23Oct12(Tue)....mengharapkan yg roposal tu da di-check oleh SV2 tercyg...malangnye.... Nada(in spanish means xde).. Mm... Mlmni g studio ag utk conduct audition.. Balik dr studio bru check email.. Dr.wahi bg feedback..which im really satisfied wit my hardwork^_~ Dr.wahi xbyk complaint..jz ade yg die btulkn ckit2 typo...n my grammar mistakes.. Hmm.....dr.wahi said its gud..now waiting for feedback from my 'mama'(dr.hazlina) lak...
24Oct12(Wed)....itz d day!!!!! Arini bus alek JB 9.30pm..^_^ N..........arini gak bru dpt feedback from Dr.hazlina... Quite frustrating bile tgk dr. duk nyonteng hardcopy proposal tu...=_= My problem ckrg ni, i hev 2 SVs yg nk ikut pale deorg... Yg A kate cmni.. Yg B kate cmni.. Bile nk puaskn ht due2 org ckali gus, kite yg pening...=_= Aigoooo~~~~ Byk pulak nk kne edit lau ikut pe yg Dr.hazlina nk ni... Cls arin 1-2pm....n 3-5pm...tp yg 3-5pm tu dr.cha cancel cls cz half of us da x mcuk cls da.. So...anne g bookgarden..cje nk wish rye kt boss2...n nk g print borg final proposal..niat nk jmpe boss2 jap je...ckalinye deorg ajk borak... Laz2 kul 4.30pm gak bru ley g print.. Cmpi bilik kul 5pm... Mandi..solat...packing dlu mne brg yg ley dipacking... Agk terhad pncahayaan cz roomates tido..xcdap lak nk bukk lmpu... So...tggu cmpi 6.30pm bru angun n continue kemas-ing.. 7.45pm gerak trun.. Cz my junior jnji nk amik b4 8pm.. But....dak kecik tu muncul 8.08pm... Then die bwk g mam mcD yg btwn mydin n giant.. abs mam sume kul 9.10pm... Ok~~~~anne da start cuak cz tiket kul 9.30pm! Zal lak asyik call da..=_= kalut.. Cmpi kt MBKT kul 9.32pm.. Alhamdlillah bus xcmpi ag... My lucky day i guess... 10.15pm bru bus muncul.. Lege hati..finally...JB...im coming!
25Oct12(Thurs)... On the way to JB...lam bus tu,anne kemabukan..=_= Stop kt Chendor,trun bus je anne cari toilet dlu...muntah terus.. Then stil pning n rce mlayang..elak ter-pengsan je kang..cpt2 g cari asam kecut..n then trus naik bus.. Mcuk lam bus,anne pn sumbat asam lam mulut n shut my eyes.. Nta bile zal dduk cmule kt cblh..nta bile bus start gerak cmule..anne xcdar.. Tau2 bus da cmpi kat Mersing! Haha... Then tido ag...ttbe dgr zal pggil...we'r at Saujana..kote tinggi.. N anne mule alert..bile bus da nk cmpi area johor jaye,tny ngn pkck bus..die ade stop skudai or larkin ke x cz ade je bus yg akk stop ctu gak..tp......jwpn pkck bus tu ''sorry la..majoriti bus ni p.gudang..sy mls nk stop tmpt lain..direct p.gudang terus..'' I was like =_=....ley lak mls2.. Hish.. Jd..trun kt p.gudang 6.30am.. Zal suro lak anne naik bus tambang utk ke Larkin..bile anne nk naik,die ckp ''da cmpi uma t mcg tau..'' Hmm...he stil cares though.. Sikap ke-abang-an die xprnh ilang.. Thank you for ur concern... 7.15am bus mule grak... 8.10am gak bru cmpi larkin cz bus tu stop kt bandar la..ceruk2 mne nta die lau.. Bazir mce... Xpe la..yg penting im here at JB!.. 8.15am abah,ibu n adk amik... Then straight g kubur mak.. pstu g bngunan ape nta..ibu amik brg dr UPM kt ctu.. Pstu deorg anta anne alek uma...cz anne nk wat kje...EDIT PROPOSAL & SUBMIT TO ARFA BEFORE 2PM!!!!!!! So...alek uma..x mndi pn ag...trus start edit proposal dr 9.45am..ibu lak kuar g beli brg utk masak.. Kul 12pm ibu suro tukar bju cz ibu nk laundry.. So,tnpe mndi, anne tuka bju trus..(ibu yg ckp xya mndi..da ciap kje bru mndi..so...ok!..hehe)...Kul 1.15pm sumenye bru setel..sent to arfa... Alhmdulillah...setel jugak mndenye... 1.30pm bru anne mndi.. Lol.. Then melepak ngn sng ht kt uma.. Beshnye...paling besh buli Winter yg mengong.. hikhik...The sengal-est cat ever!! M-Br the gorgeous... N Pyrate the demok! ^_~ Dkat kul 6pm bru abah alek..n ibu pn mule start nk wat lakse johor...(FIRST TIME EVER!).... So..anne tolong ibu.... It was fun.. Hehe.. Rindu mak..lau mak ade ni, msti anne n ibu asyik kne bebel.. Mm...kul 9pm setel everything.. Puas ht la jugak even ni cubaan kali pertame wat lakse johor.. Wish mak is here to enjoy it too..=') Mlmni...cik N dtg tido uma..so..anne xley la tido bilik mak.. Anne ckp ngn ibu..anne ok je tido kt bilik blkg(bilik anne)...t anne alas katil sume.. But..nnt jgn ttup lampu dapur..anne xnk gelap.. Then ibu ckp..''xpaya la..tido je kt bilik ibu..bentang toto kt tpi katil ibu..agk2 sempit x? tp awk tido pn static je.. tido bilik ibu je la yang..'' So...nk xnk tpkc la tido bilik ibu bile ibu da mule amik table fan dr bilik mak..basuh sume..jz to get me sleeping with her.. Mgkin mengalas katil bilik anne ag mudah dr ibu duk bsuh kipas tu..bersungguh btul.. Im wondering...ade pape ke?? cz siang td pn ibu bgi minum air yg ibu da bce2 ape nta..n aftr mnum air tu,die uro raup kt muke ckit.. then ade lebihan tu,utk bilas time mndi lak.. Mmm...ape yg ibu wat?? Nta la... Mybe tu air plindung..cz mce alek utk kematian abg wen,anne ade cite kt tok andak yg anne rce sakit2 bdn..n rce x tenteram..czm ade org follow..ble tido pn cam ade gangguan... So,tok andak ade suro ibu wat ape nta..mybe ni la airnye.. hmm....
26Oct12(Fri).. Itz AidilAdha.... Woke up at 8.15am.. Quite lenguh bdn ni.. Mybe pnat naik bus x ilang...pstu kne lak tido kt ceruk yg luasnye juz half dr tilam single..(agk 3 jengkal je)... Mm... 10lbh bru nk gerak g uma nenek...singgah jap uma mak ngah anta lakse..then bru g uma nenek.. 1pm bru gerak g uma mak nga cmule.. Mlm...anne g uma mama... 5 bersaudara dipanggil mama mlmni.. Abg Han..Abg Wan.. Me... Ijan n Pipit.. 9.40pm abg han dtg jemput utk g uma mama.. Tggu pipit..munculnye kul 10.15pm.. Abg wan lak cmpi kul 10.30pm... Ijan xde cz ijan dmm.. Anne da mule cuak cz ingt nk wat mnde mistik2 ag.. Ncb baik x.. Pheeww~~ Start 'muqadimah' kul 11pm... Overall,mama jz nk bg duit...n then nshtkn anne utk tgk2 ibu.. Cz abah,nenek nga pulun nk wat ibu tunduk habis kt deorg.. Mama kate die nk tolong ubtkn ibu...tp sush cz brg dlm uma kiteorg tu da abs sumenye dijampi.. dr pakaian,minuman,makanan..cgale rencah yg ade kt dapur tu...perfume n everything...sumenye da dijampi abah n nenek...jd lau nk tolong ibu,nk get rid of all those things mcm impossible.. Ttbe anne jd marah lak ngn abah n nenek...kurg ajar!! Then mama ckp anne kne start tegas..clap2 haribulan nenek n atok akn pndah mcuk lak uma kiteorg utk take over everything... Lau btul uma tu atas nme anne, lgkah mayat ni dlu! Ade jgak manusie cmni.. X sudah2 ngn bomoh.. Cian ibu.. Anne nk tolong tp xley..='( Pape pn..abg han ckp..anne kne hormat abah,nenek sume...cz bdose lau anne kurg ajar ngn deorg.. Mm.....capish.. 12.40am anne alek uma..
27Oct12(Sat)... Woke up at 9.15am.. Kejut bubu angun..=) Arini nk kuar cari cage utk Pyrate ngn si die.. 11.30am si die cmpi uma.. Kuar jln2..si die tunjuk kilang die....then bwk g mam ABC yg anne pnh g ngn Aied,Snow dlu.. Then g JJTC...tgk Sinister..^_~ hehe... x cgke die pilih cite ni...(tpkce ke??)... Aftr abs Sinister...gerak g kdai bundle...cari kot die.. Pstu bru g cari cage utk Pyrate.. Finally...dpt jugak! ^_^ Pstu g Jusco Tman U..mam McD.. Then g cari pet shop..nk cari jaring kcik utk cover cage pyrate...cz tkut winter gile mcukkn tgn die lam cage.. Xjmpe..so direct alek uma.. Cmpi uma,ibu suro cari jaring tu kt kdai blkg uma.. Ncb baik jmpe.. Alek uma..start project renovate cage pyrate..Itz around 8pm... Thanx sayang for helping.. Then si die ley lak stay kt uma til 10.30pm gare2 cite Lord of The Ring... Hehe.. Abs cite bru die grak alek uma die.. Mmm....kelainan pd date kalini.. I enjoyed it ^_^ I was a great day..<3
11.30pm..anne btolak ngn fmly ke Tganu.. Hmm.. Gudbye JB...see u again in 2 weeks...!
