.. Mm...kul 8.++pm anne cmpi MBKT..Nad n Azdly jemput...then g mam..n guess wut.. Azri hotfm pn join gak..n die blnje terus.. hehe.. Thanx Azri.. Alek bilik da 10lbh..mndi2 sume..n lepak.. Ttbe tkak rce cket cm nk seseme n batuk=_= aigoo.. Kul bpe nta bru tlelap...esk cls kul 9am lak tu...mm..
11Oct12(Thurs).. Lab TDR 9am-12pm.. MNP 1-2pm.. But unexpected thing hppned today.. 11.10am...dpt call dr ibu..:
Ibu : Yang,wtpe?
Me: Lam lab ni..wat report..npe bu?
Ibu : Yang,dgr ni..dgr baik2..
Me : Ok...ape die?
Ibu : Abg Wen...abg wen accident pagi td..
Me : Laa..pulak? da tu?? cane?
Ibu : Abg Wen accdnt..abg wen ninggal..abg da xde tau..
Me : !!?!! haa? btul ke? *start nk ngs*
Ibu : Ha'ah..acdnt pagi td kt Singapore..ni ibu nk g uma m.ngah..then nk g setel urusan Singapore..*sobbing*
Me : *speechless n crying*
*ibu end call terus*
Lemah kaki anne jdnye...prsaan yg ade bile dgr cmtu,anne pn xtau nk describe.. Hanye mmpu ngs..n xpat nk caye.. Niat anne nk alek uma..tp bile fkirkn yg deorg mgkin da kbumi abg before anne cmpi uma,baik anne xya balik... But then lecturer anne (Dr.Cha) ckp..
Dr. Cha : U balik la...u boleh balik skrg if u want..pergi beli tiket.. Kalau kebumi arini pn x apa..yg penting u balik n be with ur fmly..tolong kenduri sume..
Hmm...trus anne call ibu n gtau yg anne nk alek.. After cls MNP,punye la sush nk mntk tolong kt org utk bwkkn g terminal..laz2 kak lyn gak yg nk tolong..tu pn lewat..kul 3lbh bru grak g terminal.. Cmpi terminal,tiket bus byk yg da abs...yg tggl jz kul 11.30pm.. nk x nk,naik je la bus tu..
So...i reached JB kul 8++am on 12Oct12(Friday)..Terus ke uma mama..tolong stndby air bunge utk kubur abg.. Then g uma mak long..tolong masak utk lunch sesame family.. Katenye jnzh bru postmoterm 12pm.. So..mybe kuar dr Singapore kul 4pm... Then g uma mama cmule..amik brg2 utk bwk g uma mak ngah.. Ttbe kul 3pm dpt call ckp yg jnzh otw back home..so...rushing g uma mak ngah..3.20pm da cmpi uma m.ngah.. Tggu jnzh cmpi..3.30pm ibu,abah,mak ngah,cik N n cik farid cmpi uma..ibu bwk bju abg...masih penuh ngn darah..n ibu tunjuk barang2 abg..sayu nye ht..phne abg hancur..jam putus..n cincin..cincin abg n ika(gf abg).. Btmbh sayu bile tgk ika selongkar barang abg utk cari cincin n sarung kt jari die... Mm..anne pn ley jd sasau lau berade kt tmpt ika.. 3.45pm...jnzh abg cmpi uma.. Ciannye abg sy...bru 22thn..lum khwn pn ag..cdey.. hanye bhgian mate n dahi abg je yg dibukak..tgk tulang pp kiri abg,terkeluk ke dlm.. Ya Allah... Sbb kematian ''severe head injuries''.. abah tolong mndikn jnzh..abah ckp mulut dibukak cz rahang abg not in position..jd mulut die herot.. postmoterm lak,result tulang blkg abg patah..n rusuk kiri pn patah..msti efek jantung ckali.. Kuatnye hentaman lori cmpi muke kiri ag cmtu.. Mm...4.30pm kebumi abg kt Mahmoodiah.. Abg...npe la abg pergi...tgglkn ain utk lead adik2 cdare kite lak..abg partner ain bile ade fmly gathering..abg han n abg wan jarang ade..kite la yg ke-3 n ke-4 aftr deorg..drpd 20org kazens (tmasuk adik). Now that u'r gone,ain sorg2...pe nk geng ngn ain ag? ='( Abg nk ain tolong wat gubahan brg hantaran abg bile abg khwn ngn ika...n ain nk abg setkn theme yg cntik2 utk wedd ain ngn si die..tp sume tu x cmpt.. Hmm..xpe la abg..mgkin mse abg di dunie ni stakat ni je... Imam ckp abg syahid kerana kembalinya abg kepadaNYA time abg kuar dr uma nk mncari rezeki.. Mudah2an...abg tenang di sisiNYA...msti hppy abg ditemani bidadari syurga.. =') Mm...
Mlm..kenduri abg...masing2 masih dm kesedihan...kwn2 abg rmai btul..mcm2 geng..ape x..abg dulu geng basikal..pstu geng skateboard..then geng motor..geng gig..geng karok..n latest abg nga nk involve ngn geng kete kelisa.. Abg pergi on d same day kete kelisa abg kuar..hm.. Bile tgk si die kt kenduri abg..anne tringat gurau senda korg time kenduri arwah mak dlu.. Korg bru nk baik n get along..tp..sygnye..
13Oct12(Sat).....3pm kenduri kt uma cik anan..utk 40hari arwah mak..n 3hari abg.. Then kul 6pm alek uma.. Si die cmpi kt uma time mgrb.. Alang2 trus suro die solat n mam jap.. Mlm aftr isyak wat kduri uma mak ngah lak.. Hmm....mmg si die da well accepted in my family nmpknye..cmpikn suar jeans abah yg abah da xmuat, ibu bagi kt si die.. Hehe...
Kat uma m.ngah yassin llaki.. Time si die duk bce yassin kt dlm,die tgglkn phne die kat anne.. Cik N lak duk blh anne,n cik N usha phne si die... ttbe cik N ckp ''jge die baik2 tau..sush nk dpt llaki cmni ckrg..''... Mm...insyaAllah cik..lau jodoh kami panjang..=) Abs yassin tahlil sume,tggl fmly2..mak ngah bg anne duit lak.. Serbaslh nk amik..da la die bru kehilangan ank..msti byk nk kai duit..tp die bkeras nk bg gak duit tu kt anne..jd anne ley byr hutang anne.. Mm...thnx mak =')
14Oct12(Sun)....bus ke ganu 10am...naik bus..n i feel like wana cry..tp anne tahan..aftr tgk ibu gerak alek bru la anne ngs... Beratnye ht nk tgglkn uma..aftr macam2 cite yg anne dgr lak tu.. Cian ibu...tp ape ley wat..tggjwb anne s student lum abs ag.. Bus lak geral lmbt..dkat 11am bru grak =_=.. all d way long anne ngs..da la kt sblh anne laki2..lantak la pe mamat tu nk fkir.. Stop kt Restoran Nusantara....mcm2 kenangn family kt tmpt rehat ni.. Knangn ngn arwah mak..arwah abg..n sumenye... Ag sayu la anne...ngs ag..laz2 ttido...cdar2 da cmpi Chendor..bru la stop ngs.. N ttbe mamat cblh anne ni ajk borak..die kate die nk tgur..tp tkut cz anne asyik ngs.. Borak pnye borak,bru tau mamat ni 22thn.. Yg die lak xcye anne da 21thn...cmpi nk tgk ic cgale..=_= Mamat tu turun kt Kemaman.. Mm...kul 8.++pm anne cmpi MBKT..Nad n Azdly jemput...then g mam..n guess wut.. Azri hotfm pn join gak..n die blnje terus.. hehe.. Thanx Azri.. Alek bilik da 10lbh..mndi2 sume..n lepak.. Ttbe tkak rce cket cm nk seseme n batuk=_= aigoo.. Kul bpe nta bru tlelap...esk cls kul 9am lak tu...mm..
Tuesday, 9 October 2012
Dunie Serabut
9 Oct 2012 (Tue)..Cmlm die badmood..rcenye anne da lyn cm biace je..cme cm hari2 yg lps..(bz tul die ckrg)..tp nta npe cmlm die kate anne x ok.. pelik x pelik la.. ape ag anne ley ckp bile die da kate cmtu...diam je la..agpn anne ckup letih nk mlawan..nk tacing bile die mara pn rce x larat da..i'll let everything pass through me like wind... Rcenye bdn,organ2 n cell2 anne sume nga exhausted..mggu yg cgt hectic..nta bile nk brakhir.. Abs satu mnde,dtg lak mnde lain..aigoo.. ~_~mm...alek biik after meeting mlm cmlm da kul 12lbh.. so..anne start bce journal n wat abstract utk esaimen til 2.15am.. Then duk ber-FB ngn Aedes cz x rce nantok..mybe da biace tido lewat...bdn bise2..but stil mate cgar.. Kul 4lbh kot bru tido.. Arini..pgi2 ag da kne g lab ngadap larvae2 FYP.. Bisenye bdn hnye Allah je yg tau..=( *kuatkn diri*.. Now bru rce cam nk mam ubat bise bdn.. Lau ade mak ni,msti mak suro mkn ubt tu.. Rcenye tekanan darah pn nga xbetul..cpt rce gelap mate..cket pale...rce mual nk muntah.. Kaki lak cpt kebas.. Kuku cpt lbam bile cjuk.. Hmm...lau nk sakit or demam,better dmm ckrg...xnk sakit2 nex week cz nex week presentation proposal FYP... Guess wut? Im the 1st presenter!!! (on 20Oct...8.45am..) =_= Ok fine...presentation LI bfore diz 1st presenter gak..but time 2nd session..time tgh/h... Tp utk proposal FYP presentation ni..da la 1st presenter..1st session lak tu... *scream!*..>_< Hope panel2 masih beku otak pepagi tu..so x byk kne entam..heee... Wish that everythingz will be fine...
Mm..arini time cls Marine Natural Product, lect ade ckp tntg Anchovis (atau nme melayu nye ikan bilis..).. Ttbe tringat si die pnh cite tntg ikan tamban.. Die ckp..ibu die kate nme ikan tu ikan org miskin cz dlu org buang2 je ikan ni..n mostly org miskin yg kutip..(owh~~bru tau..).. Cam klakar lak citenye... Anne cke gile ikn ni..dlu mce arwah tok ade,clalu gak mak goreng ikan tamban ni..anne lak duk meratah je.. tp ckrg kt JB da sush nk jmpe ikan tamban...so...eventually ttbe fkiran tringat kt mak..ingat aftr cls nk cite kt mak tntg ni..nta npe ttbe ter-excited tntg ikan tamban..myb cz nk ajk mak cari ikan tamban n mak goreng ikan ni kot time anne alek raye haji.. ^_^Nga tercnyum cowg2,ttbe i realized sumting.. Mak mne ade ag...mak da xde...da sbulan lbh mak pergi.. Ya Allah...da 3x tsasul...npe anne ni..='( x pasal je kne tahan air mate lam cls..sesak dada dibuatnye..hurmm...aftr cls MNP alek bilik jap... kul 4-6pm cls SWIB lak..(scientific writing in biology).. Cls yg mngantukkan.. Ncb baik ttbe dpt mcg Amir Aedes..lyn la..drpd duk pning pale tahan nantok lam cls tu,atleast mcg mmbntu anne jd alert ckit..thnx!
Malam...rutin biace g mkn aftr isyk..=)
Mm..arini time cls Marine Natural Product, lect ade ckp tntg Anchovis (atau nme melayu nye ikan bilis..).. Ttbe tringat si die pnh cite tntg ikan tamban.. Die ckp..ibu die kate nme ikan tu ikan org miskin cz dlu org buang2 je ikan ni..n mostly org miskin yg kutip..(owh~~bru tau..).. Cam klakar lak citenye... Anne cke gile ikn ni..dlu mce arwah tok ade,clalu gak mak goreng ikan tamban ni..anne lak duk meratah je.. tp ckrg kt JB da sush nk jmpe ikan tamban...so...eventually ttbe fkiran tringat kt mak..ingat aftr cls nk cite kt mak tntg ni..nta npe ttbe ter-excited tntg ikan tamban..myb cz nk ajk mak cari ikan tamban n mak goreng ikan ni kot time anne alek raye haji.. ^_^Nga tercnyum cowg2,ttbe i realized sumting.. Mak mne ade ag...mak da xde...da sbulan lbh mak pergi.. Ya Allah...da 3x tsasul...npe anne ni..='( x pasal je kne tahan air mate lam cls..sesak dada dibuatnye..hurmm...aftr cls MNP alek bilik jap... kul 4-6pm cls SWIB lak..(scientific writing in biology).. Cls yg mngantukkan.. Ncb baik ttbe dpt mcg Amir Aedes..lyn la..drpd duk pning pale tahan nantok lam cls tu,atleast mcg mmbntu anne jd alert ckit..thnx!
Malam...rutin biace g mkn aftr isyk..=)
Monday, 8 October 2012
Owh My Final Year~~
6 Oct 2012...genap 1 bulan 2 hari arwah mak kembali kepadaNYA....tp rasenye cam bru kelmarin sume ni blaku.. Mgkin disbbkn stress jd fikiran asyik ingat arwah mak.. Mau x stressnye..baru abs report LI yg 4malam bturut xtido dibuatnye,now kne wat slide proposal.. Haih...kje pulun la tiap mlm..Ptg kul 4-5.30pm...anne tido aftr mndi cz rce xlarat..bdan cket2..pale berat..tp x pulak dmm.. I know tido aftr asar is not gud tp..dr terus2an cngal satu bdn..baik rhtkn dri trus.. N anne mmpi arwah mak..=') arwah mak ajar masak ape nta anne xtau la.. lam mmpi tu die suro anne lecek kentang n ade sayur2 ckit..da mcm begedil pn ade.. hehe.. xde diolog pn lam mmpi tu.. Pstu arwah tok lak ade lam bilik nga baring2..tp anne xdpt lak jmpe die lam mmpi tu..cume tau yg die nga golek2 time kiteorg nk masak.. N then trus anne angun.. Hmm..ayang rindu atok cgt..n ain rindukn mak jgak...how i miss both of u..
Mlm lak sambung wat slide.. Buntu la nk wat cane slide ni...journal lak mcm2..serabut da otak ni.. (xpe..kate nk grad,kne la bsusah2 dlu..^_~v peace).. Letih tu da mmg pasti la..mlmni tido awl..2.++am da tido da...xlarat nk ngadap..badan da bise.. Cowy la Aedes...no chatting tonite..=) Owh ye...arini anne dpt tortoise 2 ekor..^_^ Name deorg Chrysoberyl(girl) n Pistachio(boy)... Tp Chryso lak yg over nakal.. Chio lak diam je.. Sleepy head.. Chryso pnye style tido la plg hebat..nta ape pnye style nta.. Macam asalnye monyet..tp kne sumpah jd kure2..cmtu la lagaknye.. Tgk ni..
7 Oct 2012...Itz sunday! patut bgembire cz cls arini mlm je kul 8-9pm...tp better cmpn je dlu rce hppy tu.. Mood tukar jd stress bile kne ngadap barang FYP dr 11am-5pm... Naik tingtong da ngadap larvae n bilik culture room yg mcm sauna tu gare2 aircond rosak..(lau x,bilik tu da cam eskimo pulak..cjuk cmpi lebam kuku..).. Pstu ngn bilik yg confirm pnuh ngn fungus tu.. Lau org low immunity cn4m sakit... Balik bilik aftr mndi cmbung wat slide...tu pn mule rase tkak cam xslese..cam nk batuk n seseme...aftr mgrb trus gerak g cls lak.. Aftr cls kne tman kak aina g mam cz cik abg die xde (de interview kje). Aftr mam trus g studio lak..trening,tutoring til 12.30am..(8oct da)..gud thing,rce x selese tkak tu da ilang..^_^ Alek bilik cmbung wat slide ag til 4.30am.. Ciap slide kul 3.30am..tp 1jam yg laz tu anne xley tido cz nangis.. Xtau la care nk elak diri dr ngs bile ingt arwah mak.. Siang2 xley ngs..t org prcn.. Mlm2 la d best time to let it all out..n even tiap kali mndi pn ade je nk ngalir air mate ni.. Ncb l dtg si Amir n Syam Aedes ttbe wat lawak pepagi bute..eventually stop jugak la anne dr ngs..then bru ttido.. Hmm... Dear heart...pliz stay strong..i need u to be tough...cz im facing a hectic life..
8 Oct 2012...baru nk lege cz proposal slide da ciap n da anta kt co-sv...tp ckrg kne rcau tntg esaimen yg nk kne anta esk lak.. Y do i feel like there's no time for me to hev a one gud rest...mmm.... Somehow anne da mule rindu uma.. Ibu ckp ibu xjd dtg diz week...tp nnt ibu nk ikut anta anne dr jb-umt time alek dr cuti rye hj t..=) Mm...i know..msti ibu pn rce cam xsggup nk lpaskn anne alek umt cmule while ibu tggl ngn uma yg pnuh ngn knangan bsame mak.. Tgk gmba ibu pn ibu nmpk susut n pucat..sayu ht ni bile tgk keadaan ibu cmtu.. Means i cant let her see my tears that might make her weaker.. I need to be strong for her... Yea i admit..cjak mak xde, kewangan ibu makin x stabil..lau ade mak dlu,mak tukang salur2 kt anne..ckrg..no more mak..no more salur2...nk mntk ibu pn,sush.. Nk mntk kt papa????jnji palsu=_= bile la papa nk cdar yg anak papa ag sorg kt cni pn need sumting from u.. mgkn cz anne ank ppuan..jd die x ksh agknye.ank llaki die je yg disanjung sntiase... Mm..jeles ke anne ngn adik llaki anne yg 2 org tu?? a bit.. Tp adat dunie kn...yg sulong kne ngalah.. orite..enuf bout papa..=_= no wonder mak mara cgt ngn papa.
