The 21 Years Old Me!

28May2012...im turning 21 yrs old..=) Makin tue lak rce.. Bile berade lam range umur 20an..byk lak dpt invitation khwn kwn2 yg baye2..xkhwn,tunang pn same2 naik gak.. Tahniah la pd yg cmat btunang khwn tu..^_^ Selesai gak me-reply post2 kt FB.. Lbh 250 bday wishes..jenuh gak nk rply satu2.. Mmm..^_~thnx pd yg wish bday.. Mmm....28May..juz like the past years ago.. Im stil wishing n hoping for the same thing.. That is to have atleast a bday wish from the King that gave his Princess a life but he's not there for her from her 1st cry untill now..only one wish is all i've been waiting for cz i know that he wont find me..(duno nex2 years but for now..never..).. Dear papa,even i duno u..but somehow deep in my heart, i think i miss u..i really wana get to know u..n i wana spend atleast a day with u..juz one day..itz more than enuff..=) Hmm...i duno how long will i be waiting for that moment..wish is still a wish..hope is still a hope.. Cmge Allah bg peluang tu pd anne..Amin..
28May..hari yg bz.. cls cmpi 6pm.. 6pm my exrum8 IJ-402 (yka n mus) ajk mam cme2.. Dpt hadiah dr Mus..^_^ thnx mus..*hugs n kisses*.. Xdpt lepak lme ngn deorg..tpkce g AGM Biosis lak.. Da la kne jd calon Bendahari.. (Cmlm AGM Psadatari,27May12 pn dicalonkn bendahari..n da diberi mandat jd bendahari da pn..=_= xsudah ngn duit...kaye nye x jugak..huu..).. Alhamdulillah utk Biosis ni x jd bendahari.. Exco again like laz year AGM..^_~yeay! Hepy3..hikhik..^_^..Mm..tahun ni..bday yg x rce cam bday cz tlalu bz n stress..
Itz 29May today.. pagi td bru je cmat mnjawab test stelah xtido satu mlm..cume lelap 1jam je..tu pn xcmpi..cket pale dibuatnye..=_= Balik dr briefing  ekologi lapangan da kul 11.40am..kul 1pm ade cls asas keusahawanan.. Tp pakat ngn arfa nk g lmbt lam kul 1.30-2pm gtu.. Laz2 anne pn tido straight till 6pm..Nice~~ Nta arfa tido jugak atau x.. Mlm ni kul 8pm ade cls..tp cancel lak..bru dpt tau 6.45pm.. Hehe..bgus la..pale pn masih mamai ag....7.45pm dpt mcg from Yka suro amik plastic beg lam bilik die..(ncb baik la duk serumah..dr bilik satu ke bilik 4 mmg no hal la..).. N again..surprised cz x expect any prezzy from my dear ex-rum8s.. Cmlm mus bg..arini yka.. Hm..^_~ <3 <3 <3 <3 Ciap ngn kad ag..tharunye..=') Thanx korg..XOXO..
Disebabkn cls cancel mlmni..tu yg rajin ckit nk update blog yg mule pnuh ngn spider webs ni..=) hehe..
 Mmm...pape pn... Akn update ag bile rajin.. till then..=)

