Bersawang GILE!! (Happy Ramadhan BTW! ^_~ )

Itz 18July2013..Thursday... Ramadhan Day-9... So sory my dear pink-blog coz lame gile x update.. (cian die bersawang2)... Bukan xnak update... Mmg nk cgt2... tp....disbbkn line tenet kt UMT tu slow..xley nk update blog..stakat ley bce je... and also my lappy lak ley rosak! (aigo~frust!)... Sbb utame anne frust...sbbnye anne xley nk update smule ape yg anne da type kt Words since lappy tu OUT!..=_= abs sume knangan2 trakhir kt UMT anne kne burn..sush payah anne nk ciapkn thesis...suke rie berjimba...kes majok ngn org tu lagi~ >_> LOL...tp nk wat cane kn.. nk ingt satu2 mmg xley la..=/ (cdeyhnye)...but...xpe la.. hope dpt start posting again tnpe halangan..=)
Mm... Yup...i've juz finish my final..my thesis..bile dpt hardbound thesis kt tgn..rce cam nk ngs n caye yg kite da bjaye abskn degree 3tahun! Wonderful feeling...at that moment jugak, pale start fkir ''OK! itz done..what to do next??''.. Cyezly...sile la peningkn pale fkir mende tu if u'r not anak raje..anak dato'-datin..anak horang kahye~ hikhik..^_~ Hmm....cgt bruntung pd geng yg ley wt kputusan sndiri..jelez ckit la ngn deorg..coz anne xdpt nk wt something ikut khendak ht cndiri.. Sumenye kalau ley fmly nk tntukan..cmpikn khwn pn ibu ckp bile umur ATLEAST 28! (oh my..tuenye I! Eww~ Eeeish~if can..kalau diizinkanNYA,elokla bfore 25.. Dose pn dpt dielakkn right? Mm..terserah pd takdir..enuf tntg ni..).. Ok...something bkn kehendak cndiri...ibu suro smbg blaja..mmg berat ht ni nk smbg..(mcm fobia ngn final year degree even itz fun..)..ni lau smbg..Master..sah2 harder than degree..ni yg lmh cmngt ni.. Ok la..i can force myself tntg tu rcenye.. Kalau ley nk apply kt UTM Skudai...dkat ngn uma..fmly tersayang...org yg mmberi smngt n my pets yg sntiase menyejukkan ht..sumber penghilang stress yg efektif! ^_^ Tp nk applynye kne tggu rsult kuar.. ade transkrip.. lau intake pn myb september november nnt.. In the mean time....anne nk wt part-time.. tp......ni yg xpuas ht ni...ibu x bagi!! *sigh* Da la kite nk sesuatu tu ckit pnye susah...harap pd duit parenz.. Lau ape yg kite nk tu sng dpt xpe... ni susah nye mak dato'! Thatz y anne nk wt part-time..3bln bukan la ckit..ley dpt mcm2 jugak la.. Bile cmni..tiap hari anne kne ade sesi peperangan ngn ht cndiri.. Heart War yg mnyiksekn.. Time cmni la rce restless...useless..hopeless..there's nothing i can do...n it hurts me..mcm lebam2 rce lam ht ni... Tp nk wat cane????? NO ANSWER!
Well...enuf about that... Thanx to him for soothing me laz nite.. N thanx to another him for telling me something that i tot was long gone but actually still there n never stop! What a happy day yesterday.. ^_~ Thanx!
Hm..kalini pnye puase..feels like nothing..xde lgsg smngt utk puase n also raye.. Our 1st year without mak.. I miss her.. Rmai yg tnye anne xwat kuih raye ke??kek lapis.. (mak ngah..cik N..mama..kwn2..even ibu si die..)..tp anne xmmpi nk wat..lum ckup kuat utk sume tu..mybe kne recover lg 2-3thn agknye.. I'll start slowly..utk kalini yg anne rce nk wat juz Cornflake madu..tp anne nk tabur choc rice lak.. my own style n fav.. Lau ade mak..mau kne bebel ngn die.. Hikhik...^_^ Mm....lau ade mak..by now msti nga beli mcm2 utk raye..but ckrg..nope..dull.. Lau tiap thn bile raye,anne akn dpt 2 suar jeans.. Rcenye thn ni xde la..even bju raye pn xde.. Xtau la ape nk jd thn ni.. Hurmmm~~
But this month merupekn one of my fav month this year.. sbbnye....6 n 7 July ritu... Anne..si die..n abg Syahir ke KL utk reunite ngn our SNSS family kt KL.. Was a wonderful trip.. Jmpe abg paie..abg mie..abg amir..kak ein..kak aten..n nad.. Too bad kak ainee..abg paan n abg naim xjoin..=/ x ckup complete..tp xpe la.. mybe nex time.. HE knows better..^_~ Haih la...kalau la kiteorg ni mmg adk bradik btul,da lme abg2 sume tu anne da peluk2 jgak..cyez rindu! Mm..deorg jnji nk dtg konvo anne n abg syahir october nnt! Harapnye xde aral mlintang..=) The best thing..kt KL tu..ley lak jmpe ngn my 1st ex..^_^mmg tkejut la.. anne nga mnahan sakit.. duk kt 1 drinks stall ni..smbil mnunduk pndak lantai..ttbe ade org pggil ''Anne?''.. i tot one of my abg2 SNSS ni..tgk kasut..hurmm~..suar....hurm~~cam xpnh tgk....baju...errr~~rcenye cam xde lak abg2 ni pkai bju ni.. muke...OH MY!itz him!.. LOL..sory la syah lau anne cam lmbt react cz cam stil digest what i saw at that moment.. hahahaha..jmpe Syah n Ju.. HE crossed our road..xya planning..ttbe da tjmpe.. hehe..mcm magical.. Takdir sumenye ni..=) nice meeting u both..
On 10July start puase ^_^mm... 14July...buke puase ngn die..die bwk g buke picnic style.. Beli brg kt bazar n dduk buke tepi sungai.. Mau x tkejut anne tgk die angkut tikar n say ''kite picnic!''... I was like o.Owhat? cyezly?? Aww~cweet...cm tbalik lak...clalu picnic2 ni girls yg plan..tp xpe.. mmg touched ^_~
15July....genap 30bulan knal..28bulan bjanji..^_^lme da kn?? Cmge hubungan ni trus kekal..
Hm....20July nnt bday abah n Cammy...ibu..cik N n mak ngah planning nk g buke kt hotel pak andak (Tropical Inn)..my fmly invited him jugak.. On 21July...bday mama lak.. Mm....21July..i'll get my Schneider Skink! patutnye dpt Fire Skink..da cmpi da skink tu kt KLIA..tp kne kuarantin ngn Perhilitan.. 2weeks later dpt berite die mati..n byk pets lain yg mati..=_=sakitnye hati!!! Haih la...lau nk kuarantin tu..leklok la..xde la mati binatang tu.. what a waste btul.. so...diganti ngn Scheneider Skink..kne up ckit hrgenye..xcme hrge ngn Fire Skink... xpe la...utk mce ckrg..Schneider... later on...bile ade uma cndiri..i'll get that Fire Skink.. Ok...bsuke rie cz ahad nnt nk dpt skink.. tp...SOHOR lak wt event gath buke sme2 ahad tu jugak..so..mybe pghantaran skink ditunde ke isnin..=/ xpe la..as long as it's safe..xpe..
Well...enuf la dlu utk ckrg..tkilan gak xdpt nk update hal yg lepas2 tu..nk wt cane kn.. NEway...salam Ramadhan! (da smggu da..hope not too late to wish? mm..^_~ )