Mm...dunie ckrg rce cam tunggang langgang...fkiran rjin cgt mlayang lately... Lg btmbh ingt kt mak la jdnye.. Ya Allah..kuatkanlah hati hambaMU ni.. Tgh anne cdeyh2...Chryso cngal wat anne gelak.. Gigih kure2 sekor ni..
Hehe...=) Atleast now ade la pneman utk ilangkn tension.. Wat anne tergelak dikale ht mnangis.. Mm..^_~ u r stronger than u've ever imagined..(Orion, 2012).
Mlm lak sambung wat slide.. Buntu la nk wat cane slide ni...journal lak mcm2..serabut da otak ni.. (xpe..kate nk grad,kne la bsusah2 dlu..^_~v peace).. Letih tu da mmg pasti la..mlmni tido awl..2.++am da tido da...xlarat nk ngadap..badan da bise.. Cowy la Aedes...no chatting tonite..=) Owh ye...arini anne dpt tortoise 2 ekor..^_^ Name deorg Chrysoberyl(girl) n Pistachio(boy)... Tp Chryso lak yg over nakal.. Chio lak diam je.. Sleepy head.. Chryso pnye style tido la plg hebat..nta ape pnye style nta.. Macam asalnye monyet..tp kne sumpah jd kure2..cmtu la lagaknye.. Tgk ni..
Cke pnjat pokok..
Tido pn atas pokok=_= cngal chryso~
7 Oct 2012...Itz sunday! patut bgembire cz cls arini mlm je kul 8-9pm...tp better cmpn je dlu rce hppy tu.. Mood tukar jd stress bile kne ngadap barang FYP dr 11am-5pm... Naik tingtong da ngadap larvae n bilik culture room yg mcm sauna tu gare2 aircond rosak..(lau x,bilik tu da cam eskimo pulak..cjuk cmpi lebam kuku..).. Pstu ngn bilik yg confirm pnuh ngn fungus tu.. Lau org low immunity cn4m sakit... Balik bilik aftr mndi cmbung wat slide...tu pn mule rase tkak cam xslese..cam nk batuk n seseme...aftr mgrb trus gerak g cls lak.. Aftr cls kne tman kak aina g mam cz cik abg die xde (de interview kje). Aftr mam trus g studio lak..trening,tutoring til 12.30am..(8oct da)..gud thing,rce x selese tkak tu da ilang..^_^ Alek bilik cmbung wat slide ag til 4.30am.. Ciap slide kul 3.30am..tp 1jam yg laz tu anne xley tido cz nangis.. Xtau la care nk elak diri dr ngs bile ingt arwah mak.. Siang2 xley ngs..t org prcn.. Mlm2 la d best time to let it all out..n even tiap kali mndi pn ade je nk ngalir air mate ni.. Ncb l dtg si Amir n Syam Aedes ttbe wat lawak pepagi bute..eventually stop jugak la anne dr ngs..then bru ttido.. Hmm... Dear heart...pliz stay strong..i need u to be tough...cz im facing a hectic life..
8 Oct 2012...baru nk lege cz proposal slide da ciap n da anta kt co-sv...tp ckrg kne rcau tntg esaimen yg nk kne anta esk lak.. Y do i feel like there's no time for me to hev a one gud rest...mmm.... Somehow anne da mule rindu uma.. Ibu ckp ibu xjd dtg diz week...tp nnt ibu nk ikut anta anne dr jb-umt time alek dr cuti rye hj t..=) Mm...i know..msti ibu pn rce cam xsggup nk lpaskn anne alek umt cmule while ibu tggl ngn uma yg pnuh ngn knangan bsame mak.. Tgk gmba ibu pn ibu nmpk susut n pucat..sayu ht ni bile tgk keadaan ibu cmtu.. Means i cant let her see my tears that might make her weaker.. I need to be strong for her... Yea i admit..cjak mak xde, kewangan ibu makin x stabil..lau ade mak dlu,mak tukang salur2 kt anne..ckrg..no more mak..no more salur2...nk mntk ibu pn,sush.. Nk mntk kt papa????jnji palsu=_= bile la papa nk cdar yg anak papa ag sorg kt cni pn need sumting from u.. mgkn cz anne ank ppuan..jd die x ksh agknye.ank llaki die je yg disanjung sntiase... Mm..jeles ke anne ngn adik llaki anne yg 2 org tu?? a bit.. Tp adat dunie kn...yg sulong kne ngalah.. orite..enuf bout papa..=_= no wonder mak mara cgt ngn papa.
Mm...dunie ckrg rce cam tunggang langgang...fkiran rjin cgt mlayang lately... Lg btmbh ingt kt mak la jdnye.. Ya Allah..kuatkanlah hati hambaMU ni.. Tgh anne cdeyh2...Chryso cngal wat anne gelak.. Gigih kure2 sekor ni..
Cubaan nk escape atau mmg cje nk gayut cmtu?? Die keraskn diri kt ctu..
Nta ape2 pnye prangai la si Chryso ni.. Cube jadi anak kure2 yg normal ley x??
Saturday, 6 October 2012
Hectic Life..Meet Aedes =)
25Sept2012...mlm cmlm my lappy (SnowAngel) rosak..=( bru je ingt nk wt rport LI.. bru je pa download Rubric FYP time tu.. Then bru nk off fb..ckali *poofft* ttbe je mati.. then try on cmule xley.. time tu cuak tul rce..tp dicbbkn lth cgt da,anne pn tido la... bgn pgi td try nk on...xley gak..=( ish..ape la mclh SnowAngel ni.. So...ptg g anta SnowAngel kt kdai servis..SnowAngel kne mcuk 'ward'.. Hope get well soon la..blmbak kje mnanti ni...
26Sept2012..g cmule kdai tu nk amik SnowAngel..tp...org kdai tu ckp yg motherboard SnowAngel rosak..lau nk ganti,rm700... o.O err....mak aih! mhl nk mati! Mmg xla...mne nk cekau duit byk tu.. duit nk mkn pn xcmpi rm100 je ni... haih la... Nice timing SnowAngel =_=..mcm kau tau2 je ade PC fair (27-29Sept)..nk cgt org ganti ngn yg baru la ni haa? mm..=( buntu anne nk wat ape...cpe yg baik ht ley bntu..
27Sept2012...arini cgt bz...nk g PC fair pn kpnatan..esk je la bru g.. Thanx abg syahir cz nk tolong byrkn utk anne dlu... (tharu)..
28Sept2012....aftr solat jumaat,kiteorg grak ke TTC kul 2.45pm.. Ronde pnye ronde...laz2 Asus jd pilihan ht.. da la kaler pink.. jz nice... Bcoz of u SnowAngel...now i have BabyCerise with RM1056 debt..=_= but thatz ok.. I've fallen in love with BabyCerise since the moment that guy shown it to me...<3 ^_~ terime kasih ye abg syahir..t ade duit anne pulangkn cmule..anne byr ansur2 ley? lau nk byr sekelepuk,x dan rcenye...mmm....
29Sept12....kul 3pm bru dpt BabyCerise..cmlm bg kt abg syhr suro abg syhr wat pape yg patut dlu..mlm bru start sentuh report.. Huu...masih janggal ngn BabyCerise.. Arini dpt tau yg projek U-Glow msuk nex level..xsgke poster sesengal tu ley lpas mcuk zon timur pnye ptandingan My Inovasi2012.. So...kne prepare utk tu pulak..katenye esk kne dftr.. Im so hppy cz arini abg paie dtg..^_^ mlm kuar mkn kul 11pm (abg pai la ni..lmbt abs meeting)..mkn kt KFC kt pantai batu burok..kul 1lbh bru alek UMT..(30sept)
30Sept2012..arini pulun wat rport.. n arini gak dftr nme grup utk MyInovasi 2012..
1-2Oktober2012.. Pertandingan Peringkat Zon Timur My Inovasi 2012...due hr ni x mcuk cls utk prgram ni...arini abg paie alek uma die cmule..c u time convo abg!
Hari ptame(1oct)..taklimat..talk.. penjurian poster n bg cjil pd pserta..Even mcm xbyk pn agendanye.. dr 9am-4pm jugak tercongok kt dewan.. Mm..arini tercoretnye satu kisah persahabatan yg tjalin antare grup U-Glow n grup Aedes.... hehe.. Puncenye..time tu bru abs agenda utk arini.. grup U-Glow nk mcuk kete.. Ade skumpulan 4 jejaka ni pn mcuk lam kete grup deorg..ckali slh sorg ade tnye sumting kt kiteorg..tp kurg jelas..anne lak scepat mgkin mcuk lam kete cz da letih n mls nk lyn.. Ckali kete Aedes g blok kete kiteorg..n upenye deorg tnye ktne nk mkn keropok lekor yg best2.. After sorg kwn ni jelaskn ktne,Aedes stil blur...laz2 kiteorg tpkce ikut ckali..tnjukkan jln..kiteorg bwk ke BTB..cmpi kt ctu,jejaka2 ni ajk trun..so...kiteorg pn trun la..then diajaknye dduk semeje utk mkn kopok lekor.. Anne n Arfa da biace nk mlayan org yg opposite gender..tp 2org ag kwn kteorg ni,xbiace..cian lak tgk deorg.. Cite pnye cite upenye jejake2 ni dr polisas...no wonder da mcm tourist msuk ganu.. haha.. Aftr setel mkn,kteorg pn mntk izin nk alek...n Aedes lak nk g mrayap ke bandar.. So..our words ''jumpe lg esk''....
2nd day(2oct)...arini hr laz..ade presentation from each grup..U-Glow lam tahap 2..(degree).. Aedes lak tahap 1..(dip..poli..etc..)..utk tahap 2,ade 5 grup...tahap 1 lak ade 12 grup... Utk ke final,pringkat kbangsaan, dr thp 2, nk 2 je ...dr thp 1 lak nk 4...mls nk cite pnjg..in d end U-Gow x lepas... Aedes lpas.. turut gembire la bg Aedes.. So..abs upacara pnutup,anne n arfa jmpe Aedes utk ckp cngratz...ckali deorg tahan kiteorg..xks kiteorg alek dlu..kne tnjuk jln kt deorg g mkn sotong celup tepung.. Hahaha..lawak la deorg...so..kiteorg bwk ke teluk ketapang.. Da lebih 24jam bkawan bru masing2 tau name.. LOL.. Jejake2 Aedes ni nmenye Zul....Syam...Yo...n Amir... arini byk gak la yg kiteorg sembang...btukar fb n num phne.. Niat nk kekalkn psahabatan.. Anne pn xtau npe..clalunye sush nk mesre ngn org yg xbpe nk knal...tp ngn deorg ni,mudah mesre..even bru knal xlebih 48jam,rce cam da bkawan 1mggu..=) Aftr setel mkn n borak.kiteorg gerak nk balik.. Aedes terus alek ke polisas...anne n arfa alek ke UMT..bru je cmpi hostel, dpt mcg dr Amir Aedes...die ckp thnx utk 2hari ni..n enjoy dpt kwn baru...hehe..same la kite ye.. Mm..mlmni jugak add kt fb..hehe.. Anne lak pulun wat report..n xsgke lak Syam Aedes ley tman anne d whole nite..=)
(3october da~)chatting kt fb ngn Syam Aedes dr kul 2am cmpi ke subuh..gare2 tman anne ciapkn report.. Bile da dgr azan,bru anne cdar da subuh..n realize i need to sleep..cls kul 12pm..thnx to Syam Aedes cz snggup tman.. Tgh/h nk ke cls..tp cls cancel.. alek cmule ke bilik..settlekn pape yg ptut ngn rport LI tu..alhmdulillah...ke-pulun-an mlm td cmpi subuh paptg gi td mmbuahkan hasil.. Tggl 15% je lg.. Cls ptg 3-5pm.. Alek cls cmbung wat rport.. 8.30pm g mam ngn fmly SNSS..n mcg 3jejake Aedes mule masuk.. Zul,Syam n Amir..same naik je mcg deorg ni..cmpi ke 2.30am bru sumenye surrender(4oct)..deorg g tido..
4October2012...Anne bjaye abskn rport LI kul 3.30am..alhmdulillah....legenye ht.. Ley tido ngn aman...tp slack la ade lab 9am...xley nk angun lmbt ckit... 7.55am dpt mcg dr jejake Aedes wishing gdmorning n kononye kjut anne angun la...pdhl org angun 7.30am da.. hee... so..lab 9am-12pm... then cls 1-2pm.. setel anta rport kul 2.15pm..^_^ yeay!!tp psni nk pcah pale ngn proposal lak >_<.. Jejake Aedes stil setie mnemani..3org ni jugak la...bru arini tau yg Zul umur 24tahun.. hehe..da agk da msti mamat ni tue dr kiteorg.. Arini sumpah bdn anne cket cgt...pale pn cket..da cam kne hempas rce.. 6pm g mam ngn abg mie..cz mlmni abg mie btolak alek.. 9pm anne da surrender..tido.hrpn nk angun kul 10pm..10.15pm Syam call..10min gak bckp ngn mamat tu..mmg satu bdn nga bise..cmpi suare pn da brubah..cmpi Syam ingt anne dmm..hee..xdenye dmm..borak pnye borak..ngat nk angun da aftr ltak phne..tp stil xlarat..anne nk tido cmule..tp ttbe 10.40pm Zul lak call..=_= aik? deorg ni planning ape? ckp jap je ngn Zul..pkck tu suro anne rest btul2...jgn tido kjap2 je.. pedulik la~ then anne cmbung tido..12pm..xlarat gak... Laz2...12lbh or 1lbh bru anne btul2 angun..(5oct)...anne nk cmbung bce journal actually.. cuak rce cz proposal x wat pape ag.. So...jejake2 Aedes teman anne til 3am..pstu masing2 nk tido cz ade cls kul 8am.. Mm..laz2 hmpir kul 5am bru anne tido..cmyg subuh jap n cmbung tido cmule..
5oct2012....anne set jam nk angun 9am..tp anne cdar2 da 11.30am..o.O how come ley x cdar?? btul dozed off ni...12.15pm trun lunch ngn Nad.. then alek bilik cmbung cari journal yg nta pape..haih la srabut rce..@_@ >_< mlm g mam ngn abg syhr n nad.. n arini Zul Aedes n Syam Aedes sepi lak.. yg ade mcg Syam Aedes je yg ckp die nk ke cls kul 9am..anne xcdar pn..kih3..pstu 8.45pm Amir Aedes start mcg..mcg2 ngn die til 11.15pm.. Bru anne tau yg upenye jejaka2 Aedes ni nk mcuk 'line' anne.. LOL... Syam undur diri utk bg peluang kt Amir tekel anne..cz Amir minat anne n Syam xnk bsaing ngn kwn cndiri..same goes to Zul n Yo.. Mm...mulienye kwn.. But sorry guys...im not available.. So..hasrat ht masing2 kne reject la... Haih la Aedes..kite dipertemukan di atas Jalan Persahabatan...n bkn di atas Jalan Jodoh..cz Jalan Jodoh nga jam..=) hati ni da dimiliki.. So...hope Aedes xla serik bkawan ngn anne.. Hope our frenship laz forever..to Syam..thanx for caring so much (paling byk bebel suro jge mkn,minum n tido)...n to Amir...thnx for all d compliments...u said that im special in my own way for my kindness..my softness..my cweet style,sweet smiles n innocent face watkn ht lelaki ttarik..(anne x mntk pn sume ni..anne hnye jujur n ikhlas lam berkawan..im juz being me..) Cgala pujian kembali kpdNYA Maha Pencipta.. DIA yg jdkn anne camni..i didnt ask for it..lau xkrn kehendakNYA,mgkin Amir xkn rase cmtu pn.. Cz anne makhluknye..cme cam korg.. So..kite cme2 special in our own way.. I cant be Aedes's soulmate..but i can be Aedes's best fren..peace guyz..^_~v kite kwn ye... Hehe...suatu yg x dijgke.. da la masing2 ckp muke anne cam najwa latif..nta tang mne yg cme pn anne xtau... mngarut je deorg ni.. (tp org kt PTNJGL pn kate gtu...due2 boss kate gtu..) err...nape?? pp anne chubby cm najwa latif ea?? LOL..pape je la...~~pndgn org.. hmm.....btw,ade sumting gak yg blaku on 28-29sept ritu.... My abg (faizal)..ttbe mntk ptus hubungan 'adik-abg' cz katenye ade org fitnah kiteorg..n fitnah tu watkn yka x cye pd zal.. ssungguhnye ape yg tjadi ni agk mnyakitkn.. Xsgke npe org suke cgt nk msuk cmpur life anne.. ape deorg jeles ke?? X psl2 kerane tu jugak 2hati yg lain turut disakiti.. Dasar bagero pnye manusie.. C*l*k* la sape yg tabur fitnah tu...bahagie ke korg ngn kepayahan org lain?? hmm...my abg tu pulak lemah..npe msti die kalah ngn fitnah org sdgkn tun pnye bdn tau ape yg btulnye.. Mm....aftr diz n dat...now i know npe my abg tu tlalu lmah..upenye2 dtgnye dr yka cndiri... Anne x cgke npe yka ley xcye kt anne n zal...sdgkn yka tau cane anne n zal.. Ape la ht ppuan die fkir tntg anne ni cmpi die xcye ngn anne.. Haih la cik adik.......i wont b that kind of girl la sis... x tgamak rcenye nk mrampas llaki yg htnye tpaut pd kamu.. lau x skalipn,xdenye anne nk ngn zal tu..cz anne aggp die cbg abg je pn...pnh pulak adik bradk nk jatuh cinte...geli ok~ eww~ he's juz my abg...not more..even anne da ade my own Mr.Cinta..ht ni hnye utk die..xkn nye anne nk bpaling.. Hmm....kecewe ngn yka yg anne da anggp cam adik cndiri..biarla...Lau ni yg tbaik utk sume...then let it be..