Riot at TTC =_= N haywired mood

18May(bday eton..my rum8 time mtrx)...the 2nd day utk jualan gerai program asas keusahawanan.. Cmlm sehari suntuk kt TTC.. Mak aih~~cket bdn xtkire..>.<  Kelmarinnye pulak xtido mlm pn..juz tido sejam.. Mmg tingtong la rce mce jge grai cmlm..cmpi kwn gerai cblh nek rcau..kate die bibir da putih..muke pucat.. Die suro anne rhat.. Bile bosan je anne mrayau la.. Seronok tgk mcm2..mmg srabut.. tp nice..=) Cmlm sumenye lancar..even memenatkn.. Ag seronok ttbe rum8 yg clalu bg mclh pd anne tu ngn tibe2 jd org yg concern.. Die bg anne ubat.. Lgsg anne trus tido.. hehe..
Arini...hari ke-2...starting cam biace..tp ptg td..ade sumting blaku.. My kosm8 bgaduh.. A(gurl)..E(guy).. my own group member deorg ni.. Sumenye start ngn ptanyaan E pd A ''weyh,ko xpuas ht ngn aku ea? Meh sini pandang aku n ckp ape yg ko xpuas ht?'' N bmulela sesi serang2an.. Cmpi sume owner gerai tdekat da tgk kt tmpt kiteorg..yg tgk ngn pelik ade..yg tgk ngn takut ade..yg tgk tekebil2 pn ade.. Adeyh~malunye >_< anne lak hnye mmpu tcnyum pd org yg lalu lalang...aduhai~ Tp dr pgaduhan tu.. Mmg ade part yg E n A balah psl E pnye gf.. Isunye nape nk kne bwk gf dtg n duk ckali kt booth kami.. Blah..blah..blah... Dr byk2 words, the only yg my ears captured ngn jelas n diterime otak ngn 100% n touched my heart ialah ayat ''asal ko xpuas ht bile aku bwk die? die keutamaan aku..aku bwk keutamaan aku tman aku jge gerai bile korg nk blah sat g..'' blah3......~~ pstu da xbpe nk ingt da ayat die cmne.. Tp tula...somehow anne rce E mmg agk cweet..cyezly i'm touched..untung kakak tu ngn E..she's lucky.. Mgkin 3rd year mmg menyakitkn cz byk mnde nk kne wat..bg ppuan,bile wktu cmtula she needs him more.. N bg kakak ni,E ade ngn die..just too nice for her to have him whenever she needs that gut.. Lucky.. Mm.. Tp bile part yg cam over2 tu,mmg anne pn kurg ctuju.. Aftr beberape minit berperang..finally itz end.. Even ngn care yg agk kurg aja dr E.. Atleast Alhamdulillah cz tamat time tu gak..da ckup malu kot org tgk..serabut smacam.. 30mins later, Tuan Haji Semanat(lecturer kiteorg) dtg booth n mule wat pnilaian kt booth kiteorg.. Aftr that me n A alek..tggl E ngn kakak tu mnjage gerai. Cian ckit la tgk kakak tu tkulat-kulat td..tp...mnde da jd.. Biarla... Cmpi bilik  kul 7.20pm.. Trus g mndi n solat.. start wt kje ckit then kul 9pm trun.. Jnji nk g mam ngn family mje panjang.. Mlmni kiteorg celebrate bday abg Paan bile jam melepasi 12am.. Hppy bday abg paan..^_^hehe.. Tp agk tkejut nngn reaksi abg paan utk mlmni..so unexpected.. Aftr dat alek bilik..sterusnye..bru ingt nk rlax..ttbe mood jd haywire dcbbkn sesuatu btween me n si die lak.. Haih la~ letih2 cmni pn kne la bsbr gak.. Bile org nga panas,kite kne cjuk.. Lau due2 pns xley..kang hangus lak.. Tp alhamdulillah.. Nmpknye mlmni anne akn tido ngn tenang..lau x,mgkin tido lam keadaan moody agknye lau sumenye ter-stop mlmni. Ncb baik dpt finish d conversations ngn aman.. Alhamdulillah... So now..anne nk tdio...esk awl pgi nk kne gerak ke TTC utk jualan hari terakhir.. Yesh!!!!!cant wait!
Mm..ttbe teringt mcg dr Mr.Guardian 2-3hari yg lps..juz like wut i tot..die bz ngn debat.. hehe.. Alhdulillah he's fine too.. Cmge hari2 awk terus success.....=)

:: S.I.X.T.E.E.N ~ F.O.U.R.T.E.E.N ::

Ok wow~~lme gile x update blog ni.. cgt2 bz.. disebabkan BioConvention 27-28April2012..Derma darah BIOSIS 29-30April2012..BIOSIS Family Day 12 May2012..at d same time kne perform utk MASUM..show dpn sultan lak tu..=_=aish! serabut n letih.. Pheww~ Bru rce nk bnafas cmule,test pulak menjenguk2 pasni...xckup ngn test,presentation n rport ekologi lapangan lak yg wat air mate ni x abs2 ngalir (dugaan btul).. ni bakal mnyusul expo asas keusahawanan (17-19May).. Psni abs test xcmpi 2mggu,mule final lak.. abs final,LI lak (time cuti...cuti yg xbmkne cuti..)..plus..FYP.. *sigh*..

Diam2 da jadi 16months-14months.. Lmenye..thanx pd si die.. Hmm..prubahan ketare mule nmpk dr si die..ape yg brubah tu......ade proconts gak..tp xpe la..hati ni lbh tau.. Pape pn..im hppy =)

Bz n tension lately ni.. Ttbe mule tringatkn my guardian.. Ape khbr Orion sy?? Sy rindu awk tau.. Mm..tp mmg sy tau awk xkn muncul saat sy mncari awk..awk hnye akn muncul time sy btul2 left alone n x mgharapkn cpe2 ag...(my favourite part ^_~ cz u'll lite up my day..) Simcard maxis lak rosak..xley nk mcg or call org..yg boley hnye trime call n sms dr org lain.. Xpat la nk tnye kbr awk di sane.. Bz ngn debat ke?awk chat ke?howz ur life?? I'm missing u Mr.Orion..=)

Bz weeks ahead....cmge sumenye lancar.. Amin...