Dugaan Demi Dugaan ='(

10Oct12(Wed).. Rutin sperti biace... juz dinner je berubah ckit.. Nad bz mlmni..so, me n arfa kuar ngn akk senior kiteorg yg da grad.. Tman akk tu g mydin.. N then for dinner,kiteorg mkn burger bakar.. Sloppy Joe... cdap..^_~ Nex time pergi nk try yg lain lak.. hehe.. Arini bjaye anta draft slide proposal pd dr.wahi..harap ok la.. Esk nk kne amik cmule..
11Oct12(Thurs).. Lab TDR 9am-12pm.. MNP 1-2pm.. But unexpected thing hppned today.. 11.10am...dpt call dr ibu..:
Ibu : Yang,wtpe?
Me: Lam lab ni..wat report..npe bu?
Ibu : Yang,dgr ni..dgr baik2..
Me : Ok...ape die?
Ibu : Abg Wen...abg wen accident pagi td..
Me : Laa..pulak? da tu?? cane?
Ibu : Abg Wen accdnt..abg wen ninggal..abg da xde tau..
Me : !!?!! haa? btul ke? *start nk ngs*
Ibu : Ha'ah..acdnt pagi td kt Singapore..ni ibu nk g uma m.ngah..then nk g setel urusan Singapore..*sobbing*
Me :  *speechless n crying*
*ibu end call terus*
Lemah kaki anne jdnye...prsaan yg ade bile dgr cmtu,anne pn xtau nk describe.. Hanye mmpu ngs..n xpat nk caye.. Niat anne nk alek uma..tp bile fkirkn yg deorg mgkin da kbumi abg before anne cmpi uma,baik anne xya balik... But then lecturer anne (Dr.Cha) ckp..
Dr. Cha : U balik la...u boleh balik skrg if u want..pergi beli tiket.. Kalau kebumi arini pn x apa..yg penting u balik n be with ur fmly..tolong kenduri sume..
Hmm...trus anne call ibu n gtau yg anne nk alek.. After cls MNP,punye la sush nk mntk tolong kt org utk bwkkn g terminal..laz2 kak lyn gak yg nk tolong..tu pn lewat..kul 3lbh bru grak g terminal.. Cmpi terminal,tiket bus byk yg da abs...yg tggl jz kul 11.30pm.. nk x nk,naik je la bus tu..
So...i reached JB kul 8++am on 12Oct12(Friday)..Terus ke uma mama..tolong stndby air bunge utk kubur abg.. Then g uma mak long..tolong masak utk lunch sesame family.. Katenye jnzh bru postmoterm 12pm.. So..mybe kuar dr Singapore kul 4pm... Then g uma mama cmule..amik brg2 utk bwk g uma mak ngah.. Ttbe kul 3pm dpt call ckp yg jnzh otw back home..so...rushing g uma mak ngah..3.20pm da cmpi uma m.ngah.. Tggu jnzh cmpi..3.30pm ibu,abah,mak ngah,cik N n cik farid cmpi uma..ibu bwk bju abg...masih penuh ngn darah..n ibu tunjuk barang2 abg..sayu nye ht..phne abg hancur..jam putus..n cincin..cincin abg n ika(gf abg).. Btmbh sayu bile tgk ika selongkar barang abg utk cari cincin n sarung kt jari die... Mm..anne pn ley jd sasau lau berade kt tmpt ika.. 3.45pm...jnzh abg cmpi uma.. Ciannye abg sy...bru 22thn..lum khwn pn ag..cdey.. hanye bhgian mate n dahi abg je yg dibukak..tgk tulang pp kiri abg,terkeluk ke dlm.. Ya Allah... Sbb kematian ''severe head injuries''.. abah tolong mndikn jnzh..abah ckp mulut dibukak cz rahang abg not in position..jd mulut die herot.. postmoterm lak,result tulang blkg abg patah..n rusuk kiri pn patah..msti efek jantung ckali.. Kuatnye hentaman lori cmpi muke kiri ag cmtu.. Mm...4.30pm kebumi abg kt Mahmoodiah.. Abg...npe la abg pergi...tgglkn ain utk lead adik2 cdare kite lak..abg partner ain bile ade fmly gathering..abg han n abg wan jarang ade..kite la yg ke-3 n ke-4 aftr deorg..drpd 20org kazens (tmasuk adik). Now that u'r gone,ain sorg2...pe nk geng ngn ain ag? ='( Abg nk ain tolong wat gubahan brg hantaran abg bile abg khwn ngn ika...n ain nk abg setkn theme yg cntik2 utk wedd ain ngn si die..tp sume tu x cmpt.. Hmm..xpe la abg..mgkin mse abg di dunie ni stakat ni je... Imam ckp abg syahid kerana kembalinya abg kepadaNYA time abg kuar dr uma nk mncari rezeki.. Mudah2an...abg tenang di sisiNYA...msti hppy abg ditemani bidadari syurga.. =') Mm...