26Sept2012..g cmule kdai tu nk amik SnowAngel..tp...org kdai tu ckp yg motherboard SnowAngel rosak..lau nk ganti,rm700... o.O err....mak aih! mhl nk mati! Mmg xla...mne nk cekau duit byk tu.. duit nk mkn pn xcmpi rm100 je ni... haih la... Nice timing SnowAngel =_=..mcm kau tau2 je ade PC fair (27-29Sept)..nk cgt org ganti ngn yg baru la ni haa? mm..=( buntu anne nk wat ape...cpe yg baik ht ley bntu..
27Sept2012...arini cgt bz...nk g PC fair pn kpnatan..esk je la bru g.. Thanx abg syahir cz nk tolong byrkn utk anne dlu... (tharu)..
28Sept2012....aftr solat jumaat,kiteorg grak ke TTC kul 2.45pm.. Ronde pnye ronde...laz2 Asus jd pilihan ht.. da la kaler pink.. jz nice... Bcoz of u SnowAngel...now i have BabyCerise with RM1056 debt..=_= but thatz ok.. I've fallen in love with BabyCerise since the moment that guy shown it to me...<3 ^_~ terime kasih ye abg syahir..t ade duit anne pulangkn cmule..anne byr ansur2 ley? lau nk byr sekelepuk,x dan rcenye...mmm....
29Sept12....kul 3pm bru dpt BabyCerise..cmlm bg kt abg syhr suro abg syhr wat pape yg patut dlu..mlm bru start sentuh report.. Huu...masih janggal ngn BabyCerise.. Arini dpt tau yg projek U-Glow msuk nex level..xsgke poster sesengal tu ley lpas mcuk zon timur pnye ptandingan My Inovasi2012.. So...kne prepare utk tu pulak..katenye esk kne dftr.. Im so hppy cz arini abg paie dtg..^_^ mlm kuar mkn kul 11pm (abg pai la ni..lmbt abs meeting)..mkn kt KFC kt pantai batu burok..kul 1lbh bru alek UMT..(30sept)
30Sept2012..arini pulun wat rport.. n arini gak dftr nme grup utk MyInovasi 2012..
1-2Oktober2012.. Pertandingan Peringkat Zon Timur My Inovasi 2012...due hr ni x mcuk cls utk prgram ni...arini abg paie alek uma die cmule..c u time convo abg!
Hari ptame(1oct)..taklimat..talk.. penjurian poster n bg cjil pd pserta..Even mcm xbyk pn agendanye.. dr 9am-4pm jugak tercongok kt dewan.. Mm..arini tercoretnye satu kisah persahabatan yg tjalin antare grup U-Glow n grup Aedes.... hehe.. Puncenye..time tu bru abs agenda utk arini.. grup U-Glow nk mcuk kete.. Ade skumpulan 4 jejaka ni pn mcuk lam kete grup deorg..ckali slh sorg ade tnye sumting kt kiteorg..tp kurg jelas..anne lak scepat mgkin mcuk lam kete cz da letih n mls nk lyn.. Ckali kete Aedes g blok kete kiteorg..n upenye deorg tnye ktne nk mkn keropok lekor yg best2.. After sorg kwn ni jelaskn ktne,Aedes stil blur...laz2 kiteorg tpkce ikut ckali..tnjukkan jln..kiteorg bwk ke BTB..cmpi kt ctu,jejaka2 ni ajk trun..so...kiteorg pn trun la..then diajaknye dduk semeje utk mkn kopok lekor.. Anne n Arfa da biace nk mlayan org yg opposite gender..tp 2org ag kwn kteorg ni,xbiace..cian lak tgk deorg.. Cite pnye cite upenye jejake2 ni dr polisas...no wonder da mcm tourist msuk ganu.. haha.. Aftr setel mkn,kteorg pn mntk izin nk alek...n Aedes lak nk g mrayap ke bandar.. So..our words ''jumpe lg esk''....
2nd day(2oct)...arini hr laz..ade presentation from each grup..U-Glow lam tahap 2..(degree).. Aedes lak tahap 1..(dip..poli..etc..)..utk tahap 2,ade 5 grup...tahap 1 lak ade 12 grup... Utk ke final,pringkat kbangsaan, dr thp 2, nk 2 je ...dr thp 1 lak nk 4...mls nk cite pnjg..in d end U-Gow x lepas... Aedes lpas.. turut gembire la bg Aedes.. So..abs upacara pnutup,anne n arfa jmpe Aedes utk ckp cngratz...ckali deorg tahan kiteorg..xks kiteorg alek dlu..kne tnjuk jln kt deorg g mkn sotong celup tepung.. Hahaha..lawak la deorg...so..kiteorg bwk ke teluk ketapang.. Da lebih 24jam bkawan bru masing2 tau name.. LOL.. Jejake2 Aedes ni nmenye Zul....Syam...Yo...n Amir... arini byk gak la yg kiteorg sembang...btukar fb n num phne.. Niat nk kekalkn psahabatan.. Anne pn xtau npe..clalunye sush nk mesre ngn org yg xbpe nk knal...tp ngn deorg ni,mudah mesre..even bru knal xlebih 48jam,rce cam da bkawan 1mggu..=) Aftr setel mkn n borak.kiteorg gerak nk balik.. Aedes terus alek ke polisas...anne n arfa alek ke UMT..bru je cmpi hostel, dpt mcg dr Amir Aedes...die ckp thnx utk 2hari ni..n enjoy dpt kwn baru...hehe..same la kite ye.. Mm..mlmni jugak add kt fb..hehe.. Anne lak pulun wat report..n xsgke lak Syam Aedes ley tman anne d whole nite..=)
(3october da~)chatting kt fb ngn Syam Aedes dr kul 2am cmpi ke subuh..gare2 tman anne ciapkn report.. Bile da dgr azan,bru anne cdar da subuh..n realize i need to sleep..cls kul 12pm..thnx to Syam Aedes cz snggup tman.. Tgh/h nk ke cls..tp cls cancel.. alek cmule ke bilik..settlekn pape yg ptut ngn rport LI tu..alhmdulillah...ke-pulun-an mlm td cmpi subuh paptg gi td mmbuahkan hasil.. Tggl 15% je lg.. Cls ptg 3-5pm.. Alek cls cmbung wat rport.. 8.30pm g mam ngn fmly SNSS..n mcg 3jejake Aedes mule masuk.. Zul,Syam n Amir..same naik je mcg deorg ni..cmpi ke 2.30am bru sumenye surrender(4oct)..deorg g tido..
4October2012...Anne bjaye abskn rport LI kul 3.30am..alhmdulillah....legenye ht.. Ley tido ngn aman...tp slack la ade lab 9am...xley nk angun lmbt ckit... 7.55am dpt mcg dr jejake Aedes wishing gdmorning n kononye kjut anne angun la...pdhl org angun 7.30am da.. hee... so..lab 9am-12pm... then cls 1-2pm.. setel anta rport kul 2.15pm..^_^ yeay!!tp psni nk pcah pale ngn proposal lak >_<.. Jejake Aedes stil setie mnemani..3org ni jugak la...bru arini tau yg Zul umur 24tahun.. hehe..da agk da msti mamat ni tue dr kiteorg.. Arini sumpah bdn anne cket cgt...pale pn cket..da cam kne hempas rce.. 6pm g mam ngn abg mie..cz mlmni abg mie btolak alek.. 9pm anne da surrender..tido.hrpn nk angun kul 10pm..10.15pm Syam call..10min gak bckp ngn mamat tu..mmg satu bdn nga bise..cmpi suare pn da brubah..cmpi Syam ingt anne dmm..hee..xdenye dmm..borak pnye borak..ngat nk angun da aftr ltak phne..tp stil xlarat..anne nk tido cmule..tp ttbe 10.40pm Zul lak call..=_= aik? deorg ni planning ape? ckp jap je ngn Zul..pkck tu suro anne rest btul2...jgn tido kjap2 je.. pedulik la~ then anne cmbung tido..12pm..xlarat gak... Laz2...12lbh or 1lbh bru anne btul2 angun..(5oct)...anne nk cmbung bce journal actually.. cuak rce cz proposal x wat pape ag.. So...jejake2 Aedes teman anne til 3am..pstu masing2 nk tido cz ade cls kul 8am.. Mm..laz2 hmpir kul 5am bru anne tido..cmyg subuh jap n cmbung tido cmule..
5oct2012....anne set jam nk angun 9am..tp anne cdar2 da 11.30am..o.O how come ley x cdar?? btul dozed off ni...12.15pm trun lunch ngn Nad.. then alek bilik cmbung cari journal yg nta pape..haih la srabut rce..@_@ >_< mlm g mam ngn abg syhr n nad.. n arini Zul Aedes n Syam Aedes sepi lak.. yg ade mcg Syam Aedes je yg ckp die nk ke cls kul 9am..anne xcdar pn..kih3..pstu 8.45pm Amir Aedes start mcg..mcg2 ngn die til 11.15pm.. Bru anne tau yg upenye jejaka2 Aedes ni nk mcuk 'line' anne.. LOL... Syam undur diri utk bg peluang kt Amir tekel anne..cz Amir minat anne n Syam xnk bsaing ngn kwn cndiri..same goes to Zul n Yo.. Mm...mulienye kwn.. But sorry guys...im not available.. So..hasrat ht masing2 kne reject la... Haih la Aedes..kite dipertemukan di atas Jalan Persahabatan...n bkn di atas Jalan Jodoh..cz Jalan Jodoh nga jam..=) hati ni da dimiliki.. So...hope Aedes xla serik bkawan ngn anne.. Hope our frenship laz forever..to Syam..thanx for caring so much (paling byk bebel suro jge mkn,minum n tido)...n to Amir...thnx for all d compliments...u said that im special in my own way for my kindness..my softness..my cweet style,sweet smiles n innocent face watkn ht lelaki ttarik..(anne x mntk pn sume ni..anne hnye jujur n ikhlas lam berkawan..im juz being me..) Cgala pujian kembali kpdNYA Maha Pencipta.. DIA yg jdkn anne camni..i didnt ask for it..lau xkrn kehendakNYA,mgkin Amir xkn rase cmtu pn.. Cz anne makhluknye..cme cam korg.. So..kite cme2 special in our own way.. I cant be Aedes's soulmate..but i can be Aedes's best fren..peace guyz..^_~v kite kwn ye... Hehe...suatu yg x dijgke.. da la masing2 ckp muke anne cam najwa latif..nta tang mne yg cme pn anne xtau... mngarut je deorg ni.. (tp org kt PTNJGL pn kate gtu...due2 boss kate gtu..) err...nape?? pp anne chubby cm najwa latif ea?? LOL..pape je la...~~pndgn org.. hmm.....btw,ade sumting gak yg blaku on 28-29sept ritu.... My abg (faizal)..ttbe mntk ptus hubungan 'adik-abg' cz katenye ade org fitnah kiteorg..n fitnah tu watkn yka x cye pd zal.. ssungguhnye ape yg tjadi ni agk mnyakitkn.. Xsgke npe org suke cgt nk msuk cmpur life anne.. ape deorg jeles ke?? X psl2 kerane tu jugak 2hati yg lain turut disakiti.. Dasar bagero pnye manusie.. C*l*k* la sape yg tabur fitnah tu...bahagie ke korg ngn kepayahan org lain?? hmm...my abg tu pulak lemah..npe msti die kalah ngn fitnah org sdgkn tun pnye bdn tau ape yg btulnye.. Mm....aftr diz n dat...now i know npe my abg tu tlalu lmah..upenye2 dtgnye dr yka cndiri... Anne x cgke npe yka ley xcye kt anne n zal...sdgkn yka tau cane anne n zal.. Ape la ht ppuan die fkir tntg anne ni cmpi die xcye ngn anne.. Haih la cik adik.......i wont b that kind of girl la sis... x tgamak rcenye nk mrampas llaki yg htnye tpaut pd kamu.. lau x skalipn,xdenye anne nk ngn zal tu..cz anne aggp die cbg abg je pn...pnh pulak adik bradk nk jatuh cinte...geli ok~ eww~ he's juz my abg...not more..even anne da ade my own Mr.Cinta..ht ni hnye utk die..xkn nye anne nk bpaling.. Hmm....kecewe ngn yka yg anne da anggp cam adik cndiri..biarla...Lau ni yg tbaik utk sume...then let it be..
Sunday, 23 September 2012
Beginning of My Senior Year..
7Sept12...11pm btolak ke Tganu..tp before that,kul 5lbh ptg da kuar da ngn abh.. Ttbe abah bwk g mkn pizza ngn adik kt Angsana.. Then from there Bubu fetch me... Tman die mkn dlu..then gerak ke tmpt yg lain.. Jz spending time with him ngn rce cdey n berat ht nk tgglkn uma.. 10pm alek uma.. 11pm gerak ke uma nenek..amik atok n nenek.. (cz ibu ke KL..cgt x besh..=/ mm..)..Then bru gerak ke Ganu..
8Sep12..By 7am da cmpi kt Masjid Crytal.. Then g sarap.. N terus ke UMT.. Bru kul 10am time tu..dgr kate listname asrama kuar kul 11am..clagi x kuar list tu,xtau bilik ktne.. Laz2 12.30pm bru kuar listnye.. Aftr setel angkut brg,kuar g giant lak..Nad ikut ckali.. Then bru abh anta alek UMT cmule.. Only HE knows how i felt at that moment.. Mm..kalini anne dpt bilik B2-211-5... Ok..bilik 5 anne kurg cke..anne cke bilik 1 gak..bhgie cz bsr.. Anne pnye excited nk cite kt org yg anne dpt bilik yg xbpe nk best tu,anne ley g call mak lak.. bile tsdar yg mak da xde,cdey la jdnye..laz2 ngs ngn ibu.. Mm..i wish u stil here mom..='(
9Sept-23Sept12... Pnye la lme nk update blog ni.. Mm... Bru 2hr nek sem bru,anne di-offer kje part time 1bln kt BookGarden.. Alhmdulillah la..atleast ngn kje tu anne xla asyik tringt kt mak n ngs2.. Itz fun..i love book store.. Utk 2 mggu yg ptame,xde la trce cgt wktu clsnye cz lect asyik xde.. Pstu yg peliknye kalini rmai lak yg tgur ckp nmpk da kurus la..susut la...cengkung la..(yg ni mmg xley blahh=_= hyperbola ke ape??)... Pdhl anne rce biace je.. pp i stil chubby ok? =P.. Hmm... so far sumenye ok je.. Tp yg azabnye time nk kne present LI tu la..21sept.. Hmpir bengong dibuatnye.. Ncb baik la presentation ok.. Yg x expect tu bile lecturer ckp ''Aqilla..ur presentation was excellent! u can get a very high marks for this u know? Tp ur focus tlalu byk dkat ur mini projek..n not d whole LI.. if this is about FYP,u mark will b very high..ur presentation was well done..''. Laz2 anne duk dgr advise lecturer tu je.. pdhl tu sesi Q&A..tp deorg xpulak questionate pape.. Hee.. Alhmdulillah..tu da setel..now nk kne fokus kt proposal FYP lak.. Huu..>_<
Well anne cube jalani hari2 mendatang cam biace..even tiap mlm b4 tido n tiap pagi bile solat subuh,ht ni sentiase sebak cz tringat kt mak.. Cmpi arini anne rce cam xcaye yg mak da xde..a part of me cam mengharap yg mak stil ade whenever i watch her phone number in my saved contact. Itz not that anne x terima tkdir n hakikat yg mak da xde..or x redha ngn pemergian die.. itz not like that at all.. Nk trangkn pn anne xtau nk ckp cane... Anne terime yg mak da pn pergi utk slamenye.. tp anne jz xcye yg mak da xde lg utk guide anne.. I always dream of heving her staying wit me bile da khwn t..jd nenek pd anak2 yg bakal lahir (lau ade rezeki)..but mak pergi tlalu awl.. Psni anne xtau la cane bile nk memasak.. Bile masuk dapur pn makin cdey jdnye.. Tiap kali nk msk msti ingt mak.. Bile nk msk,mak la jd buku resepi bgerak anne.. Anne lum abis nuntut ilmu ngn mak ag.. Tp pe ley wat..lau da tu tkdirNYA.. Miss u mak.. Al-Fatihah..
YA ALLAH..kuatkanlah hati hambaMU yg lmah ni..biarpn tiada org di sisiku setiap mase,ku tahu ku ada Mu Ya Rabb..yg xpernah meninggalkn ku walau sesaat..
24Sept12...diz week da nk mule trial FYP..nk culture 'babies' byk2.. Hope sumenye ok.. Amin....
