Mimpi Jejaka Misteri..

Jejaka Misteri.. Yup..tu la gelaran yg anne bg pd seorg jejaka yg muncul lam mmpi anne.. Cmlm anne mmpi die lagi!! Ni kali ke-4 anne mmpikn die.. Citenye cmni..

Akhir thn lepas..(akhir sem 1).. Satu mlm tu.. Anne ade mmpi...ade sorang jejake ni asyik pndang anne dr jauh.. Anne lak rabun.. Jd xbpe nk jelas la nmpk mukenye.. Yg anne tau..muke die not bad la actually.. Dr awl mmpi..cmpi akhir mmpi,tu je yg die wat.. He's starring at me.. Yg peliknye,anne xlak rce xcke..(clalunye anne jd kurg cke lau org asyk pandang..).. Da die pndang anne,anne pndang la die kan.. Laz2 tcdar.. So i juz ignored..


Two n half weeks later anne tmmpi lagi... Lam mmpi tu..anne nga jln2 ngn ibu,mak,abah n adik kt satu tmpt ni..cam shopping kompleks..dari jauh..anne nmpk si jejaka yg cme cam lam mmpi 1st..dtg..menghampiri anne,ibu n mak.. Makin die dekat..makin jelas la muke die.. Mmg not bad.. He's quite gudlooking..^_~hikhik..(nakal lak anne ni!haepp! hee~~).. Cerah orgnye.. Bdn pn juz nice..x chubby..kurus....tp xde la kurus melidi.. Juz nice la..^_^ N ketinggian die pn juz nice.. Mmg omost like my taste la..ngee~  Cmpi je die dpn ibu....die cnyum..(cair kot tgk cnyuman die..cgt cweet!!!!).. Lam mmpi tu mmg xde pbualan..jz body language..eye contacts.. Melalui bhs tubuh bdn je.. Melalui carenye tcndiri,anne tau yg die nga mntk izin ibu utk bwk anne g ke 1 tmpt.. Ibu lak ngn sng hati je cnyum n biar si jejaka gamit anne n bwk anne g tmpt len.. Stil in d shopping kompleks...but lgsg xbtembung my fmly once he took me away wit him.. Anehnye..cam anne da knal die lme..amat selese ngn die.. Die pimpin anne g 1 tmpt ni..n duk lpak2..yg anne tau mlalui mmpi tu...die tue 2-3thn dari anne.. Aftr da puas lpak,he sent me back to ibu.. But b4 dat..he did gave me sumting.. Tp anne xcmpt bukk beg tu n tgk ape dlm die..cz anne tjage.. Hmm.. Pd mce yg cme(in reality..bukn mmpi tau!)..anne bru je bknalan ngn Abg Bubu..(my love)..yela..mid January gtu..


Hari bganti hari... Anne makin rapat ngn abg.. 2bulan pknalan n finally anne bukk pntu ht ni utk my love.. Itz 15 March 11.. Alhamdulillah anne hppy..hppy cgt2 ngn abg.. Thanx 4 ur love.. I appreciate it..


So....itz omost d end of my 2nd sem.. Mid April.. Time tu bz preparing utk final sem 2.. Anne byk tmimpikan arwah tok.. Mmg tiap kali angun dr mmpi ngs la..rindu kot..T_T (Al-Fatihah).. Not forgetting..anne ade mmpi si Jejaka Misteri tu ag..  Kalini.. Die cnyum je pandang anne..tp x smesre time lam 2nd dream tu.. Then die blalu pegi.. mmg xde pbualan pn lam mmpi tu...juz like d 1st n 2nd dream..tp dr bhs tubuh n mate die..cam die nk tgglkn anne.. Anne try nk pggil die suro bpaling..tp xcmpt cz anne tjage.. Mm.......


Now..again..utk kali ke-4.. Jejaka Misteri tu muncul lagi.. Tp......................kalini.....anne pn tkejut.. Nk tau npe?? Cbb......tau2 anne..anne bdiri kat lam 1 bilik ni..(cam style uma kayu..kt kmpung..tp mewah..)..im wearing a wedding dress!!!! Then..anne kuar dr bilik tu.... There's a guy waiting outside..matching bju pengantinnye dngn anne.. Owh yea..bju tu cntik..cbb..kaler fav anne..^_~ pink+putih.. Bju anne soft rasberry pink..n my veil putih..my accessories pn putih.. While dat guy..bju die putih..kain samping n tanjak die kaler soft rasberry pink cam bju yg anne kai tu.. Kire tbalik la..anne bju pink,accessories putih..die lak bju putih,accessories pink.. Awesome!! Lam mmpi kali ni.. Pun kiteorg xbyk ckpnye..tp ley dgr la suasane riuh rendah.. Suasane time tu mlm..kiteorg da pn nikah..tp mlm tu ade sesi bgambar n mkn2.. tu yg kiteorg pkai bju pngantin.. So..mce anne kuar dr blik tu,dat guy mmbelakangkn anne..jd..anne xnmpk la muke die.. Anne pn g la kt die..sentuh bahu die..n die toleh.. Die cnyum.. Gosh~ itz him!!! Jejaka Misteri! Lam mmpi tu anne khwn ngn die!! Tp prcaan yg anne rce tu..mmg cgt unik..rce cgt bahagie... Jejaka Misteri tu tarik anne lam dakapan die n kucup dahi anne.. Pstu die pimpin anne turun tgge.. Dari 1st step ag anne nmpk mmg org nga cgt meriah duk bcerite..mkn2.. Dak2 lak blari sakan.. Jejaka Misteri xlpaskn lgsg tgn anne..die pimpin cmpi bwh.. Pstu bwk anne kt tmpt mkck2 anne n mak2 nga bkumpul.. Anne salam one by one..die pn cme.. One of my untie ckp ''waa..da khwn da ank dare uteh yg sorg ni..uteh tumpang gembire..^_^'' Jelas tpancar kebahagiaan kt muke ctiap mkck n mak2.. Anne pulak mmg gurl yg 1st lam fmly n big fmly.. Pstu..mule la kaum2 ibu,mkck2 heret anne duk ngn deorg.. Kaum2 ayah,pkck2 sume duk bsembang ngn Jejaka Misteri tu.. Even kononnye masing2 yg dgr ncht dr org tue..at d same time anne n Jejaka Misteri tu stil cmpat jeling2 sesame cndiri n bmain mate..pstu cnyum2 even dr jauh.. Time tu mmg anne rce cgt.........nta la..xtau nk ckp.. Mgkin tu yg dircekn pasangan yg bru dinikahkn.. Bahagie je.. Mmg cgt indah.. Rce cam xnk angun dr tido.. Tp..ape kan daye.. Alarm phone menjerit kul 5.45am.. Time utk Subuh... Tcdar dr mmpi.. Anne rce cam... WOW~ Ley dikatekn cweetdreams...cz itz so cweet! 


