Hectic =_=

Tgendale blog ni saat dri yg empunye blog ni agak x terurus ngn esaimen...test... trening... haih~~ 24nov merupekn hari yg cgt stress..cbb ade midtest Developmental Bio(Animal)... Subjek yg agak azab..T_T nta ape la nk jd.. pape pn..itz done.. mls nk cite ag.. Then 28-29nov pn ade test..=_=hmm..
28Nov2011...arini test Plant Biotechnology(10am-12pm)...cgt bsyukur cz xstdy lgsg utk sbjek ni...(bunyi cam jaat je kn?)..da mmg ptut cgt cz soaln yg kuar,bukannye pnh blaja...n xde lam notes kuliah lgsg... We were like.....=_= wut d hell~ dpt soalan kne dscribe table.. Laz2 sume mnjawab cam jawab MUET.. haha..  Arini anne nk je majok ngn seseorg tu.. Da la cmlm ttbe emo.. Anne yg nga tension btmbah stress lak rce.. Pd mulenye ngs lam diam.. Bile da ter-nangis,cmpi reached 1 point,i stopped n rce air mate xptut dibazirkn utk hal2 yg xptut..n i dun really care bile seseorg tu da mule tension with me.. Hurts me cz of d same way i had b4..but i stopped shedding tears..cz sesungguhnye bdn cgt letih..(rce cam nk mati pn ade bile rce otak n bdn tlalu pnat..da la ngn suasane x tenang cbb rum8..)...n i need to save my energy..cz i know..sumtingz not rite ngn my health lately.. I feel different (aftr effect mybe)...hope nothing cyez.. Juz dat i get tired easily..lethargic mungkin..hmm.. All dat i can say is ''sorry'' to dat person.. Yea....i know..how boring dat i can get.. Silence is d best way now.. Hmm..try utk tido..tp rum8 wat kje gile..g bukk radio sekuat alam...da la radio yg anne xley nk layan..>_< cmpi ke subuh lak tu! Sudahnye anne ttido rite b4 subuh.. N woke up at 7.30am.. G test kul 10am.. So..da lpas 1 test kul 10am-12pm.. Kul 3.45pm ley lak ade kuiz Developmental Bio(Plant).. Gosh..nta ape je yg anne wat ngn kuiz tu.. Abs cls kul 5pm.. Time mndi ley lak ttbe cam nk blackout.. Mm...wutz wrong wit me??jgn la nk ngade2 bdn oi~jgn nk pgsan2.. So..duk diam2 bwh shower..ade la 10-15min gak..cmpi biru kuku.. Then bru la rce ok ckit.. Hm.. Mnunggu kbr dr seseorg.. Unfortunately..nothing..(da mule makan hati da..ncb ade my long lost fren muncul.. hee..^_^rindu2!).. Nk dkat mgrb bru org yg dinanti tu muncul.. Hmm..mmg ignore la jwpnye.. Ngat nk ignore 1-2hari..nk bg diri cndiri cool dlu.. Tp bile tringat time mndi td rce pelik2 je pale ni..xjd nk ignore lame2.. Kang watnye pape jd,lme lak tgendale t.. So..xbpe nk majok cgt la..even hakikatnye nk jugak..tp ego kne slow down.. 1st thing 1st.. Bile sumenye back to normal..im start preparing utk test esk(29nov) pulak.. =_= pnat~~~ Mlmni lak ade trening..aftr trening kul 1am start stdy cmpi 4.30am.. Pstu bru tido..
29Nov..cls mule kul 2pm..aftr zohor lagi da kuar ke PKU..haih la en.samad..xde lak die..g outstation.. ngat bru nk ngendeng profile darah anne aritu..nk rsult tu..tp die xde lak.. Hmm.. Sumpah letih arini cz cls straigh 2-7pm.. Pstu test lak Advanced Microbiology(8.30-9.30pm).. Cmpi bilik da kul 10pm.. Aftr mndi solat sume..bru la trce aman ckit dunie.. Bru cdar yg mmg bdn rce cgt lmah n cket..=( b strong anne!! Pulun2 wat kje lak aftr taking 30mins nap.. Tp......nk cari bahan utk kje tu pn bkn sng...T_T  Sudahnye anne dgr lagu bile rce da xtau nk watpe ag.. Then gayut lak 1jam..melayan si die.. Cowy la lau anne xpat nk lyn cbaiknye.. I admit cjak naik cuti rye haji,sumenye jd xbtul n kalut... Too much stress n pressure for me to take.. Cowy..cowy..cowy.. hmm..=) Untung esk xde cls... Rce tnang ckit...tp xde la tnang mane..ade rport yg xciap ni.. Hopefully...sumenye ok.. Cmge dipermudahkn hari2 ku..Amin~