8Sep12..By 7am da cmpi kt Masjid Crytal.. Then g sarap.. N terus ke UMT.. Bru kul 10am time tu..dgr kate listname asrama kuar kul 11am..clagi x kuar list tu,xtau bilik ktne.. Laz2 12.30pm bru kuar listnye.. Aftr setel angkut brg,kuar g giant lak..Nad ikut ckali.. Then bru abh anta alek UMT cmule.. Only HE knows how i felt at that moment.. Mm..kalini anne dpt bilik B2-211-5... Ok..bilik 5 anne kurg cke..anne cke bilik 1 gak..bhgie cz bsr.. Anne pnye excited nk cite kt org yg anne dpt bilik yg xbpe nk best tu,anne ley g call mak lak.. bile tsdar yg mak da xde,cdey la jdnye..laz2 ngs ngn ibu.. Mm..i wish u stil here mom..='(
9Sept-23Sept12... Pnye la lme nk update blog ni.. Mm... Bru 2hr nek sem bru,anne di-offer kje part time 1bln kt BookGarden.. Alhmdulillah la..atleast ngn kje tu anne xla asyik tringt kt mak n ngs2.. Itz fun..i love book store.. Utk 2 mggu yg ptame,xde la trce cgt wktu clsnye cz lect asyik xde.. Pstu yg peliknye kalini rmai lak yg tgur ckp nmpk da kurus la..susut la...cengkung la..(yg ni mmg xley blahh=_= hyperbola ke ape??)... Pdhl anne rce biace je.. pp i stil chubby ok? =P.. Hmm... so far sumenye ok je.. Tp yg azabnye time nk kne present LI tu la..21sept.. Hmpir bengong dibuatnye.. Ncb baik la presentation ok.. Yg x expect tu bile lecturer ckp ''Aqilla..ur presentation was excellent! u can get a very high marks for this u know? Tp ur focus tlalu byk dkat ur mini projek..n not d whole LI.. if this is about FYP,u mark will b very high..ur presentation was well done..''. Laz2 anne duk dgr advise lecturer tu je.. pdhl tu sesi Q&A..tp deorg xpulak questionate pape.. Hee.. Alhmdulillah..tu da setel..now nk kne fokus kt proposal FYP lak.. Huu..>_<
Well anne cube jalani hari2 mendatang cam biace..even tiap mlm b4 tido n tiap pagi bile solat subuh,ht ni sentiase sebak cz tringat kt mak.. Cmpi arini anne rce cam xcaye yg mak da xde..a part of me cam mengharap yg mak stil ade whenever i watch her phone number in my saved contact. Itz not that anne x terima tkdir n hakikat yg mak da xde..or x redha ngn pemergian die.. itz not like that at all.. Nk trangkn pn anne xtau nk ckp cane... Anne terime yg mak da pn pergi utk slamenye.. tp anne jz xcye yg mak da xde lg utk guide anne.. I always dream of heving her staying wit me bile da khwn t..jd nenek pd anak2 yg bakal lahir (lau ade rezeki)..but mak pergi tlalu awl.. Psni anne xtau la cane bile nk memasak.. Bile masuk dapur pn makin cdey jdnye.. Tiap kali nk msk msti ingt mak.. Bile nk msk,mak la jd buku resepi bgerak anne.. Anne lum abis nuntut ilmu ngn mak ag.. Tp pe ley wat..lau da tu tkdirNYA.. Miss u mak.. Al-Fatihah..
YA ALLAH..kuatkanlah hati hambaMU yg lmah ni..biarpn tiada org di sisiku setiap mase,ku tahu ku ada Mu Ya Rabb..yg xpernah meninggalkn ku walau sesaat..
24Sept12...diz week da nk mule trial FYP..nk culture 'babies' byk2.. Hope sumenye ok.. Amin....
Friday, 7 September 2012
My Life is Changing...
5Sept12(Wednesday).....Laz nite was hard for me.. Bile ingt mak..air mate mule bjurai.. N mlm cmlm agk sush bg anne utk tido.. Dr org yg cke tido lam gelap..anne jd takut bile bergelap.. Hati jd bdebar x mnentu..jd resah...takut cndiri.. Bile da bukak lmpu,tnang ckit.. tp bile nk kuar g toilet yg kt cblh bilik pn,jd pnakut.. Then anne cube cari kwn utk tman anne...Amir Hakim jd pneman..tp tu pn utk 1jam je..die pn ttido.. Itz omost 2am.. I tried to sleep...but cudnt..da mcm2 ayat yg anne tau anne bce..tp rce takut x ilang..then bile nk tlelap je,rce katil bgegar cam ade org naik..mne x tkejut anne..rce cam nk lari g bilik ibu..tp anne kuatkn cmngt..truskn mmbce n ignore je prcaan takut tu.. Laz2 hmpir kul 3am bru ttido.. Wut a nite..
Angun pagi kul 9.30am..anne cube utk tido cmule..but..bile tringat yg mak da xde..anne rce cgt cdey..rce cam cgt x caye ngn ape yg blaku cmlm..rce cam mmpi je.. No more rutin naik turun HSI... Ya Allah...anne rce cam lum cdie utk sume ni..byk yg anne lum abs nuntut ngn mak.. Mcm2 lauk anne x abs blaja ag ngn mak..kuih n kek pn bru half way.. Hutang ngn mak pn anne xbyr ag kt mak.. Mak la ni yg suro anne beli je dlu hadiah utk Bubu..mak suro kai duit mak dlu..kaler hadiah tu pn mak yg pilih.. Hope he'll like it.. Mm..ibu cuti arini..so..bile berteman..anne xla ngs..bile tgk mate ibu..nmpk cgt die tahan diri dr mnangis.. Bile tgk ibu cmtu..anne cube kuatkn diri gak utk x nangis dpn ibu.. It is hard for us..masing2 kne kuat utk each other... Hmm..arini tahlil hari ke-2 wat kt surau mutiara rini..cz ckrg org bz marhaban..lau nk wat kt uma,xrmai org ley join..so..best way deorg suro wat kt surau..masak kt uma..anta kt surau.. Start aftr mgrb..n d guys got back home around 9.++pm... Cmpi je kt uma..deorg sume kebulur..ncb baik mak ngah da wat ns goreng cili padi awl2.. Aftr mkn..deorg sume alek..kul 10pm uma da cnyap da.. Tggl anne,ibu,abah n adik.. Mlmni anne ajk nad tman anne... Nad tman until 3.++am..(6Sept)..so kurg la rce tkut tu...
6Sept12(Thurs)...i woke up at 9.30am..cried a bit n fall asleep..woke up again at 10.20am.. So..angun..mandi.. then cdai kain lak..kain batik lepas yg wat cover jasad mak.. Nk cdai kain tu pn puas anne tahan sebak.. Mcm nk pitam rce cket mnahan rce nk nangis tu..hmm.. Uma jd sunyi bile abah ibu kje..adik lak skola.. Lau bfore diz ade mak..now not anymore.. Bfore diz lau adik alek skola je,msti dgr mak bebel mara adk suro tuka bju..ckrg x lg..xckenye prasaan cmni.. Kul 2pm..ibu btolak ke srawak..kul 3pm adik alek skola.. Kul 6.15pm abah n adik g skola..cz ade solat hajat.. Arini tahlil wat kt surau uma pak andak anne..yg llaki je g..anne tggl uma sorg2.. Bile mkck2 tau anne tggl sorg, mak ngah n mama pn muncul kt uma..tman anne.. Kul 9.35pm abah n adik alek..10pm uma da cnyap.. Tggl anne,adik n abah.. 11pm anne mcuk blik..try utk kmas beg..tp cdeynye bile nk packing.. Im trying to pack..slowly.. Till then..
Angun pagi kul 9.30am..anne cube utk tido cmule..but..bile tringat yg mak da xde..anne rce cgt cdey..rce cam cgt x caye ngn ape yg blaku cmlm..rce cam mmpi je.. No more rutin naik turun HSI... Ya Allah...anne rce cam lum cdie utk sume ni..byk yg anne lum abs nuntut ngn mak.. Mcm2 lauk anne x abs blaja ag ngn mak..kuih n kek pn bru half way.. Hutang ngn mak pn anne xbyr ag kt mak.. Mak la ni yg suro anne beli je dlu hadiah utk Bubu..mak suro kai duit mak dlu..kaler hadiah tu pn mak yg pilih.. Hope he'll like it.. Mm..ibu cuti arini..so..bile berteman..anne xla ngs..bile tgk mate ibu..nmpk cgt die tahan diri dr mnangis.. Bile tgk ibu cmtu..anne cube kuatkn diri gak utk x nangis dpn ibu.. It is hard for us..masing2 kne kuat utk each other... Hmm..arini tahlil hari ke-2 wat kt surau mutiara rini..cz ckrg org bz marhaban..lau nk wat kt uma,xrmai org ley join..so..best way deorg suro wat kt surau..masak kt uma..anta kt surau.. Start aftr mgrb..n d guys got back home around 9.++pm... Cmpi je kt uma..deorg sume kebulur..ncb baik mak ngah da wat ns goreng cili padi awl2.. Aftr mkn..deorg sume alek..kul 10pm uma da cnyap da.. Tggl anne,ibu,abah n adik.. Mlmni anne ajk nad tman anne... Nad tman until 3.++am..(6Sept)..so kurg la rce tkut tu...
6Sept12(Thurs)...i woke up at 9.30am..cried a bit n fall asleep..woke up again at 10.20am.. So..angun..mandi.. then cdai kain lak..kain batik lepas yg wat cover jasad mak.. Nk cdai kain tu pn puas anne tahan sebak.. Mcm nk pitam rce cket mnahan rce nk nangis tu..hmm.. Uma jd sunyi bile abah ibu kje..adik lak skola.. Lau bfore diz ade mak..now not anymore.. Bfore diz lau adik alek skola je,msti dgr mak bebel mara adk suro tuka bju..ckrg x lg..xckenye prasaan cmni.. Kul 2pm..ibu btolak ke srawak..kul 3pm adik alek skola.. Kul 6.15pm abah n adik g skola..cz ade solat hajat.. Arini tahlil wat kt surau uma pak andak anne..yg llaki je g..anne tggl uma sorg2.. Bile mkck2 tau anne tggl sorg, mak ngah n mama pn muncul kt uma..tman anne.. Kul 9.35pm abah n adik alek..10pm uma da cnyap.. Tggl anne,adik n abah.. 11pm anne mcuk blik..try utk kmas beg..tp cdeynye bile nk packing.. Im trying to pack..slowly.. Till then..
Thursday, 6 September 2012
Tenanglah Mak di Sana..Al-Fatihah..='(
3Sept12...da cmggu..rutin anne..angun pagi basuh bju..sidai bju..lau ibu kate msak,anne masak..lau x,x la..bile kul 4pm je btolak ke HSI...tp utk arini..kul 5pm bru gerak ke HSI.. Tlewat ckit cz ibu byk kje kt ofis.. Cmpi HSI kul 5.30pm.. Ibu n adik trus masuk jmpe mak.. aftr adik kuar,anne lak mcuk...Arini sronok tgk mak.. Mask gas yg bsr tu da tukar ngn tiub yg kcik je.. mak da getting better.. da ley mam mende2 yg soft.. arini die mintak mcm2..tgk adik minum Zapple F&N,die mntk ckit..so..bg la die jamah 50cc... Pstu anne cuap mak jelly.. time ni ibu kuar g solat.. Bual2 ngn mak ckit..suare die xde cgt..so..mcm berbisik..kne dgr btul2.. Mak rcaukn anne nk alek UMT t..
Mak: Balik UMT abah anta?? Sape lg ikut?
Me: Abah je la kot..ngan adik..ibu xde..
Mak: Ckp la ngn bubu..suro ikut tman abah..lau die xde duit ke,xyah bwk kete die..suro die naik satu kete ngn abah ckali tman abah..
Me: Nta la mak..xnk la kcau die..
Mak: Kan jmaat mlm btolak..sbtu tu aftr anta awk,kn abah btolak blk JB cmule..
Me: Mm..tgk la mak..=)
Mak: *smiling*
Pstu ibu mcuk.. Then mak suro anne trun g bli air cincau n mineral yg cjuk.. So i did.. mce anne trun nk beli cincau tu berselisih ngn cik N.. Aftr anne da beli,anne bg mak jamah air cincau 50cc jugak... Pstu cik N mcuk..then haziq came in..so anne kuar utk bg haziq jmpe mak.. Pstu cik N n ibu spend time ngn mak.. Bile cmpi time nk alek..omost 7pm..anne mcuk lam bilik mak..ibu kuar jap..tggl anne n cik N..ckp2 ckit ngn mak..time tu cik N nga cuap ayam yg hsptl bg..sup ayam..tp mak ratah ayam je..ns sume xnk mkn pn..again..mak rcaukn anne...die suro anne bncg ngn Bubu...mak2... Itz 6.55pm..ttbe mak long muncul..mencungap die cz tkut tlewat nk jenguk mak.. hehe.. 7pm..we left d room..mak looks hppy je.. My laz words to her.. ''bye mak..*salam*..esk jmpe ag k? *smiling*''..mak lak mengangguk n cnyum.... So..alek dr HSI stop kt Restoran Yasin utk dinner.. Alek uma around 9.++pm.. Start on9 dkat2 kul 11pm.. Cudnt sleep til 1.30am...
4Sept2012(Tuesday)...
Tido..anne mmpi yg anne alek UMT..ibu,adik n abah anta...tp mak da xde da lam mmpi tu..i tried to make myself bz wit my snss fmly..bru je duk se-table ttbe tjge dr tido..itz omost 4am..continue back to sleep..n ttbe pntu bilik anne digendang kuat..n i heard that ibu was shouting.. Tkejut anne.. bukak2 pntu tgk ibu ngn muke begkak bru angun tido plus mate merah n jerit ''Ain! Jantung mak bhenti! Hsptl call..cpt!'' I took my watch..itz 4.12am.. So anne ngn mamai2nye g gosok gg n ciap2.. 4.20am we'r out..reached d hsptal at 4.45am..Cmpi kt lobby,Cik Anan call ibu..xtau la ape yg cik ckp..tp ttbe je ibu blari n ckp ''sy ade kt bwh ni..'' ngn nada nk mnangis..anne follow lari gak..bile mcuk lif,ibu mcm teresak nangis..tp xnmpk air mate ag..cume nmpk muke ibu pucat..anne dgr ibu ckp ''mak xde..''tp anne cm xcye.. anne lak da mule nk mnangis.. Cmpi tgkt 7..tgk cik Anan kt luar CCU tutup mate..anne pnye air mate da mule mnitik.. Ikut ibu lari mcuk lam bilik mak...ibu tgk g kt mak anne pgang pale mak..bukak mate mak.. ibu ckp ''akak....kite da dtg ni..akak bngun la ni..tgk..ila da dtg..'' Anne tgk cmtu..makin berjurai air mate..anne pgang tgn mak..lengan mak..normal temperature..itz like mak masih ade..anne tgk mesin die..sumenye straight line..n tgk Dr. cube tnangkn ibu.. byk kali ibu ckp ''da cube ke?? cube la lagi..pliz..cube lagi..'' Muke ibu stil pucat..mate merah ckit..tp ibu cm mnangis x mnangis.. Bile Dr. ckp ''jntung die mule stop kul 3.40am..kami da cube yg tbaik.. maafkn kami kak..sabar ka..bwk btnang..terimalah pmergian die..''.. Terus ibu nangis n hug nurse sblh die.. N then bru ibu hug mak n kiss dahi mak.. Anne lak hnye mampu sebut pkataan ''mak'' n terus nangis.. Anne pgang tgn mak..bru cmlm tgn tu anne salam..anne cium... Ttbe mak ngah mcuk.. Mak ngah nmpk tnang..tp anne tau die tgh nangis... anne beralih ke kaki mak n biar mak ngah lak diri cblh mak.. anne sentuh kaki mak bwh climut.. Kaki mak cjuk..n mule mngeras...tp tgn masih normal temperature.. Then nurse suro kiteorg kuar dlu cz nk tgglkn wayar2 yg ade n jarum kt tgn mak.. Cyezly...anne rce cam sush nk caye yg mak da xde..n xdpt bcme die di saat die hembuskn nfs trakhir..terkilan.. I called him bile dpt mcg dr Bubu when he asked ''hows mak?''.. Bile dgr cuare die..anne trus ngs.. Bile rce agk tnang..bru cube utk bckp n told him wut hppnd.. Bile fmly yg lain mule cmpi..anne ended call n stay wit my fmly.. Sad atmosphere surrounding us.. 6.15am cmpi kt pusat forensik..nk mndikn jenazah kt ctu.. Tp org yg uruskn jnazah tu lbt cmpi..6.45am..called Bubu..he's ready to go to work when he asked do i need him there or he can go to work..at 1st i askede him to go to work..But then ibu n Cik N said ''suro la die amik cuti..phormatan trakhir utk mak..die knal mak..mak pn knal die..''.. So..called him again n asked him to take a leave. N he did.. Kul 7.20am bru mule nk mndikn jnazah.. Anne,ibu,mak ngah n cik N tlg mndikn jnazah mak..1st time anne tlg mndikn jnazah.. Itz so sad whenever i look at her face.. Setel mndikn,kafankn pulak.. Kul 8.15am btolak utk bwk jnazah mak ke rumah..anne n Cik N naik van jnazah..van tu lju gile..=_= Cmpi uma,org da ramai..Bubu pn oredy there..anne trun je dr van,Mak Uteh peluk anne dlu..then jiran anne.. Im crying..they'r crying..everyone's crying.. Baringkn jnazah kt hall..n mule bce yassin.. Tgk si die bcekn yassin utk mak..makin sayu rce.. Anne lak dpt bce 2 round je..cz kne mnymbut ttamu yg dtg.. Kul 11.++am deorg cmygkn jnazah.. 12pm mule bwk jnzh kuar uma..n konvoi rmai2 ke tanah pkuburan kebun teh.. Mmg arwah mak ade tgglkn memo..lau pape jd kt die,die nk kebumi kt cblh arwh hubby die.. So...there...we sent her there.. Mce nk timbus kubur..anne tkejut bile cik Anan n ibu pggil Bubu ''Hafis,cni..'' utk tlg same timbuskn kubur mak.. Nampaknye fmly anne mmg trime si die n jdkn die cam ahli kluarga kiteorg.. Im so glad watching that.. Mm...abg ckp lau kite khwn nk bwk mak tggl cme ngn kite..tp nmpknye x cmpt..='( jz dpt tgk abg tolong timbus kubur mak..sume pkck n adik cdare anne yg llaki bergilir2 take turn utk tolong timbus liang lahad mak..until itz done.. Then tok imam bce talkin..ptngahn talkin,org mule azan zohor lak.. Sumenye setel kul 1.15pm gtu n we headed back home.. Bubu stay with us til abs tahlil knduri arwah (8.++pm).. Anne nk ucapkn trime kasih cgt2 kt abg cz cnggup amik cuti n tolong anne sekeluarga uruskn mak..itz more than enuf..thank u so much..=') Abg cndiri pn ckp yg ibu abg suro abg dtg uma anne..(xpnh jgke cmtu..tharu..) Thanx to ur mum too.. Thanx for considering n concerning.. Pkck mkck yg lain sume btolak alek uma masing2 aftr sume setel..kul 10pm..sume da alek da..tggl Anne..Ibu..Adik n Abah..d atmosphere was so different.. Ape yg blaku arini...rce cam mimpi je..mcm x sgke... 10years ago..lost my late granny yg mnjge anne dr kcik till im 11 yrs old..arwh tok prgi tgglkn anne n mak..now mak lak ikut lgkh atok..n im 21 yrs old.. Due2 yg mnjge..yg anne tido skatil tiap mlm...da xde da.. Bru cmlm dpt gurau2 ngn mak...cuap mak mkn..hppy je mak time kiteorg nk balik kul 7pm tu..tp awl2 pagi ag mak bg 'surprise' kt kiteorg lak ea?? Mm.. Mak la yg paling byk bleter..nk cari gado ngn org ttbe...wat lawak merapu..even nga kt CCU pn pndai nk ajk gurau...but now..mak da tgglkn ain gak.. Tgk kuih rye yg kite wt cme2 pn ain xlalu nk mkn..tp ain cke tgk org lain mkn kuih kite..our laz kuih rye together.. Mak kate nk wat kek lapis cme2...tp nmpknye xcmpt.. Even mak bukanla mak kandung (cbnrnye maklong,ibu pnye kakak)...tp mak la yg ain paling byk abskn mce bbnding ibu cz ibu kje.. Nak gado2 ke..nk majok ke..nk gelak2 ke..ngn mak.. Org knal ain sbg ank mak.. U r my unty.. u r my mom too.. Hmm...it is sad.. But i know that life must go on.. Ain cyg mak cgt2...tenanglah mak di sne.. Al-Fatihah....<3
Mak: Balik UMT abah anta?? Sape lg ikut?