Tp...cpe Jejaka Misteri tu????? Mmg cmpi arini anne xtau cpe die.. Mmg xknal lgsg.. Tp ape mkcd mmpi2 tu sume.. Anne pulak da ade sum1 special... Cant be la..... I love my love so much... Hm..mgkin mainan tido.. Biar je la dlu... Mm...
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Arini..anne derme darah...anne org yg jge counter tu ingt anne underage.. o.O hello~~im 20..cant u see???? Hm..tp...bgus gak xnmpk..awet mude la saye~ hikhik..^_~

Nape Moody??

Mm...cmlm..nta npe mood xbpe nk ok.. Ade xkne je rce.. Plus..badan lak rce cam xbpe nk chat.. Ht ni pulak mmg xpnh stop merindu si die..my babylove.. N pagi cmlm mmg xde mcg dr die.. Biar la.. hati ni lau awl2 tu ade la rce majoknye..tp ni da lame2 rce cam da lali.. Nk2 bile fkirkn da alek UMT nnt.. (xsabar lak nk jmpe geng Persadatari..)  Then malam cmlm time mgrb..ttbe dpt mcg dr die..cgt x expect cz awl gile.. Planned nk tido mlm cmlm lam kul 10pm gtu.. Sah2 la..(lau kebiacaannye)..si die x abs ag kjenye.. msti kul 10.30pm above bru nk muncul..tp ni x!!! Hm...so..rply je la.. Actually i'm in mode ''I NEED SOME ME TIME N NO PHONES.."  Jd...rply mcg pn xde la smiley2 yg biace tu cam ^_^..^_~..=)...etc... Then die call pulak...time tu nga cdai bju..mmg x jwb la.. Pastu time nk isyak tu.. Die call..kalini,die ley lak wat cuare cam polis nk amik keterangan..=_= Haish~ ade2 je abg ni.. Dicbbkn xnk die trce,cube la hppy2kn cuare ni.. Tp in d end die dpt tgkap gak.. Da sudah~~mcm2 die tnye..ok ke x..majok ngn cpe..npe ni...etc.. Hm..... Again.....cowy la abg.. Mood ttbe nk majok ngn org sekeliling.. Mgkin cbb PMS jugak kot.. biace 1week b4,simptom2 tu mule la muncul.. Dlu2 xde lak dpt simptom2 lain clain snggugut yg mmg cam tenggiling.. Tp..cjak2 umur mcuk 20 ni..mcm2 simptom lain kuar..kdg2 mood swing..(padahal dlu xpn)...tp psl mood ni jarang la blaku.. clalu yg jd tu..ttbe rce cam nk dmm..tu yg letih cmacam..cmpi mood nk bcakap ngn org pn xde..cam cmlm abg call tu la.. Mm..lupekn la tntg tu..
Nga cdap lyn mcg abg aftr isyak tu..phne abg lak wat hal kan.. At 1st mmg da mls nk pgang phne..tp abg beriye cgt ajk mcg..cz abg kate abg agk free...jz kne tman org2 company abg.. So..layan la..mood nk pgang phne bru je nk ade..phne abg wat prangai.. Laz2 anne pn tido je la.. N then abg call..bru ckp bpe saat,ttbe tmati...phne buat hal ag..=_= N laz i sent u a mcg..n trus tido..

Pagi td..kul 6.45am da mndi sume..7.05am gtu abg call..ckp abg nk ciap2 utk work.. Ok then.. mcg 2-3x..pstu abg pn da cnyap.. 7.30am gerak bawak mak g Pusat Kesihatan Taman U.. Lam mce nga tggu turn mcuk bilik doktor,tnmpk 2 gurls ni.. Nk wat medical check-up utk mcuk U la tu.. Ckali......anne tnmpk lak lam file deorg ade surat UMT!! My heart skipped a lil.. ^_^hikhik..excited la jugak kan tnmpk bakal juniors.. Nk2 budak2 ni msti duk dkat ngn kwsn uma..(lau x..xkn g cehck-up kt PK Tmn U ni kan.. haha..).. Punye la tggi keinginan hati nk btnye adik2 tu dpt kos ape... Tp at d time nk mnyape dak2 tu..kelu lak lidah ni..xbrani nk tnye.. Cbb..........cgan!! Haih la anne..ape nk jd ni..pemalu tahap gaban..xbrubah dr dlu cmpi umur da genap 20thn 2bulan.. Sush tul nk ubah sikap yg 1 ni..mgkin lau brubah pn lau dr kcik tu cmpi ckrg..stakat 10% je.. Bpe kali cube brani kn dri ni..cmpi nek cjuk2 jari2 tgn semate2 nk tnye dak2 tu dpt kos ape.. Tp...cmpi ke sudah..cmpi alek..mmg xpat nk tnye dak 2org tu..>_< Malu..malu..malu!!!! (nta ape yg nk dimalukn pn xtau la kn..da mmg dr azali cmni..=_=).. Pstu...mak lak da mmbebel..''awk tu mmg..brat cgt mulut tu nk bckp..dpn org je tsipu2...blah3..cne nk jd facy kos lau cmni?...blah3..'' (ade 15min gak die bebel).. Haih mak ni..=_= bkn cngaje..da thp pmalu tu tggi..pe yg anne ley wt.. Lau smbang2 lam FB tu brani la gak.. Hikhik.. Psl facy tu...tu pn dipkce kwn..dr xrela..bile tgk nme da mcuk list..rela la gak akhirnye..(nta pe la jd nnt..>_<mm! cgan la!!!).. Hikhik...mmg ancur la my softskill dpn org lau cmni...haish~ Hope akn brubah jd ag better.. Lau cmni..cane la nk kje nnt kan.. (tp bile wat kje..pndai lak mindset ni nk treat org..).. Da la anne ade operasi SULIT..sumenye akn bmule di UMT.. Hmm...^_^