Mlm..kenduri abg...masing2 masih dm kesedihan...kwn2 abg rmai btul..mcm2 geng..ape x..abg dulu geng basikal..pstu geng skateboard..then geng motor..geng gig..geng karok..n latest abg nga nk involve ngn geng kete kelisa.. Abg pergi on d same day kete kelisa abg kuar..hm.. Bile tgk si die kt kenduri abg..anne tringat gurau senda korg time kenduri arwah mak dlu.. Korg bru nk baik n get along..tp..sygnye..
13Oct12(Sat).....3pm kenduri kt uma cik anan..utk 40hari arwah mak..n 3hari abg.. Then kul 6pm alek uma.. Si die cmpi kt uma time mgrb.. Alang2 trus suro die solat n mam jap.. Mlm aftr isyak wat kduri uma mak ngah lak.. Hmm....mmg si die da well accepted in my family nmpknye..cmpikn suar jeans abah yg abah da xmuat, ibu bagi kt si die.. Hehe...
Kat uma m.ngah yassin llaki.. Time si die duk bce yassin kt dlm,die tgglkn phne die kat anne.. Cik N lak duk blh anne,n cik N usha phne si die... ttbe cik N ckp ''jge die baik2 tau..sush nk dpt llaki cmni ckrg..''... Mm...insyaAllah cik..lau jodoh kami panjang..=) Abs yassin tahlil sume,tggl fmly2..mak ngah bg anne duit lak.. Serbaslh nk amik..da la die bru kehilangan ank..msti byk nk kai duit..tp die bkeras nk bg gak duit tu kt anne..jd anne ley byr hutang anne.. Mm...thnx mak =')
14Oct12(Sun)....bus ke ganu 10am...naik bus..n i feel like wana cry..tp anne tahan..aftr tgk ibu gerak alek bru la anne ngs... Beratnye ht nk tgglkn uma..aftr macam2 cite yg anne dgr lak tu.. Cian ibu...tp ape ley wat..tggjwb anne s student lum abs ag.. Bus lak geral lmbt..dkat 11am bru grak =_=.. all d way long anne ngs..da la kt sblh anne laki2..lantak la pe mamat tu nk fkir.. Stop kt Restoran Nusantara....mcm2 kenangn family kt tmpt rehat ni.. Knangn ngn arwah mak..arwah abg..n sumenye... Ag sayu la anne...ngs ag..laz2 ttido...cdar2 da cmpi Chendor..bru la stop ngs.. N ttbe mamat cblh anne ni ajk borak..die kate die nk tgur..tp tkut cz anne asyik ngs.. Borak pnye borak,bru tau mamat ni 22thn.. Yg die lak xcye anne da 21thn...cmpi nk tgk ic cgale..=_= Mamat tu turun kt Kemaman.. Mm...kul 8.++pm anne cmpi MBKT..Nad n Azdly jemput...then g mam..n guess wut.. Azri hotfm pn join gak..n die blnje terus.. hehe.. Thanx Azri.. Alek bilik da 10lbh..mndi2 sume..n lepak.. Ttbe tkak rce cket cm nk seseme n batuk=_= aigoo.. Kul bpe nta bru tlelap...esk cls kul 9am lak tu...mm..