10 FAKTA MENARIK TENTANG KELAHIRAN
1. Hanya 5% bayi yang lahir pada tarikh EDD (Estimated Due Date) mereka. Kebanyakannya lahir antara minggu ke 37 dan 42 kehamilan.
2. Sehingga bersalin, rahim ibu akan mengembang 500 kali ganda dari saiz normal untuk menampung kandungannya.
3. Purata darah yang hilang melalui proses kelahiran normal adalah 500ml.
4. 80% wanita mengalami sindrom “Baby Blues” semasa 2 minggu terawal selepas bersalin disebabkan oleh perubahan hormon badan.
5. Hanya 1 daripada 10 wanita mengalami pecah air ketuban sebelum proses bersalin bermula. Kebanyakan wanita hanya akan mengalaminya apabila mereka telah bersedia untuk meneran keluar bayi.
6. Badan manusia hanya mampu menanggung kesakitan sehingga 45 Del. Tetapi semasa bersalin ibu akan mengalami sehingga 57 Del yang bersamaan dengan 20 tulang dipatahkan serentak.
7. Apabila seorang ibu mula sakit hendak bersalin, tercatatlah pahala jihad baginya.
8. Apabila seorang ibu melahirkan anak, terhapuslah dosa-dosa lepas bagi wanita itu.
9. Ibu bersalin akan dapat pahala 70 tahun solat dan puasa.
10. Setiap kesakitan pada satu uratnya, Allah hadiahkannya pahala menunaikan haji.
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Sape kate ppuan xkuat?xhebat??sakit ckit ngade je lbh?? Cube tgk #6 tu.. 'nice~'
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Wednesday, 22 February 2012
Thursday, 16 February 2012
The Last Day
Cmlm finally dpt share result with him..lau ikutkn,masih ade rajuknye.. Anne pn xtau npe sensitive n cpt touching lately ni.. Mm...tp xley ikutkn cgt rce tu..so i cooled myself down..=) Cant sleep laz nite...4am bru ttido..btarung ngn rce cket..la rce ckup letih n lemah bru ttido.. Was a deep sleep..xcdar lgsg..tau2 da kul 10.30am.. Rce cam cramp satu bdn..~_~
16Feb....cdar x cdar da hari laz kt uma.. Anne xtau la npe berat cgt hati nk tinggalkn uma kalini eventhough feels like hell n wat cket hati...tp...nta la...mgkin anne takut jugak nk hadapi sem 4.. I dunno...juz heving negative thoughts rite now.. Heving vibe like sumtingz bad going to hppn next sem.. Mm..bile fkirkn sumber2 'supporter' pn bkurangan,ag la rce cam down.. Xtau npe mudah cgt rce nk ngs bile ingt tntg sem akn dtg ni.. Really not in d mood to get back to umt.. I do miss my frens..n eager to meet Nad..but......hmmmm...nta la.. Mainan prcaan je agknye.. Pape pn,ngat nk kuar arini..cari brg ckit...tp mak da mlekat ngn cite Atas Nama Cinta..kne la jugak tggu cite tu abs bru kuar..ncb baik jugak cket da mule bkurangan..Alhamdulillah.. Dicbbkn kuar da lwat..jd juz kuar utk dinner je..esk tgh/h bru kuar cari brg.. Haih~i really dun wana get back to umt juz yet..T_T
16Feb....cdar x cdar da hari laz kt uma.. Anne xtau la npe berat cgt hati nk tinggalkn uma kalini eventhough feels like hell n wat cket hati...tp...nta la...mgkin anne takut jugak nk hadapi sem 4.. I dunno...juz heving negative thoughts rite now.. Heving vibe like sumtingz bad going to hppn next sem.. Mm..bile fkirkn sumber2 'supporter' pn bkurangan,ag la rce cam down.. Xtau npe mudah cgt rce nk ngs bile ingt tntg sem akn dtg ni.. Really not in d mood to get back to umt.. I do miss my frens..n eager to meet Nad..but......hmmmm...nta la.. Mainan prcaan je agknye.. Pape pn,ngat nk kuar arini..cari brg ckit...tp mak da mlekat ngn cite Atas Nama Cinta..kne la jugak tggu cite tu abs bru kuar..ncb baik jugak cket da mule bkurangan..Alhamdulillah.. Dicbbkn kuar da lwat..jd juz kuar utk dinner je..esk tgh/h bru kuar cari brg.. Haih~i really dun wana get back to umt juz yet..T_T
Wednesday, 15 February 2012
~:: T.H.I.R.T.E.E.N ~ E.L.E.V.E.N ::~
Itz 15th of February.. 13bulan pkenalan..11bulan di'cop' bakal jd wife org.. Da 11bln...tp rce cam bru je..how i miss all those memories.. 143367.. Mm..after all those things...it hppns to be different than usual nite.. Laz nite.. Someone that very close to me told me that i cant kept suppressing my feelings cz afraid that it will turns out to be a bigger fight. I tried to say those words..but i juz cant.. So..sent him a mcg telling wut do i feel.. Now he knew.. Hmm.. we'll make it up...soon.. S it for now..im not in d mood for any calls.. Por mi querido..lo siento...