20-11-2011(nice) ----- 22-11-2011

20Nov2011 (20.11.2011)...cntk jugak date arini..^_^n im feeling much better..da xsengau ag..hehe.. Tp.....ianye jugak date yg malang bagi anne.. Arini i lost my phne.. BB lak tu.. Gosh! Arini anne ade rehearsal kul 2-5pm kt dewan cz ade mjlis pnutup Festival Seni Pengucapan Awam(FESPA).. Time rehears tu tggl phne lam beg..all together ngn beg2 dak psadatari yg lain.. But...duno bale ape arini..phne ilang..T_T bru pakai 3mggu...x abs byr ag da ilang..mcm hawau.. Ngs x blagu la b4 tido.. Xley nk ngs on d spot cz ade show tarian to perform kul 8.30pm.. Haih..saba je la.. yg pstinye arini cgt pnat.. Since dr 18nov duk pulun ngn FESPA ni..jd urusetia n all..mlm trening..sah2 la pnat bdn..tp pelik..FESPA pnye sambutan kurg meriah..dwn juz sparuh je.. Lau dlu..time Minggu Pengucapan Awam(MPA) (dlu MPA..now FESPA)..sambutan MPA agk meriah..pnuh dwn..cmpi seat ats2..ni FESPA lgsg xde dduk kt kats.. NEway..thanx a lot pd kwn2 si die yg byk mmbntu time anne sush.. Ttbe abg syahir n abg paie pn cnggup nolong bile dgr phne anne ilang..really appreciate dat.. N rce cgt cgan cz da sushkn deorg..>_< Saat anne sush hati,kwn2 si die pn turut cme menceriekn suasane n xbg anne tension2..again..thnx.. Latest news dat i heard.. Abg paie told me dat February t ade event...n mgkin umt akn pggil(jemput) si die utk jd MC event tu..MC bbayar.. His frenz seems excited..n hppy.. Mm...=) cke lak tgk abg2 tu sume excited.. As it for me..yea im hppy too..i do..(cpe yg xhppy lau dpt jmpe ngn org yg dicyg kn..^_^mm..)... But im not expecting,setting or hoping for anything anymore..i dun want to..n i wont.. Im letting everything flows on its own.. Itz my preparation for saving myself.. Yup..im saving myself.. Pape pn, i'll juz go with d flow~~~
21Nov2011..cls at 10am..aduyai biotek..pliz b nice to me..T_T hmm...arini..letih n cket bdn xilang ag..ngn mcm2 mclh blaku.. Sumpah ase nk maki hamun cpe2 yg tlibat tu.. Xkn maafkn org2 yg tlibat.. Xkn halalkn ape yg diamik dr anne n my grup.. Hmph!>=/ Cgt tension kot! Lam mce anne duk mroyan sorg2,ttbe abg mie anta mcg suro cool down..n dgn baik htnye abg yg sorg ni tolong..Cgt tharu ngn sikap concern kwn2 si die yg cntiace muncul ttbe je bile anne ade mclh.. Btmbh rce sayu bile si die gtau yg si die da ckp ngn kwn2 die suro look aftr me b4 he left umt..ttbe cdey ase.. Xcgke yg die akn wat cmtu.. They'r juz too nice for me.. N ni sume wat anne rce makin cgan ngn abg2 ni sume.. Cgt appreciate ape yg deorg wat utk anne..
22Nov2011....arini mmg tbaik! Cls kul 9am..tp anne angun kul 10.35am! (gtu la gamaknye lau tido kul 4.30am) Hahahahaha! Yg beshnye..cls tu lect pn xdtg.. So..khadiran anne xde la kosong.. Juz nice.. Alhamdulillah..^_~hikhik.. Ptg..g cls cm biace.. N mlm lak pulun rport.. try stdy..but i juz cant cz da xlarat..so... Tido la.. Nite2..