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15Oct12(Mon)....Ok...we'r ~:: T.W.E.N.T.Y-O.N.E ~ N.I.N.E.T.E.E.N ::~ Dlm cdar x cdar..hmpir 2thn da knal ngn cik abg sorg ni... Mm...jz hppy cz sume fmly anne da knal n jmpe die..from A-Z yg rapat2 sume da jmpe da..cume belah abah anne je xsume.. Ermm..anne lak? Bru je knal n jmpe ibu,ayah n adik die..lain2....mm...ade la sorg kazen die tu..tu pn tserempak gtu2 je time kiteorg mrayap..=) hehe.. N yes! I am officially sick today..(yeay???).. Adeyh la...batuk seseme...da bzaman x batuk seseme,nta virus mne lak tsangkut ni..>_< Hmm...mlm...mngemaskini slide..btulkn mne yg ptut..baiki sane sini..
16Oct12(Tue)...Rutin cam biace... Mule start dmm..Hmm...i really do miss mak n abg..rce cam bru mggu lps g rye cme2 kt uma tok busu..Mm.. Cjak due2nye pergi..tiap mlm anne rce tkut nk tido..kdg2 tu rce mcm tu la mlm trakhir bg anne...seolah-olah..once anne ttup mate utk tido,there will be no tomorrow for me.. N mmpi yg da lme tu mule jd fresh bg anne.. Xclap,lam 3 bulan before anne start kai tudung,anne ade mmpi..n mmpi tu mmg anne xcke.. Lam mmpi tu,anne nga wat ape nta...ttbe dtg sumone dr blkg n kelar leher anne..so..mati on d spot la cmtu.. 1st rce cam leher pedih..tp lam mce 3saat pstu anne mule rce terawang-awang... Soon later,anne nmpk jasad anne..anne mule takut.. Then anne cube peluk ibu,mak..sentuh adik..tp sumenye xley... In fact,they can walk through me! (mmg cam lam cite kt tv la..).. Anne nmpk sume org ngs kt cblh jasad anne...n anne nmpk si die pn cdey.. Anne cube jerit...tp deorg sume xdgr anne pn.. Lam mmpi tu,anne geram cgt ngn org bunuh anne ttbe tu..anne xcmpt nk wat pape pn...mati saje je cmtu.. Hancur terus hrpn nk bahagiekn ibu n mak..nk bine life cndiri..ade fmly cndiri..nk bsrkn ank2 cndiri... Abs lebur cmtu je angan2 cz im dead.. Bile org nk tanam anne...tu la saat yg paling anne takut..cz i knew...once they left, akan mule khidupan alam barzakh...pahala dose sume diamik kire.. kesenangan n siksa sumenye bgantung pd amalan.. Mce tu mmg takut cgt2.. Lam mce ketakutan tu,terus anne tjage.. hmm...agknye cmtu la prcaan org yg ninggal kn?? Cmtu ke arwah abg rce rite after accident? tpinge2..bingung..xterkilan?? N bile tringat sume ni,mmg sush la anne nk lelap pstu..hnye akn tido bile terlelap cndiri..xtau pn bile ttido..tau2 alarm pagi da bunyi.. Alhamulillah...masih diberi nafas utk teruskn hari yg sterusnye..
17Oct12(Wed)...arini submit draft slide proposal pd due2 SV.. Pheww...FYP..u really got me..xley nk bnafas ngn tenang rce.. Mm..arini dmm ag..tekak pahit... yek! >_< =p Hm...tp yg bgusnye...dmm kalini,nafsu mkn x ilang pn..hehe..
18Oct12(Thurs)...Mm..arini bru dpt feedback from both SV...ade ag ckit yg nk kne perbetulkn.. Haish >_<makin nervous!! Luse kne present!! Org ptame tu...aduyai~ Mm...arini Nad g kem kebudayaan.. Hmm...jeleshnye xpat ikut..=/ cbbnye esk ade test...luse present..(kekalutan mule trce).. Duk stdy Marine Natural Product cmpi kul bpe nta...
19Oct12(Friday)..test MNP kul 10am...alhmdulillah..boley la kot agknye..heee... Yg pntg,test da lpas...now fokus slide! Mm...rcenye arini da kurg da dmm...tp xbesh cz tkak rce pahit...means..dmm x baik ag... Mmm.....
20Oct12(Sat)....OK!!!! Presentation at 8.45am..started from the 1st presenter...that is me! Abs je present,mule la sesi tembak mnembak dr panel..adeyh la..mls la nk fkir cgt..mmg otak anne nga kosong pagi tu..main amik endah x endah je ngn soalan panel..jwb pn men jwb ape yg anne tau..yg anne xtau...pedulik la.. Yg pntg,lege cz da abs present..YEAY!!! But not so yeay la kan..cz kne fokus on written proposal yg x wat satu patah perkataan pn ag...jgnkn satu pkataan..satu huruf pn xde ag...Haih~ So..staying up utk wat written proposal... (Mm...bgus gak stay up cz ade kje...atleast anne xde la takut cgt bile tiap kali mlm..cz takut nk tido..hmm..)..
21Oct12(Sun)...Anne angun kul 10am..haha..tu la...tido ag ls subuh..Mm...well..actually a bit tkilan utk arini.. cz every sunday nite je,ade je mnde yg spoilkn mood..ade je yg ruining my sunday nite...watkn rce cam cgt mls nk wat ape2 in the nex morning..same feeling i got here..arini rce xde mood nk wat mnde..tp...esaimen ttp esaimen..they nvr wait...ttbe dpt lak mcg dr dr.hazlina(my FYP mama)...die kate die nk written proposal slewat2nye esk before 5pm...aduyai!! o.O!!?!!WHAT?!??!! >_< X tido la jwbnye mlmni... So...pulun la anne wat mnde alah ni..cmpi 1.45am anne stop...22Oct12(Mon)...2.15am anne nk tido jap..set jam kul 4am..tp xcdar..celik mate tgk2 da kul 5.45am..terus solat subuh..n then smbung kje...niat nk poce arini...tp...nta cane anne tlupe...kul 7lbh pgi anne g ngap kurma salut choc wit almond.. Kul 10am bru tringat! Tbaik kn?? Tp anne teruskn poce.. Mm..abg Faiz ckp...lau kite nga poce...but then tlupe n g mkn,means Allah mmg nk bg rezeki kt kite.. Poce..tp free2 je dpt mkn.. hehe.. NEway..anne tetap truskn poce.. Mm..arini anne ngadap written proposal ag..kul 2pm bru sumenye complete.. Anne ponteng cls 2-3pm arini...haha.. 2pm bru ciap proposal..then 2.40pm anne grak g print n g anta kt mama FYP.. Alhmdulillah..selesai gak akhirnye..tggu feedback lak..
Mm...dan malam pn mnjelma cmule....ktakutan yg ade tiap mlm tu xpnh ilang.. Hmm...anne juz hrp...if pape jd kt anne suatu hr nnt,lau ditakdirkn umur ni xbpe nk pnjg...anne hrp cpe2 yg mngenali diri ni maafknlah slh n clap anne.. Anne cyg sume kwn2 anne...especially my guardian(thnx for everything..awk la Orion sy yg cntiace bg cmngt tnpe jemu bile sy down)..my bestfrenz...my twin...my SNSS Fmly...n x lupe gak my abg (zal)(thnx cz bnyk jg anne cpnjg kite jd kosm8 ni)...n etc2... maafkn anne ye? Ingtlah anne dlm doa korg jugak... Then...tolong cmpikn pd keluarge anne,especially ibu,gtau die yg anne cyg die cgt2..maafkn anne lau xpat jd anak yg baik spt yg diharapkn..atleast anne da cube.. I love my fmly so much..<3 N lau ditkdrkn anne pergi dlu,tolong gtau ibu anne yg anne nk papa anne ade bcme before anne turun tanah.. N pd kwn2 yg ade pic anne freehair,mohon diberikan pd family anne..n jgn cmpn gmba anne yg x tutup aurat ngn sempurne.. (anne nk mntk tolong korg ringankn dose anne)..(anne tau anne x baik mne..but anne cube utk brubah ke arah kbaikan..).. N pd si die,cmpn la amanat tu baik2...u know wut to do lau pape jd pd diri ni..promiz me u wont forget... Juz takut..mne la tau..sumenye xdpt nk dijgkekn.. Hrpnye sempatla anne dirikn mahligai dlu n merase nikmat dikelilingi anak2 cndiri yg soleh n solehah(insyaAllah)...yg akn mendoakn diri ni if diri ni kembali kepadaNYA... n nk gak tgk my cweethearts menceriekn their granny, granpa..uncles..unties..n everyone in my fmly..<3 Lau mak x cmpt nk merase,hrpnye atleast ibu dpt merase bg pihak arwah mak...Mm..^_~
Well..ckup la tntg tu kot..da cite pn,rce gusar tu x ilang.. Mlmni ke studio lak..ade 2nd audition..=) Psni,kiteorg pulun utk Festkum lak..^_^ <3
16Oct12(Tue)...Rutin cam biace... Mule start dmm..Hmm...i really do miss mak n abg..rce cam bru mggu lps g rye cme2 kt uma tok busu..Mm.. Cjak due2nye pergi..tiap mlm anne rce tkut nk tido..kdg2 tu rce mcm tu la mlm trakhir bg anne...seolah-olah..once anne ttup mate utk tido,there will be no tomorrow for me.. N mmpi yg da lme tu mule jd fresh bg anne.. Xclap,lam 3 bulan before anne start kai tudung,anne ade mmpi..n mmpi tu mmg anne xcke.. Lam mmpi tu,anne nga wat ape nta...ttbe dtg sumone dr blkg n kelar leher anne..so..mati on d spot la cmtu.. 1st rce cam leher pedih..tp lam mce 3saat pstu anne mule rce terawang-awang... Soon later,anne nmpk jasad anne..anne mule takut.. Then anne cube peluk ibu,mak..sentuh adik..tp sumenye xley... In fact,they can walk through me! (mmg cam lam cite kt tv la..).. Anne nmpk sume org ngs kt cblh jasad anne...n anne nmpk si die pn cdey.. Anne cube jerit...tp deorg sume xdgr anne pn.. Lam mmpi tu,anne geram cgt ngn org bunuh anne ttbe tu..anne xcmpt nk wat pape pn...mati saje je cmtu.. Hancur terus hrpn nk bahagiekn ibu n mak..nk bine life cndiri..ade fmly cndiri..nk bsrkn ank2 cndiri... Abs lebur cmtu je angan2 cz im dead.. Bile org nk tanam anne...tu la saat yg paling anne takut..cz i knew...once they left, akan mule khidupan alam barzakh...pahala dose sume diamik kire.. kesenangan n siksa sumenye bgantung pd amalan.. Mce tu mmg takut cgt2.. Lam mce ketakutan tu,terus anne tjage.. hmm...agknye cmtu la prcaan org yg ninggal kn?? Cmtu ke arwah abg rce rite after accident? tpinge2..bingung..xterkilan?? N bile tringat sume ni,mmg sush la anne nk lelap pstu..hnye akn tido bile terlelap cndiri..xtau pn bile ttido..tau2 alarm pagi da bunyi.. Alhamulillah...masih diberi nafas utk teruskn hari yg sterusnye..