Tough nite im heving.. Hard to get some sleep.. Pnyakit 'teman tp mesre' mule mnyerang..tp xla mnyakitkn cgt..juz makes me feel uncomfortable.. Bile da ttido...datang pulak mmpi.. Nta jmpe ngn setan/jin mne nta... In that dream..ade sorg budak ni..anne xingt cpe dak tu..nk kate my adik..mcm bkn.. N there's another gurl of my age that accompanying me..i juz cant remember who.. But who cares...the main character kt cni,budak tu.. Somehow..dak tu cam kne rasuk..tp x aggresive lgsg.. Bile anne tgk dak tu pnye cuare,duduk n cnyum lain mcm je..ngn mate die tertutup rapat.. I knew that 'sumting' is in there..in that kid's body.. So..anne cube branikn diri mndekati bdk tu n mulekn pbualan..
Me: Assalamualaikum..
That thing: Waalaikumsalam..
Me: Hmm..nape kau masuk lam budak ni?? Npe kau kacau? Ape tujuan kau??
That thing: Bukan budak ni yg aku mahukan..tp kau!
Me: (mule pelik n tkut ckit).. Ape mkcd kau??nape ngn aku??
That thing: Kau yg aku mahukan..bukn budak ni..tp disbbkn aku xdpt nk masuk kt kau..aku gunekan budak ni.. Kau da tau skrg ape tujuan aku bukan??
Me: (tercengang..terpinge2..)
Terus anne tjage dr mmpi.. Ttbe mule rce cuak..cgale ayat yg anne nk bce mule tunggang langgang.. Ncb baik ade M-ber my cat kt ujung kaki.. Terus anne peluk M..n xtakut ag.. Pstu anne ttido cmule.. Angun2 da kul 6am..adik nk g skul.. Anne cmbung tido cz nga 'cuti'.. 10.30am bru cdar cmule.. Aftr setel mndi sume..mak mule bebel yg abah tipu ibu tntg duit brg yg disita tu..(it hppn laz nite..mce anne da lari mcuk bilik)..mak kate abh gtau ibu juz rm72 je..ckup buln t bru byr.. Ibu pulak mati2 pcaye cmpi mule nk mara mak.. Nape la jantan tu cke cgt nk pbodohkan ibu??rm72x14=rm1008... Lau nk tggu cmpi ckup bulan..mne nk cekau ag rm1k tu?? Gosh~ I'll tell ibu d truth about d amount tonite then..juz wait.. Kul 11.30am bru pas cdai bju..ttbe dpt mcg dr junior..tnye rsult anne cmne.. Yea..anne tau rsult tu kuar kul 10am..tp mls nk bkk that time jugak.. So..11.45am ngadap komputer..gpa yg ag ckit nk dpt 3..ckup mngecewekn..kecewe cz nnt jd bahan durjana(abah).. Tp stil..alhamdulillah cgpa above 3..even hmpir ckup mkn.. rezeki jugak tu.. Tetap bsyukur cz i noe that i hev done my best for it..selebihnye bgantung pd tkdr n rezeki yg Allah nk bg..kdg2 dikurgkn bahagian cni utk dilebihkn di bahagian sane.. 12pm...anne mule btarung ngn cket yg mule watkn anne rce cam nk pengsan cz cket cgt.. Bertahan cmpi 3.30pm.. Tp cketnye makin kuat pulak..jd anne mcuk bilik..jd ley ngs cmbil tahan cket.. Kalau diberi skala 5,cket tu yg ke 4.5.. Mnahan cket cam urat nk putus dr pinggang ke kaki..cmpikn muntah 2x.. Itz 4.10pm..n finally anne x ingt pape da.. cdar2 kul 5.30pm.. Ok wow..cgt cket..1 bdn rce cam bru pas kne hempas..~_~ermm~
X lme pstu ibu alek..tnjuk ibu result tu..feeling like wana cry..tp xjadi..cz ibu xmara lgsg.. Tp bapak tiri prcn bgus tu,mmg xkn pnh nk puas ht..bile part my adik(anak die) dpt low pn,he doesn't care..ley lak bg kate cmngt ''nnt ley cube ag''..tp lau anne??all d bad things la kn..pnat da nk dgr..u n ur words can go to hell...die cndiri nta pape..hdup mngalahkn parasite..ag nk bahan org..dsr xreti malu..cz all he knows...people will clean up all d shits that he made.. U'r so not going to hev any cents of my ypj..ever!! Told ibu bout barang yg disita tu..n bile org tu nk abah jmpe ngn pihak deorg...i was in mak's bedroom.. Then ibu went out..nta ape ibu ckp ngn abah..ttbe abah ley jenguk kt pintu n mule tnye ngn nada mara n xpuas ht ''bile org tu call??org tu ade call??'' Pehal lak org tue ni ttbe ckp sal call? Tau pn gelabah bile kiteorg gtau ibu mnde yg btul.. tu la muke org bsalah yg nk cover salah cndiri.. hmm..org tu xcall pn..tp deorg gtau cmlm yg abah ptut jmpe lau ley esk(arini la) so that ley kurgkn ckit harge brg yg disita tu lau dpt lgsaikn utang yg blambak tu.. Da gtau abah da cmlm..tp arini xjugak die g jmpe.. Ye la...org cm die xkn pduli pape..wat salah pn xkn rce malu..cz die tau mne nk korek duit..''aku suami..aku ketue kluarge..'lubuk mas'(bini aku) kan ade..'' mgkin ayat2 ni ade lam pale die kot.. Dasar cngal lau die fkir gtu..ptutnye die yg kne bg duit kt isteri..ni x..isteri support suami..=_= mgkin lau anne da kje nnt....akn jd kes anak support bapak... eh2..silap.. anak tiri support bapak tiri.. Haaa.. *pfft~
Nta ape la ncb... Moge KAU permudahkan urusan keluargaku..
