Itz 19Aug2012..1st Syawal..Itz Eid! N anne dpt 'hadiah terindah' di pagi raye.. Bknnye ade rombongn merisik..meminang or khwn... Nk tau ape die??? Anne dpt mcg raye dr seseorg.. Tnpe org tu,anne xde kt dunie ni..org tu ialah Papa anne! Utk ptame kalinye anne dpt mcg raye dr insan yg bgelar papa...I've been waiting for diz moment for 12 years....every birthday n raya.. Itz finally happened! Tkujat gak anne dpt mcg dr number yg xde lam contact yg mngaku dirinye papa n pggil anne ngn name anne.. ''Assalamualaikum..papa ucapkan salam aidilfitri wat ain n keluarga di johor. Nanti papa bagi duit raya ya. Ni papa kat kelantan. Hujung bulan papa blik jb. Salam papa wat smua. Take cre..'' Haaa....cmtula mcgnye..mne x tkejut anne..da la nga melayan mate time tu.. dkat 10x anne ulang bce mcg tu ngn hrpn bkn mmpi n bkn anne yg mamai.. Mmg btul anne dpt mcg tu for real!! Ngan soalan bendulnye anne ley tnye cmule kt org tu ''Thanx.. Salam aidilfitri jgak.. Hmm..ni papa???'' N dat guy answered ''Ya..papa ni..da lame ain x dtg rumh papa..kt senai tu.. Ain ape kbr? Cuti smpai bile?'' Anne pn jwb la soalan tu...n waiting for his reply..but....cmpi anne ttido..cmpi subuh..cmpi tgh/h..cmpi ptg..mlm....no reply.. Hmm...told ibu bout d mcg...ibu ckp ibu da lme da bg num anne kt papa..tp papa yg xcntact anne.. Hmm............He is my mystery guy...he is my Papa.. Anne xknal die..bce mcg die pn anne cam xde feeling..jz rce tkejut je cz tibe2 die muncul out of no where cmtu.. Slain dari rce tkjut,mmg no feeling..tp yg pelik..why do these tears came out bile anne bce mcg dr die?? xde feeling..tp mate nangis ttbe.. Anne pn naik pelik ngn diri cndiri.. Haha..nta pape... Well...besh jugak rcenye bile papa mule contact anne...mybe itz d beginning of a new chapter..
Mm...rye kalini doesnt begin wit a gud start..ngn surprise dr papa je d only gud thing i guess... Other than dat,mak lak yg wat prangai..nta npe dr cmlm asyik nk cari psl ngn anne..Dkat sparuh hari cmlm anne gasak mnahan air mate.. Then awl pagi ag aftr subuh anne nk tolong die kat dapur...tp die lak wat anne cm tunggul.. Cpe yg xkcik ht.. 30min anne cube nk tolong..cube ajk bckp...tp die wat dunno je.. Anne terus mcuk bilik..ngn hrpn nk tido utk ilangkn rce mara..tp sebaliknye anne duk ngs pulak..nta pehal mate ni asyik nk berair je lately.. I hate crying cz it makes me feel weak...aftr ngs,msti bdn letih n rce lmah..bru kul 9pm..tp anne rce mate cgt pdih cam nk kne gam..tp nk nk tgk Vanilla Chocolate Raya punye psl...anne stay dpn tv.. 11pm anne mcuk bilik aftr cite VCR abs...m tgrak ht nk mrapu lam blog cndiri..(ni la hasilnye..).. Ncb baikla by 2pm mood mak da mule ok arini.. Alhamdulillah... (mak ni nta pape..raye2 pn nk emo..ncb baik x bterusan cmpi rye ke-2..lau x....nta la..)... Mm...esk nk ke Labis Segamat...umah tok busu.. Yeay! (duno y i always get excited bile nk g sane..tp bile da cmpi sane,d excitement gone..)..
Hm...k la..anne da xtau nk merapu ape..yg pntg anne rce bdn anne cgt cket rite now..hrp2 aftr tido ok la..mybe my BP low..cmlm pn check BP 109/65...99/58...102/63..quite low.. Well...till my fingers feel like dancing on this keyboard for new entry.. Salam Aidilfitri!!!!
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