17Oct12(Wed)...arini submit draft slide proposal pd due2 SV.. Pheww...FYP..u really got me..xley nk bnafas ngn tenang rce.. Mm..arini dmm ag..tekak pahit... yek! >_< =p Hm...tp yg bgusnye...dmm kalini,nafsu mkn x ilang pn..hehe..
18Oct12(Thurs)...Mm..arini bru dpt feedback from both SV...ade ag ckit yg nk kne perbetulkn.. Haish >_<makin nervous!! Luse kne present!! Org ptame tu...aduyai~ Mm...arini Nad g kem kebudayaan.. Hmm...jeleshnye xpat ikut..=/ cbbnye esk ade test...luse present..(kekalutan mule trce).. Duk stdy Marine Natural Product cmpi kul bpe nta...
19Oct12(Friday)..test MNP kul 10am...alhmdulillah..boley la kot agknye..heee... Yg pntg,test da lpas...now fokus slide! Mm...rcenye arini da kurg da dmm...tp xbesh cz tkak rce pahit...means..dmm x baik ag... Mmm.....
20Oct12(Sat)....OK!!!! Presentation at 8.45am..started from the 1st presenter...that is me! Abs je present,mule la sesi tembak mnembak dr panel..adeyh la..mls la nk fkir cgt..mmg otak anne nga kosong pagi tu..main amik endah x endah je ngn soalan panel..jwb pn men jwb ape yg anne tau..yg anne xtau...pedulik la.. Yg pntg,lege cz da abs present..YEAY!!! But not so yeay la kan..cz kne fokus on written proposal yg x wat satu patah perkataan pn ag...jgnkn satu pkataan..satu huruf pn xde ag...Haih~ So..staying up utk wat written proposal... (Mm...bgus gak stay up cz ade kje...atleast anne xde la takut cgt bile tiap kali mlm..cz takut nk tido..hmm..)..
21Oct12(Sun)...Anne angun kul 10am..haha..tu la...tido ag ls subuh..Mm...well..actually a bit tkilan utk arini.. cz every sunday nite je,ade je mnde yg spoilkn mood..ade je yg ruining my sunday nite...watkn rce cam cgt mls nk wat ape2 in the nex morning..same feeling i got here..arini rce xde mood nk wat mnde..tp...esaimen ttp esaimen..they nvr wait...ttbe dpt lak mcg dr dr.hazlina(my FYP mama)...die kate die nk written proposal slewat2nye esk before 5pm...aduyai!! o.O!!?!!WHAT?!??!! >_< X tido la jwbnye mlmni... So...pulun la anne wat mnde alah ni..cmpi 1.45am anne stop...22Oct12(Mon)...2.15am anne nk tido jap..set jam kul 4am..tp xcdar..celik mate tgk2 da kul 5.45am..terus solat subuh..n then smbung kje...niat nk poce arini...tp...nta cane anne tlupe...kul 7lbh pgi anne g ngap kurma salut choc wit almond.. Kul 10am bru tringat! Tbaik kn?? Tp anne teruskn poce.. Mm..abg Faiz ckp...lau kite nga poce...but then tlupe n g mkn,means Allah mmg nk bg rezeki kt kite.. Poce..tp free2 je dpt mkn.. hehe.. NEway..anne tetap truskn poce.. Mm..arini anne ngadap written proposal ag..kul 2pm bru sumenye complete.. Anne ponteng cls 2-3pm arini...haha.. 2pm bru ciap proposal..then 2.40pm anne grak g print n g anta kt mama FYP.. Alhmdulillah..selesai gak akhirnye..tggu feedback lak..
Mm...dan malam pn mnjelma cmule....ktakutan yg ade tiap mlm tu xpnh ilang.. Hmm...anne juz hrp...if pape jd kt anne suatu hr nnt,lau ditakdirkn umur ni xbpe nk pnjg...anne hrp cpe2 yg mngenali diri ni maafknlah slh n clap anne.. Anne cyg sume kwn2 anne...especially my guardian(thnx for everything..awk la Orion sy yg cntiace bg cmngt tnpe jemu bile sy down)..my bestfrenz...my twin...my SNSS Fmly...n x lupe gak my abg (zal)(thnx cz bnyk jg anne cpnjg kite jd kosm8 ni)...n etc2... maafkn anne ye? Ingtlah anne dlm doa korg jugak... Then...tolong cmpikn pd keluarge anne,especially ibu,gtau die yg anne cyg die cgt2..maafkn anne lau xpat jd anak yg baik spt yg diharapkn..atleast anne da cube.. I love my fmly so much..<3 N lau ditkdrkn anne pergi dlu,tolong gtau ibu anne yg anne nk papa anne ade bcme before anne turun tanah.. N pd kwn2 yg ade pic anne freehair,mohon diberikan pd family anne..n jgn cmpn gmba anne yg x tutup aurat ngn sempurne.. (anne nk mntk tolong korg ringankn dose anne)..(anne tau anne x baik mne..but anne cube utk brubah ke arah kbaikan..).. N pd si die,cmpn la amanat tu baik2...u know wut to do lau pape jd pd diri ni..promiz me u wont forget... Juz takut..mne la tau..sumenye xdpt nk dijgkekn.. Hrpnye sempatla anne dirikn mahligai dlu n merase nikmat dikelilingi anak2 cndiri yg soleh n solehah(insyaAllah)...yg akn mendoakn diri ni if diri ni kembali kepadaNYA... n nk gak tgk my cweethearts menceriekn their granny, granpa..uncles..unties..n everyone in my fmly..<3 Lau mak x cmpt nk merase,hrpnye atleast ibu dpt merase bg pihak arwah mak...Mm..^_~
Well..ckup la tntg tu kot..da cite pn,rce gusar tu x ilang.. Mlmni ke studio lak..ade 2nd audition..=) Psni,kiteorg pulun utk Festkum lak..^_^ <3
Wednesday, 17 October 2012
Dugaan Demi Dugaan ='(
10Oct12(Wed).. Rutin sperti biace... juz dinner je berubah ckit.. Nad bz mlmni..so, me n arfa kuar ngn akk senior kiteorg yg da grad.. Tman akk tu g mydin.. N then for dinner,kiteorg mkn burger bakar.. Sloppy Joe... cdap..^_~ Nex time pergi nk try yg lain lak.. hehe.. Arini bjaye anta draft slide proposal pd dr.wahi..harap ok la.. Esk nk kne amik cmule..
11Oct12(Thurs).. Lab TDR 9am-12pm.. MNP 1-2pm.. But unexpected thing hppned today.. 11.10am...dpt call dr ibu..:
Ibu : Yang,wtpe?
Me: Lam lab ni..wat report..npe bu?
Ibu : Yang,dgr ni..dgr baik2..
Me : Ok...ape die?
Ibu : Abg Wen...abg wen accident pagi td..
Me : Laa..pulak? da tu?? cane?
Ibu : Abg Wen accdnt..abg wen ninggal..abg da xde tau..
Me : !!?!! haa? btul ke? *start nk ngs*
Ibu : Ha'ah..acdnt pagi td kt Singapore..ni ibu nk g uma m.ngah..then nk g setel urusan Singapore..*sobbing*
Me : *speechless n crying*
*ibu end call terus*
Lemah kaki anne jdnye...prsaan yg ade bile dgr cmtu,anne pn xtau nk describe.. Hanye mmpu ngs..n xpat nk caye.. Niat anne nk alek uma..tp bile fkirkn yg deorg mgkin da kbumi abg before anne cmpi uma,baik anne xya balik... But then lecturer anne (Dr.Cha) ckp..
Dr. Cha : U balik la...u boleh balik skrg if u want..pergi beli tiket.. Kalau kebumi arini pn x apa..yg penting u balik n be with ur fmly..tolong kenduri sume..
Hmm...trus anne call ibu n gtau yg anne nk alek.. After cls MNP,punye la sush nk mntk tolong kt org utk bwkkn g terminal..laz2 kak lyn gak yg nk tolong..tu pn lewat..kul 3lbh bru grak g terminal.. Cmpi terminal,tiket bus byk yg da abs...yg tggl jz kul 11.30pm.. nk x nk,naik je la bus tu..
So...i reached JB kul 8++am on 12Oct12(Friday)..Terus ke uma mama..tolong stndby air bunge utk kubur abg.. Then g uma mak long..tolong masak utk lunch sesame family.. Katenye jnzh bru postmoterm 12pm.. So..mybe kuar dr Singapore kul 4pm... Then g uma mama cmule..amik brg2 utk bwk g uma mak ngah.. Ttbe kul 3pm dpt call ckp yg jnzh otw back home..so...rushing g uma mak ngah..3.20pm da cmpi uma m.ngah.. Tggu jnzh cmpi..3.30pm ibu,abah,mak ngah,cik N n cik farid cmpi uma..ibu bwk bju abg...masih penuh ngn darah..n ibu tunjuk barang2 abg..sayu nye ht..phne abg hancur..jam putus..n cincin..cincin abg n ika(gf abg).. Btmbh sayu bile tgk ika selongkar barang abg utk cari cincin n sarung kt jari die... Mm..anne pn ley jd sasau lau berade kt tmpt ika.. 3.45pm...jnzh abg cmpi uma.. Ciannye abg sy...bru 22thn..lum khwn pn ag..cdey.. hanye bhgian mate n dahi abg je yg dibukak..tgk tulang pp kiri abg,terkeluk ke dlm.. Ya Allah... Sbb kematian ''severe head injuries''.. abah tolong mndikn jnzh..abah ckp mulut dibukak cz rahang abg not in position..jd mulut die herot.. postmoterm lak,result tulang blkg abg patah..n rusuk kiri pn patah..msti efek jantung ckali.. Kuatnye hentaman lori cmpi muke kiri ag cmtu.. Mm...4.30pm kebumi abg kt Mahmoodiah.. Abg...npe la abg pergi...tgglkn ain utk lead adik2 cdare kite lak..abg partner ain bile ade fmly gathering..abg han n abg wan jarang ade..kite la yg ke-3 n ke-4 aftr deorg..drpd 20org kazens (tmasuk adik). Now that u'r gone,ain sorg2...pe nk geng ngn ain ag? ='( Abg nk ain tolong wat gubahan brg hantaran abg bile abg khwn ngn ika...n ain nk abg setkn theme yg cntik2 utk wedd ain ngn si die..tp sume tu x cmpt.. Hmm..xpe la abg..mgkin mse abg di dunie ni stakat ni je... Imam ckp abg syahid kerana kembalinya abg kepadaNYA time abg kuar dr uma nk mncari rezeki.. Mudah2an...abg tenang di sisiNYA...msti hppy abg ditemani bidadari syurga.. =') Mm...