Mm...cketnye hnye Allah yg tau..anne rce lmah.. Kalau la arini da mule kuliah..mgkin anne xkn g kuliah pn..sumpah xlarat..nk diri pn cam si bongkok..urmm.. Esk hari laz utk kuar cari brg..17feb nk btolak ke ganu da... Im not ready for that..=/
Npe rce cket cgt kali ni pn i dunno y..nk diri pn xley..T_T Mm.. Xpe..ctiap rce cket yg dialami n kite redha,doce akn digugurkn n digantikn ngn pahale..*bersyukur bile sakit*..
Tough nite im heving.. Hard to get some sleep.. Pnyakit 'teman tp mesre' mule mnyerang..tp xla mnyakitkn cgt..juz makes me feel uncomfortable.. Bile da ttido...datang pulak mmpi.. Nta jmpe ngn setan/jin mne nta... In that dream..ade sorg budak ni..anne xingt cpe dak tu..nk kate my adik..mcm bkn.. N there's another gurl of my age that accompanying me..i juz cant remember who.. But who cares...the main character kt cni,budak tu.. Somehow..dak tu cam kne rasuk..tp x aggresive lgsg.. Bile anne tgk dak tu pnye cuare,duduk n cnyum lain mcm je..ngn mate die tertutup rapat.. I knew that 'sumting' is in there..in that kid's body.. So..anne cube branikn diri mndekati bdk tu n mulekn pbualan..
Me: Assalamualaikum..
That thing: Waalaikumsalam..
Me: Hmm..nape kau masuk lam budak ni?? Npe kau kacau? Ape tujuan kau??
That thing: Bukan budak ni yg aku mahukan..tp kau!
Me: (mule pelik n tkut ckit).. Ape mkcd kau??nape ngn aku??
That thing: Kau yg aku mahukan..bukn budak ni..tp disbbkn aku xdpt nk masuk kt kau..aku gunekan budak ni.. Kau da tau skrg ape tujuan aku bukan??
Me: (tercengang..terpinge2..)
Terus anne tjage dr mmpi.. Ttbe mule rce cuak..cgale ayat yg anne nk bce mule tunggang langgang.. Ncb baik ade M-ber my cat kt ujung kaki.. Terus anne peluk M..n xtakut ag.. Pstu anne ttido cmule.. Angun2 da kul 6am..adik nk g skul.. Anne cmbung tido cz nga 'cuti'.. 10.30am bru cdar cmule.. Aftr setel mndi sume..mak mule bebel yg abah tipu ibu tntg duit brg yg disita tu..(it hppn laz nite..mce anne da lari mcuk bilik)..mak kate abh gtau ibu juz rm72 je..ckup buln t bru byr.. Ibu pulak mati2 pcaye cmpi mule nk mara mak.. Nape la jantan tu cke cgt nk pbodohkan ibu??rm72x14=rm1008... Lau nk tggu cmpi ckup bulan..mne nk cekau ag rm1k tu?? Gosh~ I'll tell ibu d truth about d amount tonite then..juz wait.. Kul 11.30am bru pas cdai bju..ttbe dpt mcg dr junior..tnye rsult anne cmne.. Yea..anne tau rsult tu kuar kul 10am..tp mls nk bkk that time jugak.. So..11.45am ngadap komputer..gpa yg ag ckit nk dpt 3..ckup mngecewekn..kecewe cz nnt jd bahan durjana(abah).. Tp stil..alhamdulillah cgpa above 3..even hmpir ckup mkn.. rezeki jugak tu.. Tetap bsyukur cz i noe that i hev done my best for it..selebihnye bgantung pd tkdr n rezeki yg Allah nk bg..kdg2 dikurgkn bahagian cni utk dilebihkn di bahagian sane.. 12pm...anne mule btarung ngn cket yg mule watkn anne rce cam nk pengsan cz cket cgt.. Bertahan cmpi 3.30pm.. Tp cketnye makin kuat pulak..jd anne mcuk bilik..jd ley ngs cmbil tahan cket.. Kalau diberi skala 5,cket tu yg ke 4.5.. Mnahan cket cam urat nk putus dr pinggang ke kaki..cmpikn muntah 2x.. Itz 4.10pm..n finally anne x ingt pape da.. cdar2 kul 5.30pm.. Ok wow..cgt cket..1 bdn rce cam bru pas kne hempas..~_~ermm~