At 1.35pm...ttbe je my phne bbunyi lagu 'Centre of My Heart-H & Claire'..tndenye mcg dr my babylove mcuk.. Again..i was like..WOW.. Mmpi ape abg ni..clalu da start kje mmg xde la nk pndg phne die.. Upenye die ngn excitednye gtau tmpt kje yg die dpt utk arini.. Hehe..ade2 je.. Mm..datz all for now.. Till then......

Puteri Agong

26 July 2011- Arini....wat kuih Puteri Agong lak..tp xpat nk upload pic cz ni pn blogging bukn kai my own lappy.. Mmm..bngun kul 7.15am..start wat puteri agong cmpi kul 12.30pm.. Cket bdn tu tetap cket bdn..tmbah lak ngn arini pnye.. Tp lege la bile sumenye da ciap dibakar n disusun lam balang..

So..pnye la cket bdn..cmpi tgk katil pn,nikmatnye cam org yg nga kehausan nmpk air cjuk.. Trus landing la kt tilam..haha.. Mmg marvelous!! Then automatik je tgn ni set alarm kt phne kul 2.05pm..cm tau2 je akn tertido.. Mmg btul pn..landing kt katil kul 1pm..rcenye kul 1.10pm mmg da lenyap kt dunie khayalan..haha.. Btul pnat pnye pasal.. Ckali...nga syok tido tu,tdengar ade org pggil.. ''Anne...anne..''  (cuare yg cgt dikenali..) Try nk bcuare jwb ''hmm?'' tp xley lak kuar cuare.. Mate tetap tertutup rapat cam kne gam.. Hikhik.. Then peluk bntal bcuk puas2.. N tdengar ag cuare yg cme memanggil-manggil.. ''yang?..ayang..........sayang~~~~~~..''  (lau nk tau cuare cpe yg anne dgr mmamggil2 tu..tu cuare my love la..) Anne dgr cuare abg..haha.. xley blah btul.. Cbijik cam abg clalu pggil lau nga ckp lam phne.. Trus anne tjage.. Lam mamai2 tu cmpt check log phne..mne tau..in case abg ade call..anne lak g jwb..tu yg cam lam mmpi je rce abg ade pggil2.. tp bile check,xde lak.. Then tgk jam da kul 2pm.. 5mins before my alarm blow.. Hehe..nta cane ley jd cmtu.. Da tjage tu..g cuci muke.. Amik wuduk n solat zohor lak.. Kul 3pm Shafiq cmpi uma.. He fetch me n we went to Perling.. A lil talk on bisnes.. Atleast rce cam besh la jugak cz at d same time ley merayap.. Da mcm dating la pulak..kuar bdue je lak tu..hehe... G kt Perling Mall... Da bpe kurun nta x g ctu...laz time g mce 6 June 2006 (06/06/06) <--tarikh keramat ni! Then arini ley lak jejakkn kaki kt ctu..da cam ruse mcuk kmpung..pelik je rce.. Kuar lak ngn laki yg bukn bukn boyfren..ag la awkward bile org sume pndang cam kiteorg ni cweet couple..=_= Tp demi bisnes..pedulik la! 6pm..shafiq anta alek uma.. Hm..ciap mndi mnde..mgrb sume.. da mule rce letih.. Lam kul 11pm gtu my love mcg.. Die kate die da kt melake..n ready nk tido.. Hmmmm...tido la abg..mmg xpat nk watpe cgt bile abg da start kje.. Even ckrg anne nga xde wat pape,abg bz.. Mlm bru dpt mcg..tu pn max 10x mcg je.. T bile anne da alek UMT..da start ngn study group..esaimens...trening tarian n studio stuffs t.. Mgkin akn blaku 1 hari tu abg ckp abg bru alek kje.. Then anne cume dpt balas mcg abg kul 1-2am gtu..(sah2 la abg datido time tu..) Alamatnye...mmg xkn bermesej la kite.. Im well prepared for dat..^_^ korban ckit la nmpknye.. Laluan hdup da xcme..jz hati kite je yg stil bsatu..

Begins NOW!