Mlm..kenduri abg...masing2 masih dm kesedihan...kwn2 abg rmai btul..mcm2 geng..ape x..abg dulu geng basikal..pstu geng skateboard..then geng motor..geng gig..geng karok..n latest abg nga nk involve ngn geng kete kelisa.. Abg pergi on d same day kete kelisa abg kuar..hm.. Bile tgk si die kt kenduri abg..anne tringat gurau senda korg time kenduri arwah mak dlu.. Korg bru nk baik n get along..tp..sygnye..
13Oct12(Sat).....3pm kenduri kt uma cik anan..utk 40hari arwah mak..n 3hari abg.. Then kul 6pm alek uma.. Si die cmpi kt uma time mgrb.. Alang2 trus suro die solat n mam jap.. Mlm aftr isyak wat kduri uma mak ngah lak.. Hmm....mmg si die da well accepted in my family nmpknye..cmpikn suar jeans abah yg abah da xmuat, ibu bagi kt si die.. Hehe...
Kat uma m.ngah yassin llaki.. Time si die duk bce yassin kt dlm,die tgglkn phne die kat anne.. Cik N lak duk blh anne,n cik N usha phne si die... ttbe cik N ckp ''jge die baik2 tau..sush nk dpt llaki cmni ckrg..''... Mm...insyaAllah cik..lau jodoh kami panjang..=) Abs yassin tahlil sume,tggl fmly2..mak ngah bg anne duit lak.. Serbaslh nk amik..da la die bru kehilangan ank..msti byk nk kai duit..tp die bkeras nk bg gak duit tu kt anne..jd anne ley byr hutang anne.. Mm...thnx mak =')
14Oct12(Sun)....bus ke ganu 10am...naik bus..n i feel like wana cry..tp anne tahan..aftr tgk ibu gerak alek bru la anne ngs... Beratnye ht nk tgglkn uma..aftr macam2 cite yg anne dgr lak tu.. Cian ibu...tp ape ley wat..tggjwb anne s student lum abs ag.. Bus lak geral lmbt..dkat 11am bru grak =_=.. all d way long anne ngs..da la kt sblh anne laki2..lantak la pe mamat tu nk fkir.. Stop kt Restoran Nusantara....mcm2 kenangn family kt tmpt rehat ni.. Knangn ngn arwah mak..arwah abg..n sumenye... Ag sayu la anne...ngs ag..laz2 ttido...cdar2 da cmpi Chendor..bru la stop ngs.. N ttbe mamat cblh anne ni ajk borak..die kate die nk tgur..tp tkut cz anne asyik ngs.. Borak pnye borak,bru tau mamat ni 22thn.. Yg die lak xcye anne da 21thn...cmpi nk tgk ic cgale..=_= Mamat tu turun kt Kemaman.. Mm...kul 8.++pm anne cmpi MBKT..Nad n Azdly jemput...then g mam..n guess wut.. Azri hotfm pn join gak..n die blnje terus.. hehe.. Thanx Azri.. Alek bilik da 10lbh..mndi2 sume..n lepak.. Ttbe tkak rce cket cm nk seseme n batuk=_= aigoo.. Kul bpe nta bru tlelap...esk cls kul 9am lak tu...mm..
11Oct12(Thurs).. Lab TDR 9am-12pm.. MNP 1-2pm.. But unexpected thing hppned today.. 11.10am...dpt call dr ibu..:
Ibu : Yang,wtpe?
Me: Lam lab ni..wat report..npe bu?
Ibu : Yang,dgr ni..dgr baik2..
Me : Ok...ape die?
Ibu : Abg Wen...abg wen accident pagi td..
Me : Laa..pulak? da tu?? cane?
Ibu : Abg Wen accdnt..abg wen ninggal..abg da xde tau..
Me : !!?!! haa? btul ke? *start nk ngs*
Ibu : Ha'ah..acdnt pagi td kt Singapore..ni ibu nk g uma m.ngah..then nk g setel urusan Singapore..*sobbing*
Me : *speechless n crying*
*ibu end call terus*
Lemah kaki anne jdnye...prsaan yg ade bile dgr cmtu,anne pn xtau nk describe.. Hanye mmpu ngs..n xpat nk caye.. Niat anne nk alek uma..tp bile fkirkn yg deorg mgkin da kbumi abg before anne cmpi uma,baik anne xya balik... But then lecturer anne (Dr.Cha) ckp..
Dr. Cha : U balik la...u boleh balik skrg if u want..pergi beli tiket.. Kalau kebumi arini pn x apa..yg penting u balik n be with ur fmly..tolong kenduri sume..
Hmm...trus anne call ibu n gtau yg anne nk alek.. After cls MNP,punye la sush nk mntk tolong kt org utk bwkkn g terminal..laz2 kak lyn gak yg nk tolong..tu pn lewat..kul 3lbh bru grak g terminal.. Cmpi terminal,tiket bus byk yg da abs...yg tggl jz kul 11.30pm.. nk x nk,naik je la bus tu..
So...i reached JB kul 8++am on 12Oct12(Friday)..Terus ke uma mama..tolong stndby air bunge utk kubur abg.. Then g uma mak long..tolong masak utk lunch sesame family.. Katenye jnzh bru postmoterm 12pm.. So..mybe kuar dr Singapore kul 4pm... Then g uma mama cmule..amik brg2 utk bwk g uma mak ngah.. Ttbe kul 3pm dpt call ckp yg jnzh otw back home..so...rushing g uma mak ngah..3.20pm da cmpi uma m.ngah.. Tggu jnzh cmpi..3.30pm ibu,abah,mak ngah,cik N n cik farid cmpi uma..ibu bwk bju abg...masih penuh ngn darah..n ibu tunjuk barang2 abg..sayu nye ht..phne abg hancur..jam putus..n cincin..cincin abg n ika(gf abg).. Btmbh sayu bile tgk ika selongkar barang abg utk cari cincin n sarung kt jari die... Mm..anne pn ley jd sasau lau berade kt tmpt ika.. 3.45pm...jnzh abg cmpi uma.. Ciannye abg sy...bru 22thn..lum khwn pn ag..cdey.. hanye bhgian mate n dahi abg je yg dibukak..tgk tulang pp kiri abg,terkeluk ke dlm.. Ya Allah... Sbb kematian ''severe head injuries''.. abah tolong mndikn jnzh..abah ckp mulut dibukak cz rahang abg not in position..jd mulut die herot.. postmoterm lak,result tulang blkg abg patah..n rusuk kiri pn patah..msti efek jantung ckali.. Kuatnye hentaman lori cmpi muke kiri ag cmtu.. Mm...4.30pm kebumi abg kt Mahmoodiah.. Abg...npe la abg pergi...tgglkn ain utk lead adik2 cdare kite lak..abg partner ain bile ade fmly gathering..abg han n abg wan jarang ade..kite la yg ke-3 n ke-4 aftr deorg..drpd 20org kazens (tmasuk adik). Now that u'r gone,ain sorg2...pe nk geng ngn ain ag? ='( Abg nk ain tolong wat gubahan brg hantaran abg bile abg khwn ngn ika...n ain nk abg setkn theme yg cntik2 utk wedd ain ngn si die..tp sume tu x cmpt.. Hmm..xpe la abg..mgkin mse abg di dunie ni stakat ni je... Imam ckp abg syahid kerana kembalinya abg kepadaNYA time abg kuar dr uma nk mncari rezeki.. Mudah2an...abg tenang di sisiNYA...msti hppy abg ditemani bidadari syurga.. =') Mm...
Mlm..kenduri abg...masing2 masih dm kesedihan...kwn2 abg rmai btul..mcm2 geng..ape x..abg dulu geng basikal..pstu geng skateboard..then geng motor..geng gig..geng karok..n latest abg nga nk involve ngn geng kete kelisa.. Abg pergi on d same day kete kelisa abg kuar..hm.. Bile tgk si die kt kenduri abg..anne tringat gurau senda korg time kenduri arwah mak dlu.. Korg bru nk baik n get along..tp..sygnye..
13Oct12(Sat).....3pm kenduri kt uma cik anan..utk 40hari arwah mak..n 3hari abg.. Then kul 6pm alek uma.. Si die cmpi kt uma time mgrb.. Alang2 trus suro die solat n mam jap.. Mlm aftr isyak wat kduri uma mak ngah lak.. Hmm....mmg si die da well accepted in my family nmpknye..cmpikn suar jeans abah yg abah da xmuat, ibu bagi kt si die.. Hehe...
Kat uma m.ngah yassin llaki.. Time si die duk bce yassin kt dlm,die tgglkn phne die kat anne.. Cik N lak duk blh anne,n cik N usha phne si die... ttbe cik N ckp ''jge die baik2 tau..sush nk dpt llaki cmni ckrg..''... Mm...insyaAllah cik..lau jodoh kami panjang..=) Abs yassin tahlil sume,tggl fmly2..mak ngah bg anne duit lak.. Serbaslh nk amik..da la die bru kehilangan ank..msti byk nk kai duit..tp die bkeras nk bg gak duit tu kt anne..jd anne ley byr hutang anne.. Mm...thnx mak =')
14Oct12(Sun)....bus ke ganu 10am...naik bus..n i feel like wana cry..tp anne tahan..aftr tgk ibu gerak alek bru la anne ngs... Beratnye ht nk tgglkn uma..aftr macam2 cite yg anne dgr lak tu.. Cian ibu...tp ape ley wat..tggjwb anne s student lum abs ag.. Bus lak geral lmbt..dkat 11am bru grak =_=.. all d way long anne ngs..da la kt sblh anne laki2..lantak la pe mamat tu nk fkir.. Stop kt Restoran Nusantara....mcm2 kenangn family kt tmpt rehat ni.. Knangn ngn arwah mak..arwah abg..n sumenye... Ag sayu la anne...ngs ag..laz2 ttido...cdar2 da cmpi Chendor..bru la stop ngs.. N ttbe mamat cblh anne ni ajk borak..die kate die nk tgur..tp tkut cz anne asyik ngs.. Borak pnye borak,bru tau mamat ni 22thn.. Yg die lak xcye anne da 21thn...cmpi nk tgk ic cgale..=_= Mamat tu turun kt Kemaman.. Mm...kul 8.++pm anne cmpi MBKT..Nad n Azdly jemput...then g mam..n guess wut.. Azri hotfm pn join gak..n die blnje terus.. hehe.. Thanx Azri.. Alek bilik da 10lbh..mndi2 sume..n lepak.. Ttbe tkak rce cket cm nk seseme n batuk=_= aigoo.. Kul bpe nta bru tlelap...esk cls kul 9am lak tu...mm..
