5Sept12(Wednesday).....Laz nite was hard for me.. Bile ingt mak..air mate mule bjurai.. N mlm cmlm agk sush bg anne utk tido.. Dr org yg cke tido lam gelap..anne jd takut bile bergelap.. Hati jd bdebar x mnentu..jd resah...takut cndiri.. Bile da bukak lmpu,tnang ckit.. tp bile nk kuar g toilet yg kt cblh bilik pn,jd pnakut.. Then anne cube cari kwn utk tman anne...Amir Hakim jd pneman..tp tu pn utk 1jam je..die pn ttido.. Itz omost 2am.. I tried to sleep...but cudnt..da mcm2 ayat yg anne tau anne bce..tp rce takut x ilang..then bile nk tlelap je,rce katil bgegar cam ade org naik..mne x tkejut anne..rce cam nk lari g bilik ibu..tp anne kuatkn cmngt..truskn mmbce n ignore je prcaan takut tu.. Laz2 hmpir kul 3am bru ttido.. Wut a nite..
Angun pagi kul 9.30am..anne cube utk tido cmule..but..bile tringat yg mak da xde..anne rce cgt cdey..rce cam cgt x caye ngn ape yg blaku cmlm..rce cam mmpi je.. No more rutin naik turun HSI... Ya Allah...anne rce cam lum cdie utk sume ni..byk yg anne lum abs nuntut ngn mak.. Mcm2 lauk anne x abs blaja ag ngn mak..kuih n kek pn bru half way.. Hutang ngn mak pn anne xbyr ag kt mak.. Mak la ni yg suro anne beli je dlu hadiah utk Bubu..mak suro kai duit mak dlu..kaler hadiah tu pn mak yg pilih.. Hope he'll like it.. Mm..ibu cuti arini..so..bile berteman..anne xla ngs..bile tgk mate ibu..nmpk cgt die tahan diri dr mnangis.. Bile tgk ibu cmtu..anne cube kuatkn diri gak utk x nangis dpn ibu.. It is hard for us..masing2 kne kuat utk each other... Hmm..arini tahlil hari ke-2 wat kt surau mutiara rini..cz ckrg org bz marhaban..lau nk wat kt uma,xrmai org ley join..so..best way deorg suro wat kt surau..masak kt uma..anta kt surau.. Start aftr mgrb..n d guys got back home around 9.++pm... Cmpi je kt uma..deorg sume kebulur..ncb baik mak ngah da wat ns goreng cili padi awl2.. Aftr mkn..deorg sume alek..kul 10pm uma da cnyap da.. Tggl anne,ibu,abah n adik.. Mlmni anne ajk nad tman anne... Nad tman until 3.++am..(6Sept)..so kurg la rce tkut tu...
6Sept12(Thurs)...i woke up at 9.30am..cried a bit n fall asleep..woke up again at 10.20am.. So..angun..mandi.. then cdai kain lak..kain batik lepas yg wat cover jasad mak.. Nk cdai kain tu pn puas anne tahan sebak.. Mcm nk pitam rce cket mnahan rce nk nangis tu..hmm.. Uma jd sunyi bile abah ibu kje..adik lak skola.. Lau bfore diz ade mak..now not anymore.. Bfore diz lau adik alek skola je,msti dgr mak bebel mara adk suro tuka bju..ckrg x lg..xckenye prasaan cmni.. Kul 2pm..ibu btolak ke srawak..kul 3pm adik alek skola.. Kul 6.15pm abah n adik g skola..cz ade solat hajat.. Arini tahlil wat kt surau uma pak andak anne..yg llaki je g..anne tggl uma sorg2.. Bile mkck2 tau anne tggl sorg, mak ngah n mama pn muncul kt uma..tman anne.. Kul 9.35pm abah n adik alek..10pm uma da cnyap.. Tggl anne,adik n abah.. 11pm anne mcuk blik..try utk kmas beg..tp cdeynye bile nk packing.. Im trying to pack..slowly.. Till then..
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