X lme pstu ibu alek..tnjuk ibu result tu..feeling like wana cry..tp xjadi..cz ibu xmara lgsg.. Tp bapak tiri prcn bgus tu,mmg xkn pnh nk puas ht..bile part my adik(anak die) dpt low pn,he doesn't care..ley lak bg kate cmngt ''nnt ley cube ag''..tp lau anne??all d bad things la kn..pnat da nk dgr..u n ur words can go to hell...die cndiri nta pape..hdup mngalahkn parasite..ag nk bahan org..dsr xreti malu..cz all he knows...people will clean up all d shits that he made.. U'r so not going to hev any cents of my ypj..ever!! Told ibu bout barang yg disita tu..n bile org tu nk abah jmpe ngn pihak deorg...i was in mak's bedroom.. Then ibu went out..nta ape ibu ckp ngn abah..ttbe abah ley jenguk kt pintu n mule tnye ngn nada mara n xpuas ht ''bile org tu call??org tu ade call??'' Pehal lak org tue ni ttbe ckp sal call? Tau pn gelabah bile kiteorg gtau ibu mnde yg btul.. tu la muke org bsalah yg nk cover salah cndiri.. hmm..org tu xcall pn..tp deorg gtau cmlm yg abah ptut jmpe lau ley esk(arini la) so that ley kurgkn ckit harge brg yg disita tu lau dpt lgsaikn utang yg blambak tu.. Da gtau abah da cmlm..tp arini xjugak die g jmpe.. Ye la...org cm die xkn pduli pape..wat salah pn xkn rce malu..cz die tau mne nk korek duit..''aku suami..aku ketue kluarge..'lubuk mas'(bini aku) kan ade..'' mgkin ayat2 ni ade lam pale die kot.. Dasar cngal lau die fkir gtu..ptutnye die yg kne bg duit kt isteri..ni x..isteri support suami..=_= mgkin lau anne da kje nnt....akn jd kes anak support bapak... eh2..silap.. anak tiri support bapak tiri.. Haaa.. *pfft~
Nta ape la ncb... Moge KAU permudahkan urusan keluargaku..
Mm...cketnye hnye Allah yg tau..anne rce lmah.. Kalau la arini da mule kuliah..mgkin anne xkn g kuliah pn..sumpah xlarat..nk diri pn cam si bongkok..urmm.. Esk hari laz utk kuar cari brg..17feb nk btolak ke ganu da... Im not ready for that..=/
Npe rce cket cgt kali ni pn i dunno y..nk diri pn xley..T_T Mm.. Xpe..ctiap rce cket yg dialami n kite redha,doce akn digugurkn n digantikn ngn pahale..*bersyukur bile sakit*..
Tuesday, 14 February 2012
Wut Hev U Done Dad??
14Feb... Nothing special about diz date.. Lau dulu sume org akn cmbut Valentine's Day.. Tp cjak skola menengah,bru tau yg tu haram..so..mmg xkn wat pape la..itz juz a date...
Hmm..laz nite..si die lgsg xcall.. I was rite then..mlm cblmnye die call mgkin cbb notice kelainan anne.. N juz like wut i expected..cmlm x call pn..juz mcg wishing gdnite..no call at all..*Ouch*.. If he calls tonite..wut shud i do?shud i answer it??ngn pale yg nga srabut n mood yg nga xbpe nk btul.. I do feel tired with this.. n yes..i am mad at him..but dun wana hurt him.. *sigh* y shud i care about being alone?..i can stand all these all alone by myself..
14Feb...itz a disaster.. Feeling so stress..n my world is upside down.. Sumenye ley jadi...tgh/h td...wakil dr mahkamah(kakak yg cgt cun! da la cun..soft lak tu..cke tgk..^_^),polis(pakcik..polis pencen) n bank(abg bank) dtg uma.. Ingtkn ade org nk wat bancian ke ape..deorg tnye ''En. MZ(bukn nme cbnr) ade??'' Anne jwb la yg abah xde..kje..yg ade kt uma (at that time) anne n mak je..bru jemput masuk,ttbe deorg pn introduced them self.. Dgr ayat ''kami dari mahkamah......blah3..'' ckup da wat anne tersentap! Lam hati *Wut?! Mhkmh?!?abah...wut hev u done??*.. Deorg ckp yg abah x byr cdt card die dr thn 2007 cmpi 2010..hasil tertunggak tu jd RM****.**.... Lau xbyr lam mce 2mggu,brg kt lam uma akn jd brg lelongan awam.. Brg2 yg disita...