Tuesday, 9 October 2012
Dunie Serabut
9 Oct 2012 (Tue)..Cmlm die badmood..rcenye anne da lyn cm biace je..cme cm hari2 yg lps..(bz tul die ckrg)..tp nta npe cmlm die kate anne x ok.. pelik x pelik la.. ape ag anne ley ckp bile die da kate cmtu...diam je la..agpn anne ckup letih nk mlawan..nk tacing bile die mara pn rce x larat da..i'll let everything pass through me like wind... Rcenye bdn,organ2 n cell2 anne sume nga exhausted..mggu yg cgt hectic..nta bile nk brakhir.. Abs satu mnde,dtg lak mnde lain..aigoo.. ~_~mm...alek biik after meeting mlm cmlm da kul 12lbh.. so..anne start bce journal n wat abstract utk esaimen til 2.15am.. Then duk ber-FB ngn Aedes cz x rce nantok..mybe da biace tido lewat...bdn bise2..but stil mate cgar.. Kul 4lbh kot bru tido.. Arini..pgi2 ag da kne g lab ngadap larvae2 FYP.. Bisenye bdn hnye Allah je yg tau..=( *kuatkn diri*.. Now bru rce cam nk mam ubat bise bdn.. Lau ade mak ni,msti mak suro mkn ubt tu.. Rcenye tekanan darah pn nga xbetul..cpt rce gelap mate..cket pale...rce mual nk muntah.. Kaki lak cpt kebas.. Kuku cpt lbam bile cjuk.. Hmm...lau nk sakit or demam,better dmm ckrg...xnk sakit2 nex week cz nex week presentation proposal FYP... Guess wut? Im the 1st presenter!!! (on 20Oct...8.45am..) =_= Ok fine...presentation LI bfore diz 1st presenter gak..but time 2nd session..time tgh/h... Tp utk proposal FYP presentation ni..da la 1st presenter..1st session lak tu... *scream!*..>_< Hope panel2 masih beku otak pepagi tu..so x byk kne entam..heee... Wish that everythingz will be fine...
Mm..arini time cls Marine Natural Product, lect ade ckp tntg Anchovis (atau nme melayu nye ikan bilis..).. Ttbe tringat si die pnh cite tntg ikan tamban.. Die ckp..ibu die kate nme ikan tu ikan org miskin cz dlu org buang2 je ikan ni..n mostly org miskin yg kutip..(owh~~bru tau..).. Cam klakar lak citenye... Anne cke gile ikn ni..dlu mce arwah tok ade,clalu gak mak goreng ikan tamban ni..anne lak duk meratah je.. tp ckrg kt JB da sush nk jmpe ikan tamban...so...eventually ttbe fkiran tringat kt mak..ingat aftr cls nk cite kt mak tntg ni..nta npe ttbe ter-excited tntg ikan tamban..myb cz nk ajk mak cari ikan tamban n mak goreng ikan ni kot time anne alek raye haji.. ^_^Nga tercnyum cowg2,ttbe i realized sumting.. Mak mne ade ag...mak da xde...da sbulan lbh mak pergi.. Ya Allah...da 3x tsasul...npe anne ni..='( x pasal je kne tahan air mate lam cls..sesak dada dibuatnye..hurmm...aftr cls MNP alek bilik jap... kul 4-6pm cls SWIB lak..(scientific writing in biology).. Cls yg mngantukkan.. Ncb baik ttbe dpt mcg Amir Aedes..lyn la..drpd duk pning pale tahan nantok lam cls tu,atleast mcg mmbntu anne jd alert ckit..thnx!
Malam...rutin biace g mkn aftr isyk..=)
Mm..arini time cls Marine Natural Product, lect ade ckp tntg Anchovis (atau nme melayu nye ikan bilis..).. Ttbe tringat si die pnh cite tntg ikan tamban.. Die ckp..ibu die kate nme ikan tu ikan org miskin cz dlu org buang2 je ikan ni..n mostly org miskin yg kutip..(owh~~bru tau..).. Cam klakar lak citenye... Anne cke gile ikn ni..dlu mce arwah tok ade,clalu gak mak goreng ikan tamban ni..anne lak duk meratah je.. tp ckrg kt JB da sush nk jmpe ikan tamban...so...eventually ttbe fkiran tringat kt mak..ingat aftr cls nk cite kt mak tntg ni..nta npe ttbe ter-excited tntg ikan tamban..myb cz nk ajk mak cari ikan tamban n mak goreng ikan ni kot time anne alek raye haji.. ^_^Nga tercnyum cowg2,ttbe i realized sumting.. Mak mne ade ag...mak da xde...da sbulan lbh mak pergi.. Ya Allah...da 3x tsasul...npe anne ni..='( x pasal je kne tahan air mate lam cls..sesak dada dibuatnye..hurmm...aftr cls MNP alek bilik jap... kul 4-6pm cls SWIB lak..(scientific writing in biology).. Cls yg mngantukkan.. Ncb baik ttbe dpt mcg Amir Aedes..lyn la..drpd duk pning pale tahan nantok lam cls tu,atleast mcg mmbntu anne jd alert ckit..thnx!
Malam...rutin biace g mkn aftr isyk..=)
Monday, 8 October 2012
Owh My Final Year~~
6 Oct 2012...genap 1 bulan 2 hari arwah mak kembali kepadaNYA....tp rasenye cam bru kelmarin sume ni blaku.. Mgkin disbbkn stress jd fikiran asyik ingat arwah mak.. Mau x stressnye..baru abs report LI yg 4malam bturut xtido dibuatnye,now kne wat slide proposal.. Haih...kje pulun la tiap mlm..Ptg kul 4-5.30pm...anne tido aftr mndi cz rce xlarat..bdan cket2..pale berat..tp x pulak dmm.. I know tido aftr asar is not gud tp..dr terus2an cngal satu bdn..baik rhtkn dri trus.. N anne mmpi arwah mak..=') arwah mak ajar masak ape nta anne xtau la.. lam mmpi tu die suro anne lecek kentang n ade sayur2 ckit..da mcm begedil pn ade.. hehe.. xde diolog pn lam mmpi tu.. Pstu arwah tok lak ade lam bilik nga baring2..tp anne xdpt lak jmpe die lam mmpi tu..cume tau yg die nga golek2 time kiteorg nk masak.. N then trus anne angun.. Hmm..ayang rindu atok cgt..n ain rindukn mak jgak...how i miss both of u..
Mlm lak sambung wat slide.. Buntu la nk wat cane slide ni...journal lak mcm2..serabut da otak ni.. (xpe..kate nk grad,kne la bsusah2 dlu..^_~v peace).. Letih tu da mmg pasti la..mlmni tido awl..2.++am da tido da...xlarat nk ngadap..badan da bise.. Cowy la Aedes...no chatting tonite..=) Owh ye...arini anne dpt tortoise 2 ekor..^_^ Name deorg Chrysoberyl(girl) n Pistachio(boy)... Tp Chryso lak yg over nakal.. Chio lak diam je.. Sleepy head.. Chryso pnye style tido la plg hebat..nta ape pnye style nta.. Macam asalnye monyet..tp kne sumpah jd kure2..cmtu la lagaknye.. Tgk ni..
7 Oct 2012...Itz sunday! patut bgembire cz cls arini mlm je kul 8-9pm...tp better cmpn je dlu rce hppy tu.. Mood tukar jd stress bile kne ngadap barang FYP dr 11am-5pm... Naik tingtong da ngadap larvae n bilik culture room yg mcm sauna tu gare2 aircond rosak..(lau x,bilik tu da cam eskimo pulak..cjuk cmpi lebam kuku..).. Pstu ngn bilik yg confirm pnuh ngn fungus tu.. Lau org low immunity cn4m sakit... Balik bilik aftr mndi cmbung wat slide...tu pn mule rase tkak cam xslese..cam nk batuk n seseme...aftr mgrb trus gerak g cls lak.. Aftr cls kne tman kak aina g mam cz cik abg die xde (de interview kje). Aftr mam trus g studio lak..trening,tutoring til 12.30am..(8oct da)..gud thing,rce x selese tkak tu da ilang..^_^ Alek bilik cmbung wat slide ag til 4.30am.. Ciap slide kul 3.30am..tp 1jam yg laz tu anne xley tido cz nangis.. Xtau la care nk elak diri dr ngs bile ingt arwah mak.. Siang2 xley ngs..t org prcn.. Mlm2 la d best time to let it all out..n even tiap kali mndi pn ade je nk ngalir air mate ni.. Ncb l dtg si Amir n Syam Aedes ttbe wat lawak pepagi bute..eventually stop jugak la anne dr ngs..then bru ttido.. Hmm... Dear heart...pliz stay strong..i need u to be tough...cz im facing a hectic life..