Arini...kul 7am ag da kne kerah tulang 4kerat ni angun mndi n get prepare utk wat kuih... So.....lbh kurg kul 7.45am da start bncuh adunan.. Arini wat 3 jenis kuih.. Tembikai..kuici rice..n tart gulung.. Awl2 pnye la cmngat wt kuih... Mcuk tgh/h je....kesakitan kt tulang2 mule trce...(i dun like diz feeling!).. By 3pm..mmg rce cam nk givup cgt2.. tp push dri ag... N finally..ciap sumenye around 5.45pm... N ctiap inci bdn ni trce cam........................hmm.....i dunno.. Yg psti cketnye cmpi tahap nk merengek..tp xley nk merengek ag cz nk kuarkn cuare pn cam da xde tenage..  Aftr mndi n get refresh..bru la rce cam ok ckit..but still...cketnye xilang..mate lak cam org xtido malam nantoknye..=_=haish~
Omost 9pm.. My love called.. Dgr cuare die yg cerie,watkn diri tlupe jap tntg rce pnat n cket bdn yg mmg mnyucuk-nyucuk rcenye.. N i dun expect him to tell me his 5years goal. I'm abit surprised when he asked me to start thinking about living in Terengganu aftr we're married!!..(InsyaAllah..)..cz his 5years goal needs him to be at Terengganu..  At dat moment..i dunno how to act..wut shud i do??? At d same time..da takut gak lau tsilap ckp or react,t tkut tsinggung prcaan die lak..i dun want that to happen.. Nk diam..tkut abg ingt anne xcke n xsokong impian abg..tp lau nk ckp pulak..anne xtau nk ckp ape..cz anne xpnah tfikir pn akan bjauhan ngn family..cbb...family anne sumenye berkelompok kt JB..lau ade yg jauh2 pn,stil in Johor... So...mmg la anne tkejut ttbe kne fkir lau jauh ngn fmily... Lau jauh kt KL tu..ok ag kot..tp Terengganu??? Itz 10hours away from Johor..! I do love Terengganu like he does... Bru je tfikir..lau la adik da bsr t,nk suro adik mcuk UMT la..jd ley jenguk ag UMT kecygn tu..ckalinye..... Hamek ctu! BF cndiri ajk duk ganu..adeyh~
Mm..pape pn..anne nk abg tau..yg anne akn cntiace sokong abg.. N lau takdir da mmg jodoh kite bcme..anne akn cntiace ngn abg.. Bile da khwn..msti wife akn ikut hubby kn? If im urs,then i'll follow u wherever ur life takes u to cz i am apart of u n u too are apart of me.. I'll try my best to b a gud wife to d guy called my hubby.. Jd..tntg pape kputusan pn..lau demi mase dpn yg baik,anne akn ikut je.. Juz want u to hev d best that u can get..
Hmm...then..die cite lak yg die g KL esk...(3am).. Then ke Melaka lak..till saturday.. 'Outstation' kate die~~haha.. Ley la jugak..^_^ Hm..abg makin bz..n that makes me miz u more.. Lau ley..bile abg call tu..rce cam xnk ltak je phne..tp...lau cdt blambak cam air..xpe jugak.. Ni masing2 sengkek.. Hikhik...ley wat camtu time call free je la ley harap.. Haa..tggu la bday abg lak lau nk free..bday anne da lpas.. Mm..^_~ Doa anne..cmge abg cmat pegi n balik..jge dri kt cne.. ILY n IMY...143367... <3

Mm.........~~

''Anne rindu abg..'' <<--ni je ayat yg akn kuar kt pale n hati bile ingt tntg die..=) Xde la angau cgt..jz rndu..mmg always rndu pn..hehe..

Hmm..die ade 2 phne..maxis n celcom..like me.. Then...kelmarin hp yg die clalu kai num maxis tu ilang.. Speechless time bce mcg die..(num celcom).. Da tkdir agknye.. But stil ok la ley mcg ngn celcom.. Hope i cud make him feel better.. I juz love his way on dat nite..^_~

Cmlm..was juz fine... Ptg tu kuar g JJTC beli hadiah utk Cammy..coz nk wat bday party die arini... Cmpi uma kul 6.20pm..at 6.40pm dpt mcg from my love yg die bru cmpi JJTC.. Haha..elok la tu..anne balik abg lak cmpi ye? Hm..die ade team nite katenye..mmg every week ade.. So..agk jelesh bile die kate die g mam steamboat.. >_<jelesh!

23 July 2011- Arini ade wt makan2 kt uma..utk clebrate bday Cammy..(bday die 20July cme ngn abah)...tp wat arini cz arini kn cuti... Speggethi...nyum3..black forest bday kek..ns goreng cili padi.. Quite fun...bile wat makan2 cmni kt uma..ngn pkck mkck dtg..^_^ LIKE3!!

Nite...9.30~9.40pm.. Ttbe dpt call dr my babylove..die call gune public! o.O  Die kate die da sesat ke Angsana..nk balik da.. Phne celcom die rosak.. So...die pn da kbuntuan nk contact cane..tu yg kai public phne tu.. I was like...wow~he rmmber my phne number! Tharu lak bile die call gune public juz to inform me.. Mm..^_~cweet jugak (utk anne la..xtau la yg lain cane..).. 

Haish~~~~~~haih la phne...nape la rosak..nk mnje2 ckit mlmni pn xley..nk tebus cmule d nite yg anne TERmajok ngn abang tu..huhu.. Cowy ye abg..anne bukn cngaje..tp nga xde mood ag..tu yg jd cam....nta la....rce x tnang je.. I mish u so much... Rindu cgt2.. Bile xde berite dr abg 1 hari pn rce cam x cmplete hr tu.. Ni nnt bln september abg nk ke vietnam lak..anne xtau la lam mce cmggu tu cane..yg psti,im gonna mish so so much! Atleast ok la kot...anne n da kt UMT time tu..rcenye aftr cls msti bz ngn trening tarian utk show time senior konvo kan...tmcuk abg jugak..^_^ hehe.. Hmm..juz hope phne tu cpt baiknye..mishu3!

Kek Lapis n Kuih Raye!!