Anne Suspek Denggi???

Hmm...16nov.. 9.30am gerak ke Pusat Kesihatan Universiti.. So...cmpi ctu..dftr dlu.. Abg yg jge kaunter dftr tu cgt pelik..cke pndang org ngn care pndang straight tgk mate.. Adeyh~lemah ckit lau cmni..malu kot!sah2 la anne tndukkan pndangan.. Smntare tggu dipggil doc,abg tu gasak duk pandang je anne.. Ade mnde pelik ke kt anne?asenye xde...tp mate die xnk lepas pndg langsung..cmpi anne lak nek cgan.. Bile doc pggil mcuk,doc pn check la.. Huu..doc mude n encem..no wonder yka ckp lau cket byk kali pn xpe..hahahahaha!! Baik doc tu..soft n cweet care die.. Aftr check2..tup2 disuspek denggi bile anne tunjuk bintik2 merah kt bwh kelopak mate..=_= S-test yg ikat tgn tu,xlak kuar bintik2 kt tgn..jadi..deorg amik darah lak utk pstikan negative atau positive denggi.. Time g blik amik darah utk pathlab pnye,abg kaunter tu ley lak dtg bilik tu n dduk kt dpn anne..gayenye mcm mneman anne lak.. 2student yg b4 anne x pulak die duk tman..dtg anne die ley tgk lak..ape kes.. Hmm..debar tgk jarum amik drh tu..da la xde bius... Da dicucuk,drh lak ngade2 xnk kuar..mule la abg 'draculla' korek2 urat.. *Ouch!!*.. Da korek2 n nmpk drh mule pnuhi tube,ley lak abg 'draculla' tnye ''cket x dik?'' Anne jwb la ''cket ckit la..'' Lam hati lak ngomel..maunye x cket lau da dikorek2 urat tu..>_<ish! Ncb baik abg 'draculla' goodlooking gak.. hahaha.. (haish anne ni..nakal lak arini bile tgk doc n sume yg duk jenguk anne bile kate ade bintik2 merah lam mate tu sume jnis yg not bad..encem2 n gudlooking..haha.. Nakal2! =P ngeee~ ) Ah!tp xkire...cket tetap cket..>.<

So..aftr da kne amik drh 1 tube..g amik ubt..
''Ubat batuk..ni ngantuk..jd mkn wktu mlm je..ubat selseme pn same..mngantuk..makan waktu mlm atau rce mmg perlu cgt2..(elak ngntuk lam cls)..Antibiotic ni..mkn cmpi habis ye..ikut spt yg dinyatekn.. Panadol..lau rce dmm..mkn la.. N yg ni Vitamin B Complex mkn 1hari ckali utk bg bdn awak btenage ckit memandangkn awk nmpk pucat n tubuh nmpk lemah.. So..mkn la ye..''
Me : Duhh~~byk tul la.. 'Smarties','Skittles','M&M'.. Yucks!
*terkebil2 memandang ubat..=| erm~~*

Xcke tul mam ubat..>.< Hmm..result darah PKU akn dpt ahad nnt.. So..mnurut PKU..lau drh tu xnormal,deorg akn call anne..n if normal,deorg xcall.. Doa anne..xkn dpt la paggilan dr PKU ahad nnt..cmge sumenye ok.. Lenguh tgn yg kne cucuk ni..huu..
Nite..ade cls...aftr cls g meeting lak..anne ditarik utk join SIFE oleh abg Am..da die bcuare..anne g la kan.. N dan2 gak dpt komitmen bru bile anne antare AJK yg akn in charge lam program baru nnt.. Aduyai~ Ya ALLAH....jgn la clash ngn Persadatari.. Amin...