8 Oct 2012...baru nk lege cz proposal slide da ciap n da anta kt co-sv...tp ckrg kne rcau tntg esaimen yg nk kne anta esk lak.. Y do i feel like there's no time for me to hev a one gud rest...mmm.... Somehow anne da mule rindu uma.. Ibu ckp ibu xjd dtg diz week...tp nnt ibu nk ikut anta anne dr jb-umt time alek dr cuti rye hj t..=) Mm...i know..msti ibu pn rce cam xsggup nk lpaskn anne alek umt cmule while ibu tggl ngn uma yg pnuh ngn knangan bsame mak.. Tgk gmba ibu pn ibu nmpk susut n pucat..sayu ht ni bile tgk keadaan ibu cmtu.. Means i cant let her see my tears that might make her weaker.. I need to be strong for her... Yea i admit..cjak mak xde, kewangan ibu makin x stabil..lau ade mak dlu,mak tukang salur2 kt anne..ckrg..no more mak..no more salur2...nk mntk ibu pn,sush.. Nk mntk kt papa????jnji palsu=_= bile la papa nk cdar yg anak papa ag sorg kt cni pn need sumting from u.. mgkn cz anne ank ppuan..jd die x ksh agknye.ank llaki die je yg disanjung sntiase... Mm..jeles ke anne ngn adik llaki anne yg 2 org tu?? a bit.. Tp adat dunie kn...yg sulong kne ngalah.. orite..enuf bout papa..=_= no wonder mak mara cgt ngn papa.
Mm...dunie ckrg rce cam tunggang langgang...fkiran rjin cgt mlayang lately... Lg btmbh ingt kt mak la jdnye.. Ya Allah..kuatkanlah hati hambaMU ni.. Tgh anne cdeyh2...Chryso cngal wat anne gelak.. Gigih kure2 sekor ni..
Hehe...=) Atleast now ade la pneman utk ilangkn tension.. Wat anne tergelak dikale ht mnangis.. Mm..^_~ u r stronger than u've ever imagined..(Orion, 2012).
Mlm lak sambung wat slide.. Buntu la nk wat cane slide ni...journal lak mcm2..serabut da otak ni.. (xpe..kate nk grad,kne la bsusah2 dlu..^_~v peace).. Letih tu da mmg pasti la..mlmni tido awl..2.++am da tido da...xlarat nk ngadap..badan da bise.. Cowy la Aedes...no chatting tonite..=) Owh ye...arini anne dpt tortoise 2 ekor..^_^ Name deorg Chrysoberyl(girl) n Pistachio(boy)... Tp Chryso lak yg over nakal.. Chio lak diam je.. Sleepy head.. Chryso pnye style tido la plg hebat..nta ape pnye style nta.. Macam asalnye monyet..tp kne sumpah jd kure2..cmtu la lagaknye.. Tgk ni..
Cke pnjat pokok..
Tido pn atas pokok=_= cngal chryso~
7 Oct 2012...Itz sunday! patut bgembire cz cls arini mlm je kul 8-9pm...tp better cmpn je dlu rce hppy tu.. Mood tukar jd stress bile kne ngadap barang FYP dr 11am-5pm... Naik tingtong da ngadap larvae n bilik culture room yg mcm sauna tu gare2 aircond rosak..(lau x,bilik tu da cam eskimo pulak..cjuk cmpi lebam kuku..).. Pstu ngn bilik yg confirm pnuh ngn fungus tu.. Lau org low immunity cn4m sakit... Balik bilik aftr mndi cmbung wat slide...tu pn mule rase tkak cam xslese..cam nk batuk n seseme...aftr mgrb trus gerak g cls lak.. Aftr cls kne tman kak aina g mam cz cik abg die xde (de interview kje). Aftr mam trus g studio lak..trening,tutoring til 12.30am..(8oct da)..gud thing,rce x selese tkak tu da ilang..^_^ Alek bilik cmbung wat slide ag til 4.30am.. Ciap slide kul 3.30am..tp 1jam yg laz tu anne xley tido cz nangis.. Xtau la care nk elak diri dr ngs bile ingt arwah mak.. Siang2 xley ngs..t org prcn.. Mlm2 la d best time to let it all out..n even tiap kali mndi pn ade je nk ngalir air mate ni.. Ncb l dtg si Amir n Syam Aedes ttbe wat lawak pepagi bute..eventually stop jugak la anne dr ngs..then bru ttido.. Hmm... Dear heart...pliz stay strong..i need u to be tough...cz im facing a hectic life..
8 Oct 2012...baru nk lege cz proposal slide da ciap n da anta kt co-sv...tp ckrg kne rcau tntg esaimen yg nk kne anta esk lak.. Y do i feel like there's no time for me to hev a one gud rest...mmm.... Somehow anne da mule rindu uma.. Ibu ckp ibu xjd dtg diz week...tp nnt ibu nk ikut anta anne dr jb-umt time alek dr cuti rye hj t..=) Mm...i know..msti ibu pn rce cam xsggup nk lpaskn anne alek umt cmule while ibu tggl ngn uma yg pnuh ngn knangan bsame mak.. Tgk gmba ibu pn ibu nmpk susut n pucat..sayu ht ni bile tgk keadaan ibu cmtu.. Means i cant let her see my tears that might make her weaker.. I need to be strong for her... Yea i admit..cjak mak xde, kewangan ibu makin x stabil..lau ade mak dlu,mak tukang salur2 kt anne..ckrg..no more mak..no more salur2...nk mntk ibu pn,sush.. Nk mntk kt papa????jnji palsu=_= bile la papa nk cdar yg anak papa ag sorg kt cni pn need sumting from u.. mgkn cz anne ank ppuan..jd die x ksh agknye.ank llaki die je yg disanjung sntiase... Mm..jeles ke anne ngn adik llaki anne yg 2 org tu?? a bit.. Tp adat dunie kn...yg sulong kne ngalah.. orite..enuf bout papa..=_= no wonder mak mara cgt ngn papa.
Mm...dunie ckrg rce cam tunggang langgang...fkiran rjin cgt mlayang lately... Lg btmbh ingt kt mak la jdnye.. Ya Allah..kuatkanlah hati hambaMU ni.. Tgh anne cdeyh2...Chryso cngal wat anne gelak.. Gigih kure2 sekor ni..
Cubaan nk escape atau mmg cje nk gayut cmtu?? Die keraskn diri kt ctu..
Nta ape2 pnye prangai la si Chryso ni.. Cube jadi anak kure2 yg normal ley x??
Saturday, 6 October 2012
Hectic Life..Meet Aedes =)
25Sept2012...mlm cmlm my lappy (SnowAngel) rosak..=( bru je ingt nk wt rport LI.. bru je pa download Rubric FYP time tu.. Then bru nk off fb..ckali *poofft* ttbe je mati.. then try on cmule xley.. time tu cuak tul rce..tp dicbbkn lth cgt da,anne pn tido la... bgn pgi td try nk on...xley gak..=( ish..ape la mclh SnowAngel ni.. So...ptg g anta SnowAngel kt kdai servis..SnowAngel kne mcuk 'ward'.. Hope get well soon la..blmbak kje mnanti ni...
26Sept2012..g cmule kdai tu nk amik SnowAngel..tp...org kdai tu ckp yg motherboard SnowAngel rosak..lau nk ganti,rm700... o.O err....mak aih! mhl nk mati! Mmg xla...mne nk cekau duit byk tu.. duit nk mkn pn xcmpi rm100 je ni... haih la... Nice timing SnowAngel =_=..mcm kau tau2 je ade PC fair (27-29Sept)..nk cgt org ganti ngn yg baru la ni haa? mm..=( buntu anne nk wat ape...cpe yg baik ht ley bntu..
27Sept2012...arini cgt bz...nk g PC fair pn kpnatan..esk je la bru g.. Thanx abg syahir cz nk tolong byrkn utk anne dlu... (tharu)..
28Sept2012....aftr solat jumaat,kiteorg grak ke TTC kul 2.45pm.. Ronde pnye ronde...laz2 Asus jd pilihan ht.. da la kaler pink.. jz nice... Bcoz of u SnowAngel...now i have BabyCerise with RM1056 debt..=_= but thatz ok.. I've fallen in love with BabyCerise since the moment that guy shown it to me...<3 ^_~ terime kasih ye abg syahir..t ade duit anne pulangkn cmule..anne byr ansur2 ley? lau nk byr sekelepuk,x dan rcenye...mmm....
29Sept12....kul 3pm bru dpt BabyCerise..cmlm bg kt abg syhr suro abg syhr wat pape yg patut dlu..mlm bru start sentuh report.. Huu...masih janggal ngn BabyCerise.. Arini dpt tau yg projek U-Glow msuk nex level..xsgke poster sesengal tu ley lpas mcuk zon timur pnye ptandingan My Inovasi2012.. So...kne prepare utk tu pulak..katenye esk kne dftr.. Im so hppy cz arini abg paie dtg..^_^ mlm kuar mkn kul 11pm (abg pai la ni..lmbt abs meeting)..mkn kt KFC kt pantai batu burok..kul 1lbh bru alek UMT..(30sept)
30Sept2012..arini pulun wat rport.. n arini gak dftr nme grup utk MyInovasi 2012..
1-2Oktober2012.. Pertandingan Peringkat Zon Timur My Inovasi 2012...due hr ni x mcuk cls utk prgram ni...arini abg paie alek uma die cmule..c u time convo abg!
Hari ptame(1oct)..taklimat..talk.. penjurian poster n bg cjil pd pserta..Even mcm xbyk pn agendanye.. dr 9am-4pm jugak tercongok kt dewan.. Mm..arini tercoretnye satu kisah persahabatan yg tjalin antare grup U-Glow n grup Aedes.... hehe.. Puncenye..time tu bru abs agenda utk arini.. grup U-Glow nk mcuk kete.. Ade skumpulan 4 jejaka ni pn mcuk lam kete grup deorg..ckali slh sorg ade tnye sumting kt kiteorg..tp kurg jelas..anne lak scepat mgkin mcuk lam kete cz da letih n mls nk lyn.. Ckali kete Aedes g blok kete kiteorg..n upenye deorg tnye ktne nk mkn keropok lekor yg best2.. After sorg kwn ni jelaskn ktne,Aedes stil blur...laz2 kiteorg tpkce ikut ckali..tnjukkan jln..kiteorg bwk ke BTB..cmpi kt ctu,jejaka2 ni ajk trun..so...kiteorg pn trun la..then diajaknye dduk semeje utk mkn kopok lekor.. Anne n Arfa da biace nk mlayan org yg opposite gender..tp 2org ag kwn kteorg ni,xbiace..cian lak tgk deorg.. Cite pnye cite upenye jejake2 ni dr polisas...no wonder da mcm tourist msuk ganu.. haha.. Aftr setel mkn,kteorg pn mntk izin nk alek...n Aedes lak nk g mrayap ke bandar.. So..our words ''jumpe lg esk''....