Juz now anne chatting ngn one of my senior ni..Kak Ryna.. N ckp sal kek n kuih raye.. N ttbe dpt idea nk tulis kt blog..^_~hikhik.. Alang2 dpt promo jugak..
Tiap thn mmg wt bisnes kek n kuih raye ni.. Xtau start bile..yg psti mmg mmbesar ngn mak yg akan wt kuih everytime raye menjelang..bukn stakat raye syawal..but also raye cine..deepavali ke.. Utk memastikan kek kuih tu cdap..mak kai butter SCS..dlu..butter ni murah je kot..ckrg..mak aih~ tercekik tgk harge.. Jd..ckrg kiteorg kai SCS+Buttercups... Found out rcenye besh je.. Bg kek,rahsie kesedapan kek tu tletak pd telur tu..pukul ckup kembang or cjuk or wutever.. rahcie kn..ne ley ckp sume...hikhik..=P


Thinking of sharing kt blog..^_^ Berminat nk order x??? Hehe.. Here we go~


Kek Lapis (Asam atau Rempah) :
>RM40 (small 6x6)
>RM60 (big 8x8)

Kek Lapis Cheese (Our special kek lapis) :
>RM45 (small 6x6)
>RM65 (big 8x8)


Nk tau npe cheese punye mahal ckit (lbh RM5) ??? Cbb...cheese da mahal la ckrg..
Ni antare pic2 kek lapis(not all).. :

Ni sume kek lapis asam..

Moving on with kuih..~


>Tart Gulung
>Makmur Kurma
>Kuih Tembikai (badam kisar tau..bukan kai cornflakes kisar)
>Suji Crystal
>Kuici Rice..(nta npe mak ltak nme ni..doh putih yg ade bahan2 like badam kisar n else of coz..yg dicampur ngn chocolate rice..kuici sbg hiasan..)

Kuih2 ni sume flat price...RM19 utk 50bji... Murah kn??
Laz but not least~
>Kuih Puteri Agong.....yg ni rm20 utk 50 bji... Yg ni d besh! Kuih2 lain besh gak..gerenti xnyesal lau beli.. Hehe..

 Ni kuih tembikai (2 warne)

 Watermelons

 Watermelons

 Watermelons

 Watermelons

Yg ni..mcm2 jnis kuih ade..yg tersenarai kt ats td tu..
>Yg kiri ckali tu kuih peanutbutter cookies
>2nd from left tu..ats ckali tu suji crystal..bwh die tembikai..bwh ckali tu puteri agong..dpn puteri agong tu tart gulung..
>3rd from left..ats ckali tu lau xclap kuih quaker oats..yup2..quakeroats..(atok2 cke yg ni)..bwh die lak..yg tu kuih chocolate chip..bwh ckali tu..tu la milo twinkle..kai milo..hiasan die gule2 smarties..mmg fav dak2..^_^
>4th from left...ats ckali tu..haa..tu la kuici rice..cdap..hehe.. Bwh die tu..tu suji crystal..n yg bwh ckali..tart gulung again..

Stakat ni je la pic yg ade (pic thn lpas kot..>_< hee~)
Ujung bulan ni start buat..so..fresh pnye pictures akan di upload later on..

So??? Nk x??  Kuih2 lain cam kuih peanut butter..milo twinkle..(yg ni budak2 cke..one of my fav gak..^_~)...sunkist celup chocolate..sarang semut..kek chocolate... Yg ni sume akn dibuat upon request...


Anyway...thanx spend time bce iklan yg x seberape ni.. Hikhik...
Aritu nk anta mcg ni kt sorg mmber..meraban g anta kt org lain.. Adeyh~wt malu je.. Kih3..^_^ N now..open da..=) Hmm... <3

E.M.P.T.Y...

Itz 20 July 2011- Arini bday abah(44thn)..n also Cammy (adk cdare 3thn)..n also..one of my besties in my biology class..mira..(20thn da kamu cik kcik~ ^_^hmm..) So...clalunye..bile ade bday,fmly akn kuar g mkn2 at somewhere special... But this year..rcenye xde kot... Mak pnye bday 10jan ritu..juz beli kek..tu pn mkck2 beli kek n makn kt uma.. Then...mine..28may...pn...(time tu kt KL cz ibu ade kje)..even worst..no bday song like always (1point)...no prezzy at all(1point)(juz dpt prezzy mce awl bulan jun kot..tu pn cz my twinz,miss aied cnggh uma n bg prezzy..^_^thnx sis..).. bday kek pn..mak yg belikan..but then bwk alek bilik hotel,makan kek tu like....hurm..bkn bday kek la..cam duk cje2 mkn roti gtu..=_= pfft~ mmg bukn suasane bday la.. I was like...Cmon~itz my 20th bday..i'm leaving d 'teen' behind..(no more teen-teen aftr diz..)..but unfortunately..nope..no clebration at all.. N now abah pnye turn..ag la..no cake..juz a simple wish..(wut else can i do kan..) My 2k yg abh pnjam since 12May till now x byr ag...=_= Itz 2k ok?? Not 2sen..2hengget ke..200hengget ke..tp 2k!! Haish~ Ok la...enuff psl hal kt uma n bday abah..

Kt FB lak....atleast ley release tension bile dpt jmpe ngn junior2 yg bakal mcuk UMT.. Hikhik..dak2 ni yg nk mcuk..tp nmpknye senior la yg excited kot...(anne antarenye la..kih3..^_~ besh ape dpt adk...) Mm..but,even so...stil..ht ni cam xpuas ht ag..=_=
Silapnye dr cmlm la kot.. Not in a gud mood though.. Si die lak cmlm mlm bru muncul.. Tp b4 12am die da lesap da..diulit mmpi.. Without wishing gudnite!! ~_~erm~... Pstu..pgi td..between subuh-7.30am... Biacenye die akn mcg ckp die nk grak to work..but..........nope.. Yea..nope..xde pn.. Nk kate kcik ht..xde la... I'm not dat kind... Tp utk majok ats cbb ni..mgkin ade la ckit kot.. Pe x nye..cam totally ignored lak rce.. Hm..bior la..bz cgt ngn kje la tu cmpi x hengat org..=_= Utk kje xpe la..tp lau bukan2.. Mm...juz wait n c la pe yg mgkin blaku.. Tp utk arini..mmg nga xde mood..mgkin will b invisible for certain people.. Juz need some ME time... Till then...recooling my mind..^_~

Late Transformers.. Early Harry Potter..