1. 1 unit tv
2. 1 unit peti sejuk
3. 1 unit mesin basuh
4. 1 set komputer + printer
5. 1 set sofa jati + mje
6. 1 set mje makan + krusi
Tgk number cam ade 6 barang kn??? Actually itz 9 items.. 1 brg rm8.. 9brg jd rm72/sehari.. Ag lewat byr,jd lbh mahal la.. N i really luv dat sofa set..it worth a car.. Sofa jati tu bkn murah..dlu mce kaye-raye..ade rezeki lbh utk beli set jati(complete set) yg cecah harge rm30k~50k.. Ngn mudah brg tu disita cmtu je?? Gelang pusake mak pn digadai xpulang2 cmpi bertahun..duit mak yg mgkin da hmpir rm6k yg kononnye nk PINJAM...tp pinjam ikan semilang..lbh baik ckp MINTAK..wat org cket ht je..ngn duit anne yg rm2k tu pn xpulang2 cmpi hmpr stahun.. N now this??? For God's sake.. Npe la abh ni cke cgt wat mcm2 huh? Now once again my dream is crashed.. Mmg xde la ibu nk bg phne bru nex month for me.. N cuti skola bln Mac nnt pn msti ibu xkn dpt dtg lawat anne kt umt.. N...msti xde duit poket lebih naik sem ni.. Nothing wud b happier than heving ur fmly come for a visit at ur place.. Thatz a big OUCH.. Abah ingt abah tu ape?? Expecting people to clean up all d shits that u do huh?? Even ibu xtau yg abah ade card bank tu.. Ya Allah..npe Kau biarkn die tipu ibu all d time?? Ibu pulak..bile nk cdar yg abah tu asyik nyusahkn hdup?wtpe ibu bg card bank ibu kt abh n biar abh abskn duit ibu lam mce xcmpi 2mggu dr dpt gaji.. Wut???expect mak ley tolong jugak? Mak xkje pn..yg ade cume duit pencen.. Ni nnt cn4m nk byr mnde ni sume,mak jugak jd mgce.. Seeing she's crying,it hurts me..
Ibu da alek dr KL...nmpk gaye cam die cube confront abah.. Abah mule wat muke bodoh..=_=idiot! cud u pliz respect her atleast?? Anne mls nk dgr pape..ran to my room...n juz know it..ibu msti klh ngn pujukn abah..*sigh*
Hope deorg xkn mntk ag duit ypj anne..i wont giv him.. 2k xpulang2...nk pnjm ag??? NO WAY!Ya Allah...tolonglah hamba2-Mu ni.. I juz dunno wut else to do.. Bhentilah mngalir air mate.. ='( *Mnanti pelangi*
Hmm..laz nite..si die lgsg xcall.. I was rite then..mlm cblmnye die call mgkin cbb notice kelainan anne.. N juz like wut i expected..cmlm x call pn..juz mcg wishing gdnite..no call at all..*Ouch*.. If he calls tonite..wut shud i do?shud i answer it??ngn pale yg nga srabut n mood yg nga xbpe nk btul.. I do feel tired with this.. n yes..i am mad at him..but dun wana hurt him.. *sigh* y shud i care about being alone?..i can stand all these all alone by myself..
14Feb...itz a disaster.. Feeling so stress..n my world is upside down.. Sumenye ley jadi...tgh/h td...wakil dr mahkamah(kakak yg cgt cun! da la cun..soft lak tu..cke tgk..^_^),polis(pakcik..polis pencen) n bank(abg bank) dtg uma.. Ingtkn ade org nk wat bancian ke ape..deorg tnye ''En. MZ(bukn nme cbnr) ade??'' Anne jwb la yg abah xde..kje..yg ade kt uma (at that time) anne n mak je..bru jemput masuk,ttbe deorg pn introduced them self.. Dgr ayat ''kami dari mahkamah......blah3..'' ckup da wat anne tersentap! Lam hati *Wut?! Mhkmh?!?abah...wut hev u done??*.. Deorg ckp yg abah x byr cdt card die dr thn 2007 cmpi 2010..hasil tertunggak tu jd RM****.**.... Lau xbyr lam mce 2mggu,brg kt lam uma akn jd brg lelongan awam.. Brg2 yg disita...
