Owh My Final Year~~

6 Oct 2012...genap 1 bulan 2 hari arwah mak kembali kepadaNYA....tp rasenye cam bru kelmarin sume ni blaku.. Mgkin disbbkn stress jd fikiran asyik ingat arwah mak.. Mau x stressnye..baru abs report LI yg 4malam bturut xtido dibuatnye,now kne wat slide proposal.. Haih...kje pulun la tiap mlm..Ptg kul 4-5.30pm...anne tido aftr mndi cz rce xlarat..bdan cket2..pale berat..tp x pulak dmm.. I know tido aftr asar is not gud tp..dr terus2an cngal satu bdn..baik rhtkn dri trus.. N anne mmpi arwah mak..=') arwah mak ajar masak ape nta anne xtau la.. lam mmpi tu die suro anne lecek kentang n ade sayur2 ckit..da mcm begedil pn ade.. hehe.. xde diolog pn lam mmpi tu.. Pstu arwah tok lak ade lam bilik nga baring2..tp anne xdpt lak jmpe die lam mmpi tu..cume tau yg die nga golek2 time kiteorg nk masak.. N then trus anne angun.. Hmm..ayang rindu atok cgt..n ain rindukn mak jgak...how i miss both of u..
Mlm lak sambung wat slide.. Buntu la nk wat cane slide ni...journal lak mcm2..serabut da otak ni.. (xpe..kate nk grad,kne la bsusah2 dlu..^_~v peace).. Letih tu da mmg pasti la..mlmni tido awl..2.++am da tido da...xlarat nk ngadap..badan da bise.. Cowy la Aedes...no chatting tonite..=) Owh ye...arini anne dpt tortoise 2 ekor..^_^ Name deorg Chrysoberyl(girl) n Pistachio(boy)... Tp Chryso lak yg over nakal.. Chio lak diam je.. Sleepy head.. Chryso pnye style tido la plg hebat..nta ape pnye style nta.. Macam asalnye monyet..tp kne sumpah jd kure2..cmtu la lagaknye.. Tgk ni..

Cke pnjat pokok..

Tido pn atas pokok=_= cngal chryso~

7 Oct 2012...Itz sunday! patut bgembire cz cls arini mlm je kul 8-9pm...tp better cmpn je dlu rce hppy tu.. Mood tukar jd stress bile kne ngadap barang FYP dr 11am-5pm... Naik tingtong da ngadap larvae n bilik culture room yg mcm sauna tu gare2 aircond rosak..(lau x,bilik tu da cam eskimo pulak..cjuk cmpi lebam kuku..).. Pstu ngn bilik yg confirm pnuh ngn fungus tu.. Lau org low immunity cn4m sakit... Balik bilik aftr mndi cmbung wat slide...tu pn mule rase tkak cam xslese..cam nk batuk n seseme...aftr mgrb trus gerak g cls lak.. Aftr cls kne tman kak aina g mam cz cik abg die xde (de interview kje). Aftr mam trus g studio lak..trening,tutoring til 12.30am..(8oct da)..gud thing,rce x selese tkak tu da ilang..^_^ Alek bilik cmbung wat slide ag til 4.30am.. Ciap slide kul 3.30am..tp 1jam yg laz tu anne xley tido cz nangis.. Xtau la care nk elak diri dr ngs bile ingt arwah mak.. Siang2 xley ngs..t org prcn.. Mlm2 la d best time to let it all out..n even tiap kali mndi pn ade je nk ngalir air mate ni.. Ncb l dtg si Amir n Syam Aedes ttbe wat lawak pepagi bute..eventually stop jugak la anne dr ngs..then bru ttido.. Hmm... Dear heart...pliz stay strong..i need u to be tough...cz im facing a hectic life..
8 Oct 2012...baru nk lege cz proposal slide da ciap n da anta kt co-sv...tp ckrg kne rcau tntg esaimen yg nk kne anta esk lak.. Y do i feel like there's no time for me to hev a one gud rest...mmm.... Somehow anne da mule rindu uma.. Ibu ckp ibu xjd dtg diz week...tp nnt ibu nk ikut anta anne dr jb-umt time alek dr cuti rye hj t..=) Mm...i know..msti ibu pn rce cam xsggup nk lpaskn anne alek umt cmule while ibu tggl ngn uma yg pnuh ngn knangan bsame mak.. Tgk gmba ibu pn ibu nmpk susut n pucat..sayu ht ni bile tgk keadaan ibu cmtu.. Means i cant let her see my tears that might make her weaker.. I need to be strong for her... Yea i admit..cjak mak xde, kewangan ibu makin x stabil..lau ade mak dlu,mak tukang salur2 kt anne..ckrg..no more mak..no more salur2...nk mntk ibu pn,sush.. Nk mntk kt papa????jnji palsu=_= bile la papa nk cdar yg anak papa ag sorg kt cni pn need sumting from u.. mgkn cz anne ank ppuan..jd die x ksh agknye.ank llaki die je yg disanjung sntiase... Mm..jeles ke anne ngn adik llaki anne yg 2 org tu?? a bit.. Tp adat dunie kn...yg sulong kne ngalah.. orite..enuf bout papa..=_= no wonder mak mara cgt ngn papa.
Mm...dunie ckrg rce cam tunggang langgang...fkiran rjin cgt mlayang lately... Lg btmbh ingt kt mak la jdnye.. Ya Allah..kuatkanlah hati hambaMU ni.. Tgh anne cdeyh2...Chryso cngal wat anne gelak.. Gigih kure2 sekor ni..

Cubaan nk escape atau mmg cje nk gayut cmtu?? Die keraskn diri kt ctu..

Nta ape2 pnye prangai la si Chryso ni.. Cube jadi anak kure2 yg normal ley x??

Hehe...=) Atleast now ade la pneman utk ilangkn tension.. Wat anne tergelak dikale ht mnangis.. Mm..^_~ u r stronger than u've ever imagined..(Orion, 2012).