13 July 2011- Mlm tu... Me,ibu,abah n mak g CS..plan nk tgk Transformers... I noe...cite tu da nk basi da..bru kiteorg bpeluang nk tgk... Cz b4 diz xley nk gerak cz mak cket... Well...movie at 8.05pm (if not mistaken).... Watching Transformers...but i kept SMS-ing him.. bcoz~~he juz got back home...my only chance to talk to him..rindu kot sunyi sepi di siang hari..mlm bru bpeluang nk manje2 ckit.. *chuckles..*(he knows me well ^_~ahaxz!) Ok la dpt mcg lam 2jam gtu..better than not.. Alek uma da kul 11.30pm~12am gtu.. (in dat range)... Wish he cud stay a lil bit longer..but..hehe..he'd surrendered.. I noticed...since die da kje...die cpt tido..letih la of cosh~ Biar la.. The best thing...aftr tgk transformers (n of coz aftr mcg2 ngn si die n tnye jadual die cane esk..)..decided belikan ticket harry potter utk die jugak..(fmly da beli dlu ticket harry b4 mcuk hall tgk trnsformers..).. Now..tido mlm pn rce excited utk hari esk... *hoping die x lewat esknye for movie..*

14 July 2011- The day has come..7.40pm gerak kuar uma.. 8.10pm reached CS (again)... Texted him..he's there too..tp probs wit parking lak..hehe.. 8.45pm..finally with him.. ^_^ Movie at 9pm...
My fmly dduk 4kusi yg kt depan..(Row G)... Me n him 2kusi kt blkg..(Row F).. Juz great to hev him around...Again..trce rndu tu trubat..^_~ Movie finished at 10.55pm..11pm in d lift to basement.. Me reached home at 11.40pm... Dat time...xde lg rce rndu yg mnyesakkn tu.. D feeling on dat time was juz nice.. But when we talked again on phne..kembali merindu la..haha... Da cam nme rstoran yg ade kt dpn UMT lak..'Kembali Merindu'..hee~ N....datz d end of d day..




N so...days passed by... Still trying my besh utk adapt ngn rce sunyi phne ni.. Yela..b4 diz..itz like dr celik mate cmpi tutup mate ade je mcg ngn die.. But now...not NEmore.. Trce cam nk je cpt2 alek UMT to start new sem... So that me too will b bz n wont bother much bout my phne.. Tp..apekan daye....saba je la hati oi~ Hehe..

13 July...Forever in Memory.. Besh Grandma Ever Had..^_~

13 July dtg ag... Lucky me i dreamt of her on dat nite.. Clalunye mmg xkn senang2 dpt mmpi arwah tok.. Xcgke da 9thn da tok pergi..tp rcenye cam bru je lagi... Times flew so fast..agreed wit that..

*Flashback*

13July2002- I was an 11 years old gurl..a typical ordinary school gurl.. I was so excited..cz skola ade wt rombongan g Kluang..Batu Pahat.. Pagi tu..arwah tok byk lak mulutnye..asyik tnye anne da abs packing brg ke belum..jgn lupe bwk ni..jgn lupe bwk tu.. Jgn wt cmni..jgn wt cmtu... Wat cmni...wat cmtu.. Haish~agk serabut gak rce bile kne push ngn soaln btubi-tubi.. But tu la bebelan trakhir yg anne dgr dr atok..

Rombongn skola..was fun..cam biace la..bwk dak2 skola rendah g tmpt tembikar la..water theme park..n wut so ever..x bpe nk ingt.. Time tu..ingt ag..nga zaman pcintaan ckgu Aila n ckgu Zaidi..hehe..ckrg da anak 2-3org lau xclap..hikhik.. Tahniah la ckgu..kami jd saksi zaman 'dlm hati ade taman' ckgu..hehe... Hmm... Cpnjg rombongan..rce seronok..but at d same time rce x cdap hati.. So...everything weren't fully enjoyed..

Mm...rcenye time tu da nk dkat mgrb kot mce cmpi kt skul..6lbh ptg gtu agknye.. Waiting for my parenz to fetch me.. Tp tggu2 xde lak nmpk batang idung kete..=_= Then muncul ckgu zambri..(mak pggil ckgu lentik..cz rmbut ckgu ni mce mude2 dlu pnjang n lentik..hikhik..)... Urm...ckgu ckp ''abah x dtg ag ke? Meh..parenz awk call td..mintak ckgu antakan alek uma..'' So...anne pn ikut la ckgu tu..tnpe fkir pape pn.. Hppy je cz nk alek uma n nk tnjuk souvenir kt atok..^_^

All the way home..ckgu tu tnye atok pe khbr..cmne keadaan atok aftr kuar hspital.. Ok ke x cmlm n pagi td.... Anne jwb la one by one.. Mmg atok was juz fine aftr kuar hspital tu.. Juz dat she's not able to walk.. Jd tido ngn atok kt hall..(Mmg tiap malam tido ngn atok..can be said..ag rapat ngn atok dr ngn ibu cndiri... Mak lak..hmm..mak ni kirenye mak long la..tp kiteorg duk serumah.. Me..atok n mak.. Ibu,abah n adik uma yg lain..hm..^_~ everything was juz great n peace..)

Cmpi kt dpn uma...d feeling im heving at dat time was so strange n weird.. Rmai tul org kt uma.. N eventhough terang..tp nmpk sorrow..