2nd day(2oct)...arini hr laz..ade presentation from each grup..U-Glow lam tahap 2..(degree).. Aedes lak tahap 1..(dip..poli..etc..)..utk tahap 2,ade 5 grup...tahap 1 lak ade 12 grup... Utk ke final,pringkat kbangsaan, dr thp 2, nk 2 je ...dr thp 1 lak nk 4...mls nk cite pnjg..in d end U-Gow x lepas... Aedes lpas.. turut gembire la bg Aedes.. So..abs upacara pnutup,anne n arfa jmpe Aedes utk ckp cngratz...ckali deorg tahan kiteorg..xks kiteorg alek dlu..kne tnjuk jln kt deorg g mkn sotong celup tepung.. Hahaha..lawak la deorg...so..kiteorg bwk ke teluk ketapang.. Da lebih 24jam bkawan bru masing2 tau name.. LOL.. Jejake2 Aedes ni nmenye Zul....Syam...Yo...n Amir... arini byk gak la yg kiteorg sembang...btukar fb n num phne.. Niat nk kekalkn psahabatan.. Anne pn xtau npe..clalunye sush nk mesre ngn org yg xbpe nk knal...tp ngn deorg ni,mudah mesre..even bru knal xlebih 48jam,rce cam da bkawan 1mggu..=) Aftr setel mkn n borak.kiteorg gerak nk balik.. Aedes terus alek ke polisas...anne n arfa alek ke UMT..bru je cmpi hostel, dpt mcg dr Amir Aedes...die ckp thnx utk 2hari ni..n enjoy dpt kwn baru...hehe..same la kite ye.. Mm..mlmni jugak add kt fb..hehe.. Anne lak pulun wat report..n xsgke lak Syam Aedes ley tman anne d whole nite..=)
(3october da~)chatting kt fb ngn Syam Aedes dr kul 2am cmpi ke subuh..gare2 tman anne ciapkn report.. Bile da dgr azan,bru anne cdar da subuh..n realize i need to sleep..cls kul 12pm..thnx to Syam Aedes cz snggup tman.. Tgh/h nk ke cls..tp cls cancel.. alek cmule ke bilik..settlekn pape yg ptut ngn rport LI tu..alhmdulillah...ke-pulun-an mlm td cmpi subuh paptg gi td mmbuahkan hasil.. Tggl 15% je lg.. Cls ptg 3-5pm.. Alek cls cmbung wat rport.. 8.30pm g mam ngn fmly SNSS..n mcg 3jejake Aedes mule masuk.. Zul,Syam n Amir..same naik je mcg deorg ni..cmpi ke 2.30am bru sumenye surrender(4oct)..deorg g tido..
4October2012...Anne bjaye abskn rport LI kul 3.30am..alhmdulillah....legenye ht.. Ley tido ngn aman...tp slack la ade lab 9am...xley nk angun lmbt ckit... 7.55am dpt mcg dr jejake Aedes wishing gdmorning n kononye kjut anne angun la...pdhl org angun 7.30am da.. hee... so..lab 9am-12pm... then cls 1-2pm.. setel anta rport kul 2.15pm..^_^ yeay!!tp psni nk pcah pale ngn proposal lak >_<.. Jejake Aedes stil setie mnemani..3org ni jugak la...bru arini tau yg Zul umur 24tahun.. hehe..da agk da msti mamat ni tue dr kiteorg.. Arini sumpah bdn anne cket cgt...pale pn cket..da cam kne hempas rce.. 6pm g mam ngn abg mie..cz mlmni abg mie btolak alek.. 9pm anne da surrender..tido.hrpn nk angun kul 10pm..10.15pm Syam call..10min gak bckp ngn mamat tu..mmg satu bdn nga bise..cmpi suare pn da brubah..cmpi Syam ingt anne dmm..hee..xdenye dmm..borak pnye borak..ngat nk angun da aftr ltak phne..tp stil xlarat..anne nk tido cmule..tp ttbe 10.40pm Zul lak call..=_= aik? deorg ni planning ape? ckp jap je ngn Zul..pkck tu suro anne rest btul2...jgn tido kjap2 je.. pedulik la~ then anne cmbung tido..12pm..xlarat gak... Laz2...12lbh or 1lbh bru anne btul2 angun..(5oct)...anne nk cmbung bce journal actually.. cuak rce cz proposal x wat pape ag.. So...jejake2 Aedes teman anne til 3am..pstu masing2 nk tido cz ade cls kul 8am.. Mm..laz2 hmpir kul 5am bru anne tido..cmyg subuh jap n cmbung tido cmule..
5oct2012....anne set jam nk angun 9am..tp anne cdar2 da 11.30am..o.O how come ley x cdar?? btul dozed off ni...12.15pm trun lunch ngn Nad.. then alek bilik cmbung cari journal yg nta pape..haih la srabut rce..@_@ >_< mlm g mam ngn abg syhr n nad.. n arini Zul Aedes n Syam Aedes sepi lak.. yg ade mcg Syam Aedes je yg ckp die nk ke cls kul 9am..anne xcdar pn..kih3..pstu 8.45pm Amir Aedes start mcg..mcg2 ngn die til 11.15pm.. Bru anne tau yg upenye jejaka2 Aedes ni nk mcuk 'line' anne.. LOL... Syam undur diri utk bg peluang kt Amir tekel anne..cz Amir minat anne n Syam xnk bsaing ngn kwn cndiri..same goes to Zul n Yo.. Mm...mulienye kwn.. But sorry guys...im not available.. So..hasrat ht masing2 kne reject la... Haih la Aedes..kite dipertemukan di atas Jalan Persahabatan...n bkn di atas Jalan Jodoh..cz Jalan Jodoh nga jam..=) hati ni da dimiliki.. So...hope Aedes xla serik bkawan ngn anne.. Hope our frenship laz forever..to Syam..thanx for caring so much (paling byk bebel suro jge mkn,minum n tido)...n to Amir...thnx for all d compliments...u said that im special in my own way for my kindness..my softness..my cweet style,sweet smiles n innocent face watkn ht lelaki ttarik..(anne x mntk pn sume ni..anne hnye jujur n ikhlas lam berkawan..im juz being me..) Cgala pujian kembali kpdNYA Maha Pencipta.. DIA yg jdkn anne camni..i didnt ask for it..lau xkrn kehendakNYA,mgkin Amir xkn rase cmtu pn.. Cz anne makhluknye..cme cam korg.. So..kite cme2 special in our own way.. I cant be Aedes's soulmate..but i can be Aedes's best fren..peace guyz..^_~v kite kwn ye... Hehe...suatu yg x dijgke.. da la masing2 ckp muke anne cam najwa latif..nta tang mne yg cme pn anne xtau... mngarut je deorg ni.. (tp org kt PTNJGL pn kate gtu...due2 boss kate gtu..) err...nape?? pp anne chubby cm najwa latif ea?? LOL..pape je la...~~pndgn org.. hmm.....btw,ade sumting gak yg blaku on 28-29sept ritu.... My abg (faizal)..ttbe mntk ptus hubungan 'adik-abg' cz katenye ade org fitnah kiteorg..n fitnah tu watkn yka x cye pd zal.. ssungguhnye ape yg tjadi ni agk mnyakitkn.. Xsgke npe org suke cgt nk msuk cmpur life anne.. ape deorg jeles ke?? X psl2 kerane tu jugak 2hati yg lain turut disakiti.. Dasar bagero pnye manusie.. C*l*k* la sape yg tabur fitnah tu...bahagie ke korg ngn kepayahan org lain?? hmm...my abg tu pulak lemah..npe msti die kalah ngn fitnah org sdgkn tun pnye bdn tau ape yg btulnye.. Mm....aftr diz n dat...now i know npe my abg tu tlalu lmah..upenye2 dtgnye dr yka cndiri... Anne x cgke npe yka ley xcye kt anne n zal...sdgkn yka tau cane anne n zal.. Ape la ht ppuan die fkir tntg anne ni cmpi die xcye ngn anne.. Haih la cik adik.......i wont b that kind of girl la sis... x tgamak rcenye nk mrampas llaki yg htnye tpaut pd kamu.. lau x skalipn,xdenye anne nk ngn zal tu..cz anne aggp die cbg abg je pn...pnh pulak adik bradk nk jatuh cinte...geli ok~ eww~ he's juz my abg...not more..even anne da ade my own Mr.Cinta..ht ni hnye utk die..xkn nye anne nk bpaling.. Hmm....kecewe ngn yka yg anne da anggp cam adik cndiri..biarla...Lau ni yg tbaik utk sume...then let it be..
26Sept2012..g cmule kdai tu nk amik SnowAngel..tp...org kdai tu ckp yg motherboard SnowAngel rosak..lau nk ganti,rm700... o.O err....mak aih! mhl nk mati! Mmg xla...mne nk cekau duit byk tu.. duit nk mkn pn xcmpi rm100 je ni... haih la... Nice timing SnowAngel =_=..mcm kau tau2 je ade PC fair (27-29Sept)..nk cgt org ganti ngn yg baru la ni haa? mm..=( buntu anne nk wat ape...cpe yg baik ht ley bntu..
27Sept2012...arini cgt bz...nk g PC fair pn kpnatan..esk je la bru g.. Thanx abg syahir cz nk tolong byrkn utk anne dlu... (tharu)..
28Sept2012....aftr solat jumaat,kiteorg grak ke TTC kul 2.45pm.. Ronde pnye ronde...laz2 Asus jd pilihan ht.. da la kaler pink.. jz nice... Bcoz of u SnowAngel...now i have BabyCerise with RM1056 debt..=_= but thatz ok.. I've fallen in love with BabyCerise since the moment that guy shown it to me...<3 ^_~ terime kasih ye abg syahir..t ade duit anne pulangkn cmule..anne byr ansur2 ley? lau nk byr sekelepuk,x dan rcenye...mmm....
29Sept12....kul 3pm bru dpt BabyCerise..cmlm bg kt abg syhr suro abg syhr wat pape yg patut dlu..mlm bru start sentuh report.. Huu...masih janggal ngn BabyCerise.. Arini dpt tau yg projek U-Glow msuk nex level..xsgke poster sesengal tu ley lpas mcuk zon timur pnye ptandingan My Inovasi2012.. So...kne prepare utk tu pulak..katenye esk kne dftr.. Im so hppy cz arini abg paie dtg..^_^ mlm kuar mkn kul 11pm (abg pai la ni..lmbt abs meeting)..mkn kt KFC kt pantai batu burok..kul 1lbh bru alek UMT..(30sept)
30Sept2012..arini pulun wat rport.. n arini gak dftr nme grup utk MyInovasi 2012..
