Unexpected..Thanx A Lot..

5th day of fasting.. Means..1bulan 3hari je ag kt uma... So...cmlm anne meraban nta pape due to heartache..(cowy bout that...juz by doing that,i feel much better..so..let me be..)... N...cgt xcgke yg my ex ley lak muncul.. N he gav lotz of advise though.. Tp..mcm die xtau yg anne ni dgilnye cmne kn.. Thanx NEway.. U noe wut... Anne tau my prob ckrg ni lgsg xpenting (even if u say so)..lau bru ckit cmni anne rce cket.. Then..bile anne fkir org yg paling malang kt universe ni..tu yg watkn anne rce mmg cgt xperlu anne lean on anybody.. Im juz way too lucky than that person yg plg malang tu.. My ex ckp that anne shud lean on someone..cz we're living in community.. Mm..so much of community... I like it diz way.. I dun wana b a burden to others..no matter how close that person is..clagi anne ley bnafas,anne akn cmatkn dri dr dunie cndiri.. So..to my ex..dun worry.. Then... Yg plg anne x expect,my old buddy turut mencemar duli aftr she saw my entry..(kau follow aku ke?aku xtau lak..hee~) Thanx pumpkin.. Aku cke dgr pcakapan kau aftr kau tau probs aku..even care kau a bit brutal...tp..tu yg wat aku cheer up cmule..^_^ N that makes me miss The 4Teen'z Crew.. Kite 4org xcme pale..tp ley jd group yg besh.. We'll forever be D14'z C.. <3 Zaman kegemilangan dulu.. Aku rce freedom.. Thanx pal.. T kau picit idung GP kau utk aku.. Geram tgk die..=)
Hm...x lupe gak Mr.FS..mamat sorg ni mmg xtau mnde pn.. He dun even noe yg anne ade blog.. Cmlm tu da cntk je timing.. Phne kul 11.40pm ag da cnyap..of cz my love da ttido.. Anne mcg la Mr.FS ni ckp anne da off..lappy anne nk tido..die pn ptut off..lappy die ngs2 nk tido tu..(nipu je lbh anne ni kan..haha.. anne nk ckp yg anne pn nk tido..cje la nk time alone..kne la mlarikn dri dr dunie luar..).. So..anne ingt nk mule rutin perah mate la cam biace..Then..amik la port..bru je nk feeling cowg2..  Tp...xjadi..... Cbb....Mr.FS cbuk ni ttbe ckp ''lappy tido..phne lak bjage...n phne fndy ckp die nk kcau phne anne jugak..'' Ok~~dr elok2 mate ni berkace,xjd trus.. cz melayan kebengongan Mr.FS.. Hikhik..nta pape je merapu cmpi kul 2.30am.. o.O xcdar kot.. Clalunye time cmni anne da jd weak..bru pas stop ngs n mamai nk tido.. Tp mlm cmlm..xjd nk ngs.. Mr.FS call kul 2.30am.. N.............die wat supersavers! =_= (byk cdt??lau byk cgt,meh salur cni meh..=P heh..).. Jd..wut a nite...kne la merapu 1jam ngn Mr.FS.. Not bad jugak since mood nk ngs pn ilang bile bckp ngn org..nk2 mamat cngal cam Mr.FS.. Hikhik.. Laz2 kul 3.30am tamatkn pbualan.. N 3.45am anne tido.. Well...atleast mlm cmlm x ditemani air mate.. N hope mlmni jgn la Mr.FS wat gile ag.. Cz anne lum ckup lpas geram cndiri.. Clagi rce xpuas ngs,xkn tenang cgt... So..hope that my emotion jd stabil cpat2..(tp cane nk stabil..bile teringat je,trus rce cket n nk ngs...T_Tmasalah tul la...pehal nta sensitiv cgt..)..Hmm...mlmni buke kt uma nenek..(ade ank kucing ag x?nk men ank kucing!! ^_~ <3 )
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Xjadi g uma nenek pn..buke kt uma je.. Hmm..so..it was quite a boring day.. Ade la jugak mcg2 dr Mr.FS..tp kjap2 je.cz bile die tau anne on9..die pn on la kan..so...byk mce spent on fb.. Rite before off9,cmpat chatting ngn mirul..(my exKMNSian n now UMTian juz like me..juz die len kos..).. Mirul ni yg ttbe chat suro tgk video yg die wat... So..da tgk tu..alang2 ade die,anne tnye la tntg Mr.FS n My Guardian.. N im so glad yg anne cmpt utk chat ngn die about diz n get clearer thoughts.. Ape yg anne alami..i mean d guy yg approach me..sumenye Mirul pnah lalui jugak.. So..cbg seorg yg berpengalaman,die bg pndapat tntg situasi anne.. Mm..=) Quite logic ngn keterangan die.. He knows that im not a magnet..but myb im quite attractive.. Datz wut he said to me.. Thanx mirul.. Mm.. Then....kul 4.30pm tu anne da bushan xtau nk wtpe..tido la..cmpi kul 5.45pm.. Angun mndi..stndby brg utk buke..then tgk tv ngn ibu sume..(arini org astro dtg..tukar jd astro beyond la pulak..).. Bile duk sorg2 kt dpn..tgk rmote beyond tu,cam tgk phne bru pulak..belek2,godeh2 function.. Hee~ Aftr buke..tgk tv ag..cite Dan Sebenarnya.. Cke cite ni..cweet je.. Jmpe lam mmpi..berkawan..bercinte...sume lam mmpi.. In d end bru jmpe for real.. Hmm..^_~ Mlmni ingt nk blog walking.. (9.50pm)
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10.50pm- Xde entry yg mnarik phatian.. Alone!! Ni la mce yg ditggu2.. N jgn tnye mne my abg ea..cn4m la die da tido dlu.. Hm.....ncb ade abg dean..abg kesayangan ni! Nk kcau abg khalil,xnmpk lak..nmpk amir je.. Tp lum ade mood nk kcau amir... Biarla..xnk kcau cpe2 ag..duk diam2 je.. Hm..fkiran mule ingt tntg duit lg.. Adeyh~~ Ttbe rce nk ngs... ='( *mood sensitiv dtg ag da.. T_T isk3..*  bnci kne suffer n deal ngn feeling cmni..='(  diary n blog r my bestfren!lebbiiuu...heartless book n machine..   *stop n away..mngubat hati cndiri..*