1. 1 unit tv
2. 1 unit peti sejuk
3. 1 unit mesin basuh
4. 1 set komputer + printer
5. 1 set sofa jati + mje
6. 1 set mje makan + krusi
Tgk number cam ade 6 barang kn??? Actually itz 9 items.. 1 brg rm8.. 9brg jd rm72/sehari.. Ag lewat byr,jd lbh mahal la.. N i really luv dat sofa set..it worth a car.. Sofa jati tu bkn murah..dlu mce kaye-raye..ade rezeki lbh utk beli set jati(complete set) yg cecah harge rm30k~50k.. Ngn mudah brg tu disita cmtu je?? Gelang pusake mak pn digadai xpulang2 cmpi bertahun..duit mak yg mgkin da hmpir rm6k yg kononnye nk PINJAM...tp pinjam ikan semilang..lbh baik ckp MINTAK..wat org cket ht je..ngn duit anne yg rm2k tu pn xpulang2 cmpi hmpr stahun.. N now this??? For God's sake.. Npe la abh ni cke cgt wat mcm2 huh? Now once again my dream is crashed.. Mmg xde la ibu nk bg phne bru nex month for me.. N cuti skola bln Mac nnt pn msti ibu xkn dpt dtg lawat anne kt umt.. N...msti xde duit poket lebih naik sem ni.. Nothing wud b happier than heving ur fmly come for a visit at ur place.. Thatz a big OUCH.. Abah ingt abah tu ape?? Expecting people to clean up all d shits that u do huh?? Even ibu xtau yg abah ade card bank tu.. Ya Allah..npe Kau biarkn die tipu ibu all d time?? Ibu pulak..bile nk cdar yg abah tu asyik nyusahkn hdup?wtpe ibu bg card bank ibu kt abh n biar abh abskn duit ibu lam mce xcmpi 2mggu dr dpt gaji.. Wut???expect mak ley tolong jugak? Mak xkje pn..yg ade cume duit pencen.. Ni nnt cn4m nk byr mnde ni sume,mak jugak jd mgce.. Seeing she's crying,it hurts me..
Ibu da alek dr KL...nmpk gaye cam die cube confront abah.. Abah mule wat muke bodoh..=_=idiot! cud u pliz respect her atleast?? Anne mls nk dgr pape..ran to my room...n juz know it..ibu msti klh ngn pujukn abah..*sigh*
Hope deorg xkn mntk ag duit ypj anne..i wont giv him.. 2k xpulang2...nk pnjm ag??? NO WAY!Ya Allah...tolonglah hamba2-Mu ni.. I juz dunno wut else to do.. Bhentilah mngalir air mate.. ='( *Mnanti pelangi*
Monday, 13 February 2012
Mmm??
13Feb.. Laz nite tpkce off9 awl..telling nad nk tido awl..but actually x pn.. Dunno y,,rce cket pale..n then muntah 2x.. Perfect timing...ttbe si die mcg.. Cje je tnye die die xnk tido ke..(padahal anne yg da xley nk bukk mate cz pning pale..)..like oweys..die dpt je detect sumtingz wrong..tp die xtau ape.. Let it be.. Im not expecting him to call laz nite.. cz da 2mlm cam not really nk call.. kelmarin no call at all..so...bru je rce nk lege..ttbe die cal?!? urmm....jwb je la.. rite aftr hung up.. anne trus cabut g muntah utk kali ke-3... =_=pehal lak ni..ptutnye nk poce arini..tp lau da cmni,,,tkut lak.. Tried to sleep..at d same time otak ligat pulak.. I was thinking...die call cbb mmg nk call atau cbb nk cube korek anne pnye kelainan? Mm..no answer.. Laz2 ttido gak.. xcdar nk angun sahur..tau2 da kul 6am.. tgk la keadaan..lau larat nk poce..tp lau x,xyah la.. Quarter to 8am..he mcg.. Awl pulak angun..cmlm suro anne kjut kul 8am.. Mm..so xya la kjut..anne pn trus tlelap..xcdar2 cmpi kul 10.30am.. Aftr setel sume...mak da mmbebel pnjg suro breakfast..(tau je la anak die yg cowg ni sush nk mkn pagi or tgh/h..).. Anne ckp yg anne nk poce...trus mcm machine-gun kne bebel...>.< Finally anne ngalah la.. Xya poce arini.. agpn ibu xde g KL.. Pheww...pns je tinge kne bebel..cbb nk poce je pn.. Haih la mak ni... Itz going to be tough for me..ngn ibu pn xde..sume kje on me la.. Ajja2 fighting!
Hmm..hari yg mmbushankn..nk masak,tp xde mood nk mkn...xde selere..tp lau bg anne icecream/chocolate,im on!! hikhik.. juz no mood for rice rite now.. Mm..mce yg tluang anne gune utk scan through my messages kt lam phne yg ade 2ribu lbh..hasil koleksi (ayt xley blah) dr thn 2009.. Ngee~~mmg xde kje kn? Bkn ape.. anne nk dlete mne mcg yg rcenye da xde mkne utk dicmpn or dikenang.. Nk freekn memory.. Hm... Ade knangan pahit..n knangan manis bile bace cmule mcg2 tu satu persatu.. Like a time capsule.. Cdey,mara,cweet,romantik,klaka,tension...sume jns mood ade..^_^mm.. (Mmg anne ni btul xde kje kn??) Pape pn,sume tu juz few of my bittercweet memories..yg bile dikenang,rce rindu lak.. Utk si die yg kt sane,anne xtau la ape yg abg wat n how ur schedule utk tiap hari..juz doakn cmge hari2 abg lancar..