Me: Abah je la kot..ngan adik..ibu xde..
Mak: Ckp la ngn bubu..suro ikut tman abah..lau die xde duit ke,xyah bwk kete die..suro die naik satu kete ngn abah ckali tman abah..
Me: Nta la mak..xnk la kcau die..
Mak: Kan jmaat mlm btolak..sbtu tu aftr anta awk,kn abah btolak blk JB cmule..
Me: Mm..tgk la mak..=)
Mak: *smiling*
Pstu ibu mcuk.. Then mak suro anne trun g bli air cincau n mineral yg cjuk.. So i did.. mce anne trun nk beli cincau tu berselisih ngn cik N.. Aftr anne da beli,anne bg mak jamah air cincau 50cc jugak... Pstu cik N mcuk..then haziq came in..so anne kuar utk bg haziq jmpe mak.. Pstu cik N n ibu spend time ngn mak.. Bile cmpi time nk alek..omost 7pm..anne mcuk lam bilik mak..ibu kuar jap..tggl anne n cik N..ckp2 ckit ngn mak..time tu cik N nga cuap ayam yg hsptl bg..sup ayam..tp mak ratah ayam je..ns sume xnk mkn pn..again..mak rcaukn anne...die suro anne bncg ngn Bubu...mak2... Itz 6.55pm..ttbe mak long muncul..mencungap die cz tkut tlewat nk jenguk mak.. hehe.. 7pm..we left d room..mak looks hppy je.. My laz words to her.. ''bye mak..*salam*..esk jmpe ag k? *smiling*''..mak lak mengangguk n cnyum.... So..alek dr HSI stop kt Restoran Yasin utk dinner.. Alek uma around 9.++pm.. Start on9 dkat2 kul 11pm.. Cudnt sleep til 1.30am...
4Sept2012(Tuesday)...
Tido..anne mmpi yg anne alek UMT..ibu,adik n abah anta...tp mak da xde da lam mmpi tu..i tried to make myself bz wit my snss fmly..bru je duk se-table ttbe tjge dr tido..itz omost 4am..continue back to sleep..n ttbe pntu bilik anne digendang kuat..n i heard that ibu was shouting.. Tkejut anne.. bukak2 pntu tgk ibu ngn muke begkak bru angun tido plus mate merah n jerit ''Ain! Jantung mak bhenti! Hsptl call..cpt!'' I took my watch..itz 4.12am.. So anne ngn mamai2nye g gosok gg n ciap2.. 4.20am we'r out..reached d hsptal at 4.45am..Cmpi kt lobby,Cik Anan call ibu..xtau la ape yg cik ckp..tp ttbe je ibu blari n ckp ''sy ade kt bwh ni..'' ngn nada nk mnangis..anne follow lari gak..bile mcuk lif,ibu mcm teresak nangis..tp xnmpk air mate ag..cume nmpk muke ibu pucat..anne dgr ibu ckp ''mak xde..''tp anne cm xcye.. anne lak da mule nk mnangis.. Cmpi tgkt 7..tgk cik Anan kt luar CCU tutup mate..anne pnye air mate da mule mnitik.. Ikut ibu lari mcuk lam bilik mak...ibu tgk g kt mak anne pgang pale mak..bukak mate mak.. ibu ckp ''akak....kite da dtg ni..akak bngun la ni..tgk..ila da dtg..'' Anne tgk cmtu..makin berjurai air mate..anne pgang tgn mak..lengan mak..normal temperature..itz like mak masih ade..anne tgk mesin die..sumenye straight line..n tgk Dr. cube tnangkn ibu.. byk kali ibu ckp ''da cube ke?? cube la lagi..pliz..cube lagi..'' Muke ibu stil pucat..mate merah ckit..tp ibu cm mnangis x mnangis.. Bile Dr. ckp ''jntung die mule stop kul 3.40am..kami da cube yg tbaik.. maafkn kami kak..sabar ka..bwk btnang..terimalah pmergian die..''.. Terus ibu nangis n hug nurse sblh die.. N then bru ibu hug mak n kiss dahi mak.. Anne lak hnye mampu sebut pkataan ''mak'' n terus nangis.. Anne pgang tgn mak..bru cmlm tgn tu anne salam..anne cium... Ttbe mak ngah mcuk.. Mak ngah nmpk tnang..tp anne tau die tgh nangis... anne beralih ke kaki mak n biar mak ngah lak diri cblh mak.. anne sentuh kaki mak bwh climut.. Kaki mak cjuk..n mule mngeras...tp tgn masih normal temperature.. Then nurse suro kiteorg kuar dlu cz nk tgglkn wayar2 yg ade n jarum kt tgn mak.. Cyezly...anne rce cam sush nk caye yg mak da xde..n xdpt bcme die di saat die hembuskn nfs trakhir..terkilan.. I called him bile dpt mcg dr Bubu when he asked ''hows mak?''.. Bile dgr cuare die..anne trus ngs.. Bile rce agk tnang..bru cube utk bckp n told him wut hppnd.. Bile fmly yg lain mule cmpi..anne ended call n stay wit my fmly.. Sad atmosphere surrounding us.. 6.15am cmpi kt pusat forensik..nk mndikn jenazah kt ctu.. Tp org yg uruskn jnazah tu lbt cmpi..6.45am..called Bubu..he's ready to go to work when he asked do i need him there or he can go to work..at 1st i askede him to go to work..But then ibu n Cik N said ''suro la die amik cuti..phormatan trakhir utk mak..die knal mak..mak pn knal die..''.. So..called him again n asked him to take a leave. N he did.. Kul 7.20am bru mule nk mndikn jnazah.. Anne,ibu,mak ngah n cik N tlg mndikn jnazah mak..1st time anne tlg mndikn jnazah.. Itz so sad whenever i look at her face.. Setel mndikn,kafankn pulak.. Kul 8.15am btolak utk bwk jnazah mak ke rumah..anne n Cik N naik van jnazah..van tu lju gile..=_= Cmpi uma,org da ramai..Bubu pn oredy there..anne trun je dr van,Mak Uteh peluk anne dlu..then jiran anne.. Im crying..they'r crying..everyone's crying.. Baringkn jnazah kt hall..n mule bce yassin.. Tgk si die bcekn yassin utk mak..makin sayu rce.. Anne lak dpt bce 2 round je..cz kne mnymbut ttamu yg dtg.. Kul 11.++am deorg cmygkn jnazah.. 12pm mule bwk jnzh kuar uma..n konvoi rmai2 ke tanah pkuburan kebun teh.. Mmg arwah mak ade tgglkn memo..lau pape jd kt die,die nk kebumi kt cblh arwh hubby die.. So...there...we sent her there.. Mce nk timbus kubur..anne tkejut bile cik Anan n ibu pggil Bubu ''Hafis,cni..'' utk tlg same timbuskn kubur mak.. Nampaknye fmly anne mmg trime si die n jdkn die cam ahli kluarga kiteorg.. Im so glad watching that.. Mm...abg ckp lau kite khwn nk bwk mak tggl cme ngn kite..tp nmpknye x cmpt..='( jz dpt tgk abg tolong timbus kubur mak..sume pkck n adik cdare anne yg llaki bergilir2 take turn utk tolong timbus liang lahad mak..until itz done.. Then tok imam bce talkin..ptngahn talkin,org mule azan zohor lak.. Sumenye setel kul 1.15pm gtu n we headed back home.. Bubu stay with us til abs tahlil knduri arwah (8.++pm).. Anne nk ucapkn trime kasih cgt2 kt abg cz cnggup amik cuti n tolong anne sekeluarga uruskn mak..itz more than enuf..thank u so much..=') Abg cndiri pn ckp yg ibu abg suro abg dtg uma anne..(xpnh jgke cmtu..tharu..) Thanx to ur mum too.. Thanx for considering n concerning.. Pkck mkck yg lain sume btolak alek uma masing2 aftr sume setel..kul 10pm..sume da alek da..tggl Anne..Ibu..Adik n Abah..d atmosphere was so different.. Ape yg blaku arini...rce cam mimpi je..mcm x sgke... 10years ago..lost my late granny yg mnjge anne dr kcik till im 11 yrs old..arwh tok prgi tgglkn anne n mak..now mak lak ikut lgkh atok..n im 21 yrs old.. Due2 yg mnjge..yg anne tido skatil tiap mlm...da xde da.. Bru cmlm dpt gurau2 ngn mak...cuap mak mkn..hppy je mak time kiteorg nk balik kul 7pm tu..tp awl2 pagi ag mak bg 'surprise' kt kiteorg lak ea?? Mm.. Mak la yg paling byk bleter..nk cari gado ngn org ttbe...wat lawak merapu..even nga kt CCU pn pndai nk ajk gurau...but now..mak da tgglkn ain gak.. Tgk kuih rye yg kite wt cme2 pn ain xlalu nk mkn..tp ain cke tgk org lain mkn kuih kite..our laz kuih rye together.. Mak kate nk wat kek lapis cme2...tp nmpknye xcmpt.. Even mak bukanla mak kandung (cbnrnye maklong,ibu pnye kakak)...tp mak la yg ain paling byk abskn mce bbnding ibu cz ibu kje.. Nak gado2 ke..nk majok ke..nk gelak2 ke..ngn mak.. Org knal ain sbg ank mak.. U r my unty.. u r my mom too.. Hmm...it is sad.. But i know that life must go on.. Ain cyg mak cgt2...tenanglah mak di sne.. Al-Fatihah....<3
Monday, 3 September 2012
Hospital Everyday~
28Aug2012-29Aug2012...mak stil cmtu gak..tido..xcdar..cdar juz gerak ckit2.. 30Aug2012...mak da mule cdar.. Tp tgn kanan die kne ikat..cz cubaan utk tarik kuar tiub pnafasan die sndiri..doc kate da half way..so..kne tidokan die cmule n mcukkan cmule tiub.. haih la mak..wat lawak..=_=... Ptgnye time lawak..rite before nk balik,tgn kiri die lak kne ikat..sudahnye due2 tgn kne ikat..mak2~ Mm..arini bday adik..so...g mam kt secret recipe... Anne mam tomyam kung..adik mam lamb shank..=) da 12thn da adik yg sorg ni..
31Aug12...Itz Merdeka! Malaysia da 55thn merdeka..Mm...lme kn? =) Hmm...ptg before ke hspital,g open house uma boss ibu...he's a professor... Rumah die...fuh! Bsr~ade swimming pool ag..die dsign cndiri lak tu.. Interesting.. Uma2 kt kwsn tu sumenye bsr2..kagum tul tgk.. Nta ade rezeki nta x nk duk kt uma bsr cmtu..huhu.. Aftr mkn2 sume,gerak g hsptl.. Mm..mak da xpkai ubat tido ag..so,ley la communicate ngn die ckit2..die spelling ats krtas or tilam die..n kiteorg bce la.. Quite fun..da cam men game teke2 lak.. hihi.. 7pm abs mce mlawat...g lak jjtc ngn mak ngah n cik N utk mkn mlm..
1Sept2012...1 sept da?!! Cptnye mce blalu =/ Hmm...arini mak da dibukak tiubnye.. But stil kne kai mask gas...yg saiz bsr pnye..Tgn mak da x kne ikat da.. Die cube ckp tp xkuar suare pn..jz bce mulut die je...die da mule suro teman die kt hsptl.. tp kt CCU mne ley tman.. Mm..anne ngn bubu lak..mmmm....ade mclh..kcik je.. At nite we solved it..thanx abg..n im sory..mm..
2Sept12..ish....5hari je ag da nk alek ganu..>_< =/ hm..arini kuar ngn bubu.. He fetched me at 11.30am..ibu tumpang til uma mak ngah..then anne kuar ngn die g jjtc..then kul 4.30pm g HSI tgk mak..Alhmdulillah mak getting better.. Waited there til 7pm.. Then kiteorg g tesco tbrau..ibu,abah n adik nk mam.. Pstu kiteorg bpecah..bubu nk g bbu..me n fmly nk alek uma.. Hmm...wonderful day im heving... <3 Well...esk kne ke hsptl ag..rutin harian yg da smggu satu hari..hee.. Til then..
Tuesday, 28 August 2012
Syawal 1433H/2012M
Syawal...nme pn bulan rye..bz rye ke sane sini.. Mmm^_~ sronok jmpe ngn kazen2 sume.. Yg paling sronok..mce 23Aug2012.. Me n kazen2 lenjan men bowling 5game! haha...mmg btul lepas gian ni.. Lol~ Patutnye arini nk g braye kt uma geng di JB..tp aftr one by one tarik diri..so..cancel terus.. Papepn puas ht ngn bwlg kalini.. Cnfm lenguh bdn esknye..