Alek bilik hmpir kul 12am.. N start stdy..esk mgkin ade test.. Huuu....hope xde la test esk...how i wish~

He's 21.. Ours T.E.N - E.I.G.H.T

Itz 15 Nov.. Itz our anniversary.. It has been 10months we'v got to know each other n becoming frens..n it has been 8months we'r in relationship.. Hoping dat this will laz forever.. ILY..

Bsides our anniversary..itz also his bday.. Hppy bday abg..^_~ cmge pnjg umur n murah rzeki.. Cmge abg dpt kecapi ape yg abg impikan.. N anne doakn yg tbaik utk abg.. 

21 years old..but u'r already grad..degree lak tu.. Besh tul..hehe.. Mm..pape pn..on this special day of urs...hppy2 clalu ye..^_^

Hmm...stdy utk test kul 5-6pm nnt.. Animal Anatomy&Physiology.. Dicbbkn dmm ni..pale agk tingtong.. Stdy pn rce cam stakat lau je lam pale..aduy~ >_< tkutnye!!!! Test...pliz be nice to me yea...T_T

N like always..di saat kalut,genting,serabut....My guardian akn muncul out of no where.. Cmlm nga tension abs ngn esaimen ttbe dpt brite dr sang guardian..hee~ agk hppy..^_~ Hmm..so far,lum ade ag org yg watkn ht ni rce cng lam mce yg singkat time nga kalut.. My guardian n my vvip... These two guys always make my heart smile in wutever situations i'm in.. Thanx so much..really appreciate kehadiran insan2 ni lam hidup anne..  

Maceh cz trime anne lam hdup masing2..making me a part of ur life too.. My guardian never disappoint me.. Juz like Orion stars yg cntiace wat ht rce tng time nmpk Orion kt langit..=) My vvip..thnx for making me hppy.. <3
2.++am.....*tkesima 5saat*.. gare2 si die yg ttbe melamar.. I'm touched..=') U've made it sounds..way too special laz nite... InsyaAllah lau itu jodoh yg ditetapkanNYA...anne trime..^_~ <3
::~aku akn mnyayangi mu..ku kan setia kepada mu..ku kan slalu di sisi mu..seumur hidup mu..~::