Hmm..hari yg mmbushankn..nk masak,tp xde mood nk mkn...xde selere..tp lau bg anne icecream/chocolate,im on!! hikhik.. juz no mood for rice rite now.. Mm..mce yg tluang anne gune utk scan through my messages kt lam phne yg ade 2ribu lbh..hasil koleksi (ayt xley blah) dr thn 2009.. Ngee~~mmg xde kje kn? Bkn ape.. anne nk dlete mne mcg yg rcenye da xde mkne utk dicmpn or dikenang.. Nk freekn memory.. Hm... Ade knangan pahit..n knangan manis bile bace cmule mcg2 tu satu persatu.. Like a time capsule.. Cdey,mara,cweet,romantik,klaka,tension...sume jns mood ade..^_^mm.. (Mmg anne ni btul xde kje kn??) Pape pn,sume tu juz few of my bittercweet memories..yg bile dikenang,rce rindu lak.. Utk si die yg kt sane,anne xtau la ape yg abg wat n how ur schedule utk tiap hari..juz doakn cmge hari2 abg lancar..
Different Routines
Hari2 yg blalu..trce agk blainan dr biace.. Before sume ni..phne melekat je kt tgn..tp 2-3 menjak ni,ley ignore je phne..cmpikn tlupe ltak kt mne.. o.O haih la anne..anne... Hahaha..tu pn after da ditegur ibu ''ain..tepon mne?'' abah lak sampuk ''ha'ah..pelik lak prangai..lau x,24/7 ngn tepon..''.. Anne yg tpinge2 bru cdar yg mmg anne xpgang phne.. Meragau gak cari..rupe2nye bwh climut..hikhik.. Hmm..tp...npe la ibu n abah ley lak nk ingtkn tntg phne..anne lak sebolehnye nk mnjauhkn diri dr phne jd anne x mnunggu si die yg anne xtau jadual life die kt sane cane...hmm..=/ mmg quite bored jugak..tp xpe.. t anne da alek U,msti kurg ckit rce empty tu.. *sigh* i really miss nad rite now..tambahan ngn pnat mnunggu result yg xkuar ag..=_= adeyh~
Mm..mmg trce cam back to my solo life..clalu b4 tido,msti ade call..tp laz nite.. quite disappointing..but nvermind..mgkin die pn ltih.. Ujung mggu yg cgt mmbosankn..biacenye kuar uma..tp arini x pn.. Nk ckp sal cket ht,tiap2 hari cket ht.. cz tiap2 hari ingtkn abah tntg rm2000 yg die pnjam dr 12may2011,xpulang2 cmpi ckrg.. Feeling like wana bet with someone that he wont giv me back my 2k.. hmm...time ni la anne rce cam nk ancurkn je brg yg ade kt dpn mate.. Jnji punye la manis..tp bile mntk byr cmule..mcm2 alasan..n ciap prcn cam duit tu die yg punye.. WTH...trce cam pengemis hine pulak..ape x nye.. mntk duit cndiri..tp diri cndiri yg diejek,dpmainkn.. F words to him..>_<
Esk ibu nk g KL...alek hari selase.. Welcome to 'hell'....
Mm..mmg trce cam back to my solo life..clalu b4 tido,msti ade call..tp laz nite.. quite disappointing..but nvermind..mgkin die pn ltih.. Ujung mggu yg cgt mmbosankn..biacenye kuar uma..tp arini x pn.. Nk ckp sal cket ht,tiap2 hari cket ht.. cz tiap2 hari ingtkn abah tntg rm2000 yg die pnjam dr 12may2011,xpulang2 cmpi ckrg.. Feeling like wana bet with someone that he wont giv me back my 2k.. hmm...time ni la anne rce cam nk ancurkn je brg yg ade kt dpn mate.. Jnji punye la manis..tp bile mntk byr cmule..mcm2 alasan..n ciap prcn cam duit tu die yg punye.. WTH...trce cam pengemis hine pulak..ape x nye.. mntk duit cndiri..tp diri cndiri yg diejek,dpmainkn.. F words to him..>_<
Esk ibu nk g KL...alek hari selase.. Welcome to 'hell'....
Thursday, 9 February 2012
Last But Not Really Last..
5Feb....cgale plan utk 15Feb ruined.. Sad..but..itz ok..=) Plans do change..kite hanye mmpu merancang..tp tkdir yg tentuknnye.. Saat hati gembire menghitung hari ke tarikh yg dijanjikn..ttbe dpt berite yg mmbatalkn janji tu. Si die dpt pggilan utk ikut prgram GEMS.. 9Feb kene lapor diri..