24Aug2012....arini..bdn da mule rce lenguh ckit..penangan bowling.. Hehe.. 11am si die dtg beraye ngn kawan2 die.. Amin,Laili,Sopi,Reni.. Sumenye pangkat abg kakak except sopi..arini braye ngn si die n kwn2 die.. Juz like laz year..yg ade accidnt tu.. 1st house g raye uma sis Pipah kt tiram.. Makan soto mee hoon soto.. Then gerak ke uma si die.. haa..ni yg paling kecut perut.. Otw ke uma die,cjuk jari2 anne.. ni pn kire bnasib baik gerak ramai2..lau g sorg2~~ish >_< Cmpi kt uma die da kul 1.++pm..kt ctu kumpul ngn Fariz(yg accdnt laz year)..n sis Anis (if not mistaken..laz year die xde).. So...si die, ayh die..Fariz n Amin(yg weng! lol ) g solat jmaat.. Kiteorg yg gurlz..stay kt uma ngn ibu die..ibu die masak ns ngn 3 lauk..n mee kari..mee kari die besh^_~.. Puas la anne kene sakat ngn kakak2 tu..plus..ibu die pn 2x5! Adeyh~ Bile anne nk tolong je kt dapur..kakak2 tu ckp ''ala..bakal tuan rumah jgn cbuk2 ckrg..later2 la..yg ni bg can kt kiteorg dlu..'' Then ade ke ibu die ckp ''ha'ah..bakal tuan rumah xley disuro2 wat kje ckrg..cz nnt..kite buli die cukup2 bile da jd tuan rumah..'' Kakak2 tu pn ckp ''xlme lg makcik!anne~jgn lupe jmput..'' Makcik tu jwb ''btul..xlme lg la tu..x usah lwat2..mnde baik wtpe dilmbtkan kn?'' Terus berderai gelak deorg kt dapur tu.. I was like ''erk! o.O den tkene pulak =_= '' Ngeng gak deorg ni..haha.. Aftr abs setel kt uma die,gerak ke uma cpe nta..Dewi lau x clap.. bsr uma tu..design like mini castle..mkn kuih2.. Then ke uma Amin..mkn kuih2 gak...uma unknown..(yg Fariz je tau) pn mkn kuih gak...laz uma Anis..mkn nasi ayam..xley nk ke uma Laili cz da lwat..anne kne cmpi uma mama by 8pm..cz ade BBQ family gathering.. Cmpi uma mama 8.05pm..tp xde org ag..ibu cmpi 8.15pm..8.30pm bru ade pkck mkck lain yg dtg.. So....dgn adenye pkck mkck anne sume kt uma mama tu,nmpknye si die da pn jmpe ngn sume adik bradik ibu..ALL...but not ALL of my kazens yet...sume pkck mkck ckp muke die cm muke sorg adik cdare anne nme Ijan.. hehe..cmpikan adik cdare anne name Farah ni ley tslh salam..mati2 die ingt si die tu Abg Ijan die..haha.. Alek uma da kul 11pm.. mcm2 mkn..kenyang tul.. Pergh..12jam kuar arini..letih2..da la cmlm anne tido kul 4am..gare2 khusyuk ngadap tali kaler2 utk wat name n keychain tu.. hehe.. 1.30am tido(itz 25aug oredy)..
25Aug2012... 3am mak kjut...suro urut n gosok blkg die cz die cam cket dada n blkg.. 3.30am anne tido cmule...4.15am dikejutkn ag..mak da mule sesak nfs lak.. Ah sudah..jz like laz time..4.30am gerak ke klinik(cz mak dgil xnk ke hspital cz tkut kne mcuk ward)..5.30am alek uma...n mak getting worst..6am gerak ke HSI...6.30am cmpi HSI..6.35am mak mcuk ward kt zone kuning...waiting...n waiting....11.45am bru dianta ke ward sebenar.. Kul 12.30pm gerak alek..jnji aftr asar bru g hspital cmule.. 1.++pm kt uma.. 2.45pm anne nk tido..3.30pm ibu kjut suro ciap2 cz mak suro dg hsptl ckrg gak. Aduy~ pening pale anne bile tido kejap2 cmtu..tingtong x tingtong la.. Cmpi hspital 4.20pm..5.30pm alek uma cmule utk packing bju cz anne kne tman mak kt hspital mlmni.. Cmpi hspital kul 7.++pm.. 7.45pm ibu gerak alek uma..since itz passed visiting time.. Cjak ibu alek..mak x tido lgsg..suro die tido tp die nga x selese cgt agknye..10saat ckali msti die ubah position..jap sandar..jap ngiring.jap paut kt meje..cyezly...10saat ckali.. cmpi anne lak naik stress.. Ragam org sakit...mmg btul2 kene sabar ngn mak mlmni..kite bru duk bersile mak suro wat tu,wat ni..pantang je die nmpk kite bersimpul kaki.. Bile da tlalu letih n nantok..plus xley nk duk ngn slese n xley nk lelap lgsg...anne lak naik cengeng..cmpi ternangis cndiri bile kne cmtu..mne x nye..da letih..nantok..bdn cket cz penangan bowling.. Cmpi ke subuh..sakit mak makin worst..doc da kasi mcm2 ubat..
26Aug2012... Dkat2 kul 7am mak kne pindah ke katil lain..tmpt yg dkat ckit ngn doc.. It was 7.30am bile anne tgk mak cm ley duk relax ckit in one position.. So..nga khusyuk tgk doc2 bertugas..nta camne anne ley terlelap..cdar2 muke mak betul2 dpn muke anne while saying ''ain..ain..tido ea?'' I was like ''o.O err??'' Tgk jam..bru kul 7.38am gtu.. lam 5min la anne tlelap lau cmtu.. Nga pening2 lalat tu mak suro urut die..8am doc dtg ckp mak ade serangan jantung..jntung lemah..paru berair..jangkitan kuman.. lau aftr bg ubat mak x ok jgak..nk mcukkan tiub n tidokn mak.. Bile dgr cmtu..tkejut anne..never tot cmpi ke thp tu mak pnye sakit.. mnakutkn.. Terus anne mcg mak ngah n ibu.. Yg mak lak da panic..asyik suro anne call mak ngah n ibu every 5min..cz suro deorg cpt2 naik hsptl..haih la mak ni..(mmg mak cke cmni..pdhl mnde tu da cnfirm..tp die ag nk suro cal n tnye... =_=) Mm...9.30am mak ngah n ibu cmpi.. Kul 10.30am si die cmpi.. arini da bjanji ngn my abg(faizal)..yka,hazwan n del nk rye uma deorg... Deorg da msak..jd cm x cdap hati nk tarik diri..rcau tul..yg doc ni pulak satu hal..jap kate nk wat...jap kate later.. 2-3x anne gasak turun naik wad..cmpi la si die cmpi..time tu ibu call abah ckp doc nk proceed mcukkan tiub.. Ingt nk naik tgk..tp xley la.. So trus kuar ngn die.. 1st g amik hazwan..then g uma yka.. Mak die masak nasi n lauk mcm2..cdap2..thnx.. Then ke uma zal.. My abg masak meehoon goreng n ayam goreng sambal+nasi himpit.. Hehe..nice.. Yg anne agk tharu ngn zal ni..bile time die knal2kn kiteorg kt mak die.. die knalkn anne kt mak die as ''Adik''.. ( ^_^thanx abg!) tkjut gak bile die knalkn cmtu..means..msti die cite bout me s adik die kt mak die..=) Mm..after setel uma die..g uma del lak..pn makan ag..nasi..ikan baung goreng..gulai ikan baung n lauk ape nta ag.. (yg penting baung goreng die cdap..)..kt uma del..si die (bubu) n zal da mngntuk..anne pn ngn seronoknye hentam deorg ngn bantal..hahahaha.. Then g uma hazwan lak..makan meehoon soto.. 6.35pm gerak dr uma hazwan ke uma zal..anta my abg yg sorg ni..then anta yka..stop solat mgrb kt uma yka..then gerak ke uma Ayah Uteh anne..my fmly wat bacaan yassin.. On the way back..anne ttido..yg bubu lak upenye da tslh interpret direction yg anne ckp..anne cdar2 kiteorg da cmpi kt tbrau..area jjtc.. Jauh tul lencongannye aduy~ Laz2 9pm bru cmpi uma Ayah Uteh.. Cian si die pn letih.. Mm..kt uma ayh uteh..sumenye ade kcuali mama n Cik Anan.. Wife Pak Andak lum pnh jmpe ngn bubu.. jd..arini die jmpe..n she said "ain..npe muke die cam ijan?mmg cari muke cam ijan ea?" haha..anne pn x prcn awl2 dlu..bile abs SUKANUN May 2011 bru prcn..tu pn cbb lam 1 pic ni muke die cam muke Ijan+Abg Han(my eldest kazen).. Tp ckrg ni..mmg cyezly..makin jelas anne nmpk yg muke die cam muke adik cdare anne yg nme Ijan tu..like 75%..muke abg Han lak 25%.. hehe..tu yg watkn anne cke tul nk buli die lately ni..tgk die wat muke-malas-nak-layan..muke-aish-budak-ni-memang-nak-kene!..n muke yg lain2 bile org kene buli clalu wat tu..muke die wat anne rce lg nk sakat..hee~ (nakalkn saye?) Mm..10pm alek uma.. mate anne da bengkak da..kul 1am bru tido..
27Aug2012..Itz monday...sume org da start kje.. Anne lak ngn sng ht bantai tido till 11am..haha! Tp tu pn bile angun rce cam ade kt ats boat..mlayang pale.. So..bile da kne sorg2 kt uma..anne wat mcm2 la..kmas uma..bsuh bju..masak.. Kul 2pm ibu call ckp yg doc nk wat CVL..di mne doc akn tebuk sikit utk mcukkn tiub utk kuarkn air dr jntung..since jntung mak da mule ade improvement.. kul 4pm abh amik n grak ke HSI..mcuk tgk mak..macam2 wayar berselirat.. Mmm... Hnye mmpu doa yg tbaik utk mak..6.++pm bgerak ke Restoran Noor kt blkg jj tmn u. Aftr mkn alek uma.. Hmm...ibu n abh da tnye esk anne nk wat menu ape.. Urmmm...now i got it..mmg serabut pale nk fkir menu utk fmly.. ni bru 2 hari bturut.. Lau hari2??? Urm...nmpknye org yg jd suami anne nnt..kne ckp menu siap2 die nk makan ape..bru sng ckit anne nk msk t..hehe..=) Mm...byk kje anne yg tgendala..ngn report LI xsentuh ag.. Aduy...mclhye nga xde idea nk wat bile lam keadaan cmni.. Pape pn..hrpnye mak cpt smbuh.. Anne pn da abs cite.. Pape t lau rjin anne update ag.. Till then..
24Aug2012....arini..bdn da mule rce lenguh ckit..penangan bowling.. Hehe.. 11am si die dtg beraye ngn kawan2 die.. Amin,Laili,Sopi,Reni.. Sumenye pangkat abg kakak except sopi..arini braye ngn si die n kwn2 die.. Juz like laz year..yg ade accidnt tu.. 1st house g raye uma sis Pipah kt tiram.. Makan soto mee hoon soto.. Then gerak ke uma si die.. haa..ni yg paling kecut perut.. Otw ke uma die,cjuk jari2 anne.. ni pn kire bnasib baik gerak ramai2..lau g sorg2~~ish >_< Cmpi kt uma die da kul 1.++pm..kt ctu kumpul ngn Fariz(yg accdnt laz year)..n sis Anis (if not mistaken..laz year die xde).. So...si die, ayh die..Fariz n Amin(yg weng! lol ) g solat jmaat.. Kiteorg yg gurlz..stay kt uma ngn ibu die..ibu die masak ns ngn 3 lauk..n mee kari..mee kari die besh^_~.. Puas la anne kene sakat ngn kakak2 tu..plus..ibu die pn 2x5! Adeyh~ Bile anne nk tolong je kt dapur..kakak2 tu ckp ''ala..bakal tuan rumah jgn cbuk2 ckrg..later2 la..yg ni bg can kt kiteorg dlu..'' Then ade ke ibu die ckp ''ha'ah..bakal tuan rumah xley disuro2 wat kje ckrg..cz nnt..kite buli die cukup2 bile da jd tuan rumah..'' Kakak2 tu pn ckp ''xlme lg makcik!anne~jgn lupe jmput..'' Makcik tu jwb ''btul..xlme lg la tu..x usah lwat2..mnde baik wtpe dilmbtkan kn?'' Terus berderai gelak deorg kt dapur tu.. I was like ''erk! o.O den tkene pulak =_= '' Ngeng gak deorg ni..haha.. Aftr abs setel kt uma die,gerak ke uma cpe nta..Dewi lau x clap.. bsr uma tu..design like mini castle..mkn kuih2.. Then ke uma Amin..mkn kuih2 gak...uma unknown..(yg Fariz je tau) pn mkn kuih gak...laz uma Anis..mkn nasi ayam..xley nk ke uma Laili cz da lwat..anne kne cmpi uma mama by 8pm..cz ade BBQ family gathering.. Cmpi uma mama 8.05pm..tp xde org ag..ibu cmpi 8.15pm..8.30pm bru ade pkck mkck lain yg dtg.. So....dgn adenye pkck mkck anne sume kt uma mama tu,nmpknye si die da pn jmpe ngn sume adik bradik ibu..ALL...but not ALL of my kazens yet...sume pkck mkck ckp muke die cm muke sorg adik cdare anne nme Ijan.. hehe..cmpikan adik cdare anne name Farah ni ley tslh salam..mati2 die ingt si die tu Abg Ijan die..haha.. Alek uma da kul 11pm.. mcm2 mkn..kenyang tul.. Pergh..12jam kuar arini..letih2..da la cmlm anne tido kul 4am..gare2 khusyuk ngadap tali kaler2 utk wat name n keychain tu.. hehe.. 1.30am tido(itz 25aug oredy)..
25Aug2012... 3am mak kjut...suro urut n gosok blkg die cz die cam cket dada n blkg.. 3.30am anne tido cmule...4.15am dikejutkn ag..mak da mule sesak nfs lak.. Ah sudah..jz like laz time..4.30am gerak ke klinik(cz mak dgil xnk ke hspital cz tkut kne mcuk ward)..5.30am alek uma...n mak getting worst..6am gerak ke HSI...6.30am cmpi HSI..6.35am mak mcuk ward kt zone kuning...waiting...n waiting....11.45am bru dianta ke ward sebenar.. Kul 12.30pm gerak alek..jnji aftr asar bru g hspital cmule.. 1.++pm kt uma.. 2.45pm anne nk tido..3.30pm ibu kjut suro ciap2 cz mak suro dg hsptl ckrg gak. Aduy~ pening pale anne bile tido kejap2 cmtu..tingtong x tingtong la.. Cmpi hspital 4.20pm..5.30pm alek uma cmule utk packing bju cz anne kne tman mak kt hspital mlmni.. Cmpi hspital kul 7.++pm.. 7.45pm ibu gerak alek uma..since itz passed visiting time.. Cjak ibu alek..mak x tido lgsg..suro die tido tp die nga x selese cgt agknye..10saat ckali msti die ubah position..jap sandar..jap ngiring.jap paut kt meje..cyezly...10saat ckali.. cmpi anne lak naik stress.. Ragam org sakit...mmg btul2 kene sabar ngn mak mlmni..kite bru duk bersile mak suro wat tu,wat ni..pantang je die nmpk kite bersimpul kaki.. Bile da tlalu letih n nantok..plus xley nk duk ngn slese n xley nk lelap lgsg...anne lak naik cengeng..cmpi ternangis cndiri bile kne cmtu..mne x nye..da letih..nantok..bdn cket cz penangan bowling.. Cmpi ke subuh..sakit mak makin worst..doc da kasi mcm2 ubat..
26Aug2012... Dkat2 kul 7am mak kne pindah ke katil lain..tmpt yg dkat ckit ngn doc.. It was 7.30am bile anne tgk mak cm ley duk relax ckit in one position.. So..nga khusyuk tgk doc2 bertugas..nta camne anne ley terlelap..cdar2 muke mak betul2 dpn muke anne while saying ''ain..ain..tido ea?'' I was like ''o.O err??'' Tgk jam..bru kul 7.38am gtu.. lam 5min la anne tlelap lau cmtu.. Nga pening2 lalat tu mak suro urut die..8am doc dtg ckp mak ade serangan jantung..jntung lemah..paru berair..jangkitan kuman.. lau aftr bg ubat mak x ok jgak..nk mcukkan tiub n tidokn mak.. Bile dgr cmtu..tkejut anne..never tot cmpi ke thp tu mak pnye sakit.. mnakutkn.. Terus anne mcg mak ngah n ibu.. Yg mak lak da panic..asyik suro anne call mak ngah n ibu every 5min..cz suro deorg cpt2 naik hsptl..haih la mak ni..(mmg mak cke cmni..pdhl mnde tu da cnfirm..tp die ag nk suro cal n tnye... =_=) Mm...9.30am mak ngah n ibu cmpi.. Kul 10.30am si die cmpi.. arini da bjanji ngn my abg(faizal)..yka,hazwan n del nk rye uma deorg... Deorg da msak..jd cm x cdap hati nk tarik diri..rcau tul..yg doc ni pulak satu hal..jap kate nk wat...jap kate later.. 2-3x anne gasak turun naik wad..cmpi la si die cmpi..time tu ibu call abah ckp doc nk proceed mcukkan tiub.. Ingt nk naik tgk..tp xley la.. So trus kuar ngn die.. 1st g amik hazwan..then g uma yka.. Mak die masak nasi n lauk mcm2..cdap2..thnx.. Then ke uma zal.. My abg masak meehoon goreng n ayam goreng sambal+nasi himpit.. Hehe..nice.. Yg anne agk tharu ngn zal ni..bile time die knal2kn kiteorg kt mak die.. die knalkn anne kt mak die as ''Adik''.. ( ^_^thanx abg!) tkjut gak bile die knalkn cmtu..means..msti die cite bout me s adik die kt mak die..=) Mm..after setel uma die..g uma del lak..pn makan ag..nasi..ikan baung goreng..gulai ikan baung n lauk ape nta ag.. (yg penting baung goreng die cdap..)..kt uma del..si die (bubu) n zal da mngntuk..anne pn ngn seronoknye hentam deorg ngn bantal..hahahaha.. Then g uma hazwan lak..makan meehoon soto.. 6.35pm gerak dr uma hazwan ke uma zal..anta my abg yg sorg ni..then anta yka..stop solat mgrb kt uma yka..then gerak ke uma Ayah Uteh anne..my fmly wat bacaan yassin.. On the way back..anne ttido..yg bubu lak upenye da tslh interpret direction yg anne ckp..anne cdar2 kiteorg da cmpi kt tbrau..area jjtc.. Jauh tul lencongannye aduy~ Laz2 9pm bru cmpi uma Ayah Uteh.. Cian si die pn letih.. Mm..kt uma ayh uteh..sumenye ade kcuali mama n Cik Anan.. Wife Pak Andak lum pnh jmpe ngn bubu.. jd..arini die jmpe..n she said "ain..npe muke die cam ijan?mmg cari muke cam ijan ea?" haha..anne pn x prcn awl2 dlu..bile abs SUKANUN May 2011 bru prcn..tu pn cbb lam 1 pic ni muke die cam muke Ijan+Abg Han(my eldest kazen).. Tp ckrg ni..mmg cyezly..makin jelas anne nmpk yg muke die cam muke adik cdare anne yg nme Ijan tu..like 75%..muke abg Han lak 25%.. hehe..tu yg watkn anne cke tul nk buli die lately ni..tgk die wat muke-malas-nak-layan..muke-aish-budak-ni-memang-nak-kene!..n muke yg lain2 bile org kene buli clalu wat tu..muke die wat anne rce lg nk sakat..hee~ (nakalkn saye?) Mm..10pm alek uma.. mate anne da bengkak da..kul 1am bru tido..