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Hmm...cls arini ptutnye ade kul 9-11am...2-3pm..5-6pm(test!)..tp.... bwat pnat je angun awl kul 7lbh..g cls..tggu cmpi 9.30am..lect x mcuk,kiteorg pn chao...da la ujan lebat.. Anne yg dmm,kne ujan lak..mmg tbaik la.. Alek bilik,menggigil dibuatnye.. So mam ubat...ngat nk tido 30min.. But then...dpt brite yg cls 5-6pm pn xde gak...lect g KL..so cls arini n esk cancel! Haha...sah2 la trus anne tido cmpi kul 1pm.. Elok je aftr alarm bunyi,si die call.. Mmm..ckp jap..n then ngn mlsnye nk bersiap ke cls kul 2pm..pale cgt pening.. Ncb la duk on9...ckali tbace post yg mngatekn cls 2-3pm cancel gak!! HOORREY!!!!! Arini hari cuti bg anne la cmni... Lau tau..harus anne tido ckup2 pagi td..xde la dmm cmule...hmm...
Kul 3pm kuar..g hepa nk kuarkn duit..n my gosipm8 lak ttbe de meeting..tggu la die clame 1jam20min.. Cpnjg mnunggu..de jmpe abg amir(MC) n abg paie peru-peru.. Hehe..deorg ni mmg cke caring lbh agk.. Tiap kali jmpe abg paie peru2 msti die tnye chat ke x..ni jmpe abg amir lam keadaan cuare ala2 rock ni lak,ade ke nk diheretnye ke PKU..harusla xnk! >_< N of coz abg amir xbjaye..kih3.. Then dduk kt tgge..ttbe abg paie peru2 tgur ckp muke pucat n tnye chat ke x.. Trace cam rmai lak yg mnjage since he grad.. Mm..abg2 ni pnye concern watkn anne makin rindu zaman sem 2 ade la.. When there was me n him..n them..together..here at UMT.. But now...not NEmore..='( Rndu2... Mm...
Finally..kul 4.45pm bru cmpi tmpt mkn..cmpi bilik kul 6pm.. Kcjukkan..ujan..so lepak2 je..
Aftr mgrb,pulun ngn report lak...aduy~ Hope cpt abs..biar ckup tido ckit..bru la cpt baik dmm..T_T
11pm..di saat khusyuk wat report...ttbe tgerak hati nk check bwh mate pucat ke x.. Cam biace la..cam yg doc clalu wat lau kite dmm..doc tarik mate bawah utk tgk kelopak mate yg bwh tu pucat ke x kn... N i found out that....pucat tu mmg pucat..(biace je cmni cz rndh kandungan darah/haemoglobin,low blood pressure)..tp..mlmni anne tgk ciap ade bintik2.. ade red(blood) spots kt klopak mate tu..ade la 3-4spots gak.. Erk!!apekah?! o.O try tnye ngn kosm8 yg pnh amik medic dlu..abg faiz.. Abg tu ckp..lau ade kuaar bintik2 kt tmpt lain,bkmungkinan ianye DENGGI! Owh my!! Pliz say NO! x mgkin.. Doa anne...xde la cmpi thp pnyakit yg bukn2 tu.. Hmm..i have to givup..clalu org suro g pusat kesihatan,mmg anne xkn g..tp kalini pnye hal...jwbnye esk anne akn g la.. Hurmm...

11.11.11 Nice Date rite??^_~

So...itz 11/11/11.. Wutz up with 11 November 2011.. Juz love d number rite..^_^ Beautiful.. Arini...xbpe nk besh..since 11/11/11 at 10pm..bus gerak alek ke ganu..T_T can i hev another one week holiday?? NOT! Hmm...cjak cmlm tkak da rce cgt weird.. N arini lak cket tkak,seseme n batuk mule dtg.. Adeyh~ Hmm..si die pn cket gak.. Chemistry makin kuat nmpknye or kbtulan?? hehe.. pape je la... 
Nite...cblm off gerak ke tminal..ibu belikn burger n icecream choc!!! PARADISE!! Yeay!! Da cket,ag mam icecream..mmg ubat paling mujarab! Kih3..^_~ Ckenye.. Hmm..till then..^_^

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A girl likes to be called “Angel” or
“Princess”.. rather than “Darling”
and “Baby”…!
She will drop a lot of hints to tell
you that she Loves you…. But she
won’t come right out and say “I
like u” out of her innocent
shyness..
She loves to feel special, even
though she might not show it.. A
girl can think about her love for
18+ hours straight. No
exaggeration….. When a guy says
something really sentimental, she
will remember it forever.. …She
gets embarrassed easily, even if
you don't know what the hell just
happened… !:D…… When a girl
cooks for you.. You know..? U
mean a lot to her .^_^
She feels so secured when she
hears violent statements from you
like "If that guy keeps looking at
you, I'm going to tear his head
off"
She feels honored.. when u ask
her advice ....She feels shy..
when you look at her silently.. She
feels protective when she is
dependent on you..:)