9Feb...itz pretty difficult to sleep laz nite...xtau nape..mgkin otak xnk bhenti bfikir.. Finally fell asleep at 4.15am.. Mgkin cbb letih kuar siangnye..tido lak lewat..angun pn lewat la..kul 10.40am bru cdar..11.30am he left to Mersing for GEMS.. 2hours journey..n he reached there.. New adventure begin.. S it for me..im getting more nervous..8hari ag utk alek ke UMT..for my 4th sem.. Si die pn akn ade life tersendiri.. No more Pyrate to accompany me kt bilik yg kdg2 rce cam menyesakkn even bilik tu yg paling bsr ade kt UMT tu.. Hmm..but..im thrilled n excited to meet my Persadatarianz.. N paling rindu kt my dearest girlfren,Nadiah.. ^_^hehe..kawan baik yg cntiace ade time senang or sush.. C u soon..
8Feb..last but not really the last.. We went out..(dating).. Hmm...gonna miss dat face.. Somehow..d feelings i hev today..omost d same with d feelings dat i had when we say goodbye at UMT.. Mybe coz of knowing yg si die akn mule trikat ngn komitmen.. Pape pn,all d best for him.. Words for him...abg jgn nakal2..kang ade yg majok lebih dr 1mggu kang.. =P hehe.. cmge dipermudahkn sume urusan... 8bulan yg agendanye x diketahui ngn jelas...2bulan class...6bulan praktikal yg xtau kt mne.. (Today is a goodbye..our last meeting for this time.. Soon enough we'll able to say hye..when we meet again after quite sometime.. Plan's rearranged for a better path for us to walk through.. All that i can do is praying the best for u.. =) Till we meet again..)
9Feb...itz pretty difficult to sleep laz nite...xtau nape..mgkin otak xnk bhenti bfikir.. Finally fell asleep at 4.15am.. Mgkin cbb letih kuar siangnye..tido lak lewat..angun pn lewat la..kul 10.40am bru cdar..11.30am he left to Mersing for GEMS.. 2hours journey..n he reached there.. New adventure begin.. S it for me..im getting more nervous..8hari ag utk alek ke UMT..for my 4th sem.. Si die pn akn ade life tersendiri.. No more Pyrate to accompany me kt bilik yg kdg2 rce cam menyesakkn even bilik tu yg paling bsr ade kt UMT tu.. Hmm..but..im thrilled n excited to meet my Persadatarianz.. N paling rindu kt my dearest girlfren,Nadiah.. ^_^hehe..kawan baik yg cntiace ade time senang or sush.. C u soon..
Monday, 6 February 2012
Ke-Tension-an
6Feb.. hmm...ketensionan ngn prangai org kt lam uma ni..kdg2 rce cam xya alek uma lgsg pn bgus.. Tp bile x alek uma..rindu ngn kucing2 penawar hati ni.. But sumtimes..bapak tiri x cdar diri ngn perut puake die tu,mmg wat org cket ht.. lame2 ley mati cket jantung or stroke akibat drh tggi.. (hyperbola kan???but datz d truth..how hurt i am..).. Wat mce ckrg..die x ubah cam parasite.. Hmm...tp lam ketensionan,ade jugak savior2 yg mnceriekn hari2 anne.. Of coz my dear one..n also my guardian..always come out of d blue whenever im in huge messed.. Thanx..
Latest update yg anne x update ag ialah....tntg pkahwinan kak eti (adik ally iskandar).. Yep..my kosm8 yg berumur hmpr 26thn tu da pn cmat melangkah ke alam rumah tangge cmlm..5Feb.. Cgt cweet tgk pasangan tu.. Majlis Resepsi Perkahwinan Eti Mounissa~Daaniyall & Ally Iskandar~Farahin diadekn serentak cmlm.. Kak eti n abg danny ngn tema putih pink..(juz like my dream theme^_~ juz dat pink kak eti ni tlalu pale..if more to rasberry,msti ag cntik..^_^).. Abg ally n kak farah lak ngn tema itam.. Cmge korg bhgie clalu..cmge cintai yg dimiliki..akan terus mnjadi milik korg hingge ke syurgaNYA.. Terkilan xpat attend mjls cz uma jauh..tp xpe la.. Dpt tgk pic pn da ok..^_^
Latest update yg anne x update ag ialah....tntg pkahwinan kak eti (adik ally iskandar).. Yep..my kosm8 yg berumur hmpr 26thn tu da pn cmat melangkah ke alam rumah tangge cmlm..5Feb.. Cgt cweet tgk pasangan tu.. Majlis Resepsi Perkahwinan Eti Mounissa~Daaniyall & Ally Iskandar~Farahin diadekn serentak cmlm.. Kak eti n abg danny ngn tema putih pink..(juz like my dream theme^_~ juz dat pink kak eti ni tlalu pale..if more to rasberry,msti ag cntik..^_^).. Abg ally n kak farah lak ngn tema itam.. Cmge korg bhgie clalu..cmge cintai yg dimiliki..akan terus mnjadi milik korg hingge ke syurgaNYA.. Terkilan xpat attend mjls cz uma jauh..tp xpe la.. Dpt tgk pic pn da ok..^_^
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