27Aug2012..Itz monday...sume org da start kje.. Anne lak ngn sng ht bantai tido till 11am..haha! Tp tu pn bile angun rce cam ade kt ats boat..mlayang pale.. So..bile da kne sorg2 kt uma..anne wat mcm2 la..kmas uma..bsuh bju..masak.. Kul 2pm ibu call ckp yg doc nk wat CVL..di mne doc akn tebuk sikit utk mcukkn tiub utk kuarkn air dr jntung..since jntung mak da mule ade improvement.. kul 4pm abh amik n grak ke HSI..mcuk tgk mak..macam2 wayar berselirat.. Mmm... Hnye mmpu doa yg tbaik utk mak..6.++pm bgerak ke Restoran Noor kt blkg jj tmn u. Aftr mkn alek uma.. Hmm...ibu n abh da tnye esk anne nk wat menu ape.. Urmmm...now i got it..mmg serabut pale nk fkir menu utk fmly.. ni bru 2 hari bturut.. Lau hari2??? Urm...nmpknye org yg jd suami anne nnt..kne ckp menu siap2 die nk makan ape..bru sng ckit anne nk msk t..hehe..=) Mm...byk kje anne yg tgendala..ngn report LI xsentuh ag.. Aduy...mclhye nga xde idea nk wat bile lam keadaan cmni.. Pape pn..hrpnye mak cpt smbuh.. Anne pn da abs cite.. Pape t lau rjin anne update ag.. Till then..
Sunday, 19 August 2012
Unexpected 'Special' Wish on 1st Syawal!!
Itz 19Aug2012..1st Syawal..Itz Eid! N anne dpt 'hadiah terindah' di pagi raye.. Bknnye ade rombongn merisik..meminang or khwn... Nk tau ape die??? Anne dpt mcg raye dr seseorg.. Tnpe org tu,anne xde kt dunie ni..org tu ialah Papa anne! Utk ptame kalinye anne dpt mcg raye dr insan yg bgelar papa...I've been waiting for diz moment for 12 years....every birthday n raya.. Itz finally happened! Tkujat gak anne dpt mcg dr number yg xde lam contact yg mngaku dirinye papa n pggil anne ngn name anne.. ''Assalamualaikum..papa ucapkan salam aidilfitri wat ain n keluarga di johor. Nanti papa bagi duit raya ya. Ni papa kat kelantan. Hujung bulan papa blik jb. Salam papa wat smua. Take cre..'' Haaa....cmtula mcgnye..mne x tkejut anne..da la nga melayan mate time tu.. dkat 10x anne ulang bce mcg tu ngn hrpn bkn mmpi n bkn anne yg mamai.. Mmg btul anne dpt mcg tu for real!! Ngan soalan bendulnye anne ley tnye cmule kt org tu ''Thanx.. Salam aidilfitri jgak.. Hmm..ni papa???'' N dat guy answered ''Ya..papa ni..da lame ain x dtg rumh papa..kt senai tu.. Ain ape kbr? Cuti smpai bile?'' Anne pn jwb la soalan tu...n waiting for his reply..but....cmpi anne ttido..cmpi subuh..cmpi tgh/h..cmpi ptg..mlm....no reply.. Hmm...told ibu bout d mcg...ibu ckp ibu da lme da bg num anne kt papa..tp papa yg xcntact anne.. Hmm............He is my mystery guy...he is my Papa.. Anne xknal die..bce mcg die pn anne cam xde feeling..jz rce tkejut je cz tibe2 die muncul out of no where cmtu.. Slain dari rce tkjut,mmg no feeling..tp yg pelik..why do these tears came out bile anne bce mcg dr die?? xde feeling..tp mate nangis ttbe.. Anne pn naik pelik ngn diri cndiri.. Haha..nta pape... Well...besh jugak rcenye bile papa mule contact anne...mybe itz d beginning of a new chapter..
Mm...rye kalini doesnt begin wit a gud start..ngn surprise dr papa je d only gud thing i guess... Other than dat,mak lak yg wat prangai..nta npe dr cmlm asyik nk cari psl ngn anne..Dkat sparuh hari cmlm anne gasak mnahan air mate.. Then awl pagi ag aftr subuh anne nk tolong die kat dapur...tp die lak wat anne cm tunggul.. Cpe yg xkcik ht.. 30min anne cube nk tolong..cube ajk bckp...tp die wat dunno je.. Anne terus mcuk bilik..ngn hrpn nk tido utk ilangkn rce mara..tp sebaliknye anne duk ngs pulak..nta pehal mate ni asyik nk berair je lately.. I hate crying cz it makes me feel weak...aftr ngs,msti bdn letih n rce lmah..bru kul 9pm..tp anne rce mate cgt pdih cam nk kne gam..tp nk nk tgk Vanilla Chocolate Raya punye psl...anne stay dpn tv.. 11pm anne mcuk bilik aftr cite VCR abs...m tgrak ht nk mrapu lam blog cndiri..(ni la hasilnye..).. Ncb baikla by 2pm mood mak da mule ok arini.. Alhamdulillah... (mak ni nta pape..raye2 pn nk emo..ncb baik x bterusan cmpi rye ke-2..lau x....nta la..)... Mm...esk nk ke Labis Segamat...umah tok busu.. Yeay! (duno y i always get excited bile nk g sane..tp bile da cmpi sane,d excitement gone..)..
Hm...k la..anne da xtau nk merapu ape..yg pntg anne rce bdn anne cgt cket rite now..hrp2 aftr tido ok la..mybe my BP low..cmlm pn check BP 109/65...99/58...102/63..quite low.. Well...till my fingers feel like dancing on this keyboard for new entry.. Salam Aidilfitri!!!!
LI's Over! Now It's Eid!
Finally...berakhir sudah LI anne di Taman Hutan Lagenda Gunung Ledang..pd 16Ogos.. 2bulan..but seems like itz not enuf for me.. I love being at Gunung Ledang.. Ade kt 'kayangan' (konon2)..cjuk je kt ctu..boss n staf yg cgt baik.. Cpnjg kt ledang...2kali da jejak kaki kt Puncak Gunung Ledang.. ^_~hppynye bile berada di puncak..1276m above d sea level..cjuk.. Sumenye cweet memories..cume satu je bad memory yg watkan bulu rome anne naik bile teringat.. Bukan kes nmpk han-ta-wau(hantu)..tp ni kes manusie yg cam hantu..=_=ish! bncinye bile ingt mamat cngal tu. Tiap kali ade inventori orkid,kene naik gunung ke kwsn yg org awm xley mcuk..hnye staf n li student je ley mcuk.. 5kali naik gunung..2 kali kene peluk ngn mamat xgune tu(staf2 yg xcke ngn die pggil die kure2).. xcdar dri tul..da ade bini n anak sorg pn ag nk peluk2 org.. Told my boss bout it mce hr terakhir LI..(16Ogos)..ape tindakan boss anne xtau la.. tp on 17ogos,pagi2 ag ade staf yg jge Chalet mcg n call anne gtau yg mamat senget kure2 tu dtg uma staf pgi2 n mara2..cje nk cari ksalahan kiteorg lak.. Weng pnye org! Laz day anne kt ctu anne simbah bonet kete kure2 tu ngn air ikan.. Lau anne tau la cmni...baik anne garitkan kete die...(nk pancitkn tayar cm x cmpi ht cz tkut die nk alek berbuke ngn fmly xcmpt..lau garitkn stil ley jln kete tu kn?)..Hmm..hrp2 la mamat tu diturunkan pgkat..biar kak kila yg naik..jd die xley buli kak kila ag..cian my kakak yg sorg tu..asyk kne ngn kure2 je cmpi akk tu ngs.. Dsr kure2 bongkak..tau la die byk ilmu(KONONYE)..lgsg xnk terime pendapat kiteorg yg sah2 blaja biology ni.. nk btulkn kesilapan die pn die sush nk terime.. Haih la..blagak mcm die yg paling perfect...padahal report yg die buat pn bahase mlayu tunggang langgang..=_=haish~ jns bhs pasar..not suitable for a report.. Ish..da la..wat cket ht je bile tringat.. da la bile anne cite kt parenz tntg mnde ni parenz anne mara anne lak cz xtegas bile diperlakukan cmtu. Ape deorg ingt anne cke mamat tu dakap n peluk anne??? Pehlizzzz~~ mcm nk tampar sepak terajang ade la..tp ape cgtla yg anne ley wat lau time naik tu xde org lain kecuali anne btige ngn k.nisa n nava n kure2 tu.. mamat tu clalu pisahkan anne ngn k.nisa n nava. Bile anne g kt port anne kne kire orkid pn mamat tu ikut..pdhl anne da pilih port yg jauh dr die. Da la tu..cngaje die bwk kiteorg lalu kt jln yg sush nk gerak tnpe berpegang tgn..btul2 amik ksempatan kure2 tu.. Lau ade org lain yg naik cme je die xley nk wat mcm2 cz anne akn mlarikan dri ikut org lain. Mm...enuf bout dat freaking jerk la.. Clain dr kes cngal ni..xde kes lain..juz kes misteri ckit tu ade la.. paling byk kes kt uma staf yg kiteorg dduk tu,barangan kiteorg clalu cgt brubah tmpt. Bygkan...bile anne da msk,barangan kering cam ikan bilis,pati,ajinomoto..dll...anne cke tgglkn kt ats frigde kt dapur tu... tp bile anne nk msk pd hr yg lain, barangan tu sume xde ats fridge tu ag..tp ade tersimpan kt lam beg kt bilik anne...x ke pelik tu?? xde org alihkan...cpe pulak yg alihkan? Then toilet yg kt belah blkg lak,ade ckalu tu anne mndi..aftr mndi,mkn..then g anta bju mcuk mesin.. Aftr dat anne mcuk cmule toilet tu..(x cmpi 2jam pn)..yg peliknye,time aftr anne mndi,baldi tu airnye tggl 1/3 je...tp bile anne mcuk ag ckali, sepenuh-penuh tidak air kt lam baldi tu..bile tnye ngn k.nisa n nava,deorg xde lak mcuk toilet tu..jz anne sorg je yg kai..(mmg anne je cke kai toilet tu cz lbh luas n baldi air die lbh bsr..besh ckit mndi..)..tp cane air ley pnuh? Misteri2....yg pntg da abs LI...
17Ogos shopping raye...letihnye~~~
Mm...itz 18Ogos now...bz preparing utk rye esk.. hari esok hari raye!! X cgke...kjap je poce da rye lak..x trce cgt suasananye..myb cz anne bz ber-LI..bile alek,cm xcmpt nk wat pape pn...tau2 da rye lak.. Tema tahun ni...ijau.. Aftr buke poce(laz day of Ramadhan)..g kipmart utk cari shawl ijau..hee~jmpe jgak akhirnye.. Well..pd sume yg mngenali diri ni..anne nk ucap SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRFI MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN.. Maafkan slh n slap anne..kekhilafan anne..halalkan cgalenye yg prnh dikongsi..thnx for everything.. Cmge Syawal kalini lbh baik.. InsyaAllah..
17Ogos shopping raye...letihnye~~~
Mm...itz 18Ogos now...bz preparing utk rye esk.. hari esok hari raye!! X cgke...kjap je poce da rye lak..x trce cgt suasananye..myb cz anne bz ber-LI..bile alek,cm xcmpt nk wat pape pn...tau2 da rye lak.. Tema tahun ni...ijau.. Aftr buke poce(laz day of Ramadhan)..g kipmart utk cari shawl ijau..hee~jmpe jgak akhirnye.. Well..pd sume yg mngenali diri ni..anne nk ucap SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRFI MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN.. Maafkan slh n slap anne..kekhilafan anne..halalkan cgalenye yg prnh dikongsi..thnx for everything.. Cmge Syawal kalini lbh baik.. InsyaAllah..
Sunday, 22 July 2012
Ramadhan is Back!
21July2012- First day of Ramadhan..=) Rce cam bru je poce tp da stahun da.. Mm...tahun ke-2 bg anne n si die..Ckjapnye...
Sad..=( tahun ni xpat nk tolong mak wat kek n kuih.. So..bisnes msti slow gile.. Now...anne tertarik ngn kek Hati Pari..Pnh dgr?? rce die sebijik cam kek buah..tp keknye liat-liut.. Pnat gak nk kunyah..tp mmg anne cke mnde yg liat2...so,itz juz perfect for me!! Nta mne ibu dpt pn xtau..nk suro ibu order la..^_^
Bju raye kaler ni..theme ijau.. Mmm....kain batik,bju plain... traditionally look...=) hope org yg wat bju tu,jahit cntk2 la.. (xsaba nk tgk bju tu bile da ciap)..
22July2012-2nd day...
Malamni...after buke,nk balik ke 'kayangan'..haha.. Gunung Ledang..rindunye~
To my guardian....thank u ^_~ i was wondering...lau betul la sy dpt penuhi jnji pagi td...ley sy tuntut for real ke?? hikhik.. wek! =P (thnx la cz tiap kali sy stress je,msti awk muncul..)
Xtau la pehal ngn abh anne tu..kjenye nk cari psl je ngn anne.. geram tul rce..nk bunuh die pn ade >_<haish! berlagak x tntu psl...die yg xcdar diri tu x ingt lak? =_=zzzzZZZZ...
Hmm...biar la.. ckrgni xsaba nk alek Ledang...kt cne cjuk...ley cjukkan ht.. Agpn,nk tuntut jnji boss kate nk bwk nek puncak waktu mlm..^_^ <3 (cant wait!)
Well..mnunggu Cik N yg kate nk dtg..tp lum muncul ag..mak ngah pn kate nk dtg gak ptg ni.. Mm...rindunye ngn makcik2 =)
Sad..=( tahun ni xpat nk tolong mak wat kek n kuih.. So..bisnes msti slow gile.. Now...anne tertarik ngn kek Hati Pari..Pnh dgr?? rce die sebijik cam kek buah..tp keknye liat-liut.. Pnat gak nk kunyah..tp mmg anne cke mnde yg liat2...so,itz juz perfect for me!! Nta mne ibu dpt pn xtau..nk suro ibu order la..^_^
Bju raye kaler ni..theme ijau.. Mmm....kain batik,bju plain... traditionally look...=) hope org yg wat bju tu,jahit cntk2 la.. (xsaba nk tgk bju tu bile da ciap)..
22July2012-2nd day...
Malamni...after buke,nk balik ke 'kayangan'..haha.. Gunung Ledang..rindunye~
To my guardian....thank u ^_~ i was wondering...lau betul la sy dpt penuhi jnji pagi td...ley sy tuntut for real ke?? hikhik.. wek! =P (thnx la cz tiap kali sy stress je,msti awk muncul..)
Xtau la pehal ngn abh anne tu..kjenye nk cari psl je ngn anne.. geram tul rce..nk bunuh die pn ade >_<haish! berlagak x tntu psl...die yg xcdar diri tu x ingt lak? =_=zzzzZZZZ...
Hmm...biar la.. ckrgni xsaba nk alek Ledang...kt cne cjuk...ley cjukkan ht.. Agpn,nk tuntut jnji boss kate nk bwk nek puncak waktu mlm..^_^ <3 (cant wait!)