Mimpi SUKANUN 9May2011..T_T

9Nov2011...Mimpi anne cmlm..tntg event SUKANUN (tmcuk pciapan sukanun yg bmule dr bln March..) blangsung di UMT bln May2011.. Mcm2 memori.. Sungguh..hati ni cgt mrindui saat tu.. Even agk azab..tp seronok..^_~
X pasal2 ngs pepagi bute cbb rindu.. huu...TT_TT genap 6bulan la aftr show SUKANUN yg bg impact kt junior Psadatari..(ckrg xla junior cgt since ade yg lbh junior..hehe..) Mm.. Tmcuk gak knangan bcme si die cpnjg pciapan event..blgsungnye event..n absnye event.. Rindu...='( Even cmlm da jmpe..tp mmpi mlm td watkn rce rindu cam da lme xjmpe..=_='' ish3..
Motif cgt mmpi mlm td.. haish~ Mmm.......Nad..Hana..Annie..Amir..Shafiq..Iwan..Abe Mitchie..Fara Katik..Dayat.. abg Khalil..abg Rezz..abg Riri..abg Alep..abg Muiz..kak Lyn..kak Piqa..kak Syawal.. Hmm...batch sem lpas mmg d besh..


Mmm..ketensionan mule melande bile ngadap notes n esaimen yg berderet.. Aduyai~ I hate 2nd year..yet im loving it.. cane tu ea?? Pape je la.. Hm..lam mce yg cme my love pn ade konflik die yg tcndiri.. Anne xtau nk wat cane..cyezly anne rce im not helping him at all.. Itz not dat i dun want to..but i really dunno how.. All dat i can do is pray.. Doa anne..cmge abg dpt hadapi sumenye nggn sabar.. InsyaAllah..kene carenye,sumenye jd mudah... I'll always b there for u..

Malas Update Blog *cyezly*

4Nov2011- Bahagie...dpt alek jb arini..^_~ Btolak kul 9am..cmpi trminal larkin kul 7.40pm..(cpnjg pjalanan amat mnyiksekn...pening nk muntah..=_=) Trun je bus,ibu da bdiri blkg bus.. hi3.. Then dan2 gerak ke kipmart..beli brg nk masak utk raye.. Sesak! Then alek uma kul 10pm.. Hppynye dpt alek uma.. Tgk M-Ber n Winter..haish~geram >.< 
5Nov2011- Jln2...g JJTC..bli brg dapur ckit..ptg alek uma.. Cik N tido uma..kene la tido ngn mak mlmni..huuu...
6Nov2011- Arini Hari Raya AidilAdha... kul 12.30pm bru gerak g uma nenek.. Aftr g uma nenek..g amik mak kt uma tok kampung melayu.. Cdey..atok tu da xde..lau x,msti da kne gomosh ngn arwah atol.. ='( Cube utk x ngs.. Ckali mak ngah lak ley pluk kuat cmbil ngs ckp ''atok da xde ain..atok da xde..'' 3-4x diulang mnde yg cme.. Mane x brair mate ni.. ='( isk3.. Kul 4pm bru alek uma.. Lepak ngn fmly..
7Nov2011- Been at home for d whole day.. Bushan..cik N alek aftr mgrb.. Try wat esaimen...but not working..try stdy...rce cam 1jam 1slide..=_= aduyai~
8Nov2011- Arini kuar ngn my love..he fetched me at 11.40am.. Reached JJTC at 12.10pm..trus tgk tiket wyg.. Finally decided for Tower Heist..^_^ quite fun...hehe.. Hmm..cpnjg mce ngn si die..kdg2 fkiran ni mule mlayang fkir hal yg blaku time konvo laz month..bile tringat,mcm2 rce mule timbul..rce cam mara,cdey,rce xmo geng org pn ade..even cbnrnye ht rce rindu cgt..n xnk ingt ag tragedi tu..(tragedi la cgt~) Mmm..cube cbaik mgkin utk xbg si die notice mood yg ttbe brubah bile tringt hal tu.. Ingtkn bjaye... ckali.......................nope..  Si die anta alek uma kul 5.40pm.. Kul 8pm gtu bru mule mcg..n bru je nk say cowy lau si die ade tpracan my behavior..ckali die pn ckp die nk tnye hal tu.. aduy~ Npe lju je die ni detect ea?? hurmm~~ xpe la..yg pntg da luahkn..n he noes.. Mm...^_^ thnx for everything..
Nite..cbe utk stdy.. >_<erm~~~~