Hppy?? Sad?? In between?? Hurm~

25th day of fasting... Ag 5hari je nk raye! N arini bday adik cdare.. I called her Didi.. N also.....my guardian’s bday..

Nta npe..mcm kne bg ubat tido... Kul 12.40am anne da lenyap di alam mimpi.. Mmg xcdar mnde da.. Angun cahur kul 3.50am..dgr bunyi bising2 ibu n mak riuh rendah..nta ape deorg wat.. Ckali tgk phne..ade missedcalls n mcgs dr my dear.. Then..anne anta mcg cahur kt si die..n xlupe gak utk my guardian.. Aftr cahur anne tido la.. Time si die mcg,anne cdar..tp time guardian mcg,mmg anne da tido mati ag ckali.. Angun Subuh pn cam org mamai.. Pas solat tido...

Angun kul 10.45am..besh gile tido! Then tgh/h anne on9 jap.. Ckali...tkejut bile tgk FB..cbb..kt ctu die tulis name2 org yg cmbut bday arini.. Antarenye my guardian!! Adeyh~~~cane anne ley tlupe ni...=_= Dan2 anne anta mcg n then post kt FB... Cowy ye awk...sy xcngaje...T_T

Arini buke kt Tesco.. (xtau pn actually nk g tesco or jusco).. Katenye nk nk kuar cari brg raye..n brg dapur.. Ckali otw,mak dpt call.. Mak mertua die jtuh..n now kt hospital.. Yg wat btambah suspen,bile atok muntah n buang air,msti ade drh pekat yg kuar... Then katenye doktor nk tebuk tekak atok so that ley bg atok makan.. Ya Allah..cmpi cmtu ckali.. Hope atok ok..=’( Anne cyg atok ni cam anne cyg arwah tok anne dlu.. Lam kete tu anne da pelik cz abah drive kt jln yg asing bg anne.. Anne tnye la nk g ane.. Then ibu n mak serentak ckp nk g hspital..so..ok la.. Anne pn seperti biace..bile lam kete bukn fokus cgt jln kt luar..lbh kpd khayal..then men mcg.. Ckali bile anne tcdar,tau2 abah nk belok ke Tesco.. o.O anne pelik la..kate nk g hspital..tp cmpi kt tesco lak.. Bile anne tnye ibu..ibu diam.. Bile tnye mak..mak kate.. Mak ni cpe..hnye mmpu ckp..duk mnumpang lagi.. Org da xcke..mmg xnk la die bwk.. Zasss! Sentap! Trus lam ht anne ckp ‘’Abh tu mmg..lau esk2 die cket..nazak ke..xde org nk dtg jenguk bru padan muke!huh!!! Pakal je aku xde kete..lau x..xya la nk ikut abh cgt..=_=hish! Kurg pahale poce..’’ Haish~nta ape nk jd ngn abah ni..

Kt tesco jln2 cari bju mne yg bkenan...then shopping brg dapur.. Pstu anne da jmpe brg yg plg sesuai utk dijadikan hadiah utk si die.. Cume 1 je la..hope si die cke.. Cz anne da abs puas perah otak fkir nk beli ape n mcm mne brgnye..  Maklum la..xbiace nk beli brg utk lelaki..hehe.. Time jln2 kt tesco tu jugak ttbe dpt mcg dr my guardian! Ttbe anne rce cgt hppy..^_~ He’s back... die ckp thanx cz wish...then die ingt anne nk wish pagi td..upenye x pn.. Ah sudah~kne la anne bohong sunat utk jge ht die.. Cowy awk.. Yg pntg awk hppy dpt wish tu..^_^ Pstu anne terus terang ckp yg anne rndu die..n tnye mnde die mnyepi.. Die lak jwb..cowy..die xcngaje mnyepi..jadual die yg bterabur n sumtimes die xde mce.. N die gak ckp mne ley anne rindu2 die..kang bf anne marah.. tp yg psti..die expect mcg dr anne tiap hari.. N tiap cahur,msti die cari phne dlu utk tgk mcg anne ade sent ke x..^_~hikhik.. Die gak ckp yg anne jgn lupe..kne jge kchtn anne btul2..(die cgt memahami..lau anne wat kje lbh je,msti mule kurg chat..he knows dat pretty well..).. Then die kate.. ‘’if awk ade probs..sy ade je kt cni..ok princess..?’’ Mm..=) Bahagienye anne dgr... Tgh2 bahagie..ckali......guardian ckp die ade minat kt cowg gurl yg da 4thn die knal..tp gurl ni xthn 1 mnde... (anne da mule takut..cz anne ley agk ape yg die akn ckp..)..guardian ckp gurl tu xthn yg die jd guardian anne..n ade la jugak gurl tu majok ngn guardian.. (Gosh!!!!ape yg anne takutkn clame ni da jd betul2.. =’( npe cmni..?).. Sentap di ctu.. Mmg cdey la kan.. Npe la gurl tu xnk fhm hubungan guardian-princess kiteorg ni cam my dear one fhm.. Even my guardian da explain byk kali..but d gurl xnk trime.. Then guardian ckp..guardian pause contact ngn gurl tu.. Cmlm bru deorg contact cmule n da ok da... tp..anne rce gurl tu msti xley trime jugak.. S i expected..guardian ckp gurl tu lum ley trime sepenuhnye.. T_T cmge ht gurl tu tbukak utk trime.. Anne bukn nk jd madu die pn.. Anne juz nk bersahabat baik ngn my guardian yg da 1thn lbh anne knal..yg mnjage anne clame ni.. Even da cmni pn..guardian mch amik berat tntg kchatn anne.. Terharu ngn sikap prihatin die.. Bru kjap rce bahagie ngn kehadiran die cmule..  Now??is he going to leave me??=/ Hope not.. Pliz dun go my guardian...=( I need u to stay...