1-2Oktober2012.. Pertandingan Peringkat Zon Timur My Inovasi 2012...due hr ni x mcuk cls utk prgram ni...arini abg paie alek uma die cmule..c u time convo abg!
Hari ptame(1oct)..taklimat..talk.. penjurian poster n bg cjil pd pserta..Even mcm xbyk pn agendanye.. dr 9am-4pm jugak tercongok kt dewan.. Mm..arini tercoretnye satu kisah persahabatan yg tjalin antare grup U-Glow n grup Aedes.... hehe.. Puncenye..time tu bru abs agenda utk arini.. grup U-Glow nk mcuk kete.. Ade skumpulan 4 jejaka ni pn mcuk lam kete grup deorg..ckali slh sorg ade tnye sumting kt kiteorg..tp kurg jelas..anne lak scepat mgkin mcuk lam kete cz da letih n mls nk lyn.. Ckali kete Aedes g blok kete kiteorg..n upenye deorg tnye ktne nk mkn keropok lekor yg best2.. After sorg kwn ni jelaskn ktne,Aedes stil blur...laz2 kiteorg tpkce ikut ckali..tnjukkan jln..kiteorg bwk ke BTB..cmpi kt ctu,jejaka2 ni ajk trun..so...kiteorg pn trun la..then diajaknye dduk semeje utk mkn kopok lekor.. Anne n Arfa da biace nk mlayan org yg opposite gender..tp 2org ag kwn kteorg ni,xbiace..cian lak tgk deorg.. Cite pnye cite upenye jejake2 ni dr polisas...no wonder da mcm tourist msuk ganu.. haha.. Aftr setel mkn,kteorg pn mntk izin nk alek...n Aedes lak nk g mrayap ke bandar.. So..our words ''jumpe lg esk''....
2nd day(2oct)...arini hr laz..ade presentation from each grup..U-Glow lam tahap 2..(degree).. Aedes lak tahap 1..(dip..poli..etc..)..utk tahap 2,ade 5 grup...tahap 1 lak ade 12 grup... Utk ke final,pringkat kbangsaan, dr thp 2, nk 2 je ...dr thp 1 lak nk 4...mls nk cite pnjg..in d end U-Gow x lepas... Aedes lpas.. turut gembire la bg Aedes.. So..abs upacara pnutup,anne n arfa jmpe Aedes utk ckp cngratz...ckali deorg tahan kiteorg..xks kiteorg alek dlu..kne tnjuk jln kt deorg g mkn sotong celup tepung.. Hahaha..lawak la deorg...so..kiteorg bwk ke teluk ketapang.. Da lebih 24jam bkawan bru masing2 tau name.. LOL.. Jejake2 Aedes ni nmenye Zul....Syam...Yo...n Amir... arini byk gak la yg kiteorg sembang...btukar fb n num phne.. Niat nk kekalkn psahabatan.. Anne pn xtau npe..clalunye sush nk mesre ngn org yg xbpe nk knal...tp ngn deorg ni,mudah mesre..even bru knal xlebih 48jam,rce cam da bkawan 1mggu..=) Aftr setel mkn n borak.kiteorg gerak nk balik.. Aedes terus alek ke polisas...anne n arfa alek ke UMT..bru je cmpi hostel, dpt mcg dr Amir Aedes...die ckp thnx utk 2hari ni..n enjoy dpt kwn baru...hehe..same la kite ye.. Mm..mlmni jugak add kt fb..hehe.. Anne lak pulun wat report..n xsgke lak Syam Aedes ley tman anne d whole nite..=)
(3october da~)chatting kt fb ngn Syam Aedes dr kul 2am cmpi ke subuh..gare2 tman anne ciapkn report.. Bile da dgr azan,bru anne cdar da subuh..n realize i need to sleep..cls kul 12pm..thnx to Syam Aedes cz snggup tman.. Tgh/h nk ke cls..tp cls cancel.. alek cmule ke bilik..settlekn pape yg ptut ngn rport LI tu..alhmdulillah...ke-pulun-an mlm td cmpi subuh paptg gi td mmbuahkan hasil.. Tggl 15% je lg.. Cls ptg 3-5pm.. Alek cls cmbung wat rport.. 8.30pm g mam ngn fmly SNSS..n mcg 3jejake Aedes mule masuk.. Zul,Syam n Amir..same naik je mcg deorg ni..cmpi ke 2.30am bru sumenye surrender(4oct)..deorg g tido..
4October2012...Anne bjaye abskn rport LI kul 3.30am..alhmdulillah....legenye ht.. Ley tido ngn aman...tp slack la ade lab 9am...xley nk angun lmbt ckit... 7.55am dpt mcg dr jejake Aedes wishing gdmorning n kononye kjut anne angun la...pdhl org angun 7.30am da.. hee... so..lab 9am-12pm... then cls 1-2pm.. setel anta rport kul 2.15pm..^_^ yeay!!tp psni nk pcah pale ngn proposal lak >_<.. Jejake Aedes stil setie mnemani..3org ni jugak la...bru arini tau yg Zul umur 24tahun.. hehe..da agk da msti mamat ni tue dr kiteorg.. Arini sumpah bdn anne cket cgt...pale pn cket..da cam kne hempas rce.. 6pm g mam ngn abg mie..cz mlmni abg mie btolak alek.. 9pm anne da surrender..tido.hrpn nk angun kul 10pm..10.15pm Syam call..10min gak bckp ngn mamat tu..mmg satu bdn nga bise..cmpi suare pn da brubah..cmpi Syam ingt anne dmm..hee..xdenye dmm..borak pnye borak..ngat nk angun da aftr ltak phne..tp stil xlarat..anne nk tido cmule..tp ttbe 10.40pm Zul lak call..=_= aik? deorg ni planning ape? ckp jap je ngn Zul..pkck tu suro anne rest btul2...jgn tido kjap2 je.. pedulik la~ then anne cmbung tido..12pm..xlarat gak... Laz2...12lbh or 1lbh bru anne btul2 angun..(5oct)...anne nk cmbung bce journal actually.. cuak rce cz proposal x wat pape ag.. So...jejake2 Aedes teman anne til 3am..pstu masing2 nk tido cz ade cls kul 8am.. Mm..laz2 hmpir kul 5am bru anne tido..cmyg subuh jap n cmbung tido cmule..
5oct2012....anne set jam nk angun 9am..tp anne cdar2 da 11.30am..o.O how come ley x cdar?? btul dozed off ni...12.15pm trun lunch ngn Nad.. then alek bilik cmbung cari journal yg nta pape..haih la srabut rce..@_@ >_< mlm g mam ngn abg syhr n nad.. n arini Zul Aedes n Syam Aedes sepi lak.. yg ade mcg Syam Aedes je yg ckp die nk ke cls kul 9am..anne xcdar pn..kih3..pstu 8.45pm Amir Aedes start mcg..mcg2 ngn die til 11.15pm.. Bru anne tau yg upenye jejaka2 Aedes ni nk mcuk 'line' anne.. LOL... Syam undur diri utk bg peluang kt Amir tekel anne..cz Amir minat anne n Syam xnk bsaing ngn kwn cndiri..same goes to Zul n Yo.. Mm...mulienye kwn.. But sorry guys...im not available.. So..hasrat ht masing2 kne reject la... Haih la Aedes..kite dipertemukan di atas Jalan Persahabatan...n bkn di atas Jalan Jodoh..cz Jalan Jodoh nga jam..=) hati ni da dimiliki.. So...hope Aedes xla serik bkawan ngn anne.. Hope our frenship laz forever..to Syam..thanx for caring so much (paling byk bebel suro jge mkn,minum n tido)...n to Amir...thnx for all d compliments...u said that im special in my own way for my kindness..my softness..my cweet style,sweet smiles n innocent face watkn ht lelaki ttarik..(anne x mntk pn sume ni..anne hnye jujur n ikhlas lam berkawan..im juz being me..) Cgala pujian kembali kpdNYA Maha Pencipta.. DIA yg jdkn anne camni..i didnt ask for it..lau xkrn kehendakNYA,mgkin Amir xkn rase cmtu pn.. Cz anne makhluknye..cme cam korg.. So..kite cme2 special in our own way.. I cant be Aedes's soulmate..but i can be Aedes's best fren..peace guyz..^_~v kite kwn ye... Hehe...suatu yg x dijgke.. da la masing2 ckp muke anne cam najwa latif..nta tang mne yg cme pn anne xtau... mngarut je deorg ni.. (tp org kt PTNJGL pn kate gtu...due2 boss kate gtu..) err...nape?? pp anne chubby cm najwa latif ea?? LOL..pape je la...~~pndgn org.. hmm.....btw,ade sumting gak yg blaku on 28-29sept ritu.... My abg (faizal)..ttbe mntk ptus hubungan 'adik-abg' cz katenye ade org fitnah kiteorg..n fitnah tu watkn yka x cye pd zal.. ssungguhnye ape yg tjadi ni agk mnyakitkn.. Xsgke npe org suke cgt nk msuk cmpur life anne.. ape deorg jeles ke?? X psl2 kerane tu jugak 2hati yg lain turut disakiti.. Dasar bagero pnye manusie.. C*l*k* la sape yg tabur fitnah tu...bahagie ke korg ngn kepayahan org lain?? hmm...my abg tu pulak lemah..npe msti die kalah ngn fitnah org sdgkn tun pnye bdn tau ape yg btulnye.. Mm....aftr diz n dat...now i know npe my abg tu tlalu lmah..upenye2 dtgnye dr yka cndiri... Anne x cgke npe yka ley xcye kt anne n zal...sdgkn yka tau cane anne n zal.. Ape la ht ppuan die fkir tntg anne ni cmpi die xcye ngn anne.. Haih la cik adik.......i wont b that kind of girl la sis... x tgamak rcenye nk mrampas llaki yg htnye tpaut pd kamu.. lau x skalipn,xdenye anne nk ngn zal tu..cz anne aggp die cbg abg je pn...pnh pulak adik bradk nk jatuh cinte...geli ok~ eww~ he's juz my abg...not more..even anne da ade my own Mr.Cinta..ht ni hnye utk die..xkn nye anne nk bpaling.. Hmm....kecewe ngn yka yg anne da anggp cam adik cndiri..biarla...Lau ni yg tbaik utk sume...then let it be..
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