Well..mnunggu Cik N yg kate nk dtg..tp lum muncul ag..mak ngah pn kate nk dtg gak ptg ni.. Mm...rindunye ngn makcik2 =)
Friday, 20 July 2012
Gunung Ledang Mood ^_^
Mm...lame tul x update entry blog kn?? Dr 18 June cmpi arini da 20 Julai.. hahaha...lamenye.. Hmm... 18 June-20 June still at UMT.. Nga final time tu.. 20 Julai rite after exam terus alek bilik n kemas2..tggu parenz dtg amik kul 3.30pm.. Cmpi uma kul 11pm gtu...lju tul abh bwk..o.O Lepaking je kt uma.. 22June,anne call HQ Perbadanan Taman Negara Johor.. Cje tnye2 cmne procedure mendaftar on 25th nnt...ckalinye die kate 25june dftr kt HQ..26june nk kne campak kt Gunung Ledang!! Mak aih~gunung terus dibaginye.. Ingt ley la nk ulang alik dr uma ke tmpt LI..tp nmpknye x la.. Hmm.. 25June2012 melapor diri kt HQ Perbadanan Taman Negara Johor di Nusajaya. Cyezly...mati kebosanan kt ctu..=_= 26June..berdebar gile cz nk kne anta g Gunung Ledang..dtg HQ 7.45am.. Tggu pnye tggu....11.30am bru bertolak ke Taman Hutan Lagenda Gunung Ledang.. Tp singgah kt ofis Taman Negara Johor Endau Rompin Selai dlu utk anta brg2 team ekspidisi Selai-Peta 1-9Julai nnt. Lepak mkn durian kt ofis tu dr 2-3.15pm.. Then bru gerak ke PTNJGL.. Cmpi Ledang kul 4.30pm.. Boss trus anta mcuk kt uma staf.. Usangnye uma die..(1st impression).. 6.30pm boss heret g pasar malam..da puas meronde 1 psr mlm tu,boss ley ckp ''sy xtau la nk beli ape kt psr ni...jom la kite mkn tmpt lain..'' Me,k.nisa n Nava were like o.O...=_= org da excited nmpk ape yg kiteorg nk beli,boss ley lak potong steam.. haish~ Xpe2..laz2 g ke Tangkak n mam ns ayam.. haha... Our boss...nmpk cam 25-29 years old je..perangai pn..mcm sekepale ngn remaje2...lawak betul..^_^ Esok pginye bkenalan ngn Boss no.2 lak..he looks scary..tp senget jugak..lebih senget dr Boss no.1..hahaha.. Hmm...so far kt Gunung Ledang...cgt seronok..im hppy..cjuk lak tu tmptnye.. I tot g sane akan men-sunburn-kan diri..tp upenye lebih kpd membekukan darah...cjuk >_<... Hehe...
Mm...disebabkan boss kiteorg 'senget'..kiteorg pn men-skodeng la fb boss...upenye da 30lbh umur die..anak 2..sungguh x caye.. haha...perangai cam budak2.. Bahagienye kt Ledang..rce cam x puas rcenye lau LI stakat 2bulan kt ctu.. Murah rezeki kiteorg bile sume org duk sumbat kiteorg mam..dilayan cam adik,anak emas..etc..tp anne clalu kene buli la..im d youngest ag.. mmg la ditenyeh2 (gud way)..hehe..^_~ So far aktiviti yg kiteorg wat..nite-walk..interpretasi alam.. masuk2 utan ni mmg anne cke..hehe.. then most of the time abskn mce dpn lappy..way slide..
2-5Julai cuti..gare2 boss..hehe.. Asalnye cuti 2 hari je...(5hari keje,2hari cuti)..tp disebabkn kiteorg xnk balik, boss ckp ''ape la sengal korg ni..da bg cuti xnk balik..kalau gtu sy bg cuti 4hari la..ok done..da2..g balik sane..ikut family anne balik jb g..''.. Tenganga masing2..hahaha..XD thanx boss! (cuti tp x update blog cz xde mood).
6Julai-18Julai keje..
Planning da 2x nak nek puncak..tp asyik kne tangguh cz big boss yeye ckp nk dtg..bile da prepare separuh mati,xpulak die muncul..=_= tension.. Boss jnji after nek cuti t nk bwk kiteorg nek puncak waktu mlm...katenye puncak lbh cntk waktu mlm.. Hearing dat,i cant wait!! aritu da nek cmpi menare telekom,da ckup cjuk da..cket idung.. ni cmpi puncak..waktu mlm ag..msti ag cjuk! ^_~ <3 like!
13 Julai 2012- 10tahun da berlalu..Tenanglah atok di sane.. Ayang rindu atok..so much.. Al-Fatihah..=')
15 Julai 2012- E.I.G.H.T.E.E.N ~ S.I.X.T.E.E.N
Hm...19-22Julai cuti lagi..^_^ kt uma la ckrg ni.. ttbe mood nk merapu da dtg..hehe..cowy la lau rce entry tunggang tbalik..hikhik..well...today is 20 Julai...itz dad's bday..ibu kate nk g mam luar.. Hmm...my bday gift yg ibu jnji pn xdpt2 ag..=( Even heving dinner at special place like we used to pn xde.. Mm..wutever la..
Mm...disebabkan boss kiteorg 'senget'..kiteorg pn men-skodeng la fb boss...upenye da 30lbh umur die..anak 2..sungguh x caye.. haha...perangai cam budak2.. Bahagienye kt Ledang..rce cam x puas rcenye lau LI stakat 2bulan kt ctu.. Murah rezeki kiteorg bile sume org duk sumbat kiteorg mam..dilayan cam adik,anak emas..etc..tp anne clalu kene buli la..im d youngest ag.. mmg la ditenyeh2 (gud way)..hehe..^_~ So far aktiviti yg kiteorg wat..nite-walk..interpretasi alam.. masuk2 utan ni mmg anne cke..hehe.. then most of the time abskn mce dpn lappy..way slide..
2-5Julai cuti..gare2 boss..hehe.. Asalnye cuti 2 hari je...(5hari keje,2hari cuti)..tp disebabkn kiteorg xnk balik, boss ckp ''ape la sengal korg ni..da bg cuti xnk balik..kalau gtu sy bg cuti 4hari la..ok done..da2..g balik sane..ikut family anne balik jb g..''.. Tenganga masing2..hahaha..XD thanx boss! (cuti tp x update blog cz xde mood).
6Julai-18Julai keje..
Planning da 2x nak nek puncak..tp asyik kne tangguh cz big boss yeye ckp nk dtg..bile da prepare separuh mati,xpulak die muncul..=_= tension.. Boss jnji after nek cuti t nk bwk kiteorg nek puncak waktu mlm...katenye puncak lbh cntk waktu mlm.. Hearing dat,i cant wait!! aritu da nek cmpi menare telekom,da ckup cjuk da..cket idung.. ni cmpi puncak..waktu mlm ag..msti ag cjuk! ^_~ <3 like!
13 Julai 2012- 10tahun da berlalu..Tenanglah atok di sane.. Ayang rindu atok..so much.. Al-Fatihah..=')
15 Julai 2012- E.I.G.H.T.E.E.N ~ S.I.X.T.E.E.N
Hm...19-22Julai cuti lagi..^_^ kt uma la ckrg ni.. ttbe mood nk merapu da dtg..hehe..cowy la lau rce entry tunggang tbalik..hikhik..well...today is 20 Julai...itz dad's bday..ibu kate nk g mam luar.. Hmm...my bday gift yg ibu jnji pn xdpt2 ag..=( Even heving dinner at special place like we used to pn xde.. Mm..wutever la..
Sunday, 17 June 2012
15-17 June 2012 (Nta pape)
15June2012.. Itz our seventeen-fifteen months.. Lame da...tp rce cam baru.. Mm...=) Memories.. Arini anne x tido smalaman cz stdy..exam 9-11am.. Aftr exam,tido kul 1pm till 4pm..mmg pengsan btul..pdhl 3jam je..tp rce cgt puas tido.. Cmpi rce cam tlebih hari..i tot itz 16june..upenye stil 15june.. hehe.. Ptg mule start packing2 brg ckit..17june nk anta brg kt uma sewe kwn..sem dpn anne dpt duk hostel ag..=) Mlm aftr mam..alek bilik.. Ngat nk cmbung kms..tp duk melepak tgk movie lak..haha..bahagie! Kul 2am cmbung packing 1 jam.. Then tgk cite Vanila Coklat lak..(ketinggalan btul kn? tp mmg besh cite tu <3 ) Wut a cweet drama...comel... After subuh bru tido.. ngee~
16June.. Hmm...prasaan nk bele sugar glider makin mnjadi2 ni.. Haish~ sumenye gare2 my guardian..punye la murah SG tu die dpt...>_< Awak!!Sy jelesh!!! Lau ade rezeki SG awk btmbh..sy xkire..sy nk sekor..awk pn ckp awk nk bg kn?? hehe.. Yg psti..SG dr awk akn sy nmekn Orion..^_~hikhik.. Mm....anne pn da mule naik gile tgk English Angora rabbits.. Haih la....comelnye...bulu panjang n gebu cmpi xnmpk mate die..adorable! Kalau la ade mini zoo kt uma..bahagie!! Tension2,tgk binatang comel2..belai2..msti cool cmule emosi tu..^_^mm... Arini disbbkn tido aftr subuh..anne angun pn tgh/h la..(ish3...anak dare cpe la ni~).. Then tman Nad mam.. After that ngat nk cmbung kmas..tp xde mood gak..tgk sambungn Vanilla Coklat.. haha.. Niat nk stdy utk paper 19hb n 20hb pn xmuncul2 ag.. Mm...8pm btolak ke Jabatan Kesenian & Kebudayaan Negeri,Tganu.. Tgk psembahan Indonesia Dazzling.. Itz great.. Dak2 laki yg main violin deorg ley thn gudlooking....hikhik..(nakal2~).. Puas tgk org nyanyi n mnari..alek UMT cmule n g mam.. Then alek bilik..Now..xtau nk watpe..kms halfway.. n them mood mngemas gone.. Ni yg ttbe tgn bukak blog n jari2 mule manari2 ats keyboard even hati pd mulenye xrele nk mngarang ayat..(gatal pnye jari..=_= org letih la..tp jari tetap nk mnaip..~_~zzZZ jadah~)..
Haih la mlm yg bosan..nk stdy xde mood..nk ngemas pn xde mood..sudahnye anne mnaip blog ats kehendak jari jemari ni..n cmbil mndengar rum8 bgayut ngn boyfie die.. Hikhik..cgt cweet.. Yg anne dgr hnye plan utk khwn.. Rum8 ckp mak die da mule tnye2 da bile nk khwn.. Fmly die xley tgk lau org umur 24thn tp xkhwn ag..N memandangkn she's 21..n nk mcuk final year da pn nex sem(cam anne),,fmly die da mule ckp2 sal hal khwn die lak... Aduyai~ mak die pn..agk2 la..serabut pale dak tu time final exam n diasak soklan khwn.. Lau anne pn srabut.. Tggu la otak da x trikat ngn exam..kn relax lau nk tnye.. Haha...lawak tul..abs sume wedd themes pn kuar....nmpknye rum8 anne ni cke kaler biru upenye.. Hehehehe...da 2 sem duk ngn die..tp anne xtau cgt tntg die..ye la..xrpt mane pn..cz die asyik wat hdup anne srabut..=_= but sumtimes she can be so kind n cweet.. Most of d time mmg penggugat keamanan la..btul2 mnguji kesabaran.. Hmm...nk dkat 3am (17June) da upenye.. Nk stop dlu la.. Esk ptg nk kene angkut brg lak..ni pn da cket bdn..ape ag esk..better save my energy.. Till then..
Sunday, 10 June 2012
Early Wedd?? Hurm~~*think2* Peace!^_~v
Mmm…..itz
10june2012.. arini paper Research Methodology in Biology.. Rcenye cam ok..tp
xtau la..hope grednye ok.. nex paper 12june..biostatistic yg hrpn utk lulus pn
tipis je..T_Tisk3.. Pd mr.guardian..thanx tman sy merapu cpnjg mggu exam
ni..hi3..esk paper 1st awk kn?all d besh! Sy doakan yg tbaik wat
awk..^_^ Sy lak yg rce cam nk pengsan nk ngadap paper biostatistics 12jun
nnt..>_<huuu… Ok..enuff bout exam..mendukacitakan je bile fkir
biostatistics..T_Tsobs3… Papepn,itz not my main reason nk update entry arini..
Entry arini jz nk merapu je kjap.. Here we go..
Again..i
saw people of my age n even youger than me gets married.. Such lovely couples..they’re
all looked so cweet… Got me a lil bit of jealousy there..(in a gud way ok!
^_^).. Tahniah la pd adik2 yg khwn tu.. Lau b4 diz da tgk junior mude sthn khwn….n
tgk junior yg mude 2-3thn tunang+khwn.. arini nga blogwalking,ade org bg anne
link suro tgk blog sorg gurl ni..she is too cute..<3 die mude sthn dr
anne..means she’s 20yrs old (younger than me lg=_= haish~)..bile usha2..tgk fbnye,ade je mutual fren..nk
add..tp hotstuff nmpknye dak kcik ni..xley add da..too many fren requests she
got.. hehe..xpe la..following her blog..btul cweet how she met her en.tunang..n
ujung bulan jun ni deorg nk khwn..(aftr 1year engaged)…pic engaged deorg pn
cntk cgt..myb cz en.tunang die tu photographer..i admit..he got tallent! Nice
art~ Da la pre-wedd deorg kaler sof pink with white backgroud..
Haish..>_<cm nk gile tgk..cntk cgt..hikhik.. Yg anne makin pelik,(xtau la
was it juz bcoz of my feelings or mmg kebetulan)..most wedd pic yg anne nmpk
theme white+pink…(uu~~itz my dream wedd theme colour ever since im in
matriculation..18yrs old plus2..hehe..mce 1st year ciap mmpi ag wedd
with white+pink theme..bkn sbarang pink..pink yg org pggil salmon+cherry
pink..n I really love it..even til now..itz stil my dream theme..^_~ <3 bile
gurls mule dream of their wedds..cmni la..)..
Mm…such
a lovely bile tgk dak2 ni khwn..(bajet cm diri tu da tue cgt la tu..pdhl tue
sthn je dr newly wedds tu..ngee~)..untung deorg cz xya da tanggung dose
bercouple..dapat pahale instead! Congratz~ Nk kate anne ni alim,xde la mane..anne biace2
je..mgkin nakal ckit jugak..(cth: ngn dak2 persadatari pgaulan cam adik
beradik..cgt rpt..bertepuk tampar sume x kisah..nakal kn??).. Bile kdg2 anne
bce post2 or artikel usrah..keagamaan..cinta dlm islam..sometimes they got me..
Ade timbul rce bsalah kdg2.. Yela..ade post yg kate couple tu haram…even
btunang pn xley kuar berdua2an..xya sentuh tntg dating la..ckup ckadar msg2
tu..pn katenye spatutnye xley kite berSMS n luahkan kate2 rindu,cinta pd
pasangan n wut so ever slagi xde ikatan yg sah n halal tu..(a.k.a kahwin..husband
n wife..).. Bile cmtu..hati mule dilemma..nk menahan diri dr wat cmtu..tp
xmampu..cz sparuh ht lg akn jd cgt2 rindu.. Anne cam org2 yg average ni jugak
bile dtg part bercinte ni..im not dat strong utk jd kuat cm org yg lbh didikan
agame tu… Kdg2 rce bsalah gak pd diri..jelesh ngn org yg khwn awl ni cbb once
deorg da khwn,deorg nk pimpin tgn ke..nk mkn bcuap ke..nk manje2 ke..nk hug2
ke..sng kate nk wtpe je..da x dose da..in fact,dpt pahala ag ^_^ indahnye islam
bile suami isteri bmanje..hanye dgn merenung mate pasangan pn da dpt pahala
gak…tu bile da khwn la dpt pahala..tp lau belum khwn,even pandangan mate pn
jadi dose.. Betape khilafnye diri lau fkirkan sume..=( Tp apekan daye..jodoh
masih belum tibe..calon probably da ade..(lau mnurut artikel yg anne ade
bce,anne kirenye da btunang da cz si die da melamar..cume blum terang2an dpn
parenz..but both of our parenz knew bout us..die pnh jmpe parenz anne bberape
kali..anne pnh jmpe parenz die ckali..tp parenz ngn parenz masih lum dijumpekan
la..hehe..)..tp utk tamatkan zaman bujang,hentikan dose,nk topup pahala
bcinte+dating(antare hubby n wifey) n sempurnekan another half agame tu ngn
bnikah..masih belum lg.. Anne pn masih cube mlengkapi diri sbaik mgkin sbg persediaan ke alam rumahtangge.. Sesungguhnye mmg lum ckup pn..byk tul kekurangan diri ni..>_<huuu~~ But juz cgt2 bharap mase utk kami disatukan ngn ikatan yg sah
tu hadir scepat mgkin.. Logiknye..xde org yg rele nk pikul dose..sah2 nk pikul
pahale byk2 kn?? Cmakin lame hubungan ni..bimbang lbh byk dose yg tkumpul
pulak.. Lau ley,biarla hubungn yg ade ats ikatan yg halal (kahwin)..lbh
diberkatiNYA..diredhaiNYA.. Dpt kumpul pahala tanpe kite cdar ag..kn?? Hmm…^_~
Mm.. Doaku padaMU Ya ALLAH,cmge KAU percepatkan jodoh kami..bimbing kami ke
jalanMU.. Ku hanyelah insan yg lmah yg berharap dan mncube utk berusaha ke arah
kebaikan dlm mencari keredhaanMU...n padamu wahai jodohku..xde ape lg yg ku
inginkan slain dirimu utk membimbingku dlm jln mnuju ke JannahNYA..mendidikku
agr mnjadi seorg isteri yg solehah,mithali,taat kpd insan yg bgelar suami..dan
ibu yg baik kpd cahaya mata yg bakal diperoleh sekiranya ade rezeki..=) Cmge
hubungn yg terjalin bukn skadar mndpt restu keluarga malah restu Ilahi.. <3
InsyaAllah…^_~
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Cowy
la lau rce entry kalini terjiwang ke ape.. Yg psti ape yg ade lam entry ni
lahir dr hati..tu pn stelah diolah-olah..jd la ayat cmni..lau x,mgkin ag skema
n ag jiwang ayatnye…(cmpi diri cndiri pn rce cam xcaye ley kuarkn kate2
cmtu..hahaha…^_^).. So…cmpi ni je la anne nk mrapu..ckrg xtau nk ckp pe ag..nk
cmbung stdy..biostatistics! =_=hurmm~~~~
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