Time mcuk uma tu..even xtau jenazah cpe yg terbaring kt tgh2 hall tu..tp awl2 da dpt rce.. ''This is not gud..'' Then mcuk pntu tu ibu pimpin..bukk kain yg ttup kaki jenazah...then tgn...(da sebak da time ni).. Lazly muke..thatz when i finally broke down to tears.. Mlmtu tido kt cblh atok(jenazah) utk kali terakhir..

14 July 2002- Pagi tu kebumi jenazah.. N mlmnye kenduri lak.. Since then,agk2 ade la lam sminggu due..tiap2 kali angun pagi msti ngs..n ley kate tiap pagi gak bile angun tido..ade darah kering kt pipi..(hdung bdarah time tido).. N rcenye agk sensitive kot time tu.. Soon..mule adapt ngn pmergian arwah..

Now...im 20... How i wish u were here to see me..see me changing to a lady..(not a lil gurl NEmore)..wana tell u all my stories that i'm not going to share wit ibu or mak..cz deorg xkn faham pe yg ayang nk cam atok faham ayang.. Pggilan ''AYANG''......... Mm..ayang rndu tok pggl cmtu.. Atok xpnh pn pggil ayang ngn nme..unless atok start marah..hee~^_^cowy2.. Zaman mude2 dlu..kih3.. Mm..since atok g.. Everything changed.. Dlu..tiap mlm lau tido..ayang tido kt lengan atok..bantal yg ade jd bntal pluk je..(bantal bcuk..ngee~).. Dlu..tiap mlm ade je cerite2 ngn atok...berangan bile ade lesen nk bwk tok jln2..tp x cmpt.. Ckrg ayang da de lesen da..tp..kete xde..T_Thuu... Lau dlu...majok je msti g kt atok.. Ckrg lau majok je..mnyendiri mogok.. Hehe.. Cbb dlu clalu tido lam plukkan atok..jd cmpi ckrg bile tido kt katil lapang,rce cam insecure.. Jd..clagi ade bantal..teddybear..buku n notes kuliah(lau kt U)..sume longgok kt katil..half bed tu pnuh ngn dat stuff..half ag utk tido.. bile camtu..bru rce cam cosy...safe..n x tersentak time tido.. I'm able to get myself into U atok..u see..ayang atok da tue la ckrg..hikhik..^_~ Mm..even xpat jd doctor.. Xde rezeki nk wt medik.. Hnye wt mne mampu.. Wil try my best.. Pesan2 tok..ayang xkan lupe.. Hadirla lam mmpi ayang ag..tiap mlm ag bgus..(even aftr cdar dr mmpi cn4m ngs..gembeng tul..=_= hee~..) Ayang btul2 rindukn atok.. Mm..even atok xde ngn ayang ag..u'll always b in my heart..now..always..forever... Al-Fatihah..

p/s:lmbt update cz xde mood..hehe..^_^

My Guinea Pig..^_~

9 July 2011-Lame da nk binatang yg satu ni.. Finally...dpt gak beli.. Yeay!! He's so cute.. Name die Pyrate...juz like a pirate with a patch on his eye.. Hikhik.. Akan jdkn guinea pig ni manje cam kucing..^_^ Hmm...

10 July 2011- Pyrate cmakin manje..^_^ Thatz d way i want it..hehe.. Mm...esk..my dear one da start kje.. Wonder how my day wud be.. Msti cnyap phne tu kn? Pape pn..doakn die cmat pegi n balik..=)

11 July 2011- 7.40am gtu he's gone to work.. Kne la kuar awl kn..dr kote nk ke bndr jb..makan mce gak tu.. Hmm..pnye la sunyi phne sy arini..hikhik.. Da mcm back to my solo life lak..^_~hee~ Kul 8 lbh malam bru ttbe ade call dr die.. Suro la die g mndi2 n makan sume.. 9lbh ade la mcg2 ckit.. 10.30pm trus cnyap! o.O whoho...awl tul tido..xpnh lam sejarah.. Cn4m letih cgt la tu..kih3.. Xpe la.. Esk lak kne mcuk ag awl..8.30am da kne punch card..7.15am kuar uma la gamaknye.. Guess cmtu la psni..aftr subuh da lesap g kje..alek da mlm..pstu cpt tido.. Mm..kesunyian ckit la kot...tp xpe.. Da de boyfriend bru ckrg..^_~hikhik.. Pyrate kan ade... Ngee~  <3




Nk tgk x pic Pyrate?? Ni..kt bwh ni..^_~ <3

Lepas Rindu ^_~

6 July 2011- 7.20am da cmpi HSI...ni hr ke-2 dtg awl cmni utk tman mak.. Arini urine beg da ditanggalkn..datz a gud news! Mak da makin baik.. Tp xtau la nape..punye la nantok cmpi ley gak tlelap beberape minit b4 doc check mak pagi tu.. 
My dear bubu lak ade interview at Metropolis kul 11.30am.. I'm quite excited (i admit) cz yesterday he told me dat he'll visit mom aftr d interview..^_^ N sure he did.. Even pd mulenye die tsilap hsptl..haha..XD suro dtg HSI die g HSA.. Hikhikhik... Tp..papepn.. he made it.. 1.30pm die cmpi.. Hmm..^_~ How i miss dat face of him.. Die dduk borak2 ngn mak cmpi kul 2pm.. Then trun tman die mam kt kafeteria..cz kul 2pm je makcik guard da round suro org turun..waktu melawat abs..=_= So...lepak ngn die..or...can we call it 'a lil date at HSI' ?? haha.. cian.. xde nk date tmpt lain.. Rce ckup hppy n tenang bile die ade..lepas rindu mmg.. Then kul 3.15pm naik cmule kt mak..die lak trus alek ke kota tinggi..die xley naik cz nex session wktu mlawat at 4.30pm.. Tp ok la tu.. I'm glad dat u've came..thanx 4 visiting my mom my love..^_~ Aftr he left,even bru kjap,da start da nk merindu cmule.. Haih la hati...sabo lerr~~ Bpisah demi cite2 n nk bine mce dpn.. InsyaAllah everything will b ok for both of us..
Yg bgusnye....time bubu otw alek..ley lak die jmpe ngn tantan.. haha... btuah pnye kawan.. Xpuas ag nyakat anne ye? hikhik.. n thanx 4 ur blog entry utk arini ye.....  =P hehe.. ok..enuff bout dat... back to mom...
7pm- mak da tukar wad..^_^ nmpknye.......esk luse da ley alek uma.. Alhamdulillah... Yeay!

EMERGENCY!!!!

1 July 2011- Cmakin hppy bile tgk mak da ley jln cmpi ke dapur sume..n g toilet cndiri..^_^ Dari pgi cmpi ke tgh/h..elok je.. Mcuk ptg ckit,die mule ngadu sesak nfs.. But ingt biace2 je..cbb cmlm mlm die lgsg x tido..mak kdg2 camtu gak bile die xckup tido.. Everything turns worst at 10.30pm.. Time tu ibu pn da naik panik cgt2 (rce x pnh tgk ibu panic cmtu).. Mak punye muke,kaki n tgn da pucat n cjuk..bibir jd biru.. Im getting worried too..really do.. Lam pale da mule merapu..tp cpat2 stop all d negative thoughts n bce doa pape yg patut.. 10.40pm kuar uma.. Abah bwk kete da cam racing.. Haish... 1st try cari klinik tdekat but sumenye da tutup.. Tgk mak da teruk camtu,i've told dad to straight away g hspital.. Hsptal lak jauh..cz mak xnk hsptl lain clain HSI..=_= Ok.. Skudai to HSI.. Reached hsptl at 11.40pm.. Trun kete terus org hsptl bwk mak mcuk kt zon kritikal.. Fmly yg lain mule muncul... Cik N..m.ngah..cik anan..p.ngah.. Tggu kt bilik mnunggu..til 2.30am.. 2.30am mak dimcukkan lam ward.. Aftr tgk2 mak,kiteorg alek uma.. Cmpi uma kul 3.30am.. Letih gak la..


2 July 2011- Plan cmlm nk g hsptl aftr anta adk g skul..ptutnye kan dak2 ni ade larian serentak tu.. 1Murid 1Sukan 1Malaysia lau x clap... Pnye la cmngt angun kul .5.50am utk mndi n solat..ckali tgk uma gelap je.. Alamatnye tido cmule..cz abah ibu n adik xlarat nk angun pgi tu..hehe.. So...tgh/h bru gerak ke hsptl.. Alhmdulillah..mak x la seteruk cmlm.. Tp still bnafas ngn bntuan oxygen mask..
N cite paling besh...cmlm time b4 mcuk ward,deorg x-ray kaki mak yg patah tu..n arini mak kate doc tu ckp ''sape ckp kaki awk patah?xpatah pn..''  Hahahahaha...gile hebat pkck kt air tawar 1 tu.. Dr patah,jd x patah? Wow~~ Way too awesome..^_~ Datz a gud news ^_^


3 July 2011- Keadaan mak btambah baik.. Alhamdulillah...

Mm..=/

Hm..xtau npe rce nk type ni mlm2 cmni.. Ht rce x keruan.. On d other side im hppy..cz si die clalu mnjekn sy n watkn sy hppy.. Thanx my luv.. But on d other side..im started to feel empty n lost... Sang guardian yg clalu jge side yg 1 ni nta ke mne.. Mgkin awk bz..ye la..awk ade short sem..(kes jnji awk ajk sy kuar jln2 ronde jb pn xley la cz awk ade cls..plus,mak sy pn cket ckrg..sy kne jge mak..) Or....mgkin gak phne awk rosak...cam cblmni.. Mggu lpas ade la 1-2kali awk rply mcg subuh sy... But not aftr that.. Cpnjg sy on9 lak..ade nmpk awk on9..nk tgur tkut mganggu.. Tp laz2 sy tgur gak..biacenye bile da mlm.. But...xde rspon pn.. Bukan ckali..bukan 2kali..rce da lbh  3kali..tp awk x rspon pn..even ckali.. Stil...utk cdapkn ht..sy pjuk ht ni ckp awk bz.. Later2 t ade la awk mcg..like oweyz.. Cam cblum2 ni..even bz cmne pn awk x lupe tntg sy.. I miss my guardian so much..can i hev him back??back like we used to be... U'r my guardian n i'm ur princess..(we'll stay like diz forever rite??datz our promise..) Sy rndu cam b4 diz..lau x sy yg mcg awk angun subuh,awk yg mcg suro sy angun subuh..sy stil nk cmtu.. Mm...mane awk g my guardian? Hmm...somehow...sy trce cam awk mnjauhkn dri.. Npe? Cbb sy ade die ckrg?? Tp x mgkin...awk pnh jnji ngn sy dlu kn..kite pnh jnji.. Sy ingt ctiap jnji yg awk wat..n sy xlupe jnji sy pd awk.. Lau btul awk mnjauhkn dri ats cbb ni,u'll hev no idea how im going to feel inside.. U r one special best boy-fren(xkn la girl lak kn) dat i'v ever had.. Bestfren x smestinye cme jantina kn.. Mm..mne awk mghilang.. Come back my guardian... Even I'm wit him..stil i want u n need u to always be my guardian..juz like our promises... N yup....mmg sy pentingkn persahabatan..so..even sy ngn seseorg,i wont 4get my frenz... Especially d special one..like BFF...now..always..forever...